An All Night Place - Secular AA

An All Night Place
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An All Night Place is a recovery group based in the US, dedicated to and operated by persons in recovery, with active members from countries all over the world. Meetings take place 7 days a week. Every Wednesday we have a speaker meeting where members are asked to speak for however long they would like to, about their experience, strength and hope in recovery. Our Podcasts were created to allow members to hear them from wherever they may be, as well as to make them available to anyone who may benefit from their content. For meeting information please visit https://www.allnightplace.com/

  1. Episode 109 - Katy Z

    2D AGO

    Episode 109 - Katy Z

    Some people are born reaching for intensity long before they ever touch a substance. In this episode, Katie traces a life shaped by obsession, stubbornness, survival, and the relentless search for relief. From a childhood crowded with chaos, to the early discovery that certain feelings could be chased and repeated, to a progression that moved from alcohol to anything that could make the pain quieter, her story unfolds without shortcuts or excuses. What begins as rebellion slowly reveals a pattern. What looks like bad luck eventually points inward. Through loss, violence, motherhood, and the terrifying clarity of seeing what all her crises had in common, Katie describes the moment when denial finally ran out of places to hide. Recovery does not arrive as a miracle. It arrives as a series of small, often reluctant decisions. One second at a time. The next not-wrong thing. Learning to look in the mirror again. Learning to laugh without bracing for impact. This is a story about how sobriety reshapes thinking before it reshapes circumstances, and how staying alive long enough can become an act of service.

    21 min
  2. Episode 108 - Alexis A

    3D AGO

    Episode 108 - Alexis A

    In this powerful episode, Alexis shares her story of addiction, recovery, and rebuilding a life she no longer wants to escape from. Raised in chaos and introduced early to loss, substance use became familiar long before it became destructive. From years of drug addiction to a progressive and devastating struggle with alcohol, Alexis traces the repeating patterns that shaped her life, relationships, and legal battles. She speaks honestly about relapse, custody loss, detox, medication-assisted recovery, and the role secular AA and community support played in helping her find stability, accountability, and self-compassion. This is a story about surrender without shame, recovery without perfection, and the quiet, daily work of choosing to stay present. Experience, strength, and hope, shared with courage and clarity.

    21 min
  3. EPISODE 107 - Monica

    FEB 22

    EPISODE 107 - Monica

    In this deeply personal episode, Monica joins us from Chicago to share her lived experience of long-term sobriety through secular recovery. Speaking candidly as a dual-diagnosed atheist, Monica reflects on more than a decade of struggle with alcoholism, drug-resistant bipolar depression, anxiety, repeated relapses, homelessness, and a near-fatal crisis that became a turning point in her life. She traces her journey from years of trying to make traditional recovery models work, through discovering the world of secular recovery during the COVID era, and ultimately building a sustainable, life-saving path that works for her. Monica speaks openly about Intensive Outpatient Programs, electroconvulsive therapy, alternative 12-step approaches, SMART Recovery, Recovery Dharma, atheist and agnostic AA spaces, and the importance of choice in recovery. This episode is also about connection. Monica shares how service, volunteering, community, and staying out of isolation have been essential to maintaining her sobriety. She offers thoughtful encouragement to newcomers, people who have relapsed, and those who are sober-curious, reminding us that recovery is not one-size-fits-all and that showing up matters more than perfection. A powerful, compassionate conversation about persistence, honesty, secular support, and why it’s never too late to find what finally sticks.

    15 min
  4. EPISODE 106 - Kelly AK

    JAN 29

    EPISODE 106 - Kelly AK

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    38 min
  5. EPISODE 105 - Janis - One Year On

    JAN 22

    EPISODE 105 - Janis - One Year On

    PLEASE NOTE: This episode is part of our "One Year On" series, two ESH shares recorded approx. 1 year apart. Janis's first share can be heard here: https://open.spotify.com/episode/1a47cgJOVHXpMczvB287tp?si=jk1kObrKT42eKs0ElwabzA In this episode, Janice shares her story of addiction, recovery, and rebuilding a life beyond alcohol. From a deeply personal rock bottom that threatened her marriage, career, and relationship with her child, she traces the gradual escalation of her drinking, the secrecy and rationalisation that kept her stuck, and the turning point that led her to Alcoholics Anonymous. Janice reflects on discovering online meetings, finding a sponsor, navigating challenges within recovery spaces, and learning to rebuild her identity without alcohol at the centre. She speaks candidly about boundaries, family expectations, spirituality, service, and the slow process of rediscovering hobbies, purpose, and self-worth. Her story is a reminder that recovery is not linear, that community matters, and that a desire to stop drinking is enough to begin.

    19 min
  6. EPISODE 104 - Matty - One Year On

    JAN 15

    EPISODE 104 - Matty - One Year On

    PLEASE NOTE: This episode is part of our "One Year On" series, two ESH shares recorded approx. 1 year apart. Matty's first share can be heard here: https://open.spotify.com/episode/4VBTIblM2nEFcsrQBIzcKH?si=zPDorE3DTGuTYyVgNBxKtw Matty shared at AANP in January 2024, and as part of our One Year On series, we thought it was time to check in and see how life has unfolded since then. What follows is a raw, honest account of a year in recovery shaped by instability, near-relapse, legal stress, housing upheaval, illness, and the daily work of staying sober when nothing feels settled. From getting sober in Las Vegas, to navigating recovery across AA, LifeRing, and online communities, to teaching himself software engineering while sleeping on couches and fighting to hold onto a job that nearly slipped away, Matty speaks openly about what it means to keep choosing sobriety in the middle of real life. This is not a highlight reel. It is a story about persistence. About building structure where there is none. About using every available tool: meetings, service, therapy, meditation, writing, community, and hard-won self-honesty. About learning how not to pick up, even when the pressure keeps rising. A candid conversation about staying sober, staying connected, and slowly moving from survival toward something that begins to feel like living.

    25 min
  7. EPISODE 103 - Mike

    JAN 2

    EPISODE 103 - Mike

    This speaker-share was recorded during the Collaborative New Year's Marathon 25/26, presented by An All Night Place, Secular Together, and The 505 Secular Marathon Meeting. During one of the 505 hours, Mike shared. In this episode, Mike takes the mic and brings a share shaped by time, honesty, and sustained sobriety. With a five-digit day count, what AA circles affectionately call a “zipcoder”, he reflects on what actually changes after the milestones stop feeling shiny. This is not a victory lap. It is a grounded look at long-term sobriety lived one day at a time. Mike talks about early resistance, learning how to stay without believing what he could not believe, and the slow rewiring that happens when alcohol is no longer the solution to everything. He speaks candidly about fear, responsibility, self-honesty, and the quiet work of continuing to show up long after the chaos has settled. “Zipcoder in da house” lands here not as status, but as perspective. Five digits does not mean finished. It means practiced. It means having enough distance to see patterns clearly and enough humility to know the work is ongoing. A steady, thoughtful share for anyone wondering what sobriety looks like when it stops being new and starts being real.

    24 min
  8. EPISODE 102 - Stacey

    12/11/2025

    EPISODE 102 - Stacey

    In this powerful share, Stacy traces a lifetime shaped by family history, survival, and the long shadow of alcohol. Growing up in Washington DC during a turbulent era, she navigated strict expectations, deep wounds, and moments of unexpected grace. Her drinking spanned decades, taking her from survival mode to collapse, and finally to a moment of clarity that brought her through the doors of Alcoholics Anonymous. Stacy speaks openly about generational patterns, loss, fear, and the complex family dynamics that followed her into adulthood. She also reflects on childhood trauma, religious disillusionment, and the ways alcohol became both shield and trap. Her story shifts as recovery takes root: finding meetings, finding her voice, and slowly learning hope, accountability, education, self-advocacy, and the essential power of community. Seven years into sobriety, she continues to grow, create, stand up for herself, and rediscover possibilities she once buried. This episode is a journey through hardship, honesty, and the quiet bravery of rebuilding life one day at a time.

    21 min
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An All Night Place is a recovery group based in the US, dedicated to and operated by persons in recovery, with active members from countries all over the world. Meetings take place 7 days a week. Every Wednesday we have a speaker meeting where members are asked to speak for however long they would like to, about their experience, strength and hope in recovery. Our Podcasts were created to allow members to hear them from wherever they may be, as well as to make them available to anyone who may benefit from their content. For meeting information please visit https://www.allnightplace.com/

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