Goin In Raw w/ Shakira Deshawn

The Shakira Deshawn

It's going to be a wild ride! We're getting Real, Raw, & Transparent about EVERYTHING!!

  1. FEB 12

    Healing What Was Taken

    Send a text A vulnerable conversation about surviving sexual abuse and learning how to move toward peace, forgiveness, and healing on your terms. This episode is about reclaiming your story, not minimizing harm.

    13 min

  2. FEB 4

    The Cost of Facing Yourself

    Send a text Before change can take place, you have to tell yourself the truth. No excuses. No filters. Just you, the mirror, and the reality of who you are right now.  In this episode, we talk about sitting with that truth, accepting it without shame, but without denial.. and understanding that growth always asks for something in return! Comfort. old habits. Old stories. Sometimes old versions of yourself.  Growth isn't free. But staying the same costs more.

    17 min

  3. JAN 15

    When Faith Was All I Had

    Send a text Last year, there were moments I didn't know how I would make it; financially, emotionally, spiritually. The bills were due and the answers weren't there. I learned what it really means to trust God when there's no backup plan.  This episode is my testimony of waiting, faith, and being carried when didn't know how I would make it.

    17 min

  4. 09/16/2025

    Loving Myself Meant Letting My Mother Go

    Send a text In this episode I share the experiences that led me to cut ties, the weight of trying to hold on to a relationship that continued to hurt me, and what it means to finally choose peace over obligation. This is about healing, boundaries, and giving yourself permission to walk away when love no longer feels safe.

    27 min

  5. 09/11/2025

    I Prayed For God To Take Me, He Held Me Instead..

    Send a text In one of the darkest moments of my life, I prayed for God to take me away. Instead of answering the way I thought He would, He met me with His presence. In this episode, I share how God's mercy showed up to hold me when I felt lost, broken, and alone. If you've ever wrestled with despair or wondered if God hears your cries, this is for you.

    27 min

  6. 07/02/2025

    Surviving on Fumes and Faith

    Send a text Another unpolished episode. It's not packaged pretty. It's where I am, right now.  In this episode, I'm talking about what it really feels like to show up when you have nothing left. When your spirit is heavy, your mind is foggy, and life isn't making sense.. but somehow you still keep going. Somedays it feels like all of this is pointless. But even when I don't understand the why, I still hold on to the tiniest bit of faith.

    21 min

  7. 06/27/2025

    Parenting Through Pain

    Send a text In this raw and necessary episode, we're talking about what it really means to break the cycle, not just in theory, but in the everyday moments of parenting. From flinching at hugs to struggling with presence, I open up about how trauma shaped my relationship with affection and how I choose to do the work anyway. This isn't about perfection. It's about being intentional, showing up, and healing the parts of me that want to shut down, so my kids don't have to carry what I never asked to hold. If you're parenting through pain, this one's for you.

    23 min

  8. 06/13/2025

    I Don't Have It Together & That's The Truth

    Send a text This episode is not polished. It's not wrapped in a bow. It's me in the middle of burnout, grief, transition, and straight up emotional exhaustion. I'm not on the other side of it. Im not here with answers. I'm just here to say; if you're numb, spiritually disconnected, mentally tired, and sick of being "the strong one"... same! This isn't for people who want a 5 step fix. It's for the ones silently breaking down while still showing up. No advice. No pretending. Just honest, heavy, real talk from the thick of it.

    23 min
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It's going to be a wild ride! We're getting Real, Raw, & Transparent about EVERYTHING!!

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  • Creator
    The Shakira Deshawn
  • Years Active
    2024 - 2026
  • Episodes
    18
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © 2026 Goin In Raw w/ Shakira Deshawn
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