Dark Finds Podcast

Gary Colton

Some stories just hit different. Welcome to The Dark Finds Podcast, hosted by writer, true crime creator, and psychology enthusiast Gary Colton. Each episode takes you deep into the world of those who’ve lived through — or created — something extraordinary. From fighters, musicians, and war veterans to cult survivors, ex-cons, psychologists, and entrepreneurs, we explore the lives of people who exist on the edge of the norm. Through honest, often raw conversations, we uncover their journeys, insights, struggles, and what drives them. At its core, Dark Finds is fueled by one obsession: understanding human behavior in all its forms. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

  1. Heidi Langbein-Allen - A Child Soldier In Hitler Youth

    FEB 16

    Heidi Langbein-Allen - A Child Soldier In Hitler Youth

    In this conversation, I’m joined by Heidi Langbein-Allen, author of Save the Last Bullet — a book that tells the story of her father… a child in Nazi Germany who was swept into the machinery of war. Not a general. Not a willing ideologue. A boy molded by propaganda, shaped by fear, and a handed a rifle before he understood what it meant to be a man. We talk about how young minds are formed, and deformed, by ideology. How indoctrination works. How authority becomes unquestionable. How rhetoric slowly turns into violence. And how, at the height of World War II, children were told something unthinkable: To save the last bullet for themselves. Links Heidi's book Dark Finds: Explained YouTube Channel (SUBSCRIBE)HOW IT FALLS APART | Audio Experience 🧨Patreon 🙌🏼Dark Finds IG 💀Dark Finds Book 📖 Takeaways "The parallels that struck in the book were the level of propaganda.""When you do that to young minds, you mold them and then they become unquestioning of authority.""It was an instruction: save it for yourselves and you use it to kill yourselves.""The consequences would be fatal.""It illustrates the inhumanity or dehumanization of war that occurs still today.""It takes a massive show of disagreement and massive amounts of population expressing that.""The rhetoric becomes sort of a possibly a good idea, right, to have a war.""We haven't fallen too far from the tree branch, right, from our chimp ancestors.""It’s a playbook that involves instilling fear and intimidating people.""The vast majority of soldiers don't talk about their experiences." Keywords World War II, child soldiers, propaganda, extremism, historical narrative, trauma, indoctrination, Nazi Germany, personal stories, resilience Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

    1h 23m
  2. Edna Cowell Martin - Ted Bundy's Cousin Tells All

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    Edna Cowell Martin - Ted Bundy's Cousin Tells All

    When we talk about serial killers, we usually talk about the crimes. We talk about the victims. The investigations. The trials. The monsters that emerge from the headlines. But we rarely talk about the people who knew them… before the world knew their names. Before Ted Bundy became one of the most infamous serial killers in modern history… he was a son, a cousin, a friend, and to some, a quiet and intelligent young man who seemed destined for something very different. Today’s guest lived inside that version of Ted Bundy. Edna Cowell Martin is Bundy’s cousin — someone who grew up around him, shared family gatherings with him, and witnessed the cultural and personal forces shaping his early life long before the public ever heard his name. In her book Dark Tide, Edna explores what it means to be connected to one of history’s most notorious killers… and the complicated emotional aftermath that follows when someone you once trusted becomes a symbol of unimaginable violence. In this conversation, we explore the duality of Ted Bundy, the charming, politically ambitious young man who blended seamlessly into society, and the predator he would become. We examine how family dynamics, childhood experiences, and the cultural shifts of the 1960s and 70s may have shaped his worldview. And we look at the ripple effect his crimes created, not just for victims and investigators, but for the families left carrying a legacy they never chose. This is not just a story about Ted Bundy. It’s a story about identity, shame, healing, and the unsettling truth that, as Edna puts it, people are rarely just one thing. Links Edna's website Dark Finds: Explained YouTube Channel (SUBSCRIBE)HOW IT FALLS APART | Audio Experience 🧨Patreon 🙌🏼Dark Finds IG 💀Dark Finds Book 📖 Takeaways Edna Martin shares her unique perspective on Ted Bundy.The complexity of family relationships can shape one's identity.Cultural shifts in the 60s and 70s influenced societal behaviors.Ted Bundy's political involvement was significant during his youth.Understanding the duality of human nature is crucial in analyzing Ted.Childhood experiences can have lasting impacts on behavior.The transformation of Ted Bundy from a charming cousin to a serial killer is alarming.The aftermath of Ted's arrest affected many lives, including Edna's.Media portrayal of Ted Bundy shaped public perception and fear.Awareness and vigilance are essential for personal safety. Keywords Ted Bundy, Edna Martin, true crime, family relationships, psychology, cultural shifts, serial killers, media influence, awareness, healing Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

    1h 10m
  3. Daniella Mestyanek Young - Escaping a Cult… Into Another System

    JAN 19

    Daniella Mestyanek Young - Escaping a Cult… Into Another System

    My guest today is Daniella Mistyanek Young, and her story doesn’t begin with a bad decision, a vulnerable moment, or a charismatic stranger at the door…it begins at birth, inside one of the most infamous modern cults in history: The Children of God. In this conversation, Daniella takes us inside a world built on control, self-sacrifice, and the slow erasure of identity, where loyalty is demanded, individuality is treated like a threat, and your value is measured by what you can give… and what you can be made to endure. After escaping, Daniella joined the military sometime after, and began to see parallels between that institution and the one she had escaped - the strict structure, the chain of command, and the dissolution of identity. We also delve into how cults recruit in times of social chaos, how the internet has transformed modern indoctrination, why so many “transformation” movements feel like grifts, and the red flags that can help you spot coercion before it’s too late. Links Daniella's books and website 📖HOW IT FALLS APART | Audio Experience 🧨Patreon 🙌🏼Dark Finds IG 💀Dark Finds Book 📖  Takeaways Daniela Mestyanek Young shares her journey from a cult to the military.Cults exploit individuals during times of social turmoil.The internet has changed the landscape of cult recruitment.Self-sacrifice is a key element in cult indoctrination.Cults are often about labor exploitation, not just belief.Charismatic leaders manipulate followers for power.The military can exhibit cult-like characteristics.Cults can exist in corporate environments as well.Personal identity is often lost in cults and total institutions.Awareness of cult-like behavior is crucial for personal safety. Keywords cults, identity, self-sacrifice, power, control, charismatic leaders, military, exploitation, labor, individuality Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

    1h 16m
  4. Eimear Ní Bhraonáin - DJ Carey and The Great Betrayal

    12/18/2025

    Eimear Ní Bhraonáin - DJ Carey and The Great Betrayal

    He was one of the greatest hurlers Ireland has ever produced — a sporting icon, a hero, a name that stood for excellence and pride. But behind that public image was a deception that would shock the country and devastate those who trusted him. That hurler is, of course, DJ Carey, and in this episode, I’m joined by journalist Eimear Ní Bhraonáin to discuss her book The Dodger: DJ Carey and The Great Betrayal. Together, we unpack how one of Ireland’s most celebrated sports stars became the centre of a long-running con, the psychology behind the deception, and the investigative work that finally brought the truth to light. We talk about the victims, ordinary people who believed they were helping someone they admired, and the deep sense of betrayal and disbelief that followed. This is a conversation about power, manipulation, and how charisma and status can blind even the most careful among us. Links Eimear's book 🧨My new thriller How It Falls Apart out now 🧨Dark Finds Podcast IG 👀 Patreon 🙌🏼Dark Finds IG 💀Dark Finds YouTube Channel 🎬 Dark Finds Book 📖  Takeaways DJ Carey was a celebrated hurling player in Ireland.His story is a mix of triumph and tragedy.Eimear's background in journalism shaped her investigation.The psychology of con artists reveals complex motivations.Victims of DJ's scams often felt deep betrayal.The investigation into DJ's actions was extensive and revealing.Contradictions in DJ's life raised suspicions over time.The emotional impact on victims was profound and lasting.DJ's lack of contrition raises questions about accountability.The book serves as a cautionary tale about trust and deception. Keywords DJ Carey, Eimear, con artist, betrayal, psychology, victims, investigation, hurling, Ireland, sports, conman, news, crime, true crime. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

    1h 14m
  5. Anthony Murphy - The Ancient Story Of Ireland

    12/10/2025

    Anthony Murphy - The Ancient Story Of Ireland

    Beneath Ireland’s rolling hills, beneath its rivers, stone circles, fairy forts and ancient mounds, there are stories as old as human history, stories of supernatural forces, creation and destruction, wisdom and transformation. Stories that once shaped who we were…and may still shape who we are becoming. Today, I’m joined by journalist and the creator of Mythical Ireland, Anthony Murphy for a deep dive into the hidden world of Irish mythology. We explore the origins of Ireland’s ancient stories, how Christian monks preserved and reshaped them, and why sites like Newgrange, which is older than the pyramids, still hold such power over the imagination. We also delve into deities like the Cailleach, Cú Chulainn, the legendary Salmon of Knowledge, and what modern society may have lost by drifting away from its ancient rites of passage and sacred storytelling. This is a conversation about identity, and the soul of a nation, which seems to be diluting more and more as modernity forges on. At the heart of this conversation is the story of Ireland. Links Mythical Ireland websiteMy new thriller How It Falls Apart out now 🧨Dark Finds Podcast IG 👀 Patreon 🙌🏼Dark Finds IG 💀Dark Finds YouTube Channel 🎬 Dark Finds Book 📖  Takeaways Anthony Murphy has been a journalist for over 30 years.Mythical Ireland was established in March 2000.Irish mythology is less known compared to Greek and Norse mythology.The origins of Irish mythology are intertwined with biblical narratives.Newgrange is over 5,000 years old and aligned with the winter solstice.The Kalyak is an ancient deity associated with creation myths.The Salmon of Knowledge is a significant tale in Irish mythology.Irish myths often reflect the relationship between humans and nature.The preservation of Irish mythology is crucial for cultural identity.Modern society has lost touch with traditional rites of passage. Keywords Irish mythology, Anthony Murphy, Newgrange, ancient deities, folklore, Celtic history, oral tradition, mythology preservation, sacred sites, cultural heritage, Cú Chulainn, Tír na nÓg, ancient Ireland, Irish history. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

    1h 28m

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Some stories just hit different. Welcome to The Dark Finds Podcast, hosted by writer, true crime creator, and psychology enthusiast Gary Colton. Each episode takes you deep into the world of those who’ve lived through — or created — something extraordinary. From fighters, musicians, and war veterans to cult survivors, ex-cons, psychologists, and entrepreneurs, we explore the lives of people who exist on the edge of the norm. Through honest, often raw conversations, we uncover their journeys, insights, struggles, and what drives them. At its core, Dark Finds is fueled by one obsession: understanding human behavior in all its forms. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.

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