The Junior Doctor Series Podcast - The Unspoken Truth

Koushi (preferred name)

Welcome to The Junior Doctor Series Podcast - The Unspoken Truth, hosted by Dr Kirtee Koushi Conhyedoss. Within this online space, we will be diving into topics that we do not talk about at the dinner table - well-being, death of a patient, relationship, loss, bullying and things that are taboo such as spirituality and everything else in between. We will be diving deeper into topics by shifting shame and normalising conversations that we feel ashamed and create a safe space to talk. Subscribe to the podcast to tune into all of the episodes. Send me your feedback on juniordoctorseriespodcast@gmail.com & follow me on instagram: the juniordoctorseriespodcast.

  1. 11/27/2025

    Episode 39: The Stories We're Afraid to Tell and Why They Matter!

    In this final episode of the three-part conversation, Koushi and Dr. Charlotte Tomlinson, a GP registrar based in the UK explore the power of truth-telling in medicine — and what happens when we share the stories that feel too raw to speak aloud. Charlotte opens up about one of her most vulnerable blogs, written during the height of the UK junior doctor training crisis a piece she almost didn't publish, yet became one of her most impactful. She reflects on the courage it takes to speak honestly about the challenges facing doctors today, and how that honesty can build connection and awareness. The conversation also dives into compassion fatigue, the quiet exhaustion that many healthcare professionals face and how naming it can be the first step toward healing. Together, they explore what it means to speak truth with compassion, how doctors can reclaim their voice, and the importance of remembering our shared humanity in medicine. ✨ In this episode, they explore: The courage to share stories that feel "too raw" Compassion fatigue and how it differs from burnout Why vulnerability creates community and understanding The power of speaking truth with compassion What doctors wish patients knew that we're human too The importance of mindset, intention, and small rituals in daily practice A powerful closing to this series reminding us that healing begins when we speak our truth, even when our voice shakes. Send your feedback: juniordoctorseriespodcast@gmail.com Follow on instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thejuniordoctorseriespodcast/

    19 min
  2. 11/20/2025

    Episode 38: Between Burnout and Balance: How Doctors Process the Unspoken

    In this second episode, Koushi continues her heartfelt conversation with Dr. Charlotte Tomlinson, GP Registrar based in the UK and author of The Health and Healing Narrative. Together, they explore the emotional realities of being a doctor — the grief, fear, and self-doubt that often exist beneath the surface of "resilience." Charlotte shares one of her hardest days in medicine and the power of a simple act of kindness that helped her through it. They talk openly about imposter syndrome, vulnerability, and the quiet fears many doctors carry but rarely voice. This episode also dives into how writing, mindfulness, and small daily rituals help process the heaviness of work — from journalling and walking to meditation and moments of stillness. Charlotte and Koushi reflect on how honesty, compassion, and humanity can bridge the gap between doctors and patients, even within an overstretched system. ✨ In this episode, they explore: The hidden grief and emotional weight of working in medicine How small moments of support can change everything on a hard day Overcoming imposter syndrome and finding your voice Breaking barriers between doctors and patients through honesty and empathy Practical ways to find balance — mindfulness, journalling, and rest A deeply human conversation about what it means to care for others while learning to care for yourself. Send your feedback: juniordoctorseriespodcast@gmail.com Follow on instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thejuniordoctorseriespodcast/

    29 min
  3. 10/02/2025

    Episode 35: Beyond the Doctor: Lakmal on Motherhood, Self-Care, and the Strength to Face High-Risk Pregnancy and Medicine

    In this episode of The Junior Doctor Series: The Unspoken Truth, I sit down with Lakmal and explore the deeply human side of being both a doctor and a mother. Lakmal shares how she looks after herself—through art, meditation, yoga, healthy living, and making sure she takes half an hour of "me time" each day despite being a mum, wife, and daughter. She opens up about the challenges of working in Emergency Medicine while pregnant, including fatigue, lowered immunity, and the high-risk nature of the environment. She recalls her scariest moment: suffering an antepartum haemorrhage during a shift and needing to be transferred to another hospital. From this, she strongly encourages other doctors to take leave on time—at least six weeks before delivery. After giving birth, Lakmal took six months off to prioritise bonding with her daughter, and later navigated the steep return to work as a registrar. She reflects on the importance of having a strong support system at home, part-time flexibility, and an amazing husband by her side. Now, as a GP working part-time, she finds more balance, cherishes quality time with her daughter, and embraces the art of being both a mother and a doctor. She also doesn't shy away from naming workplace challenges, such as dealing with difficult colleagues, and shares her philosophy as a senior doctor: respect your juniors, because everyone has unique strengths and weaknesses. 🌟 Her final message is simple but powerful: Be yourself. Treat your patients as patients, not just cases.   Send your feedback: juniordoctorseriespodcast@gmail.com Follow on instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thejuniordoctorseriespodcast/

    29 min

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Welcome to The Junior Doctor Series Podcast - The Unspoken Truth, hosted by Dr Kirtee Koushi Conhyedoss. Within this online space, we will be diving into topics that we do not talk about at the dinner table - well-being, death of a patient, relationship, loss, bullying and things that are taboo such as spirituality and everything else in between. We will be diving deeper into topics by shifting shame and normalising conversations that we feel ashamed and create a safe space to talk. Subscribe to the podcast to tune into all of the episodes. Send me your feedback on juniordoctorseriespodcast@gmail.com & follow me on instagram: the juniordoctorseriespodcast.