"I don't see it. Show me." That's the exact challenge Joseph Hoffman gave God in a shower. Two weeks later, a stranger noticed his band bracelet and everything changed.Joseph grew up a pastor's kid in Hooker, Oklahoma, a town of 1,800 people with 20 different churches. He carried his mother's chronic illness, a depression he couldn't talk about at 16, a cancer diagnosis that cost him his scholarship, and a painkiller addiction that followed. When his dad was forced to resign from their church, Joseph reached his breaking point and gave God a deadline. What answered him wasn't a sermon. It was a coffee invitation from a college pastor named Nathan who just wanted to hear his story.Today, Joseph serves as University Chaplain and Spiritual Care Provider with Globalscope Missions at Thuis, a home away from home for university students in Maastricht, Netherlands, building a community where students of every background, faith or none, can wrestle honestly with who God is.In This Episode:- Growing up a pastor's kid in a town of 20 churches- Depression at 16 and a family no one knew how to talk to- A cancer diagnosis, a lost scholarship, and a painkiller addiction- His dad's forced resignation and the shower ultimatum that followed- Meeting Nathan, and why coffee mattered more than church- Getting baptized again as an adult- Building Thuis Talks in Maastricht, NetherlandsChapters:00:00 Cold open: "I don't see it. Show me."00:30 Where he is now, looking back01:30 Hooker, Oklahoma and growing up a pastor's kid06:00 Depression at 1609:00 His mom's illness and a theological crisis13:00 How he got to the shower moment15:00 Cancer diagnosis and a lost scholarship17:30 Painkiller addiction19:00 Failing out and losing his scholarship20:00 His dad forced to resign21:00 The shower ultimatum22:00 "Prove it"23:00 The band bracelet and meeting Nathan25:30 Coffee, not condemnation29:30 Getting baptized again37:00 Africa, Bangladesh, and the path to ministry38:30 The door to Maastricht opens41:00 First year surprises and the Catholic nuns44:00 Building Thuis Talks58:00 Where was God in the parts you couldn't see?Scripture Mentioned (story and historical context, not direct teaching):Mark 4:35-41 (Jesus calms the storm)Mark 5:1-20 (Jesus and the man with the legion of demons)If this episode meant something to you, subscribe and share it with someone who needs to hear it.Guest:Joseph Hoffman, University Chaplain & Spiritual Care Provider, Globalscope Missions — Thuis, Maastricht, NetherlandsLinks:Book: revivingfatherhood.comWebsite: revivedbrand.comInstagram: @the.revived.lifeThe Revived Life Podcast is a diary, not a sermon. Real stories from real people learning to follow Jesus, one honest conversation at a time.#FaithJourney #ChristianPodcast #Testimony #DeconstructionToFaith #RevivedLife