Growing with Gayle

Gayle Moana-Johnson
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Come have some real growth conversations with me as I dive into life as a Teen mum, in recovery, abuse I navigated, healing journey, raising kids on my own, and how I now run my own busienss as a certified Life Coach and self healing guide. There will be mindset conversations, personal growth, how we turn our pains into purpose plus more! Will also have guests on as they dive into their own lives, what challenges arose and how they overcame. Because we are all on different journeys. And I want to remind you of that too 🫶🏾

Episodes

  1. 2D AGO

    Feeling Frustrated

    In this episode I’m talking about frustration.... ironically while re-recording after my laptop didn’t save the first take LOL. I share where I’ve been over the past couple of years with starting and stopping the podcast, and why I took a three-month pause from my business (and a month off social media) to let my nervous system settle, be present with my kids as a single mum, and support my uncle after his quadruple bypass. I reflect on how growing and grieving can coexist, and how building from dysregulation can bleed into what we create. I unpack why frustration isn’t weakness, failure, or a sign to quit. it’s a signal of misalignment, crossed boundaries, unmet needs, value violations, or being right on the edge of growth. I also share a simple way to work with frustration instead of reacting: pause, breathe, zoom out, and ask what it’s trying to show you (including where the expectation vs reality gap is, what boundaries you’ve ignored, and whether you’re tired or misaligned). Wrapping it up with a bow and choosing vs chasing, moving with intention, and taking action even when it’s uncomfortable. Stay connected for more kōrero on topics like this xx 00:00 Laptop Fail and Frustration 01:10 Who I Am and Hiatus 03:57 Rest Seasons and Grief 05:52 Regulation Before Building 09:34 Frustration as a Signal 11:53 Fear and the Growth Edge 13:43 Pause and Ask Questions 16:32 Choosing Expansion This Year 18:58 Wrap Up and Stay Connected

    20 min

  2. 11/17/2025

    Teen pregnancy and my birth Story: Becoming a fighter at 16 l Part 4

    In this episode, I share the deeply personal and transformative story of my first pregnancy and birth at the age of 16. From attending high school while dealing with severe morning sickness to navigating labour and a challenging emergency C-section, I describe how this experience not only made me a mother but also instilled a fierce determination and resilience in me. I discuss the emotional highs and lows, the incredible support system around me, and the life-changing lessons I learned. Join me as I open up about this sacred and often untalked-about journey, aiming to spark similar conversations and connections among listeners who have been through their own unique pregnancy and birthing experiences. To dive deeper into these conversations, stay tuned and check out what I have got going on over at https://beacons.ai/gaylemoanajohnson 00:00 Introduction and Setting the Scene 00:17 The Importance of Birth Stories 02:16 First Pregnancy Challenges 07:21 Labour and Delivery 15:30 Post-Birth Reflections 18:21 Conclusion and Invitation for Future Conversations

    21 min

  3. 10/27/2025

    The Duality of Motherhood l Part 3 mama series

    In this episode, I dive into the dual experiences of motherhood. The moments that have both saved and broken me. While reflecting on the profound impact of losing my father, I share the transformation from a life of addiction and chaos to one of growth and purpose through motherhood. From teenage struggles, handling grief, to the juxtaposition of public success and private battles, this episode explores the power of resilience, self-care, and the importance of feeling and navigating through life's challenges with authenticity. Join me as I discuss the messy yet beautiful journey of being a young Māori mum and the invaluable lessons learned along the way. 00:00 Introduction and Motivation 00:16 Reflecting on Father’s Passing 01:15 Motherhood: A Path to Growth and Healing 04:56 Struggles and Resilience 08:48 The Impact of Loss and Addiction 12:31 Rediscovering Purpose and Self-Care 19:20 Navigating Motherhood and Personal Growth 22:25 Conclusion and Encouragement

    26 min

  4. 10/20/2025

    Navigating Teen Mamahood: Resilience and Growth | Mamas Series Part 2

    In this episode, I delve deeper into my experiences as a young mother between the ages of 15 and 20. Inspired by a recent therapy session, I discuss the adversities and beautiful moments that shaped my journey. From the chaotic and turbulent relationship with my ex to battling judgement, discrimination, and my struggle with addiction, this episode is about how I persevered through profound challenges. I found strength and purpose in raising my children, which motivated me to finish school and rebuild my life. Join me as I share the powerful lessons and the steps that led me to become the person I am today. Let's get the word out and support those on similar journeys. 00:00 Introduction and Overview 00:21 Therapy Insights and Reflections 02:08 Early Motherhood Challenges 02:42 Turbulent Relationships and Family Dynamics 06:42 Struggles with Discrimination and Judgment 08:39 Coping Mechanisms and Addictions 11:36 Finding Strength and Purpose 13:37 Educational Achievements and Support Systems 20:09 Public Speaking and Sharing My Story 23:39 Reflections and Encouragement 27:35 Conclusion and Call to Action Subscribe to stay tuned! If you want to deepen your healing and personal development journey, my 11: 11 experience is starting 11th Nov 2025. Dm my socials below @gaylemoanajohnson (BTS) (Fb, Insta, TT) @growingwithgayle - podcast and coaching (Fb, Insta, TT) https://beacons.ai/gaylemoanajohnson

    29 min

  5. 10/19/2025

    Becoming a Teen MUM | Part 1 Mama Series

    Join me as I share the challenging and transformative journey of becoming a teen mama at 15. In this first episode of a six-part series, I open up about my turbulent childhood, dealing with addiction, abuse, and mental health struggles. I talk about the moment I found out I was pregnant, the fears of telling my parents and school, and the discrimination I faced. Despite these hardships, I outline how these experiences shaped me, leading me to finish school, pursue a career in social work, and become a life coach. This episode is a candid look into the life lessons and resilience that have defined my path. Come follow the journey @gaylemoanajohnson (BTS) and @growingwithgayle (Podcast & coaching).If you want to deepen your healing journey the 11:11 experience starts 11th November 2025 - DM me on socials for more details. 00:00 Welcome and Introduction00:29 Vision for the Series01:31 Life Before Motherhood04:59 Finding Out I Was Pregnant07:03 Telling My Family and School12:28 Facing Discrimination and Challenges19:17 Overcoming Adversity20:38 Career and Personal Growth24:28 Final Thoughts and Encouragement

    27 min

  6. 09/10/2025

    Progress over perfection: You don't have to have your shit together to start

    Perfection is a straight-up lie. It’s impossible, it’s exhausting, and honestly…it’s just procrastination dressed up fancy. In this episode, I’m sharing how perfection showed up in my own life. From becoming a mum at 15, to hiding behind masks, to burning myself out trying to “look like I had it all together.” Spoiler: I didn’t. I cried in the shower most days. Life has been messy as hell. But the messy middle? That’s where all the growth came from. So here’s what we’re doing today: smashing the myth of perfection, swapping it out for progress, alignment, and intention. I’m giving you 3 permission slips to move NOW - even if it’s messy, even if you don’t feel ready (because ready is a choice, not a feeling). Reflection for you: what’s one thing you’ve been putting off because you’re waiting for “perfect”? Messy action gets shit done. Let’s talk about it. If this aligns or you know someone who needs to watch this - send it to them! & stay around by subscribing to watch more of these conversations. PS - I do this work deeply with women 1:1 and in my programs - the doors open to join us! DM me on my socials @gaylemoanajohnson or email gayle@moanajohnson.co.nz See you soon!

    17 min

  7. 07/23/2025

    Self - Doubt. That sneaky little thing | 003

    Self-doubt is loud - but it doesn’t have to be the one running the show. In this episode, I’m pulling back the curtain on the real, messy parts of my own journey. The false starts. The fear. The inner voice that said “Who do you think you are?” and what I did to move anyway. Whether you’re standing at the edge of your next big move or sitting in the quiet fog of uncertainty, this episode is your reminder: you don’t have to be fully ready. But you do have to begin. I’m also putting a gentle challenge out there because sometimes, what you need isn’t more time… it’s one brave decision. Let’s talk self-doubt, self-trust, and starting anyway.

    14 min

  8. 07/10/2025

    Who tf am I? The identity shifts we aren't talking about | 002

    You love your kids. You love your life. And yet… there’s this quiet question that creeps in:“Who TF am I now?” In this episode, we unpack the invisible identity shifts that so many of us go through, but no one really talks about. We talk about the loss, the guilt, the rebirth… and the power of choosing to come home to yourself. This one is raw, honest, and for every woman, or human who’s felt like they've disappeared inside the roles and are now ready to rise. Stay connected below! Her Next Level xo socials: ⁠⁠https://www.instagram.com/hernextlevelxo/⁠⁠ ⁠⁠https://www.facebook.com/hernextlevelxo/⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@hernextlevel⁠⁠ My personal socials: ⁠https://www.instagram.com/gaylemoanajohnson/⁠ ⁠https://www.facebook.com/gaylemoanajohnson/⁠ ⁠https://www.tiktok.com/@gaylemoanajohnson

    20 min

  9. 04/14/2025

    The Power of Sharing our story

    Come see what I am up to, and find my socials on the link below! https://beacons.ai/gaylemoanajohnson ❤️

    13 min

  10. 04/14/2025

    Brief timeline of who I am!

    Kia ora ano e te whānau!Another older episode! And more of a timeline of my challenges and what got me to where I am now! Again you can see what I am up to below and find me on my socials below xx https://beacons.ai/gaylemoanajohnson

    18 min
  11. Whakapapa - Generational Changes

    04/14/2025

    Whakapapa - Generational Changes

    Kia Ora whānau - an older episode I've left up where I dive into who I came from - my mama and papa - and the generational changes I am making Come join me - as I start to roll out way more kōrero as I step back in to my podcast era! Looking forward to walking alongside you all x Find out what I am up to below - and my socials/contacts are also on my beacons link too. Talk soon! https://beacons.ai/gaylemoanajohnson

    12 min
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About

Come have some real growth conversations with me as I dive into life as a Teen mum, in recovery, abuse I navigated, healing journey, raising kids on my own, and how I now run my own busienss as a certified Life Coach and self healing guide. There will be mindset conversations, personal growth, how we turn our pains into purpose plus more! Will also have guests on as they dive into their own lives, what challenges arose and how they overcame. Because we are all on different journeys. And I want to remind you of that too 🫶🏾

Information

  • Creator
    Gayle Moana-Johnson
  • Years Active
    2024 - 2026
  • Episodes
    11
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Gayle Moana-Johnson
  • Show Website
    Growing with Gayle