Good evening, thank you, hello, hi guys. Thank you for being here for our last Sunday evening of the spring. We're going to continue on, well, continue on. Tonight we're going to finish another installment of the tough text series. Last week we did the psalms of imprecation, or the imprecatory psalms. Tonight we're going to look at a probably not as difficult topic, but I think for many a tough text in its own right, the psalms of lament, specifically those psalms where we read. And we kind of wonder within the soul, is it really okay to talk to God like this? These are not true statements to say, how long, oh Lord, will you forget me forever? Like theologically that's wrong. Is that okay to say to God? Why is that in the psalms? We'll look at that particular tonight, that topic. So you have your Bibles open up, or devices to Psalm 13, the quintessential psalm of lament, or the prototypical psalm of lament. Let's pray as we begin. Father, thank you for this evening. Thank you for the gift of your church. Thank you for the gift of your word. Guide us, teach us, lead us now, we pray in Jesus' name, amen. The psalms of lament are called such because the psalmist has, for whatever reason, sometimes we know it, sometimes we do not, the psalmist has reached a breaking point, and has cracked, if you will. What is the definition of a biblical lament? A lament is, quote, a prayer in pain that leads to trust in God. A prayer in pain that leads to trust in God. Many people feel that the psalms of lament are strange, I think that's maybe a surface level comment on them, or deeper, inappropriate. Because they are themselves filled with complaining, arguing, not just about the hard things in life themselves, but usually the language in these psalms is directed at God. And so to read God-word language directed at Him that is filled with complaining from believers and godly people, we automatically think that's not okay. I mean, don't we know and believe, Romans 8, 28, that all things work according for the good for those who believe? Don't we trust the Lord? Didn't Jesus say He'll always be with us? Then why this language? Well, of course, we do believe that Jesus is with us, we do believe that Romans 8, 28, that God works all things for good, but we also believe we do not always recognize or sense the presence of the Lord with us. He does not promise to keep hard seasons from us, and though all things do work together for good, we also affirm that not everything that happens to us is good. And so we lament, the psalms of lament. How many, if you were to guess at 150 psalms, how many psalms are there that are psalms of lament? What do you think, if you're just to give a guess? 20%. 20%? Half? 30. 30? Any other takers? 100. 100. A third, roughly a third of the 150 psalms are psalms of lament, which makes it the largest category of psalms in the entire book. What do we learn from so many psalms of lament being given to us? us in the book of Psalms, I think by giving us so many, God intends to teach us and invite us to speak the truth about our lives, our pain, our hurt, our anger, and our confusion to speak it back to Him with better vocabulary, and I mean that. I think one thing that horrific events and dark seasons do to us is rob us of words. They rob us of words, they push us into silence because of the thick pain in the human heart. We can generally only think of questions but cannot quickly think of answers. Praise God that in the Psalms He has given us vocabulary to pray, make it our own, back to Him. Generally when we're in pain, we don't speak well. We don't speak well to others, we don't speak well to ourselves, and we certainly don't speak well to God. We are always in need of theological refinement and words that are precise and correct to give to God, and in giving us so many Psalms, He has given us language to speak to Him. And so when we hurt, the Psalms of lament generally teach us we're to hurt with God, not without God. So to show us all this, we're open to Psalm 13, the prototypical Psalm of lament. It's famous for its categories, its questions, its movement from beginning in verse one to very dark to soaring on the heights of praise in verse six in the end. There are three movements to this Psalm. Let me begin by looking at verse one and two, the first movement, the questions. This is how Psalm 13 begins. To the choir master, a Psalm of David, how long, O Lord, will you forget me forever? How long will you hide your face from me? How long must I take counsel in my soul and have sorrow in my heart all the day? How long shall my enemy be exalted over me? Many Psalms we're familiar with and quote and know, perhaps that fill the paintings or portraits on our walls and our homes and our churches begin with a very high and lofty praise-filled language, giving evidence that the Psalmist himself is entering into the presence of God. Here, something else is in view right from the beginning. David laments right away in Psalm 13 with an urgency and a sharpness going straight to the source, questioning God three times in verse one. We don't know exactly what's going on that gave rise to the context of these words in Psalm 13 or why he's in such a spot. All attempts really to place this Psalm in a specific moment in David's life are educated guesses which leads us to the conclusion that these words can fit many different spots in David's life. We do know, though, that whatever is going on is certainly not a comfortable place to be in. Look at how he begins in verse one, how long? People who ask the question, how long? Are generally people not looking for answers, right? If you're asking the question, how long? You're not looking for an answer. I know this because of preaching. I look at your faces in the morning when we're all here together and some of us here in the evening and sometimes, you know, when a sermon is bad, really bad, you know, not everything can be a home run. Sometimes you can barely bunt for whatever purpose, but people's faces begin to do something and they begin to almost visibly portray, at least to me is what I feel like, a question on their face. How long is this sermon going to last? And I know that if that question is popping in the head of many, the answer is evident. It's already been long. enough, please end this misery." Something of the same spirit I think is present in David's heart in verse 1. He is crying out, how long? I think that tells us for David it's already been too long. He's already convinced of things that simply aren't true. He says God has forgotten him, that God is distant from him, and that God has hidden himself from him. Theologically we know these things are not true because God is omniscient, knowing all things. He's omnipotent, always strong and able to do anything, and God is omnipresent, always near and present over everything, and especially with his people. But if you've been in a place like David and you've arrived at the point where you're asking how long oh Lord, you know that David's present trouble isn't really just a speed bump in the road of life. To David, he seems to be facing an Everest of pain, and when something is as big as an Everest in front of you in life, it tends to block your view from everything else in life, from everything that is true and good and beautiful. As verse 2 comes in Psalm 13, the painful realities and questions don't stop, they merely change direction. He began asking questions of God, now David asks questions of himself in the start of verse 2, and then question about others at the end of verse 2. How long must I take counsel in my soul and have sorrow in my heart all the day? How long shall my enemy be exalted over me? So four times now in verse 1 we have heard, and in verse 2, the phrase, how long flow forth from David. But it seems that his first two how long questions about God lead to his next two how long questions. Or maybe think of it like this, because David believes that God has forgotten him, and because David believes that God has hidden himself, David now feels other woes. His heart has become a raging sea, where concerns and fears and worries and anxieties are swirling all around, ebbing and flowing, rising and falling. It seems that he's filled with pain inside of him, and becomes worried of defeat outside of him. This lament in verse 1 and 2 is quick, it's brief, but if you linger on it you can see the pain that is there. Inside it you feel what David feels. Short as it is, it's language that is condensed, but highly concentrated with one commentator said, electric current, extreme pressure, loaded with agony and misery. This pain in verse 1 and 2, present in David's life, reminds me of the pain that C.S. Lewis expressed as he writes the book, a grief observed, reflecting after the fact on the death of his wife, Joy. In it, Lewis describes how he prayed time and time again for God to heal her cancer, thinking of it, his prayer, as if he's knocking on God's door, initially knocking, then moving to pounding, then moving to banging, then Lewis describes it, I didn't want to knock anymore, my knuckles hurt, it seems like God's not home. This is something of what David is feeling in the beginning of Psalm 13, but don't miss the fact that the painfully obvious fact, who he's addressing in Psalm 13. He's not talking to one of his servants, he's not talking to soldiers, he cries out, how long O Lord? He's lamenting to God himself. I think this shows us David is more than just drained, David seems to be done. But isn't it encouraging that when David Could have gone anywhere with his pain. He brings it to God. I think this is instructive for us. We also see Jesus doing this in the garden of Gethsemane when He said, Let this cup pass from Me. This is prayer. He goes to His Father. And rather than taking pain somewhere else, David brings his pain directly to God. I think we can learn from this. Like I said, we're not just