Wolves And Dragons Podcast

Fenrir: The Black Wolf AkA (David)
  • 0.0 (0)
  • PERSONAL JOURNALS

Mythic stories reveal humanity's inner conflicts. The classic tension between light and dark parts of ourselves plays out through epic tales of heroes and villains. What inner demons hold us back from realizing our full potential? Can we overcome cycles of pain to forge new purpose? Black Wolf explores these timeless struggles.

  1. JAN 6

    S5E2 Part 3: A Billion Seconds: Counting The Seconds Of A Human Life

    In this follow-up episode of Wolves & Dragons, Fenrir the Black Wolf returns to the billion-seconds revelation—but this time the tone is darker, sharper, and more alive. It’s not just a “fun fact” anymore. It’s a knife in each hand: one blade is cold physics and entropy—your body fades, your name disappears, the universe doesn’t care. The other blade is the weird human pattern that refuses to die—dreams, prayer, DMT, ancestors, myth, and that haunting sense that reality might be deeper than what we can measure. Fenrir taps into the inner Black Wolf and lets the archetypes speak: Berserk’s endurance, Attack on Titan’s hunger for freedom, Vinland Saga’s warning about what we’re enslaved to. Then he grounds it in modern art and discipline—Kawhi Leonard as silent craft that ripples through millions, and Doja Cat as chaotic creative defiance that bends culture. The result isn’t panic. It’s a vow. Live like you’re temporary. Act like your choices echo. When the billion-second mark arrives, pause, look up, breathe—and choose the next second on purpose.

    1h 23m

  2. JAN 6

    S5E2 Part 2: A Billion Seconds: Counting The Seconds Of A Human Life

    In this follow-up episode of Wolves & Dragons, Fenrir the Black Wolf returns to the “one billion seconds” realization—only now the shock has faded, and what remains is the aftertaste: what do you actually do with that perspective once life goes back to normal? Fenrir breaks time into two faces—clock time and lived time—and explores how the mind compresses decades into a few emotional chapters, leaving most of life hidden in “ordinary” days that quietly shape identity. From there, he goes deeper into attention as the real currency: time passes anyway, but attention decides whether your seconds become memory or fog. He ties this to biology—your body as a timekeeping machine—and to the rise-and-collapse rhythm of civilizations that proves how fragile “normal” really is. Then the episode turns quirky and personal: Kawhi Leonard becomes an example of quiet art—precision and discipline that can influence millions of hearts without noise, proving small actions can ripple outward. The episode closes with a simple ritual: when your billion-second moment arrives, pause, look up, breathe, and choose what you want your next seconds to “taste like”—because life isn’t lived in years. It’s lived in grains.

    21 min

  3. JAN 6

    S5E2 - A Billion Seconds : Counting the Seconds of a Human Life

    In this episode of Wolves & Dragons, Fenrir the Black Wolf has a strange, hilarious, and unsettling realization: even at nearly 30, he hasn’t reached one billion seconds of being alive. That single fact cracks reality open. Because if counting one number per second would take more than three decades—with no sleep, no breaks, no missed beats—then what does “a billion” actually mean… and what does it do to your sense of time, identity, and mortality? Fenrir turns this “fun fact” into a full-on night-walk through scale and meaning. He explores how the human mind compresses experience into eras and moods, why memory edits our lives into chapters, and how our bodies keep time through heartbeats, cycles, and constant microscopic repair. From there, the lens widens: archaeology, the rise-and-collapse rhythm of civilizations, and the humbling truth that Earth’s history spans billions of years—making modern human life feel like a spark that still somehow burns with significance. Then the episode goes cosmic: quantum weirdness, probabilities collapsing into outcomes, the arrow of time, and the one-way drift of entropy that makes every second permanently spent. The result isn’t panic—it’s perspective. A reminder that your problems are real, but they aren’t the whole sky; that your life is temporary, and that’s precisely why it matters. The episode builds toward a quiet ritual: when the billion-second mark arrives, pause. Look up. Breathe. And let a simple truth land—your life is made of seconds, and you still have the next one.

    1 hr

  4. JAN 1

    S5E1 - A Clean Lie: The Orphan, The King, And The Artist Inside Me

    A single line in a series cracked something open in me: “Look at her… she has all the power.” A Black performer swings above a room, everyone watching, and a poor outsider whispers, “I want that.” Suddenly I’m not just analyzing him—I’m exposed too. Because I want it as well: respect, recognition, the ability to hold a room, the dream of creating something undeniable. But I’ve spent the last two years trying to outrun ego, trying to detox from envy-driven ambition, trying to protect my peace. So what is this desire—corruption, or a human need for dignity and agency? In this episode, I use that scene as a mirror and explore power as attention, freedom as sovereignty, and ambition as both life-force and trap. I pull in psychology (status, shame, shadow, attachment, parts) and spirituality (idols, integrity, truth) to ask the real question: not “should I want it,” but “what kind of wanting builds me instead of possessing me?” This is a raw, funny-dark meditation on dreams, craft, and refusing to let the room become my god.

    1h 54m

  5. 12/29/2025

    S4E17 - When the Sun Met the Moon: Norse Myth and God

    One morning on the beach, I watched the impossible-looking overlap that’s actually part of the universe’s quiet rhythm: the full moon still hanging in the sky while the sun rose on the opposite side, two rulers sharing one horizon like a cosmic negotiation between night and day. I lifted my gaze—glasses on—and inside the blazing circle of the sun I saw a silhouette, a dark, winged shape that felt like a bird at first and then like a dragon, something suspended between explanation and omen, and the moment struck me with that rare sensation where awe and fear feel like the same heartbeat. Was it optics, lens flare, atmospheric scattering, the mind’s pattern-hunger—something normal made strange by light? Or was it a symbol arriving at the exact second my soul was ready to read it? From there, I descend into Norse myth, where Sköll and Hati chase the sun and moon across the sky, and into Eastern traditions where sun and moon can symbolize yin and yang, a balance rather than a battle. In the overlap, I felt both sides of me hunted down and aligned—and for a breath of time, it felt like I felt God.

    56 min

  6. 12/26/2025

    S4E16 - Everyone Keeps Saying Eren Has Changed (Eren AMV 2)

    In this episode of Wolves and Dragons, Fenrir sits inside one of the most unsettling questions Attack on Titan ever asks: has Eren really changed… or have we finally started seeing him clearly? Through Mikasa’s grief—“Everyone keeps saying Eren has changed”—we explore what it feels like when the person closest to you becomes unrecognizable while still standing right in front of you. We move through Armin’s fragile faith in the old dream, Connie’s raw denial (“that wasn’t Eren”), and Levi’s brutal moral clarity about where the line must be drawn when violence becomes policy. Then we confront Eren’s calm certainty, the kind that doesn’t sound like anger but like a verdict, and why that calm is often more terrifying than rage. This is a deep psychological and spiritual breakdown of loyalty, ambiguous loss, tribal love, and the way “freedom” can mutate into an idol that demands sacrifice—friendship, innocence, even humanity itself. If you’ve ever watched someone you love transform, or questioned your own judgment for not seeing it sooner, this episode will hit like a slow, cold storm.

    31 min

  7. 12/24/2025

    S4E15 - 'The Outsider' Series and the Hunger for Certainty : The Evil Needs a Name and Box

    In this Wolves and Dragons episode, Fenrir the Black Wolf breaks down The Outsider (HBO, based on Stephen King) as more than a crime story—it’s a psychological pressure test: what do humans do when the facts don’t make sense? The series begins grounded, almost comforting in its procedural logic, then fractures reality with evidence that points impossibly in two directions at once. Fenrir explores how the justice system, families, and entire communities react when certainty collapses—how grief demands a culprit, how doubt mutates into paranoia, and how people “convict” emotionally long before truth is even possible to explain. As the story shifts toward supernatural horror, the episode treats evil as a contagion: something that doesn’t just kill, but spreads through fear, shame, conflict, and social fracture—turning neighbors into mobs and tragedy into a chain reaction. Fenrir ties the show’s themes to scapegoating, shadow projection, and the human addiction to closure, asking why naming an “outsider” feels like safety even when it’s wrong. This isn’t about jump scares. It’s about slow dread, moral collapse, and the terrifying reality that when the world becomes uncertain, people don’t become neutral—they become hungry.

    22 min

  8. 12/24/2025

    S4E14 - The Judgment I Crave : Emotional Masochism and Imposter Syndrome

    In this Wolves and Dragons episode, Fenrir the Black Wolf descends into emotional masochism—the strange human tendency to circle pain like it’s home. It starts with a disturbing question: why do some criminals leave clues as if they want to be caught, judged, and condemned? From there, Fenrir links judgment to shame, guilt, and the relief that comes when the outer world finally matches the inner verdict. The episode explores how emotional masochism shows up in relationships through repetition compulsion, transference, attachment wounds, and core beliefs like “I don’t deserve real love,” creating a pull toward partners who recreate familiar hurt. Fenrir breaks down the “drug” effect—intermittent reinforcement, trauma bonds, and the slot-machine nature of inconsistent affection—then turns to the darker implication: how cruelty to self can leak into cruelty to others when the inner critic becomes a lifestyle. Kobe Bryant’s Black Mamba becomes a case study in alchemizing rejection into identity, and impostor syndrome is framed as socially acceptable self-punishment—success achieved while the inner voice still whispers “not good enough.” Finally, Fenrir ties it to the doppelgänger theme: the uncanny experience of watching yourself and not recognizing the person, revealing the split selves inside the same skull. The question isn’t “why do I suffer?” It’s “why does suffering sometimes feel like proof I’m real?”

    19 min
See All (267)

About

Mythic stories reveal humanity's inner conflicts. The classic tension between light and dark parts of ourselves plays out through epic tales of heroes and villains. What inner demons hold us back from realizing our full potential? Can we overcome cycles of pain to forge new purpose? Black Wolf explores these timeless struggles.

Information

  • Creator
    Fenrir: The Black Wolf AkA (David)
  • Years Active
    2024 - 2026
  • Episodes
    267
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Fenrir: The Black Wolf AkA (David)
  • Show Website
    Wolves And Dragons Podcast