On a Mission Podcast 2.0

Ellie Mckay

Welcome to On a Mission 2.0 — the no-holds barred, unfiltered podcast where anything goes. We will share incredible stories that hit hard. From overcoming adversity to exposing the truth, we explore real and raw experiences that shape lives and spark change. Nothing is off-limits. If you’re after uncensored conversations with those making an impact and sharing their unfiltered truths, this is where you’ll find authentic, inspiring stories from people who are making a difference.

  1. 3d ago

    From Addiction, Shame & Suicide To Finding Purpose with Eth Power

    What happens when the life and soul of the party can no longer escape himself?   In this episode of On a Mission, Eth Power joins Ellie McKay for a raw and deeply honest conversation about addiction, shame, identity, self destruction and recovery.   For years, alcohol and drugs were at the centre of Eth’s life. What began as chasing confidence, connection and escapism eventually spiralled into chaos, leaving him battling addiction, suicidal thoughts and overwhelming shame.   Eth opens up about the reality of addiction, the choices he made whilst under the influence, the guilt that followed, and why he believes cocaine is ultimately a drug fuelled by shame.   This conversation goes far beyond sobriety.   We explore what happens when your entire identity is built around being the entertainer, the party animal and the person everyone expects you to be. We discuss the difficult process of rebuilding your life, learning to sit with uncomfortable emotions, forgiving yourself for the past and finding purpose beyond external validation.   Most importantly, we discuss how peace is often found on the other side of the very things we’ve spent years trying to avoid.   ⸻   Key moments include:   ✔ Why Eth describes cocaine as “the drug of shame”.   ✔ The reality of addiction and the guilt that follows.   ✔ Living with suicidal thoughts and reaching breaking point.   ✔ How therapy changed the course of his life.   ✔ Learning to live without alcohol and drugs.   ✔ The challenge of discovering who you are without the mask.   ✔ Self forgiveness and letting go of the past.   ✔ Why external validation never fills the void.   ✔ Finding meaning, purpose and peace.   ✔ Reconnecting with your authentic self.   ⸻ Connect & Follow Follow Ellie McKay: 🔗 Website: https://onamissionpodcast.com 🔗 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ellie_mckay_official/?hl=en-gb 🔗 On a Mission Podcast Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/onamissionpodcast2.0/?hl=en-gb  Follow Eth Power: 🔗 Forever Young Retreat: https://www.weareforeveryoung.co.uk 🔗 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/_ethpower_?igsh=bDlqMDFsbDF5bmh4

    1h 36m
  2. May 14

    Why So Many People Are Rethinking Alcohol with Andy Ramage

    In this episode, I sit down with Andy Ramage, former City broker turned one of the leading voices in the alcohol free movement, for a raw conversation about alcohol, stress, identity and the habits many of us have normalised for years without ever really questioning.   What starts as a discussion about drinking quickly becomes something much bigger. We talk about the reality that alcohol is often the only drug people feel pressured to justify not taking, despite the growing links to anxiety, poor sleep, depression, chronic illness and multiple forms of cancer. We also get into the way drinking has become embedded into almost every part of modern life, from networking events and holidays to parenting, celebrations and stress relief.   Andy reflects on the moment he realised many of the people he once viewed as successful were privately exhausted, disconnected and unhappy behind closed doors, despite outward appearances suggesting otherwise. I also speak openly about my own experience of doing 14 months alcohol free, slipping back into old habits, and eventually reaching the point where alcohol no longer felt like something I was sacrificing.   We get into confidence, emotional regulation, social conditioning, performance, relationships and the uncomfortable truth that many of us spend years running on empty whilst convincing ourselves everything is fine.   There are also some pretty controversial conversations around the industries that profit from unhealthy coping mechanisms, the cultural conditioning we grow up with around alcohol, and why younger generations are increasingly rejecting it altogether.   This isn’t about judgement or preaching to people. It’s an honest conversation about awareness, health, mindset and whether the things we’ve been told help us relax are actually keeping many of us anxious, depleted and disconnected from ourselves. ⸻   Key moments include:   ✔ Why alcohol is often the last thing many of us are willing to question ✔ The growing research linking alcohol to cancer, anxiety, poor sleep and declining mental health ✔ Why society normalises drinking but questions people who choose not to drink ✔ The identity shift that comes with removing alcohol from your life ✔ Andy’s transformation from burnt out City broker to one of the biggest voices in the alcohol free movement ✔ My honest reflections on slipping back into old drinking habits after 14 months alcohol free ✔ Why moderation works for some people and completely unravels for others ✔ The hidden impact alcohol has on productivity, emotional regulation, relationships and parenting ✔ Why younger generations are beginning to reject alcohol culture altogether ✔ The financial and cultural systems that continue to profit from unhealthy coping mechanisms ✔ Why so many people never truly discover what they’re capable of because they spend decades either drinking or recovering from drinking   ⸻ Connect & Follow Follow Ellie McKay: 🔗 Website: https://onamissionpodcast.com 🔗 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ellie_mckay_official/?hl=en-gb 🔗 On a Mission Podcast Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/onamissionpodcast2.0/?hl=en-gb  Follow Andy Ramage: 🔗 Website: https://andyramage.com 🔗 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/andyramageofficial?igsh=MWU3Nmt2cWMwZDg3bQ== 🔗 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1LZip6V4qn/?mibextid=wwXIfr 🔗 LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/andyramage?utm_source=share_via&utm_content=profile&utm_medium=member_ios

    1h 26m
  3. May 14

    The Secret To Personal Transformation with Andy Ramage

    This episode was actually recorded a couple of years ago, before alcohol became the mainstream conversation it is today. Listening back now, it’s fascinating how many of the things we discussed then are starting to become widely talked about in 2026.   Ahead of tomorrow’s brand new episode with Andy Ramage, I wanted to re release our original conversation because so much of it still feels incredibly relevant.   In this episode, Andy and I talk about alcohol, stress, identity, social conditioning and the uncomfortable reality that many of us spend years normalising habits that quietly impact our energy, confidence, relationships, focus and mental health.   At the time of recording, I was at the very beginning of my own alcohol free journey, still questioning my relationship with drinking and trying to understand why something so socially accepted could also leave so many people feeling anxious, depleted and disconnected from themselves.   We talk about the culture surrounding alcohol, the pressure many people feel to drink in social and business environments, and the growing evidence linking alcohol to anxiety, poor sleep, depression and even cancer, despite how normalised drinking has become in modern society.   Andy also opens up about his own transformation from burnt out City broker to becoming one of the leading voices in the alcohol free movement, after realising many of the people he once viewed as “successful” were privately exhausted, unhealthy and unhappy behind closed doors.   What makes this conversation even more interesting listening back now is hearing some of my own thoughts and beliefs at the very start of this journey, especially knowing how much my perspective has evolved since recording it.   ⸻   Key moments include:   ✔ Why alcohol became embedded into almost every part of modern life ✔ The hidden pressure people feel to drink in social and professional settings ✔ The growing links between alcohol, anxiety, poor sleep and chronic illness ✔ Why so many successful people are privately struggling despite outward appearances ✔ Andy’s journey from professional footballer to City broker to one of the biggest voices in the alcohol free movement ✔ Why many people never realise how much alcohol is impacting them until they remove it ✔ The cultural blind spots around alcohol that most of us never question ✔ My own honest reflections from the very start of my alcohol free journey ✔ Why younger generations are beginning to rethink drinking culture altogether ✔ The mindset shift that changes alcohol from something you’re “giving up” into something you no longer want   This isn’t a preachy anti alcohol conversation. It’s an honest discussion about awareness, health, mindset and questioning behaviours many of us have accepted for years without ever really stopping to think about them.   ⸻ Connect & Follow Follow Ellie McKay: 🔗 Website: https://onamissionpodcast.com 🔗 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ellie_mckay_official/?hl=en-gb 🔗 On a Mission Podcast Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/onamissionpodcast2.0/?hl=en-gb  Follow Andy Ramage: 🔗 Website: https://andyramage.com 🔗 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/andyramageofficial?igsh=MWU3Nmt2cWMwZDg3bQ== 🔗 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1LZip6V4qn/?mibextid=wwXIfr 🔗 LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/andyramage?utm_source=share_via&utm_content=profile&utm_medium=member_ios

    1h 19m
  4. Apr 30

    Maajid Nawaz on Grooming Gangs, Covid Backlash and Losing LBC

    Maajid Nawaz was radicalised as a teenager and built his life around an extremist ideology that led to his arrest in Egypt, prison, and torture, before walking away from it and rethinking everything he once believed.   Years later, after becoming a well-known voice in counter extremism, he lost his role as a presenter on LBC during Covid, publicly labelled and ridiculed for his views.   This conversation lands at a time when the Home Office has apologised for what’s being described as one of the darkest periods in British history around the grooming gang scandal, and that’s where things open up.   We get into what actually happened, the cover ups, the corruption, the scale of what was allowed to go on, and why so many people were ignored or shut down for speaking about it, along with his take on who benefits when something like that is kept quiet for so long.   From there it builds into the bigger picture, power, influence, how decisions are made behind the scenes, from public narratives to government contracts, and what starts to come into view once you begin connecting the dots.   ⸻   Key moments include:   ✔ 00:00 Being drawn into extremism at a young age and how that path took hold.   ✔ 09:00 Arrest in Egypt, time in prison, and the reality of torture and its impact.   ✔ 22:00 Grooming gang scandal, the Home Office apology, and what was happening while it was being covered up.   ✔ 36:00 Why people who spoke out were shut down and what that says about the system.   ✔ 48:00 Covid, losing his role at LBC, being labelled publicly, and the personal fallout of that.   ✔ 1:05:00 Power and influence, how decisions are shaped behind the scenes, and what drives them.   ✔ 1:18:00 Government contracts, incentives, and what sits underneath public facing decisions.   ✔ 1:30:00 Where this leaves people now and why more are starting to question what’s really going.   ⸻ Connect & Follow Follow Ellie McKay: 🔗 Website: https://onamissionpodcast.com 🔗 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ellie_mckay_official/?hl=en-gb 🔗 On a Mission Podcast Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/onamissionpodcast2.0/?hl=en-gb  Follow Maajid Nawaz: 🔗 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/maajidnawaz?igsh=OHZxMWI5OWxidGVh 🔗 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1J9SUJ4cZn/?mibextid=wwXIfr

    1h 56m
  5. Apr 23

    Built in Pain, Forged in Fire: with Adventure Athlete Darren Grigas

    He Wasn’t Built For This… He Became It   Darren Grigas has completed a world first 127 mile foot crossing of the 55 million year old Namib, run 100 miles across a frozen lake in temperatures down to minus 50, taken on uncharted rainforest, and completed Marathon des Sables alongside Sir Ranulph Fiennes.   Most people look at extreme endurance athletes and assume they’ve always been wired differently, as though they were built for it from the start, but Darren’s story completely dismantles that.   This didn’t begin with a lifelong obsession for pushing limits. It started with a random morning, a car crash, and a body that didn’t work the same way anymore.   At that point, he wasn’t running ultra distances or training for deserts and jungles. He was living a normal life, working a job, following a routine, and struggling to run a single mile without his body breaking down.   What followed was anything but a sudden transformation. It was slow, frustrating, and at times painful enough that most people would have stepped back and accepted their limits, but instead of doing that, he started asking a different question around what the version of himself would look like if he actually overcame it.   That shift in thinking changed everything.   Over time, that mindset took him from barely getting through a mile to standing on the start line of some of the toughest endurance events on the planet.   It was great to have Darren back on the podcast for this one, because we go beyond the highlight reel and get into the reality behind it. The training around a full time job, raising kids, and dealing with pressure most people never see, along with the mental battles that don’t make it onto social media.   What stands out most isn’t just what he’s done, it’s how he thinks. The way he approaches pain, pressure and adversity, understanding the difference between discomfort and real damage, and knowing when to push and when to hold.   There’s also a side to this that most people wouldn’t expect, including personal pressure, family challenges and financial strain, all happening in the background while still showing up and doing the work.   That’s where this really lands, not in the extremes themselves but in the mindset behind them, and the idea that you don’t wait until you feel ready, you make the decision first and then build yourself into the person who can handle it.   ⸻   Key moments include:   ✔ The car crash that changed everything ✔ Struggling to run a single mile after injury ✔ The mindset shift that drove everything forward ✔ Marathon des Sables alongside Sir Ranulph Fiennes ✔ A world first 127 mile foot crossing of the Namib ✔ Running 100 miles across a frozen lake in minus 50 conditions ✔ Uncharted rainforest and extreme environments ✔ Training around work, family and real life pressure ✔ Understanding pain vs real damage ✔ Building resilience through real life adversity   ⸻ Connect & Follow Follow Ellie McKay: 🔗 Website: https://onamissionpodcast.com 🔗 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ellie_mckay_official/?hl=en-gb 🔗 On a Mission Podcast Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/onamissionpodcast2.0/?hl=en-gb  Follow Darren Grigas: 🔗 Website: https://darrengrigas.com 🔗 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/darren.grigas?igsh=Mzgwb2wxZmlqZzI4 🔗 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/182m17a9ni/?mibextid=wwXIfr 🔗 LinkedIn: https://uk.linkedin.com/in/darren-grigas

    1h 24m
  6. Apr 16

    The Healthy Habits Slowly Destroying Your Body | Michelle Flynn

    Renowned performance coach Michelle Flynn works with high performers operating at an elite level, people at the top of their game who, on the surface, look like they have everything under control.   She was doing the same.   Training hard, disciplined, performing at a high level, until her body shut her down. Twice.   It’s something she now sees constantly, high performers still delivering, still pushing, while carrying chronic stress and having no real understanding of what it’s doing to their body.   This goes far beyond mindset and habits.   We get into mental health, suicide, hormones, menopause, emotional pressure, and why so many people who look “fine” are anything but.   Michelle also challenges a lot of the advice being pushed in the health and performance space, and why some of it isn’t just ineffective, it can actually put people at risk when it’s followed blindly.   This is about what’s really going on underneath performance, and what it actually takes to sustain it without paying for it later.   ⸻   Key moments include:   ✔ The moment Michelle collapsed and no one could explain why. ✔ Why stress isn’t always obvious and can build without you realising. ✔ The “work hard, play hard” lifestyle and its hidden impact. ✔ How pushing through eventually leads to your body forcing you to stop. ✔ The turning point that led her to completely rethink her life. ✔ Why small daily habits matter more than extreme health routines. ✔ How to manage stress and perform without burning out.   ⸻ Connect & Follow Follow Ellie McKay: 🔗 Website: https://onamissionpodcast.com 🔗 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ellie_mckay_official/?hl=en-gb 🔗 On a Mission Podcast Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/onamissionpodcast2.0/?hl=en-gb  Follow Michelle Flynn: 🔗 Website: https://www.michelleflynncoaching.com 🔗 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/michelleflynncoaching?igsh=cnhma2V1YjRpYTF6 🔗 LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/michelleflynn?utm_source=share_via&utm_content=profile&utm_medium=member_ios

    1h 29m
  7. Apr 2

    Mark Whittle: Why Success Won’t Fix You

    Mark Whittle is someone who’s spent years studying what actually drives human behaviour, performance, and fulfilment, and why so many people still feel lost even when they “have it all”.   From working with high performers, athletes and entrepreneurs to building his own platform, Mark has seen first-hand what happens when success on paper doesn’t translate to real happiness. Because for a lot of people, hitting the top isn’t the answer, it’s where the real questions begin.     This conversation goes deep into identity, self-worth, and the unconscious patterns that quietly control most people’s lives. From building self-trust and discipline to recognising the decisions that shape your future, this is a powerful breakdown of what actually creates change.   ⸻   Key moments include:   ✔ Why success often doesn’t fix how you feel.    ✔ The danger of tying your identity to what you do.  ✔ How to build real confidence by keeping promises to yourself.  ✔ Why most people operate unconsciously and stay stuck.  ✔ The “sliding door” moments that shape your life.  ✔ Why you need the right people around you to grow.    ⸻ Connect & Follow Follow Ellie McKay: 🔗 Website: https://onamissionpodcast.com 🔗 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ellie_mckay_official/?hl=en-gb 🔗 On a Mission Podcast Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/onamissionpodcast2.0/?hl=en-gb  Follow Mark Whittle: 🔗 Website: https://www.takeflightworld.com 🔗 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/markwhittle_tf?igsh=eHp1bno2eG54aXF3

    1h 19m
  8. Mar 27

    From Supermodel To Film Producer: Reinventing At 50+ with Caprice Bourret

    Caprice Bourret is proof that reinvention doesn’t have an expiry date.    From becoming one of the most photographed women in the world to building a film career from scratch in her 50s, she’s lived multiple lives and she’s still not done.   Three years on from her first appearance on On A Mission, Caprice is back and this time she’s gone all in. Producing, acting, writing and running entire film productions herself, often with limited budgets and no safety net, creating opportunities instead of waiting for them.   This is a raw, unfiltered conversation on authenticity, social media, and the world we’re living in today. From online hate and parenting in a digital age to mindset, resilience, and life after surviving a brain tumour, Caprice doesn’t hold back.    A powerful reminder that you can reinvent yourself at any stage, if you’re willing to do the work.   ⸻   Key moments include:   ✔ Why Caprice believes authenticity is disappearing.  ✔ Building a film career from scratch and doing everything herself.  ✔ The mindset that’s driven her success: play the game, don’t play the victim.  ✔ Her warning about influence and why she says “don’t be a useful idiot”.  ✔ How she handles online hate and protects her energy. ✔ Life after her brain tumour and the shift in her priorities. ✔ Why it’s never too late to reinvent yourself.    ⸻ Connect & Follow Follow Ellie McKay: 🔗 Website: https://onamissionpodcast.com 🔗 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/ellie_mckay_official/?hl=en-gb 🔗 On a Mission Podcast Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/onamissionpodcast2.0/?hl=en-gb  Follow Caprice Bourret: 🔗 Website: https://www.capricebourret.com 🔗 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/capricebourret?igsh=MXR1d3VqYmY5dmZ2Zg==

    52 min

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Welcome to On a Mission 2.0 — the no-holds barred, unfiltered podcast where anything goes. We will share incredible stories that hit hard. From overcoming adversity to exposing the truth, we explore real and raw experiences that shape lives and spark change. Nothing is off-limits. If you’re after uncensored conversations with those making an impact and sharing their unfiltered truths, this is where you’ll find authentic, inspiring stories from people who are making a difference.

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