Song of the Dakini Tantras

Catherine Fehrmann M.D.
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teachings, prayers, poetry, and sacred sound to explore and inspire Awakening Consciousness in the body, mind, and heart

  1. Grapes

    3H AGO

    Grapes

    It is easy to love the sweet, deep purple grapes on the vine  with translucent skin shimmering in the afternoon sunlight,  easy to sing them a love song, but what about  the swollen, red and painful skin on the hand and the foot  that mind blames for losing everything?  when the grapes are sour, we need the love song more than ever.  Karma ripens, it does not just disappear.  Six kinds of faith that are really three,  lucid faith, the faith of conviction, and inspired faith .  Faith is a treasure, the supreme of all there is  like a wish fulfilling jewel it fulfills all needs.

    19 min
  2. How Do I Look?

    2D AGO

    How Do I Look?

    skin, hair, teeth and nails, the outermost packaging  of this fear suit, this love suit, how do I look?  how do things appear? I walked through a fairy forest on wooden planks with my daughter,  my heart aquiver.  sun filtered through the mist just like in the movies  hand of God reaching through from the formless into form  still learning how to let all that love for her just be   without stumbling and freezing with Shame for having it  and fear of not knowing how to do it. In fractal progression, the shape of the pattern is the framework,  the difference within the framework  is our particular energetic signature for life

    22 min
  3. Ground, Path, Fruition

    FEB 10

    Ground, Path, Fruition

    I am the warrior, I am focused, determined, disciplined, and devoted.  Ground, path, and fruition. Hunger for the firm masculine. When the vow is broken or given back  it feels like your soul is being ripped out of your body .  visceral like the stomach flu. when you are being woken up  from a comatose sleep by the heaving in the belly  that has a mind of its own. The states are so extreme, now I am in separation,  glazed and numb and harsh,  now I’m in my body, falling into the pit of agony,  the pit of dark suffocation and flaccid men, still separation we draw the root up and let the shakti spin the wheels  of alchemical fervor, press against me, beloved, a new life is born free from ignorance, grasping and aversion Enlightenment happens with the eyes open

    22 min
  4. Wind Channels

    FEB 9

    Wind Channels

    Wind is breath, it is prana, life force,  we want the channels breathing well, flowing well,  not too much, not too little, rhythmic alterations of heat and bliss .  Melted bindus, drops of light through channels. Small boy with dark hair and sawed-off tennis racket swings wildly,  he sometimes hits the pink fluorescent ball  and sometimes just combs the air, now he swings so strongly  that he flings himself to the ground, he gets up unconcerned

    23 min
  5. Lama Khyen, Lama Khyen

    FEB 4

    Lama Khyen, Lama Khyen

    Lama Khyen, Lama Khyen, Guru, watch over me Let the view be as vast as the sky, descend with it,  let the conduct be as refined as the finest barley flour, ascend with it We listen to the words of a teaching, thank you they are someone else’s interpretations but steady, steady no need to let the mind fixate or projections gain power  we still bow to the Inner Guru  the blessing of having a rich sexual yogic practice with your partner  the sacred consort who is a good match,  this alone does not bring you to enlightenment  but it is the profound fulfillment of one aspect of life in form Yuthok, my deepest desires…

    23 min
  6. Mind Training, Body Training

    JAN 30

    Mind Training, Body Training

    mind training, Lojong , body training Lujong we can spend the day training in breath, breath in the body,  feeling in the body, the desire body,  breath in the belly, breath in the emotions, gentle here I receive the Four Empowerments through the strength  of my commitment, the Samaya, and I pass out  of the two witnesses hold the principal one

    20 min
  7. Illusion

    JAN 25

    Illusion

    it may all be illusion, but it is holographic  every cell, every emotional frequency of this vehicle  that’s what the body is for, blessed service faint sunlight on new green shingles on the roof next door my friend in the sauna yesterday said,  I’m sensitive, but I’m glad I’m not as sensitive as you.  extra slab of flesh on my belly, too much popcorn and chocolate  impulse to try to soothe through the mouth,  which only seems to inflame it. except for one thing   smell touch taste, sharing tendrils of light.  though my mouth did not inflame, my desire for him did,  a thousandfold, so be it. now I suffer the loss

    22 min
  8. The Hole

    JAN 18

    The Hole

    the mouth thinks it wants to be filled  the hole thinks it wants to be filled, but then they feel sick.  They don’t want to be filled. They want to be soothed.  They want the movement of the milk, of the nectar, through them but not filled up like a closed container , movement through seed essence through Mandala, fill my chalice with elixir  it overflows and then shatters, hanging onto nothing. The shadow parts hide in the holes, but they want to be found.  The hands want to touch from the hole,  the eyes want to look from the hole, but they will never be satisfied. We take the eyeballs for a walk around the sacred circle  with the Rapid Awakened Protector,  with the pink Medicine Buddha. Supreme Glory Free from Sorrow,  with the Swift One of Heroic Glory, with the Immortal Yogi, vase body   and everything starts to drain, we empty out,  empty out all the channels and holes shame perpetuates the unconscious trance of acting out the karma

    24 min
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teachings, prayers, poetry, and sacred sound to explore and inspire Awakening Consciousness in the body, mind, and heart

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  • Creator
    Catherine Fehrmann M.D.
  • Years Active
    2024 - 2026
  • Episodes
    251
  • Rating
    Clean
  • Copyright
    © Catherine Fehrmann M.D.
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