This episode is the beginning of a deeply personal three-part story detailing the journey to our 3rd baby. Before baby number three, my marriage was on the brink of collapse. I was questioning whether to stay, whether it was safe to try again, and whether love had to be perfect to be sacred. This is the part of the story we don’t usually talk about—doubt, emotional shutdown, resentment, sobriety, and choosing radical honesty when walking away feels easier. If you’re looking for relationship advice, marriage advice for women, or honest conversations about marriage after kids, this episode is for you. In this relationship podcast episode, I share: What it’s like to consider divorce after becoming parents How unresolved patterns and emotional distance show up in long-term relationships My abortion story and how it became a turning point for honesty and healing Why self-responsibility and conscious communication changed everything What it really takes to rebuild trust and intimacy in a marriage This episode is especially for women who: Are unsure about having another baby Are questioning their marriage after kids Want grounded, real marriage advice for couples Feel alone in their doubts but aren’t ready to give up yet 👉 Part 2 will cover my pregnancy journey—how I supported myself physically, emotionally, and spiritually through each trimester. 👉 Part 3 will include my husband as we share our birth story together.If you’re searching for honest marriage podcast topics, real motherhood stories, and conversations that go beyond surface-level advice, you’re in the right place. ✨ Subscribe and Review to support the show ✨Birth Vlog: https://youtu.be/LFBRX7qqvto?si=aa2na9iOIBIfyofW Hi! I'm Hannah-Rose, mother, doula, child birth educator. Birth shouldn’t feel like a mystery. I wish I had more guidance when I was a first time mom! That’s why I love working with moms like you, get the powerful, beautiful birth that you will love to look back on…Getting educated, getting your body ready, getting your mind and spirit ready, really does make a difference! Your birth is NOT just another day at the office like it is for providers… its one of the most important days of your life and you CAN feel confident, especially if you want a natural birth! Even if you're planning for an epidural you benefit from learning all options and interventions ROOTED BIRTH MENTORSHIP + UNMEDICATED ACADEMY BIRTH COURSE info page https://steep-cell-25483.myflodesk.com/z21tv6vzwc FREE 36 page birth prep guidehttps://theradicallyhonestmom--lizziebolliger.thrivecart.com/unmedicatedacademy/68c1dce820f50/ FREE UNDERSTANDING UNMEDICATED MINI BIRTH CLASS https://steep-cell-25483.myflodesk.com/vg75c0lc1a Questions? DM me on Instagram or Facebook 00:00 Introduction 01:29 PSA: I over share because I care 02:17 2021 calling in a 2nd baby 03:21 2022 breakdowns in pregnancy 04:37 2023 giving up on marriage 06:15 cosmic b*tch slap: sobriety 07:20 2024 growth + unplanned pregnancy 09:31 more radical honest 11:11 last attempt to break the marriage 12:36 how can we focus on ourselves as women 13:09 another surprise development!