⚠️ Trigger Warning / Disclaimer: This episode includes discussion of suicidal ideation, PTSD, infant/child death, and loss. Some content may be distressing. Listener discretion is strongly advised. In this powerful episode of 8158: Stories of Sacrifice, Rico sits down with Patrick — a United States Marine Corps veteran (0311 Infantry) and retired law enforcement officer — to talk about the moments that shaped him… and the calls that changed him. Patrick shares his journey from boot camp in 1998, training in advanced recon-style tactics, and returning home just before 9/11 turned everything upside down. After leaving the Marines, a wild moment in his own backyard pushed him toward law enforcement — where he built a career that included high-intensity patrol work, rebuilding a bike unit, and serving his community on the toughest shifts. But the weight adds up. Patrick opens up about the tragic reality of repeated traumatic calls, including multiple infant deaths that ultimately led to a medical retirement due to PTSD. He walks us through what PTSD looked like in real life — night terrors, emotional shutdown, isolation — and the turning point that stopped him from making a permanent decision. He also shares the heartbreak of losing his daughter Robin, a Navy service member, and how the military community honored her with dignity and full honors — a moment that was both devastating and deeply meaningful. Today, Patrick is helping other first responders through the Afterwatch Foundation, building real peer support and practical resources for police, fire, EMS, dispatch, corrections, and more — because the “after” matters just as much as the call. This is a raw one. A real one. And a reminder that help is out there — and you are not alone. 🔗 Links + Ways to Support (add to every episode) 💙 Support the mission: Donate to the William H. “Bill” Butler Jr. Foundation: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com/donatepodcast-1 🌐 Website: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com 🎙 Want to be a guest? Schedule an interview here: 🔗 https://www.8158podcast.com/appointments-4 📢 Join our community & get exclusive content: 🔗 http://Patreon.com/8158podcast AFTER WATCH FOUNDATION: 📞 Contact Info 24-Hour Peer Support Line: (888) 844-4AWF (888-844-4293) — always available for first responders needing someone to talk to. Email: info@AfterWatchFoundation.com — general inquiries & support questions. Mailing / Office Address: 4539 N 22nd St, Suite R Phoenix, AZ 85016 (USA) 🌐 Website AfterwatchFoundation.com — main hub for programs, resources, peer support groups, events, and connection options. 📱 Social Media & Platforms You can find After Watch Foundation across multiple socials — great for updates, support resources, events, and community: 📌 Facebook: afterwatchfoundation (official nonprofit page — peer support, events, inspiration) 📌 Instagram: @afterwatchfoundation (stories, reels, peer support highlights) 📌 TikTok: afterwatchfoundation (mental health & first responder support clips) 📌 Podcast – After the Call: available on Apple Podcasts, Spotify & more (search After the Call podcast) 📌 X (Twitter): likely @afterwatchfoundation — same handle used across platforms (site footer lists X) 📌 LinkedIn: After Watch Foundation (organization page — nonprofit & mission updates)