The Grief Journey By Mayrim

Miriam Ribiat

When I launched Relief from Grief in 2022, I thought it would be a short-term project. But the feedback was overwhelming:•Grievers found inspiration and comfort.•Listeners who hadn’t experienced loss gained meaningful insights into grief.•Professionals shared how valuable the podcast was for their clients.I realized this podcast was meeting a deep, ongoing need — and I was determined to continue serving that need.I’m honored to partner with Mayrim, an organization dedicated to supporting families who have lost a child. Mayrim is the perfect partner because its founders and members understand the pain of loss firsthand. It’s my hope that each guest shares encouragement and understanding, helping listeners feel less alone. Together, we can find hope and comfort — one moment at a time.

  1. 16H AGO

    Mr. Rob Airley: Into A Burning Building

    Your feedback is what keeps us going. Whether it’s positive, constructive, or somewhere in between — we appreciate it all. If you have thoughts, suggestions, or recommendations for our podcast, please share them with us! Mr.  Rob Airley looks  at a picture of his son, Binyamin, and asks the question no parent should ever have to ask: Why? Why did you run into that burning building? But he also knows the answer. Binyamin had always put others first. Chesed wasn’t something he did—it was who he was. Even though he didn’t have to go in, he ran forward to help save his fellow soldiers. There were hidden terrorists inside the building. Binyamin was killed. October 7th changed the world. For chayalim—and for the parents of chayalim—fear and anxiety took on a new meaning. So did bravery. Binyamin served in a combat unit, and his parents were deeply proud of him, even as they lived with constant fear. Today, the Airley family is preparing to send their next son to fight for Klal Yisrael. In this episode, we hear Binyamin’s story and learn about Beit Binyamin—the legacy that ensures his life continues to inspire. YouTube: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLsK24OSmIYG_XWzeplhfmb8LJcWKphITh&si=untn3fmHLLaEEFNm Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/relief-from-grief-by-mayrim/id1788349916 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3AvWNp0DrHqE5AVYJHooiK?si=ufpIObuGRumS5uFXmvrpgA Questions or feedback? Email me at: podcast@mayrim.org

    44 min
  2. FEB 4

    Mrs. Ester Katz Silvers; A Train Crash in the ’60s

    Your feedback is what keeps us going. Whether it’s positive, constructive, or somewhere in between — we appreciate it all. If you have thoughts, suggestions, or recommendations for our podcast, please share them with us! It was the 1960s, in Wichita, Kansas. Back then, it was a small town with very few Jews, and the Jewish families stuck together as a close-knit community. One morning, Ester walked into the kitchen and saw her parents sitting at the table with an open newspaper between them. They were both looking at her — the kind of look that silently says, you tell her. “What happened?” Ester asked. “There was an accident,” her parents said. “A car–train accident. Four boys were killed.” One of them was a boy who worked in her father’s store — just two years older than Esther. In those days, no one talked about death. You didn’t process it. You didn’t sit with it. You simply went on. And so Esther went on too. Sometimes she thought about the boy, but she told herself to move forward, just like everyone else did. It wasn’t until many years later, when Ester wrote her first book, that she found herself writing about a train accident — slowly, unknowingly processing a loss that had stayed with her for over twenty years. Life later brought Ester to Shilo, in Eretz Yisroel, where she and her family were forced to face death again — this time through terror. Her children lost friends. Madrichim were niftar. Loss was no longer distant or unnamed. And this time, Ester did not turn away. Her parting message is simple: let them talk. Today, we have far more resources and support than in the past — but the most important thing remains the same. Children need space to speak, to ask, to remember, and to be heard. YouTube: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLsK24OSmIYG_XWzeplhfmb8LJcWKphITh&si=untn3fmHLLaEEFNm Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/relief-from-grief-by-mayrim/id1788349916 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3AvWNp0DrHqE5AVYJHooiK?si=ufpIObuGRumS5uFXmvrpgA Questions or feedback? Email me at: podcast@mayrim.org

    30 min
  3. JAN 14

    Mrs. Miram Israeli; Songs Of Strength

    Your feedback is what keeps us going. Whether it’s positive, constructive, or somewhere in between — we appreciate it all. If you have thoughts, suggestions, or recommendations for our podcast, please share them with us! Many of us know the song Ima Tagidi Li. It’s sung in moments of joy, trust, and quiet faith. What most people don’t know is that Mrs. Miriam Israeli wrote this song years earlier, after the birth of her oldest daughter — when her family was still growing, when children were being added one by one — a time when the thought that she would one day bury a child simply did not exist. But the unthinkable eventually became her reality. Throughout his illness, and after his petirah, Mrs. Israeli continued to compose and sing — songs of hope, songs of emunah. Because when a parent loses a child, the only way to keep going is with emunah. Miriam’s emunah and bitachon had been deeply ingrained in her from her parents. In this episode, Miriam shares her journey with honesty and gentleness — what it means to keep believing, to keep living, and to keep singing, even after the unthinkable has happened. YouTube: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLsK24OSmIYG_XWzeplhfmb8LJcWKphITh&si=untn3fmHLLaEEFNm Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/relief-from-grief-by-mayrim/id1788349916 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3AvWNp0DrHqE5AVYJHooiK?si=ufpIObuGRumS5uFXmvrpgA Questions or feedback? Email me at: podcast@mayrim.org

    38 min
  4. JAN 7

    Mrs. Feige Steinmetz; Asking why—and learning to accept that some answers never come.

    Your feedback is what keeps us going. Whether it’s positive, constructive, or somewhere in between — we appreciate it all. If you have thoughts, suggestions, or recommendations for our podcast, please share them with us! Do you remember where you were that Thursday night, Lag BaOmer, almost five years ago, when the stampede happened in Meron? Forty-five kedoshim were killed.  And Dovi Steinmetz was one of them. That night, Feige Steinmetz stayed awake, frantic, trying to reach her son.  She called him over one hundred times. “Dovi, if you don’t call me back, I’ll kill you,” she said—half joking, half desperate, like only a mother can be.  But he couldn’t call back. He had already been niftar. And so began Feige’s journey through grief. She spent time searching for answers—meeting with gedolim, asking questions, hoping to understand why. Eventually, she came to a painful acceptance: some questions will never be answered. But her son is never far from her heart. “Grief is always with me,” Feigie says. “Some days I tell it, Okay, today you’re in control. And other days, I tell it, Today, I’m taking control back.” In this episode, listen to a bereaved mother share her story—  a story filled with deep pain, intense love, and quiet growth.   YouTube: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLsK24OSmIYG_XWzeplhfmb8LJcWKphITh&si=untn3fmHLLaEEFNm Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/relief-from-grief-by-mayrim/id1788349916 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3AvWNp0DrHqE5AVYJHooiK?si=ufpIObuGRumS5uFXmvrpgA Questions or feedback? Email me at: podcast@mayrim.org

    54 min
  5. 12/24/2025

    Mrs.Chaya Teldon; A minute and Forever

    Your feedback is what keeps us going. Whether it’s positive, constructive, or somewhere in between — we appreciate it all. If you have thoughts, suggestions, or recommendations for our podcast, please share them with us! Grief can feel like a minute and forever. In this episode, a mother shares her journey with a son who lived with cystic fibrosis, underwent a double lung transplant, celebrated his bar mitzvah, and was niftar shortly after. We talk about the quiet choices that shape a family in loss: keeping life fair for siblings during endless hospital stays, preserving normalcy with schoolwork and chores, and refusing to erase a child’s presence from the home. She shares simple line, that is anything but simple. It is not bad, it’s sad; hold pain and joy in the same heart. She talks about how yearly milestones, and daily tefillah can hold you when answers can’t. For those unsure where to begin, she offers small, doable steps: such as saying a perek of Tehillim tied to a child’s age, and treating each mitzvah as a deposit in a loved one’s “account.” Along the way, her husband’s book, Eight Paths of Purpose, emerges as a gentle field guide for hard seasons. If this conversation resonates, share it with someone who might need it, subscribe for more meaningful stories, and leave a review so others can find us. YouTube: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLsK24OSmIYG_XWzeplhfmb8LJcWKphITh&si=untn3fmHLLaEEFNm Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/relief-from-grief-by-mayrim/id1788349916 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3AvWNp0DrHqE5AVYJHooiK?si=ufpIObuGRumS5uFXmvrpgA Questions or feedback? Email me at: podcast@mayrim.org

    48 min
  6. 12/10/2025

    Mrs. Elisheva Stein; To Isaac, Chavi, and Barry — With Love, Always.

    Your feedback is what keeps us going. Whether it’s positive, constructive, or somewhere in between — we appreciate it all. If you have thoughts, suggestions, or recommendations for our podcast, please share them with us! You may have read her story in Ami Magazine — the kind of story that supposedly “doesn’t happen.” But it did. To Elisheva Stein. Losing two children and a husband is a reality most people can’t even imagine, let alone believe could truly happen. And yet, when you speak to Elisheva, she tells you something so simple, so startling: “I buy every book. I read. Books on emunah, books on Tehillim… I just try to live with joy, to live connected to Hashem.” Sometimes she admits that she looks upward and asks her own neshama,  “Why did you agree to all this?” But listening to Elisheva doesn’t pull you down. It lifts you. It makes you realize how extraordinary Klal Yisroel is — how we move through the deepest pain with dignity, faith, and quiet strength. So come listen to Elisheva.  Be moved. Be strengthened.  But don’t call her “inspirational.” Because she’ll tell you, “What should I do? I wasn’t given a choice. So I try to do my best with what Hashem gave me.” Sorry, Elisheva… but to me, that is inspirational. YouTube: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLsK24OSmIYG_XWzeplhfmb8LJcWKphITh&si=untn3fmHLLaEEFNm Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/relief-from-grief-by-mayrim/id1788349916 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3AvWNp0DrHqE5AVYJHooiK?si=ufpIObuGRumS5uFXmvrpgA Questions or feedback? Email me at: podcast@mayrim.org

    58 min
  7. 11/26/2025

    Mrs. Sarah Rosner: A Mother’s Love: Fierce, Faithful, Forever

    Your feedback is what keeps us going. Whether it’s positive, constructive, or somewhere in between — we appreciate it all. If you have thoughts, suggestions, or recommendations for our podcast, please share them with us! Yossi was thriving in his yeshiva in Florida. But like any bochur, he was ready for bein hazmanim. Within the first few days of being home, though, his father noticed that Yossi was walking strangely. And after that, things seemed to get worse and worse. It was during COVID, and getting an appointment with a specialized pediatric neurologist was not easy. But, as only a mother can, Sarah called one doctor after another, persevering until she managed to get Yosef seen by a doctor at CHOP Hospital. Once he was there, things declined rapidly. The diagnosis of a brain tumor was not a surprise—but what shocked everyone was how quickly Yosef was deteriorating. This young, healthy teenage boy, who had barely ever caught a cold, was suddenly losing all function. Sarah was the most devoted mother, lovingly caring for her son through it all. It has now been three years since his petirah. Sarah continues to work on deepening her connection to Hashem, understanding the mind-body connection, and supporting others who find themselves in harrowing situations. YouTube: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLsK24OSmIYG_XWzeplhfmb8LJcWKphITh&si=untn3fmHLLaEEFNm Apple: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/relief-from-grief-by-mayrim/id1788349916 Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/3AvWNp0DrHqE5AVYJHooiK?si=ufpIObuGRumS5uFXmvrpgA Questions or feedback? Email me at: podcast@mayrim.org

    50 min

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When I launched Relief from Grief in 2022, I thought it would be a short-term project. But the feedback was overwhelming:•Grievers found inspiration and comfort.•Listeners who hadn’t experienced loss gained meaningful insights into grief.•Professionals shared how valuable the podcast was for their clients.I realized this podcast was meeting a deep, ongoing need — and I was determined to continue serving that need.I’m honored to partner with Mayrim, an organization dedicated to supporting families who have lost a child. Mayrim is the perfect partner because its founders and members understand the pain of loss firsthand. It’s my hope that each guest shares encouragement and understanding, helping listeners feel less alone. Together, we can find hope and comfort — one moment at a time.