Spiritual Infinity

"Spiritual Infinity: Where stories of spiritual awakening inspire your own transformative journey, hosted by Zenzi Sewaah."

Spiritual Infinity is your gateway to deeper self-awareness, transformation, and connection with the limitless power within. Hosted by Zenzi Sewaah, Through inspiring conversations with guest speakers from around the world, we uncover personal journeys of spiritual awakening, the methods that transformed their lives, and how these practices can empower you. Whether you’re seeking healing, enlightenment, or a greater understanding of the universe, Spiritual Infinity provides wisdom and insights to support your journey. Join us as we navigate the infinite possibilities of spirituality, one episode at a time. zenzisewaah.substack.com

  1. 7H AGO

    Mary Korn: From Being Fired to Building a Million-Dollar Mission of Hope & Purpose

    In this deeply moving episode of Spiritual Infinity, Zenzi Sewaah sits down with entrepreneur, speaker, mentor, and author Mary Korn, speaking from Columbus, Ohio, to explore a life journey shaped by unimaginable hardship, resilience, spiritual awakening, and purpose-driven leadership. Mary’s story begins with generational trauma. The daughter of two Holocaust survivors, her childhood was profoundly shaped by her mother’s suffering. Her mother had been imprisoned in Bergen-Belsen concentration camp at just thirteen years old and survived years of brutality, starvation, displacement, and unimaginable loss before eventually immigrating to America as a single mother with two children and almost nothing to her name. Growing up, Mary witnessed the hidden emotional scars left by war and trauma. Her mother carried unresolved pain, grief, fear, and emotional unavailability, often reliving horrific memories through nightmares and emotional breakdowns. During periods when survival became too difficult, Mary spent parts of her childhood in orphanages, separated from family and navigating profound feelings of abandonment and instability. Yet within those difficult beginnings, seeds of resilience were planted. Mary reflects on how these experiences quietly shaped her life mission — creating opportunities for people who society often overlooks or excludes. Inspired by her mother’s courage and later influenced by the film Schindler’s List, Mary became deeply moved by the idea that meaningful work can restore dignity, identity, and hope to human beings who have been marginalized. The conversation then follows Mary’s adult life — a difficult marriage, emotional hardship, raising two children as a single mother, and eventually reaching a devastating turning point after leaving a long-term career that no longer aligned with her soul. After taking a new position that proved to be a terrible fit, she was fired after only two months, leaving her terrified, humiliated, financially unstable, and emotionally broken. It was during this dark period that Mary experienced what she describes as a divine intervention. Walking through an alley in complete despair, she prayed openly for guidance, telling God that if shown the path forward, she would dedicate her life to helping others who felt as lost as she did. In response, she heard two unexpected words internally: “Medical associations.” That moment became the catalyst for everything that followed. Mary began contacting CEOs across Ohio’s healthcare and medical association sector, asking not for employment, but for insight into how she could transfer her years of marketing and healthcare experience into a meaningful new direction. Within weeks, an opportunity emerged that allowed her to begin building her own company. What started as a small business quickly evolved into something extraordinary. Unable to find traditional workers willing to perform outbound sales work, Mary took a chance on hiring individuals with severe physical disabilities — including quadriplegics, paraplegics, blind workers, disabled veterans, cancer patients, and individuals confined to their homes. Using adaptive technology and remote systems long before remote work became mainstream, she created meaningful employment opportunities for people who had been rejected, ignored, or underestimated by society. Over the course of twenty years, Mary’s business grew from a handful of employees into a nationally recognized organisation employing more than 1,300 people across 30 states. Many employees came from economically disadvantaged backgrounds or lived with severe disabilities, yet through Mary’s leadership they found not only work, but dignity, community, purpose, and belonging. One particularly emotional moment in the conversation recounts the story of a Vietnam veteran who became quadriplegic after an accident and had not worked in nearly three decades. After joining Mary’s company, his wife wrote Mary a nine-page handwritten letter explaining that for the first time in 29 years, their family came home and listened to him talk about his day, his work, and his purpose. The interview also explores Mary’s spiritual path through Judaism and later Kabbalah, which she describes as the first spiritual system that truly resonated with her soul. Through Kabbalistic teachings, she found deeper understanding around karma, destiny, reincarnation, life purpose, and humanity’s shared spiritual mission. Today, after selling her business, Mary has entered a new chapter devoted to mentoring, speaking, workshops, podcasts, and writing her upcoming book, Fired to Inspired. The book centers on overcoming fear, discovering one’s life mission, and learning how to align work with purpose and soul. Throughout this powerful conversation, one message echoes repeatedly: Ask.Be open.Listen. And trust that even the most painful chapters of life may ultimately be guiding us toward the work we were born to do. Closing Reflection Some people build businesses.Others build healing. Mary Korn built both. What makes this conversation so moving is not simply the success story — it is the depth of humanity behind it. A child shaped by generational trauma.A daughter watching her mother carry unbearable pain.A woman navigating abandonment, emotional survival, single motherhood, fear, rejection, and uncertainty. And yet somewhere inside all of that suffering, something sacred remained alive:the ability to care for others. Mary’s story reminds us that our wounds do not disqualify us from purpose. Very often, they prepare us for it. The people she hired were not statistics or disabilities to her. They were human beings longing to feel useful, valued, included, and seen. Through meaningful work, she restored something many people lose long before income — dignity. Perhaps that is one of the deepest spiritual teachings of all:to help another person remember their worth. This episode is also a powerful reminder that divine guidance rarely arrives when life feels comfortable. Often it comes when the old identity collapses, when certainty disappears, and when we finally become willing to ask for help. Mary listened. And because she listened, thousands of lives were changed. For anyone currently standing in fear, transition, burnout, heartbreak, or uncertainty, this conversation offers a gentle but powerful truth: Your hardest chapter may not be the end of your story.It may be the doorway into your true mission. — Zenzi SewaahFounder & Spiritual Visionary of Spiritual Infinity Guest Contact & Bio Mary Korn is an entrepreneur, speaker, mentor, and social impact leader from Columbus, Ohio. She is the founder of a groundbreaking company that created employment opportunities for individuals with severe disabilities, veterans, economically disadvantaged communities, and people traditionally excluded from the workforce. Over a 20-year period, Mary grew her organisation from a small operation into a nationally recognised company employing more than 1,300 people across 30 states before eventually selling the business. Today, Mary focuses on mentoring, leadership workshops, public speaking, and writing her upcoming book, Fired to Inspired, which explores overcoming fear, discovering purpose, and aligning career with soul mission. Her work combines spirituality, resilience, leadership, social impact, and personal transformation. Connect with Mary Korn Website:Fired to Inspired LinkedIn:Mary Korn LinkedIn Email:Mary@mpkenterprise.com Get full access to Zenzi’s Substack at zenzisewaah.substack.com/subscribe

    43 min
  2. 1D AGO

    Angell Kelly on Spiritual Awakening, Burnout & Leaving Everything Behind for Greece

    In this heartfelt and expansive episode of Spiritual Infinity, Zenzi Sewaah speaks with intuitive mentor, spiritual guide, and podcast host Angell Kelly, who joins the conversation from the Greek island of Naxos to share her extraordinary journey from burnout, loss of identity, and spiritual disconnection to deep surrender, intuition, and alignment with the divine. Angell opens up about her “dark night of the soul” during her Saturn Return — a period in astrology often associated with profound life change and spiritual awakening. After graduating in geology, relocating across the country, ending a long-term relationship, and unexpectedly losing her job, Angell found herself questioning everything she thought defined her identity and self-worth. When her career collapsed, she was forced inward, beginning a transformative journey of meditation, journaling, subconscious reprogramming, coaching, and spiritual self-discovery. As Angell began doing the inner work, she noticed dramatic shifts occurring externally. Abundance began flowing differently, opportunities appeared, relationships transformed, and she slowly realized that healing the inner world changes the outer reality. A major turning point came when she discovered A Course in Miracles, a spiritual text focused on shifting consciousness from fear to love. Through these teachings, Angell describes developing an authentic relationship with God beyond religion, doctrine, or institutional structures. The conversation explores the often difficult distinction between religion and spirituality. Raised within the Anglican church, Angell explains how traditional religious structures never truly resonated with her soul. In her twenties, she rebelled against organized religion entirely, believing she had rejected God altogether. Yet beneath the rebellion was a deeper search for truth, freedom, authenticity, and connection. Discovering teachings around the law of attraction, intuition, and conscious creation eventually opened a new doorway into spirituality that felt expansive rather than restrictive. One of the most powerful themes throughout the interview is surrender. Angell speaks candidly about learning to release the need for control and trust intuitive guidance even when it made no logical sense. She explains that the more she surrendered, the more “magical” life became — intuitive gifts awakened, synchronicities multiplied, and paths emerged that she could never have planned with the rational mind alone. Eventually, that surrender led Angell and her fiancé to make a life-changing decision: leaving behind stable careers, selling their possessions, and relocating from Canada to Greece in search of a slower, more aligned way of living. What they found on the island of Naxos was not only beauty, but a completely different relationship to time, community, generosity, and human connection. Angell reflects deeply on how Greek culture taught her the spiritual lesson of receiving. Coming from a highly transactional Western mindset — where every act of kindness felt like a debt needing repayment — she learned instead that generosity can flow naturally without expectation or obligation. The slower rhythm of island life also revealed something many people in modern society have forgotten: how to simply be present. Throughout the episode, Zenzi and Angell discuss burnout culture, overworking, nervous system exhaustion, the pressure placed particularly upon women in modern society, and the growing collective call to slow down and reconnect with intuition. Angell argues that modern systems often keep people too overwhelmed to hear their inner voice — too exhausted to connect with God, spirit, or deeper truth. The discussion also touches upon Christ consciousness, Mary Magdalene, feminine spiritual energy, forgiveness, courage, and the importance of not identifying permanently with the hardest chapters of one’s life. Angell beautifully explains that healing does not mean avoiding challenge; rather, it means learning to distinguish between the “hard” that grows the soul and the “hard” created by resistance and misalignment. Today, Angell Kelly supports others through intuitive readings, mentorship programmes, workshops, and her podcast Spirit Club, helping people reconnect with their intuition, heal subconscious limitations, and create lives rooted in authenticity, alignment, courage, and spiritual connection. Closing Reflection There comes a point in many people’s lives when achievement no longer feels like fulfilment. When the noise becomes too loud.The pace becomes too exhausting.And the soul begins quietly asking: “Is this really the life I came here to live?” Angell Kelly’s story is not simply about moving to a Greek island. It is about remembering how to hear again. To hear intuition.To hear God.To hear the whispers beneath the chaos. In a world that constantly teaches people to strive harder, control more, and move faster, this conversation reminds us that true alignment often begins when we finally slow down enough to listen. What makes Angell’s journey so powerful is her willingness to surrender the identity she had built around success, certainty, and external validation. In doing so, she discovered something far greater: trust. Trust in the unseen.Trust in divine timing.Trust in her own inner knowing. Many people are standing at similar crossroads right now — feeling burnt out, disconnected, spiritually restless, and quietly longing for a different way of living. This episode is a reminder that courage does not always look dramatic. Sometimes courage is simply allowing yourself to pause. To question. To soften. To listen. And perhaps most importantly, to believe that life can unfold more beautifully than the mind could ever plan alone. — Zenzi SewaahFounder & Spiritual Visionary of Spiritual Infinity Guest Contact & Bio Angell Kelly is an intuitive mentor, spiritual guide, reader, speaker, and host of the podcast Spirit Club. Originally from Canada and now living on the Greek island of Naxos, Angell supports individuals through spiritual mentorship, subconscious reprogramming, intuitive development, meditation, and personal transformation work. Her work focuses on helping people reconnect with their intuition, move beyond fear-based living, trust divine guidance, and create lives rooted in alignment, purpose, courage, and authenticity. Through her podcast, mentorship containers, readings, and workshops, Angell guides others through inner healing and spiritual awakening while encouraging a slower, more conscious way of living. Connect with Angell Kelly Podcast:Spirit Club Podcast Instagram:Angell Kelly Instagram Website:Angell Kelly Coaching Get full access to Zenzi’s Substack at zenzisewaah.substack.com/subscribe

    46 min
  3. 2D AGO

    She Lost Her Father at 11 — Then Began a Spiritual Awakening That Changed Everything | Dr. Crystal T. Harrell

    In this deeply moving and spiritually rich episode of Spiritual Infinity, Zenzi Sewaah sits down with holistic health specialist, educator, author, and entrepreneur Dr. Crystal T. Harrell to explore the profound relationship between grief, trauma, healing, spirituality, and self-discovery. Raised in rural Alabama as one of ten children in a deeply religious Christian household, Crystal shares how the sudden death of her father from leukemia when she was just eleven years old became the catalyst for an intense inner journey that would shape the course of her life. Growing up in a family where grief, illness, and emotional pain were rarely discussed openly, Crystal silently carried years of anxiety, panic attacks, emotional suppression, and inner confusion. Throughout the conversation, Dr. Crystal T. Harrell speaks candidly about living with trauma for over a decade while trying to navigate life, education, and relationships without fully understanding the emotional wounds she was carrying. She reflects on how unprocessed grief can shape identity, distort perception, and quietly influence every aspect of life — from mental health and self-worth to relationships and physical wellbeing. At the age of twenty-three, Crystal reached what many describe as a “dark night of the soul.” In one defining moment, she became aware of the separation between herself and the painful thoughts occupying her mind. That realization changed everything. Rather than continuing to identify with fear, anxiety, and despair, she made a conscious decision to begin healing and reclaim the joyful, creative child she remembered being before trauma entered her life. What followed was a remarkable spiritual awakening and healing journey that took her far beyond the boundaries of her upbringing. After moving to Washington D.C. for graduate studies and later being accepted into Yale during the pandemic, Crystal began exploring deeper forms of healing including hypnotherapy, meditation, journaling, walking meditation, creativity, and emotional self-reflection. One of the most transformative chapters of her journey unfolded overseas in Bali and Thailand, where she immersed herself in healing communities, spiritual connection, nature, and self-discovery. Living in Ubud — known as the spiritual heart of Bali — Crystal describes feeling an energetic shift unlike anything she had experienced before. Removed from societal expectations and external conditioning, she was finally able to reconnect with herself not as a wounded identity, but simply as Crystal. The conversation also explores the healing power of relationships and community. Crystal shares how meeting her partner during her travels profoundly transformed her understanding of love, vulnerability, emotional safety, and connection. Through experiencing unconditional love and witnessing healthy family dynamics firsthand, she began healing deep fears surrounding trust, relationships, and emotional openness. A major theme throughout the interview is generational healing. Crystal and Zenzi discuss how trauma often passes silently through families until one generation consciously chooses to interrupt the cycle. Crystal reflects on how each of her siblings processed grief differently — through silence, isolation, addiction, relationships, or achievement — yet all eventually found themselves confronting inherited emotional wounds in their own way. Today, Dr. Crystal T. Harrell has transformed her personal healing journey into purposeful service. Alongside her sisters, she co-founded Seven Sisters & Company, a plant-based hair and skincare brand inspired by ancestral wisdom, herbal healing, and the strength of the women in their family lineage. Using herbal infusions and natural ingredients, the company focuses on holistic wellness, hair restoration, and plant-based beauty rooted in healing traditions and community empowerment. In addition to entrepreneurship, Crystal continues her work as an academic success coach, helping students navigate higher education while encouraging emotional resilience, self-awareness, and personal growth. Throughout this powerful conversation, listeners are reminded that healing is not linear. It is layered, ongoing, deeply personal, and often guided by intuition. Whether through therapy, journaling, creativity, meditation, travel, nature, spirituality, or meaningful relationships, the path toward wholeness begins the moment we choose to face ourselves honestly. Closing Reflection There comes a moment in many people’s lives when survival is no longer enough. A moment when the soul quietly whispers: “There must be more than this pain.” Dr. Crystal T. Harrell’s journey is a reminder that healing does not begin when life becomes perfect. Healing begins the moment we decide to stop abandoning ourselves. For years, she carried grief in silence. Fear in silence. Anxiety in silence. And yet somewhere beneath the trauma, her inner child never disappeared. She simply waited patiently to be remembered. What makes this conversation so powerful is that it speaks to the reality so many people live with quietly every day — unresolved grief, inherited trauma, emotional suppression, fear of vulnerability, and the longing to feel whole again. But healing is possible. Sometimes it begins with a question.Sometimes with a breakdown.Sometimes with a one-way ticket to another country.Sometimes with simply admitting: “I want to feel alive again.” And once that intention is made, life begins responding. The right people arrive.The right opportunities appear.The right mirrors are placed before us. This episode reminds us that spirituality is not escaping life — it is becoming fully present within it. It is the courage to heal, to soften, to reconnect, and to remember who we were before fear convinced us otherwise. May we all continue the journey back to ourselves. Zenzi SewaahFounder & Spiritual Visionary of Spiritual Infinity Guest Contact & Bio Dr. Crystal T. Harrell is a holistic health specialist, entrepreneur, educator, author, certified academic success coach, and co-founder of Seven Sisters & Company. Originally from Alabama and now based in Virginia, Crystal’s work focuses on emotional healing, self-discovery, holistic wellness, spirituality, education, and generational healing. After navigating profound personal grief, anxiety, and emotional trauma following the loss of her father during childhood, Crystal embarked on an international healing journey that led her through higher education, hypnotherapy, meditation, holistic wellness practices, and transformative experiences in Bali and Southeast Asia. Today, she combines her passion for healing, education, entrepreneurship, and ancestral wellness traditions through her work helping others reconnect with their authentic selves. Seven Sisters & Company Plant-based hair and skincare products rooted in herbal healing traditions and holistic wellness. Website:Seven Sisters & Company Instagram:Seven Sisters & Company Instagram Dr. Crystal T. Harrell Instagram:Dr. Crystal T. Harrell Instagram Get full access to Zenzi’s Substack at zenzisewaah.substack.com/subscribe

    44 min
  4. 3D AGO

    Healing Through Forgiveness: Katharine Giovanni on Intuition, Energy, and Emotional Freedom

    In this deeply spiritual and emotionally transformative episode of Spiritual Infinity, Zenzi Sewaah speaks with author, intuitive guide, and forgiveness expert Katharine Giovanni from North Carolina about the profound connection between intuition, emotional healing, forgiveness, and spiritual awakening. Born clairaudient and highly intuitive, Katharine shares how she spent much of her childhood hiding her spiritual gifts out of fear of rejection and misunderstanding. Growing up during the 1960s and 70s, she explains that intuition and psychic sensitivity were often dismissed as signs of instability, forcing her to remain silent about the voices, insights, and spiritual guidance she had experienced since childhood. As a young girl, Katharine would instinctively know things before they happened, sense energies around people, and receive intuitive warnings guiding her decisions. Yet these experiences often alienated her from others. Bullied and emotionally isolated during her school years, she reached a breaking point at age thirteen when she contemplated suicide. In that darkest moment, an inner voice repeatedly urged her to call her best friend Vivian — a call that ultimately saved her life. Throughout the conversation, Katharine reflects on how intuition is not a rare gift reserved for a few, but a natural human ability available to everyone. Some people feel it, some sense it, some hear it, and others simply “know.” According to Katharine, humanity has simply forgotten how to listen. Her life took a powerful turn at nineteen during a wilderness-based outdoor program where she spent three days alone in nature with nothing but a tent, water, and a journal. Removed from distraction and noise, Katharine finally began listening to the inner guidance she had suppressed for years. That experience became the beginning of a lifelong journey of personal transformation, self-discovery, and service to others. Katharine later went on to become one of the early pioneers of the independent concierge industry, writing multiple books and founding an international concierge association. But despite her professional success, another major life challenge emerged when she was diagnosed with stage-three breast cancer in 2012. During this deeply vulnerable period, Katharine was forced to confront years of suppressed anger, unresolved emotional pain, and family trauma. She openly discusses how emotional burdens, resentment, and unprocessed experiences can manifest physically within the body. One of the most powerful moments in the interview comes when she explains how intuitive guidance unexpectedly led her to begin jogging — a decision that ultimately helped doctors discover the cancer early enough to save her life. The heart of the conversation centers around Katharine’s unique forgiveness system — a step-by-step emotional and energetic healing practice designed to help people release resentment, trauma, and emotional triggers from their lives. She challenges many common misconceptions about forgiveness, explaining that forgiving someone does not mean excusing their behavior, reconciling with them, or allowing them back into your life. Instead, forgiveness is an act of personal liberation — a way of releasing the energetic hold painful experiences continue to have over the mind, body, and spirit. Katharine introduces the idea that unresolved emotional energy lingers within our energetic field, affecting not only our emotional wellbeing, but also our relationships, health, opportunities, and overall vibration. Drawing on spiritual principles, energy work, and the famous Japanese water experiments by Masaru Emoto, she explains how thoughts, emotions, and words directly affect the body’s energetic and physical state. She then outlines her practical forgiveness process, encouraging listeners to begin with smaller emotional wounds before attempting to heal their deepest traumas. Participants are guided to create lists of people, memories, situations, places, and even financial experiences that carry emotional charge. Through spoken intention and emotional acknowledgment, the energy attached to those experiences can gradually be released. The conversation also explores the spiritual concept of generational and energetic healing. Katharine and Zenzi reflect on how emotional pain and unresolved trauma can pass through families and even across lifetimes, and how forgiveness work can help cleanse those energetic patterns not only for ourselves, but for future generations as well. As the episode unfolds, both speakers discuss the current global climate of upheaval and uncertainty, viewing it through a spiritual lens. Rather than seeing chaos as destruction alone, they suggest humanity is entering a period where hidden wounds, corruption, and dysfunction are finally surfacing so they can be healed and transformed. The interview concludes with Katharine offering a simple but powerful message to listeners: “You are worthy.” Worthy of love, healing, abundance, forgiveness, peace, and authenticity. She reminds listeners that as emotional burdens are released, people naturally begin reconnecting with the person they were always meant to become. Closing Reflection So many people carry invisible emotional weight for years — anger, grief, betrayal, shame, abandonment, disappointment, regret. We often believe we must simply endure it. But as Katharine Giovanni reminds us, emotional pain does not simply disappear because time passes. Energy lingers. Experiences imprint themselves into the body, the mind, and even the spirit until we consciously choose to release them. Forgiveness is not weakness.It is not surrender.It is not pretending that harm never happened. Forgiveness is freedom. It is the courageous decision to stop carrying what no longer belongs to us. This conversation is a reminder that healing rarely happens all at once. It happens gently — layer by layer, memory by memory, breath by breath. Sometimes we begin with the smallest wound, and in doing so, we slowly create space for deeper healing to unfold. And perhaps the most powerful truth of all is this: You are worthy of peace.You are worthy of healing.You are worthy of becoming who you truly are. May we all learn to release what weighs heavily upon our hearts, so that the light within us can rise again. — Zenzi SewaahFounder & Spiritual Visionary of Spiritual Infinity Guest Contact & Bio Katharine Giovanni is an award-winning author, speaker, intuitive advisor, and forgiveness coach based in North Carolina, USA. A stage-three breast cancer survivor and former founder within the international concierge industry, Katharine has written multiple books focused on forgiveness, spirituality, emotional healing, and personal transformation. Known for her compassionate yet practical approach to healing, Katharine teaches individuals how to release emotional trauma, clear energetic burdens, and reconnect with their authentic selves through her unique forgiveness methodology. She offers online courses, books, articles, spiritual teachings, and mentoring focused on intuition, self-worth, emotional healing, and energetic transformation. Official Website:Katharine Giovanni Official Website Books & Courses:Katharine Giovanni Books and Programs LinkedIn:Katharine Giovanni on LinkedIn Get full access to Zenzi’s Substack at zenzisewaah.substack.com/subscribe

    47 min
  5. 5D AGO

    From Trauma to Wholeness: Barb Nangle on Spiritual Recovery, Boundaries, and Healing the Inner Self

    In this heartfelt and deeply honest episode of Spiritual Infinity, Zenzi Sewaah speaks with recovery coach, podcast host, and spiritual advocate Barb Nangle from Connecticut about the transformative journey from childhood trauma and emotional survival to spiritual awakening, healing, and inner freedom. Barb shares how she grew up in a family marked by emotional dysfunction, silence, and disconnection. Raised in a household that abandoned religion early in her childhood, she describes growing up agnostic, while quietly sensing there had to be something greater than herself beyond the rigid structures of organized religion. Even as a teenager, Barb intuitively distinguished spirituality from religion, describing spirituality as “a connection to the universe” rather than a set of rules imposed by people. Her spiritual awakening began in adulthood through a series of seemingly serendipitous moments that she now recognizes as divine intervention. A turning point came when she discovered the book Conversations with God by Neale Donald Walsch, which completely reshaped her understanding of God, spirituality, and her place in the universe. For the first time, Barb felt connected to a loving higher power that existed beyond fear, dogma, and judgment. This awakening led her to begin a gratitude practice that she has maintained daily for over 25 years. As the conversation deepens, Barb openly discusses her journey through 12-step recovery and trauma healing, particularly through the program Adult Children of Alcoholics and Dysfunctional Families (ACA). She explains how she spent decades unaware that many of her lifelong struggles — people-pleasing, over-giving, rescuing others, chronic anxiety, catastrophizing, and emotional exhaustion — were rooted in childhood trauma and emotional invalidation. Barb offers profound insight into the concept of “little t trauma” — the subtle but deeply damaging effects of emotional neglect, secrecy, invalidation, and the absence of emotional safety within families. She reflects on growing up in an environment where difficult truths were hidden, emotions were dismissed, and authenticity was discouraged, leaving lasting wounds that followed her into adulthood. One of the most powerful themes throughout the interview is Barb’s understanding that trauma lives not only in the mind, but also within the body itself. She discusses how somatic healing practices such as meditation, yoga, breathing techniques, prayer, and nervous system regulation became essential parts of her spiritual path. Inspired by the understanding that “the issues are in our tissues,” Barb emphasizes the importance of reconnecting to the body in order to truly heal emotional pain. The episode also explores her evolving relationship with spirituality and Christianity. Although she once distanced herself from organized religion, Barb now attends church regularly and speaks passionately about rediscovering the teachings of Christ through compassion, humanity, and service rather than judgment or fear. Together, Zenzi and Barb reflect on Christ as a revolutionary teacher whose message was ultimately rooted in love, truth, healing, and remembering the divine connection within all people. A particularly moving section of the conversation centers on Barb’s reconciliation with her older brother after years of estrangement, pain, and unresolved family trauma. Through mutual honesty, accountability, forgiveness, and healing work, the siblings were able to rebuild their relationship and begin breaking generational cycles of emotional dysfunction. Barb shares how this healing process revealed the profound truth that when one person heals, that healing reverberates backward and forward through generations. Today, Barb uses her experiences to help professional women establish healthy boundaries, reconnect with their inner safety, and stop abandoning themselves emotionally in order to please others. Her work focuses not only on external boundaries, but on helping individuals rediscover their own identity, needs, truth, and emotional wellbeing. This episode is ultimately a powerful reminder that healing begins the moment we stop running from ourselves, tell the truth about our experiences, and learn to reconnect with the deeper spiritual presence that has always existed within us. Closing Reflection So many people spend their lives believing they must carry everything alone — the pain, the responsibility, the silence, the fear, the wounds inherited from generations before them. But healing begins when we finally pause long enough to ask:“What do I need?”“What is true for me?”“Who am I beneath survival?” Barb Nangle’s journey reminds us that spirituality is not about perfection. It is about reconnection — reconnecting with our body, our truth, our emotions, our boundaries, and the quiet presence of the Creator within us. Sometimes the most spiritual thing we can do is stop abandoning ourselves. And when we begin healing honestly, that healing does not stop with us. It ripples through families, relationships, generations, and every life we touch. May we all learn to fill our own cup with compassion, truth, and grace — so that what flows into the world comes not from exhaustion, but from genuine love. Zenzi SewaahFounder & Spiritual VisionarySpiritual Infinity Guest Contact & Bio Barb Nangle is a boundaries coach, recovery advocate, podcast host, and speaker based in Connecticut, USA. Drawing from her own journey through trauma recovery, 12-step healing, and spiritual transformation, Barb helps professional women create healthy emotional boundaries, build internal safety, and stop abandoning themselves in relationships and everyday life. She is the creator of The Internal Safety Restoration Method and the host of the long-running podcast Fragmented to Whole: Life Lessons from 12-Step Recovery, where she shares practical tools and spiritual insights for healing trauma, overcoming people-pleasing, and developing emotional resilience. Barb’s work combines spirituality, recovery principles, somatic healing, boundary-setting, and nervous system awareness to help individuals reconnect with their authentic selves and live with greater peace, clarity, and self-worth. Website:Higher Power Coaching & Consulting Podcast:Fragmented to Whole Podcast Coaching Consultation:Barb Chat LinkedIn:Barb Nangle on LinkedIn Get full access to Zenzi’s Substack at zenzisewaah.substack.com/subscribe

    48 min
  6. 6D AGO

    Chris Nielsen on Past Lives, Healing Trauma, and the Spiritual Journey of the Soul

    In this deeply reflective episode of Spiritual Infinity, Zenzi Sewaah speaks with Romanian past-life regression therapist, author, and podcast host Chris Nielsen, whose spiritual awakening began through unexplained physical illness and an unshakable search for deeper answers. What started as a journey to understand chronic health problems gradually opened the door to Reiki, energy healing, past-life regression therapy, and an entirely new understanding of the soul’s evolution. Chris shares how years of respiratory, digestive, and emotional struggles eventually led her to explore the connection between physical symptoms, emotional blockages, and unresolved trauma carried across lifetimes. Guided by therapists trained through the work of pioneering regression researcher Michael Newton, she began uncovering memories from previous incarnations that revealed patterns affecting her present life — including difficulties with relationships, career fulfillment, and emotional healing. One of the most profound discoveries during her regression work was the realization that she had once lived as the celebrated composer Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky. Yet for Chris, the significance of this revelation was never about fame. Instead, it became a gateway into understanding the emotional complexity, sorrow, creativity, abandonment wounds, and spiritual struggles that continued to echo through her present life. Her experiences eventually inspired her book Being Piotr Ilyich, a deeply personal exploration of healing, soul memory, creativity, and reincarnation. Throughout the conversation, Chris explains that past-life regression is not simply about revisiting another lifetime, but about understanding the soul’s larger journey and the lessons hidden within recurring emotional patterns. She describes how regression therapy can reveal the deeper reasons behind fears, phobias, illnesses, relationship dynamics, and unresolved inner conflicts — helping individuals release energetic baggage carried across incarnations. The discussion also expands into broader spiritual themes surrounding karma, forgiveness, collective awakening, and humanity’s need to move beyond separation consciousness. Chris reflects on having experienced lives across many religions, cultures, genders, and historical periods, leading her to believe that prejudice and division dissolve when we recognize that the soul itself transcends race, nationality, gender, and religion. A particularly powerful theme throughout the episode is the importance of forgiveness — not only forgiving others, but forgiving ourselves. Chris openly admits that healing some past-life wounds took years because of the difficulty she faced in fully releasing emotional pain. Yet she believes humanity is currently entering a period of accelerated spiritual cleansing, where unresolved wounds, emotional patterns, and karmic lessons are surfacing more rapidly than ever before in order to be healed. Together, Zenzi and Chris explore the idea that we are spiritual beings temporarily inhabiting physical bodies, each lifetime adding wisdom, experience, and deeper understanding to the soul’s evolution. Their conversation becomes not only an exploration of reincarnation, but also a call for compassion, self-awareness, and spiritual awakening in a world still deeply divided by fear and ego. Closing Reflection Perhaps one of the greatest spiritual awakenings is realizing that we are far more than the identities we temporarily wear. Beyond nationality, race, religion, gender, status, or profession, there is a soul quietly gathering wisdom through experience after experience — learning compassion, humility, forgiveness, and love through every chapter of existence. Chris Nielsen’s journey reminds us that healing does not begin when we become perfect. It begins the moment we become willing to look inward honestly, release what no longer serves us, and remember that the Creator never intended us to live imprisoned by fear, guilt, or separation. Maybe true awakening is not becoming someone new — but remembering who we have always been beneath the conditioning of lifetimes. — Zenzi SewaahFounder & Spiritual VisionarySpiritual Infinity Guest Contact & Bio Chris Nielsen is a Romanian past-life regression therapist, author, podcaster, and spiritual researcher whose work focuses on reincarnation, emotional healing, soul evolution, and spiritual awakening. After beginning her own healing journey through energy therapies and regression work, Chris trained professionally in past-life regression therapy through programs connected to the Past Life Regression Academy in the United Kingdom. She is the author of Being Piotr Ilyich, a spiritual memoir exploring her regression experiences connected to the life of composer Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky and the deeper lessons of soul healing and emotional transformation. Chris is also the creator and host of the Time Traveling Podcast, where she explores themes of reincarnation, spirituality, regression therapy, karma, and the multidimensional nature of human existence. Website:Chris Nielsen Books https://chrisnielsenbooks.com/ Podcast:Time Traveling Podcast (available on YouTube, Spotify, and Apple Podcasts) Instagram:@chrisnielsenbooks Facebook:Chris Nielsen Books Get full access to Zenzi’s Substack at zenzisewaah.substack.com/subscribe

    58 min
  7. MAR 23

    Robin Harris on Fear, Faith, and Learning to Trust the Creator’s Plan

    In this episode of Spiritual Infinity, Zenzi Sewaah speaks with hypnotherapist Robin Harris, whose spiritual journey reveals how personal wounds, faith, and divine guidance can shape a life of purpose. Robin shares that her story began with a difficult birth and a childhood shaped by both love and confusion. Growing up as the youngest of nine children in a preacher’s household, she experienced deep affection at home, yet struggled with messages from church that made her feel powerless as a woman. These early experiences planted seeds of self-doubt and led her to believe she was somehow “not enough,” despite her strong academic achievements in computer science and mathematics. As Robin reflects on her life, she explains how many of the beliefs that shape us are formed in childhood interpretations rather than objective truth. For years she believed her mother did not love her simply because affection was expressed through service rather than words. Only later did she realise that love often appears in different forms. This shift in understanding helped her begin the deeper work of healing, self-reflection, and spiritual growth. Robin’s path eventually led her into interfaith seminary, where she encountered people from many religious traditions who shared a common belief: that the Creator is love and that spiritual truth transcends any single doctrine. Yet even after ordination, fear continued to hold her back from stepping fully into her calling. Her career in technology provided stability, but repeated life changes—including being laid off during a period of spiritual training—forced her to confront a deeper question: was she willing to trust the path the Creator was guiding her toward? Through studying hypnotherapy, Robin began helping others reprogram limiting beliefs and heal subconscious narratives formed through trauma, conditioning, and life experiences. She believes many people carry wounds that shape their behavior and worldview, often without realizing it. By working with the subconscious mind, individuals can release these stories and realign themselves with higher principles of truth, purpose, and self-worth. Robin also shares several remarkable spiritual experiences that strengthened her faith. One occurred when she was a young woman overwhelmed by despair and contemplating suicide. In that moment, she heard a clear inner voice instructing her to call a specific person. The prayer she received during that call, she believes, saved her life. Later in life, another spiritual experience guided her to meet the man who would become her husband—confirming what she felt was divine alignment. More than two decades later, their marriage remains strong. Today, Robin’s work centers on helping individuals who feel stuck, fearful, or blocked from reaching their next level in life. She believes spiritual growth does not require abandoning ambition; rather, the two can coexist. Her message is that spiritual people should not withdraw from the world but instead become more prosperous, confident, and present so they can positively influence society. Ultimately, Robin sees humanity standing at a moment of awakening. As people confront uncertainty, fear, and change, she believes they are also being called to rediscover their deeper connection with the Creator and with one another. Closing Reflection Many people believe courage means the absence of fear. Yet Robin’s journey reminds us that courage often begins with fear itself. The spiritual path rarely asks us to walk where we feel completely safe. Instead, it invites us to step into the unknown with trust—trust that the guidance we receive, the lessons we encounter, and the people who cross our path are part of a greater design. Perhaps the real awakening of our time is learning that we are not separate from the Creator, but participants in creation itself. And when we choose to trust that connection, our lives begin to unfold in ways we could never have planned alone. — Zenzi SewaahFounder & Spiritual VisionarySpiritual Infinity Guest Contact & Bio Robin Harris is a hypnotherapist, spiritual practitioner, and transformational guide who helps individuals release subconscious blocks and align their lives with higher spiritual principles. With a background in computer science and analytical mathematics, Robin later pursued spiritual studies and was ordained through an interfaith seminary. Her work blends psychology, spiritual awareness, and subconscious reprogramming to help people move beyond limiting beliefs and step into their true potential. Robin specializes in helping people who feel stuck between spiritual calling and worldly ambition, guiding them to integrate both aspects of life in a balanced and empowering way. Website https://3hellos.com SubstackTime to Pivot (written as 2Time to Pivot) Robin currently works primarily one-on-one with clients, helping them reprogram limiting beliefs and move into their next stage of personal and spiritual development Get full access to Zenzi’s Substack at zenzisewaah.substack.com/subscribe

    1h 1m
  8. MAR 19

    From Opera to Healing: Greg Palmer on Voice, Vibration, and the Divine

    In this episode of Spiritual Infinity, Zenzi Sewaah speaks with Greg Palmer in Fairfield, Iowa—an artist whose journey began with shyness and inner contemplation, and evolved into a life where his voice is used not only for performance, but for healing. Greg shares how early spiritual conversations with his mother helped him distinguish between religion and direct connection with the Creator—an openness that later deepened through Transcendental Meditation, which became a foundational practice in his life (and even led him to teach it). As his voice developed through formal training and opera performance, he began to recognize it not as ego, but as a gift—something entrusted to him to serve others. A pivotal turning point arrived in 2011, when a clairvoyant healer told Greg his voice could “bring in energies from the celestial realms” and be used to support people through spontaneous, guided tones and vowel sounds—what Greg later came to call the “singing spheres.” From small gatherings to remote recordings sent across the world, Greg describes how listeners reported deep meditative states, energetic shifts, and moments of inner peace. The episode culminates in a live on-air demonstration, inviting the audience to experience sound as vibration—something that can calm the nervous system, draw awareness inward, and restore a sense of balance and remembrance. This conversation is a gentle invitation into the ancient idea that sound is not only art, but medicine—and that each of us carries access to the Divine through stillness, frequency, and inner listening. Guest Contact & Connection Details Greg Palmer * Website: singingspheres.net * https://www.youtube.com/@SingingSpheres * YouTube Channel: Singing Spheres * Offerings mentioned: personalized healing songs (delivered digitally), one-to-one live video sessions, and monthly local live singing in Fairfield. * Email: Greg did not give a direct email address in the excerpt provided. Closing Thought When sound becomes prayer, the voice becomes a bridge—and what we call “healing” may simply be the soul remembering its original harmony. Get full access to Zenzi’s Substack at zenzisewaah.substack.com/subscribe

    52 min
5
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4 Ratings

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Spiritual Infinity is your gateway to deeper self-awareness, transformation, and connection with the limitless power within. Hosted by Zenzi Sewaah, Through inspiring conversations with guest speakers from around the world, we uncover personal journeys of spiritual awakening, the methods that transformed their lives, and how these practices can empower you. Whether you’re seeking healing, enlightenment, or a greater understanding of the universe, Spiritual Infinity provides wisdom and insights to support your journey. Join us as we navigate the infinite possibilities of spirituality, one episode at a time. zenzisewaah.substack.com