Spiritual Infinity

"Spiritual Infinity: Where stories of spiritual awakening inspire your own transformative journey, hosted by Zenzi Sewaah."

Spiritual Infinity is your gateway to deeper self-awareness, transformation, and connection with the limitless power within. Hosted by Zenzi Sewaah, Through inspiring conversations with guest speakers from around the world, we uncover personal journeys of spiritual awakening, the methods that transformed their lives, and how these practices can empower you. Whether you’re seeking healing, enlightenment, or a greater understanding of the universe, Spiritual Infinity provides wisdom and insights to support your journey. Join us as we navigate the infinite possibilities of spirituality, one episode at a time. zenzisewaah.substack.com

  1. 11h ago

    The Modern Man's Silent Dilemma: Why So Many Men Are Quietly Suffering with Katarina Polonska

    In this compelling episode of Spiritual Infinity, I am joined by Katarina Polonska, relationship coach, behavioural science specialist and founder of the Success in Love Method, for a deeply insightful conversation about the emotional struggles facing men in today’s rapidly changing world. Drawing from her academic background, behavioural science expertise and years of coaching men and couples, Katarina explores why so many men feel isolated, misunderstood and under immense pressure to fulfil outdated expectations of masculinity. Together, we examine how changing economic realities, shifting gender roles and a lack of emotional education have left many men feeling disconnected from themselves, their partners and their sense of purpose. Our conversation challenges the belief that vulnerability is weakness. Instead, Katarina explains that emotional intelligence, honest communication and healthy relationships are skills that can be learned. We also discuss the vital role women play in creating safe spaces where men feel seen, heard and valued, encouraging a new generation to replace silence with understanding and partnership. This inspiring discussion explores men’s mental health, emotional wellbeing, healthy relationships, masculinity, self-worth, personal growth, behavioural science, communication, resilience and healing. It is a timely reminder that when we support men in embracing their full humanity, we strengthen families, relationships and society as a whole. Closing Reflection Perhaps one of the greatest acts of compassion is allowing another human being to be fully seen. For too long, many men have believed they must carry life’s burdens alone. Yet strength is not found in emotional silence—it is found in the courage to be authentic, vulnerable and open to growth. Katarina reminds us that healing is not solely a man’s responsibility or a woman’s responsibility. It is a shared journey. When we choose understanding over judgement and partnership over expectation, we create healthier relationships and a more compassionate world for future generations. — Zenzi SewaahFounder & Spiritual Visionary, Spiritual Infinity Guest Bio & Contact Details Katarina Polonska is a relationship coach, behavioural science specialist and creator of the Success in Love Method. Her work focuses on helping individuals and couples build emotionally healthy relationships by developing self-awareness, communication skills and emotional resilience. With a background in behavioural science and relationship dynamics, Katarina works extensively with men seeking greater confidence, connection and fulfilment in both their personal lives and relationships. Website: www.successinlove.com Get full access to Zenzi’s Substack at zenzisewaah.substack.com/subscribe

  2. 4d ago

    From Executive Success to Spiritual Calling: Ellen Edmondson's Inspiring Journey

    In this uplifting episode of Spiritual Infinity, I welcome Ellen Edmondson, spiritual guide, bestselling author and intuitive mentor, whose remarkable journey reminds us that true success is not measured by titles or achievements, but by how deeply we honour the calling of our soul. Ellen shares how she rose rapidly through the ranks of the U.S. federal government, becoming a senior executive while still in her thirties. Although she achieved everything society defines as success—status, financial security and professional recognition—she found herself feeling profoundly disconnected from who she truly was. That inner knowing eventually led her to take a courageous leap of faith, leaving behind a prestigious career to embrace a more authentic spiritual path. Our conversation explores the power of intuition, meditation and self-discovery. Ellen reflects on how childhood sensitivity, personal loss, motherhood and deep meditation awakened gifts she had long kept hidden. Over a decade of quiet reflection, those experiences became the foundation for her bestselling book, A Place of Love and Light, encouraging others to trust their inner wisdom rather than the expectations of the outside world. One of the most touching moments comes through the wisdom of Ellen’s young son, whose simple yet profound words—encouraging his mother to stop hiding her authentic self—became the catalyst for an entirely new chapter in her life. Together, we explore how children often retain a deep intuitive connection that adults can lose, and why nurturing creativity, compassion and authenticity may be one of the greatest gifts we can offer the next generation. This inspiring conversation explores spiritual awakening, intuition, meditation, authentic living, personal transformation, conscious parenting, emotional healing, purpose, creativity and unconditional love. It is an invitation to trust the quiet voice within and discover that the life we are truly meant to live often begins where certainty ends. Closing Reflection There comes a moment in every life when the soul whispers, “This is no longer who you are.” We can ignore that whisper for years, hiding behind expectations, achievements and the masks we wear for others. But eventually, authenticity calls us home. Ellen’s journey reminds us that our greatest purpose is not to become someone new—it is to remember who we have always been. When we trust our intuition, embrace our uniqueness and live from the heart, we become a light for others to do the same. — Zenzi SewaahFounder & Spiritual Visionary, Spiritual Infinity Guest Bio & Contact Details Ellen Edmondson is a spiritual guide, intuitive mentor, bestselling author and speaker based in Maryland, USA. Following a successful career as a senior executive within the U.S. federal government, she dedicated her life to helping others reconnect with their intuition, purpose and authentic selves through meditation, spiritual guidance and personal transformation. Website: https://ellenedmondson.com Book: A Place of Love and Light Ellen also founded Highly Intuitive Kids, an initiative supporting children and families in understanding and nurturing heightened intuitive abilities. Get full access to Zenzi’s Substack at zenzisewaah.substack.com/subscribe

  3. Aug 10

    Why Men Suffer in Silence | Psychologist Augusto Blanco on Mental Health & Emotional Healing

    In this thought-provoking episode of Spiritual Infinity, I speak with Augusto Blanco, a licensed clinical psychologist from Argentina whose work is dedicated to helping men overcome emotional struggles, anxiety, addiction and the lasting impact of childhood experiences. Drawing from both his professional expertise and his own personal journey, Augusto shares how childhood bullying, social anxiety, low self-esteem and emotional isolation shaped his early life. Rather than allowing those experiences to define him, they inspired his life’s work: helping men develop emotional resilience and healthier ways of navigating life’s challenges. His message is clear—many men have been conditioned to suppress their emotions, yet true strength begins when they are given permission to acknowledge them. Our conversation explores why so many men struggle in silence, turning to addictions, overwork or emotional withdrawal instead of asking for help. Augusto explains that many of these behaviours stem from poor emotional regulation rather than weakness. Like physical muscles, our emotional resilience must be developed, and therapy provides practical tools to strengthen those skills rather than simply talking about problems. Perhaps the most powerful message from this interview is that seeking support is not a sign of failure—it is an act of courage. By changing the narrative around masculinity, we can encourage boys and men to express vulnerability, seek guidance and build healthier relationships with themselves and those around them. This conversation offers hope for parents, partners, educators and anyone who wants to better understand the emotional world of men. Closing Reflection For generations, many men have been taught that strength means carrying every burden alone. Yet the strongest people are often those who have the courage to say, “I need help.” When we create spaces where men feel safe enough to speak without judgement, we do more than change individual lives—we begin to change families, communities and future generations. Healing begins not with having all the answers, but with one honest conversation. — Zenzi SewaahFounder & Spiritual Visionary, Spiritual Infinity Guest Bio & Contact Details Augusto Blanco is a licensed clinical psychologist based in Argentina who specialises in men’s mental health, emotional regulation, anxiety, relationships, addiction and personal development. Drawing on both clinical research and lived experience, he helps men build healthier emotional habits and develop practical tools for lasting change. Website: manhelpingmen.com Resources: Individual coaching, psychology services and articles on men’s mental health are available through his website. Get full access to Zenzi’s Substack at zenzisewaah.substack.com/subscribe

  4. Aug 6

    Former Army Colonel John Mark Wilson: The Truth About Military Trauma, Alcohol Recovery & Healing

    In this compelling episode of Spiritual Infinity, I speak with John Mark Wilson, a former U.S. Army Colonel, West Point graduate, technology professional and host of The Beaten Zone podcast. John shares his deeply personal journey through military service, alcoholism, recovery and the emotional challenges many men face but rarely discuss. After serving his country through multiple deployments, John appeared successful on the outside, yet privately struggled with the emotional weight of responsibility, trauma and the pressure always to remain strong. Alcohol gradually became his way of coping until he reached a point where he realised that true strength lies not in hiding pain, but in facing it. Our conversation explores the lasting impact of military life, the importance of processing emotions rather than suppressing them, and how recovery became the beginning of a much deeper spiritual journey. John speaks candidly about identity, purpose, family, resilience and the lessons he has learned since leaving the Army, reminding us that healing is not about perfection but about choosing honesty over silence. Today, through his podcast and advocacy, John encourages veterans, first responders and anyone carrying invisible burdens to seek support, embrace vulnerability and understand that asking for help is a sign of courage—not weakness. This is an inspiring conversation about mental health, emotional resilience, addiction recovery, military life, leadership, faith, purpose and personal transformation, offering hope to anyone seeking to move beyond survival and into genuine healing. Closing Reflection For many people, strength has become synonymous with silence. We are taught to keep going, carry the burden and never let anyone see us struggle. Yet the strongest people are often those who finally give themselves permission to say, “I’m not okay.” John’s story reminds us that healing begins the moment we stop performing for the world and start being truthful with ourselves. Whatever burden you have been carrying, know that you do not have to carry it alone. There is courage in vulnerability, wisdom in reflection and freedom in choosing to heal. Sometimes the bravest battle we will ever fight is the one within. — Zenzi SewaahFounder & Spiritual Visionary, Spiritual Infinity Guest Bio & Contact Details John Mark Wilson is a retired U.S. Army Colonel, West Point graduate, technology executive, speaker and host of The Beaten Zone Podcast. Following a distinguished military career that included multiple overseas deployments, John has dedicated himself to raising awareness of addiction recovery, emotional wellbeing and the challenges faced by veterans transitioning into civilian life. His work focuses on creating safe conversations around mental health, resilience and personal growth. Podcast: The Beaten Zone Podcast LinkedIn: Search John Mark Wilson Website/Podcast: The Beaten Zone (available on major podcast platforms). Get full access to Zenzi’s Substack at zenzisewaah.substack.com/subscribe

  5. Jul 28

    When Burnout Becomes a Spiritual Invitation: : Kenneth A. Posner on Nature, Purpose & Reclaiming Your Life

    In this inspiring episode of Spiritual Infinity, I sit down with Kenneth A. Posner, former CEO, author and passionate nature advocate, to explore a growing challenge facing millions of people today: burnout. After years of professional success in the corporate world, Kenneth reached a point where achievement no longer brought fulfilment. Instead, he found himself facing exhaustion, declining motivation and what he describes as a quiet desperation that many high achievers silently endure. Rather than pushing harder or simply accepting burnout as the price of success, Kenneth chose a different path. He turned away from constant productivity and back towards the natural world. Through an extraordinary personal challenge of climbing over 420 mountains across New York State—completed gradually over weekends rather than all at once—he discovered something profoundly simple: nature restores what modern life often depletes. His journey became less about conquering mountains and more about rediscovering clarity, vitality and a renewed sense of purpose. Our conversation explores how modern society constantly pulls our attention outward through technology, endless information and relentless demands, leaving little room for stillness or self-reflection. Kenneth shares why reconnecting with nature is not an escape from life but a return to it. Whether walking through a local park, sitting quietly beneath a tree, hiking a trail or simply feeling the earth beneath your feet, nature invites us to reconnect with our deepest wisdom, rebalance our energy and hear the quiet inner voice that is often drowned out by daily noise. Together we also discuss the pressures placed upon men to constantly provide, perform and succeed, often at the expense of their own wellbeing. Kenneth offers a refreshing perspective: burnout is not failure—it is often a signal that our lives have drifted away from what truly nourishes us. By reconnecting with the natural world, challenging ourselves physically and embracing periods of stillness, we rediscover not only our strength but also our authentic selves. This episode speaks to anyone navigating burnout, stress, emotional exhaustion, mental wellbeing, spiritual awakening, personal transformation, mindfulness, nature therapy, resilience, self-discovery and finding purpose in an increasingly technological world. Kenneth reminds us that sometimes the greatest breakthroughs begin by slowing down rather than speeding up. Closing Reflection We often believe the answers lie in doing more, achieving more or becoming more. Yet nature quietly teaches the opposite. It asks nothing of us except our presence. When we step away from constant noise and reconnect with the living world, we begin to remember that we are not separate from life—we are part of it. Burnout is not always the end of the road. Sometimes it is the soul’s invitation to return home to ourselves. — Zenzi SewaahFounder & Spiritual Visionary, Spiritual Infinity Guest Bio & Contact Details Kenneth A. Posner is a former technology company CEO, investor, author and passionate advocate for reconnecting with nature as a pathway to personal renewal. After experiencing professional burnout, he embarked on an extraordinary multi-year mountain hiking project that transformed both his outlook and his life. Today he shares his experiences through writing, speaking and encouraging others to rediscover resilience, wellbeing and purpose through the natural world. Website: https://barefootken.com Book: Chasing the Grid (available through Amazon and other major booksellers) Readers can connect with Kenneth, learn more about his work and contact him directly through his website. Get full access to Zenzi’s Substack at zenzisewaah.substack.com/subscribe

  6. Jul 21

    Ellyn McLeod: The Missing Link Between Nutrition, Emotional Healing & True Wellness

    In this heartfelt episode of Spiritual Infinity, I welcome Ellyn McLeod, a holistic nutritionist, educator and author based in Sedona, Arizona, whose own health crisis became the catalyst for a lifetime dedicated to helping others reclaim their wellbeing. Diagnosed in her twenties with what doctors believed would become Crohn’s disease, Ellyn was told she would need lifelong medication and eventually surgery. Instead, through nutrition, natural therapies and a complete change in lifestyle, she restored her health, experienced a healthy pregnancy and discovered a calling that would shape the rest of her life. What began as one woman’s search for healing became decades of supporting people facing life-threatening illnesses, particularly cancer. Yet Ellyn discovered that nutrition alone was never the complete answer. Again and again, she found that unresolved emotional pain, unforgiveness, grief, trauma and broken relationships were often woven into the stories of those she worked with. While nourishing the body was essential, lasting wellness also required healing the heart, transforming old patterns and rediscovering compassion—both for others and for ourselves. Throughout our conversation we explore the intimate relationship between nutrition, emotional wellbeing, spiritual awareness and the body’s remarkable ability to restore balance. Ellyn shares moving examples from her work, illustrating how forgiveness, purpose and emotional release often became turning points alongside healthier food choices. Rather than approaching illness through fear, she encourages people to become curious researchers of their own lives, asking not only what is happening to the body but why it may be happening. We also discuss the growing movement towards integrative health, where more physicians are beginning to acknowledge the importance of nutrition, herbs and lifestyle alongside conventional medicine. Ellyn reminds us that the Creator has already provided an extraordinary pharmacy through nature—whole foods, herbs, vegetables and medicinal plants—and that modern technology can become a valuable tool when used wisely to deepen our understanding rather than replace our own intuition. Ultimately, this conversation is about far more than food. It is an invitation to reconnect with ourselves, with nature and with the Creator’s wisdom that already resides within us. Wellness begins not only with what we place on our plates, but with the thoughts we hold, the emotions we carry and the love we are willing to receive and share. Closing Reflection Our bodies are always communicating with us. Symptoms are rarely our enemy; they are often gentle invitations to pause, listen and restore balance. When we nourish ourselves with living foods, release the burdens we have carried for too long and reconnect with the Creator’s presence within us, we begin to remember that wellness is not something we chase—it is something we uncover. Healing starts the moment we become willing to listen with both our minds and our hearts. — Zenzi SewaahFounder & Spiritual Visionary, Spiritual Infinity Guest Bio & Contact Details Ellyn McLeod, PhD is a holistic nutritionist, educator, speaker and author based in Sedona, Arizona. For more than three decades she has worked with individuals facing chronic illness, particularly cancer, combining nutritional guidance with emotional and spiritual support. Her work emphasises whole-food nutrition, compassion, personal responsibility and the body’s innate capacity for wellness. Website: https://sedonasolution.com Book: It Takes More Than Carrot Juice: The Missing Ingredients to Total Wellness (formerly The Missing Ingredients to Total Healing) Visitors can connect with Ellyn, learn about her work, request consultations and obtain signed copies of her book through her website. Get full access to Zenzi’s Substack at zenzisewaah.substack.com/subscribe

  7. Jul 14

    Vietnam Veteran Rand Timmerman: From Alcoholism to Spiritual Awakening | The Appalachian Trail Changed Everything

    For this episode of Spiritual Infinity, I was joined by Rand Timmerman, whose remarkable life is a testament to the resilience of the human spirit. A Vietnam veteran, former U.S. Marine, successful attorney, recovered alcoholic, author, and long-distance hiker, Rand’s journey demonstrates that even life’s deepest wounds can become pathways to healing and purpose. Raised in rural upstate New York, Rand grew up in poverty after his father’s devastating battle with polio and a serious car accident left the family struggling financially. Surrounded by military service from an early age, he eventually enlisted in the Marines and served in Vietnam, surviving experiences that would leave invisible scars for decades. Despite building an accomplished legal career, unresolved trauma gradually found expression through alcohol, eventually bringing him to the brink of losing everything. Rand speaks with refreshing honesty about alcoholism—not as a moral failing but as a desperate attempt to cope with overwhelming emotional pain. His recovery began only when he acknowledged that willpower alone was not enough. Through a twelve-step recovery programme, daily prayer, and surrendering to a Higher Power, he experienced what he describes as profound freedom from the obsession to drink. His story reminds us that true healing begins when we stop fighting alone and allow ourselves to be supported by something greater than ourselves. One of the most moving parts of our conversation centred on his relationship with his older brother, Ron, whose unwavering faith became another source of inspiration. Together, the brothers undertook the formidable Appalachian Trail, a journey of more than 2,000 miles through mountains, forests and wilderness. Although injury prevented Rand from completing every mile, the pilgrimage transformed his understanding of God, nature and the interconnectedness of life. What began as a physical challenge became a profound spiritual awakening. Throughout our discussion, Rand reflected on how adversity can become one of life’s greatest teachers. From combat trauma and addiction to grief, family love, and extraordinary endurance, every chapter of his life has strengthened his desire to help others. Today he mentors men in recovery, encouraging them to discover the same hope that changed his own life. His message is beautifully simple: healing is possible when we stop carrying every burden alone and allow faith to become our companion. This conversation explores themes of spiritual awakening, addiction recovery, PTSD healing, overcoming trauma, veteran resilience, faith, Higher Power, personal transformation, emotional healing, the Appalachian Trail, mindfulness, purpose, resilience, and spiritual growth. Whether you have experienced addiction, grief, emotional pain, or simply find yourself searching for deeper meaning, Rand’s story offers practical hope that transformation remains possible at any stage of life. Closing Reflection Sometimes the greatest miracle is not that our circumstances change overnight, but that our relationship with them changes. We stop asking, “Why did this happen to me?” and begin asking, “What can this teach me?” Rand’s life reminds us that no experience is ever wasted when it is surrendered to the Creator. The very wounds that once threatened to destroy us can become the doorway through which compassion, wisdom and service enter the world. When we reconnect with the Source of our being, we discover that healing has been waiting patiently for us all along. — Zenzi SewaahFounder & Spiritual Visionary, Spiritual Infinity Guest Bio & Contact Details Rand Timmerman is a Vietnam veteran, former U.S. Marine, attorney, author, recovered alcoholic, and inspirational speaker. After decades of living with the effects of combat trauma and addiction, he found lasting recovery through spiritual practice and service to others. His memoir, A Spiritual Passage, chronicles both his recovery journey and his remarkable hike along the Appalachian Trail with his brother, weaving together themes of resilience, faith, forgiveness and transformation. Book: A Spiritual Passage For further information, copies of his book, speaking engagements and contact details, readers can connect with Rand through his official author website and online platforms. Get full access to Zenzi’s Substack at zenzisewaah.substack.com/subscribe

  8. Jul 7

    Men's Mental Health: Mark Stubbles on Childhood Trauma, Inner Child Healing & Emotional Recovery

    This conversation explores one of the most overlooked subjects of our time: the emotional lives of men. In this thought-provoking episode of Spiritual Infinity, I speak with hypnotherapist, author and inner child specialist Mark Stubbles, who courageously shares his own journey from childhood dysfunction, anxiety and emotional abuse to healing, confidence and purpose. Growing up in a deeply dysfunctional home, Mark carried invisible wounds that shaped almost every aspect of his adult life. Severe anxiety, a debilitating fear of blushing, difficulties forming healthy relationships and years of emotional turmoil all stemmed from experiences he had internalised as a child. Rather than recognising the dysfunction around him, he believed, like many children do, that he was somehow the problem. His first marriage reflected many of these unresolved wounds, eventually leading to a painful divorce, lengthy custody battles and further emotional hardship. Through it all, he discovered how often men struggle in silence, expected to suppress emotion rather than seek support. The turning point came when Mark stopped asking, “Why does this keep happening to me?” and began asking, “What inside me needs healing?” Through hypnotherapy, counselling, life coaching, spirituality, and most importantly, deep inner child work, he gradually uncovered the roots of his anxiety and emotional pain. Instead of blaming others or remaining trapped in victimhood, he chose personal responsibility and transformation. Today, Mark helps others overcome anxiety, childhood trauma, PTSD and Complex PTSD, teaching that true healing begins by compassionately meeting the wounded child within rather than continuing to suppress it. One of the strongest themes throughout our conversation is the need to rethink how we raise boys. Too often they are taught to suppress tears, hide vulnerability and “be strong,” while carrying emotional burdens that later emerge as anxiety, addiction, relationship difficulties or emotional disconnection. Mark reminds us that healing is not about blaming parents, but recognising that hurt people often pass on their own unresolved pain. By addressing these early experiences with honesty and compassion, we break generational cycles rather than unconsciously repeating them. Our discussion also explores the subtle power of language. As both a hypnotherapist and author, Mark demonstrates how the words we use with children profoundly shape their beliefs, confidence and emotional development. His work encourages parents to replace fear-based, authoritarian communication with language that nurtures resilience, emotional safety and healthy self-worth. Closing Reflection Healing does not begin when life becomes easier. It begins when we become willing to look honestly at what we have carried for far too long. Every child deserves to feel seen, safe and loved. When that does not happen, the wounded child continues to speak through the adult until we are prepared to listen. Mark’s journey reminds us that our past does not have to define our future. The moment we stop resisting our pain and begin understanding it, transformation quietly begins. In healing ourselves, we also change the generations that follow. — Zenzi SewaahFounder & Spiritual Visionary, Spiritual Infinity Guest Bio & Contact Details Mark Stubbles is a hypnotherapist, author, speaker and inner child healing specialist based in Bulgaria. Drawing from his own lived experience of childhood trauma, anxiety and emotional healing, he now helps individuals overcome anxiety, PTSD, Complex PTSD (CPTSD), relationship difficulties and limiting childhood conditioning through hypnotherapy and inner child work. Website: https://markstubbles.com YouTube: Search Mark Stubbles Books include: * Hypnotic Conversations * Hypnotic Language for Positive Parenting Mark also offers one-to-one sessions, workshops and training, including Inner Child Healing workshops through his website and Eventbrite. Get full access to Zenzi’s Substack at zenzisewaah.substack.com/subscribe

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Spiritual Infinity is your gateway to deeper self-awareness, transformation, and connection with the limitless power within. Hosted by Zenzi Sewaah, Through inspiring conversations with guest speakers from around the world, we uncover personal journeys of spiritual awakening, the methods that transformed their lives, and how these practices can empower you. Whether you’re seeking healing, enlightenment, or a greater understanding of the universe, Spiritual Infinity provides wisdom and insights to support your journey. Join us as we navigate the infinite possibilities of spirituality, one episode at a time. zenzisewaah.substack.com