What happens when the beliefs you were given about God no longer match what you feel to be true within yourself? In this episode of The Jackie Scully Show, I sit down with spiritual teacher, identity alchemist, and life coach Juan Galan for a deeply personal conversation about identity, faith, religious deconstruction, and finding his way back to God—and ultimately, back to himself. Juan grew up Catholic in Colombia, knowing from a young age that he was different. As a sensitive, artistic boy who would eventually come to understand himself as gay, questions of belonging, shame, faith, and identity became woven into his story. His journey would eventually take him away from the faith he grew up with, through years of questioning and exploration, and later into a Christian community in Bali. But when old wounds and fears of rejection began resurfacing, Juan found himself asking deeper questions: Who is God? Who was Jesus—Yeshua—really? And can I have a relationship with the divine without abandoning who I am? Those questions led Juan into an exploration of the Bible, metaphysics, Christian mysticism, consciousness, and different ways of understanding spirituality. Along the way, something unexpected happened: his search for his own truth didn't ultimately take him farther away from God. It became part of what brought him back. We talk about the courage it takes to question what you've been taught, the role of deconstruction in the Hero's Journey, religious wounds, identity, shame, curiosity, and what can happen when we stop looking outside ourselves for someone else to tell us what is true. Juan also shares how his own healing journey eventually became a call to serve other gay men navigating shame, grief, identity, and their own return to wholeness. And perhaps the invitation in this conversation isn't to adopt Juan's truth—or mine—but to become curious enough to discover your own. ✨ Question everything. Get curious. And keep coming home to who you are. We close the episode with a guided meditation on wholeness, deconstruction, the Hero's Journey, and remembering that wherever you are on your path, it may be part of becoming who you're here to be. About Juan Galán Juan Galán is a spiritual teacher, identity alchemist, and life coach for gay men navigating transformation. Through his Coming Home coaching program, he guides queer men through deep identity work and spiritual reclamation. He is also the founder of Mystic Misfits Society (Now-Inner Alchemy), a spiritual community exploring consciousness, shadow work, and what it means to live as a remembering being. Juan is an Adobe Ambassador and AI content creator, and he believes God is his CEO—that every collapse, every initiation, and every pivot is divinely orchestrated toward wholeness. ✨ Connect with Juan: 📸 Healing with Juan: @healingwithjuan on Instagram 🌟 Spirituality & Consciousness: @iamjuangalan on Instagram