Your Utmost Life

Misty Celli | Identity & Self-Leadership Coach
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Do you look in the mirror and think "I don't even recognize myself anymore"? Do you feel invisible, exhausted, and completely disconnected from the woman you were before life became about everyone else? You just got quieter as everything else got louder. You didn't disappear all at once. It happened slowly,  in every moment you smoothed it over, kept the peace, told yourself you'd deal with it later. Until later became never, and the woman you used to be became someone you can barely remember. You're not broken. You're not too far gone. You got lost in the loving. Your Utmost Life is the podcast for moms who are done going through the motions of a life that looks fine on the outside and feels hollow on the inside, and are ready to find their way back to themselves. Every week, Misty Celli helps women who feel invisible in the middle of their own families reconnect with who they actually are, rediscover what they actually want, and start building a life that finally feels like theirs. This isn't about doing more or becoming someone new. It's about coming back to who you've always been. You are more than everyone's everything. You are someone.

  1. 1d ago

    Stop Feeling Invisible, Even To Yourself, In One Move and 5 Minutes

    There's a voice that's been running your life quietly for years. She sounds completely reasonable. She reminds you about the dishes before you take a walk. She talks you out of twenty minutes for yourself before you even ask for them. She's not loud. She's just always there, and she's why you keep ending up last, even on your own list. In this episode, she finally gets a name. And once you know what to call her, everything starts to shift. This isn't an episode about doing more or trying harder. It's about one small move, something that takes five minutes or less, that proves to you, in real time, that the woman underneath all the giving is still there, still reachable, and worth showing up for. In this episode you'll discover: Why decisions about your own needs feel so slow, and why that's not a character flawThe quiet belief underneath exhaustion that keeps you earning your worth instead of simply having itWhy "you can't pour from an empty cup" hasn't worked for you yet, and what actually willThe Three-Word Filter,  a simple tool to help you make decisions as the woman you're becoming, not the one who always disappearsThe real cost of running on empty, not just for you, but for the people you love mostOne small move you can make today, in five minutes or less, that starts changing the pattern right now This episode is for you if: You end most days wondering where you wentYou've tried to prioritize yourself before and it never sticksYou love your family deeply and still feel invisible inside your own lifeYou're ready to stop waiting until everything else is handled first You're more than everyone's everything. You are someone! If this episode met you somewhere real, tell me where. ✨ 3 Words to Recognize and Reconnect With the Woman Beyond the Roles. A 15‑minute first step to faster decisions, guilt‑free boundaries, and feeling like yourself again. Decide yes/no in minutes. Set one clear boundary without guilt. Feel like yourself again by midday. Get the Starter Toolkit - Begin in 15 Minutes. 🎧 Enjoyed this episode? Follow the show so next week's episode is waiting for you automatically. Leave a review it takes two minutes and helps the next woman who needs this find it. If someone came to mind while you were listening, send her this episode. She needs permission to try this too. 🔗 Connect + Continue Come find me on Instagram: @yourutmostself 🧭 Ready for the next step? Everything you need is at Your Utmost Self.

    Stop Feeling Invisible, Even To Yourself, In One Move and 5 Minutes

  2. Aug 10

    Feel Like Yourself Again, Without Those You Love Suffering

    There's a fear most ambitious mothers never say out loud, not even to themselves: what if I actually find her again, and she doesn't fit the life I've built? What if being more of myself costs me the people I love most?  We walk through why this fear is not irrational. When a family has built expectations around the version of you who adapts, overfunctions, and rarely takes up space, any real change can trigger discomfort. But that discomfort is not the same thing as rejection. I share how staying small can create a marriage that functions yet doesn’t feel close, and why returning to your identity is less about becoming someone new and more about coming home to who you have always been.  I walk through a live exercise you can do right now, in a few minutes, that lets you test this instead of just thinking about it: naming three words that are true about who you are underneath your roles, saying them out loud, and bringing a little more of that truth into one small moment today. We also talk about the deeper vulnerability under it all, the fear of being fully seen, and why “the right people will welcome your return” is more than a nice saying.  I also share a story about the night I told my husband the whole vision for what would become Your Utmost Self, and what actually happened when I stopped hiding how big it was. You'll leave this episode with a real answer to the fear of losing people, and one small, doable way to start proving it to yourself today. If you want self-leadership that actually changes your daily life, this is your next step. Subscribe for the rest of the series, share this with a mother who needs it, and leave a review so the next woman can find the show. If this episode met you somewhere real, tell me where. ✨ 3 Words to Recognize and Reconnect With the Woman Beyond the Roles. A 15‑minute first step to faster decisions, guilt‑free boundaries, and feeling like yourself again. Decide yes/no in minutes. Set one clear boundary without guilt. Feel like yourself again by midday. Get the Starter Toolkit - Begin in 15 Minutes. 🎧 Enjoyed this episode? Follow the show so next week's episode is waiting for you automatically. Leave a review it takes two minutes and helps the next woman who needs this find it. If someone came to mind while you were listening, send her this episode. She needs permission to try this too. 🔗 Connect + Continue Come find me on Instagram: @yourutmostself 🧭 Ready for the next step? Everything you need is at Your Utmost Self.

    Feel Like Yourself Again, Without Those You Love Suffering

  3. Aug 4

    It Stopped Being A Calendar Problem A Long Time Ago (It’s Something Much Deeper)

    "I don't have time for this right now" sounds like a neutral fact, but for so many ambitious mothers it's a mask. We've all watched ourselves rearrange an entire day for someone else's appointment, crisis, or request, then swear we can't find 15 minutes for a walk, a book, a class, or even basic health. That gap isn't a time management failure. It's a self-worth problem wearing scheduling clothes. We talk through why your calendar always seems to "find room" for other people, how the mental load and caregiver identity train you to be the flexible one, and why unclaimed time can feel weirdly stressful instead of restful. I share a personal moment that exposed my own pattern, the quiet ways "I don't have time" was costing me presence, connection, and health, and the reframe that finally made change possible. You'll leave with a simple starting point that doesn't require four extra hours or a total life overhaul: pause before you automatically delete yourself, then practice protecting a small block of time like it actually matters. We also explore what happens in relationships when you stop running on autopilot and start living as a whole person again, not just the manager of everyone else's life. In this episode: Why "I don't have time" is almost never actually about timeThe evidence you've already collected that proves you're capable of protecting time, just never your ownWhat's really underneath the discomfort of an empty, unclaimed twenty minutesThe true cost of letting "busy" stand in for the real sentence, and what it's quietly costing your closest relationshipsA personal story about the moment this pattern became impossible to ignoreOne small starting point you can actually do today, without overhauling your entire weekA line to sit with: "This is not a scheduling problem. It is a worth problem wearing scheduling clothes." Your next step: Go to yourutmost.com/starter and get the Identity Reset Starter Toolkit, your first step toward knowing who you are underneath the roles, so protecting her time stops feeling optional. If this episode named something you needed named, leave a review, it's how the next woman finds this show. And if a friend came to mind, someone who's said "I just don't have time" one too many times, send her this episode. You are more than everyone's everything. You are someone. If this episode met you somewhere real, tell me where. ✨ 3 Words to Recognize and Reconnect With the Woman Beyond the Roles. A 15‑minute first step to faster decisions, guilt‑free boundaries, and feeling like yourself again. Decide yes/no in minutes. Set one clear boundary without guilt. Feel like yourself again by midday. Get the Starter Toolkit - Begin in 15 Minutes. 🎧 Enjoyed this episode? Follow the show so next week's episode is waiting for you automatically. Leave a review it takes two minutes and helps the next woman who needs this find it. If someone came to mind while you were listening, send her this episode. She needs permission to try this too. 🔗 Connect + Continue Come find me on Instagram: @yourutmostself 🧭 Ready for the next step? Everything you need is at Your Utmost Self.

  4. Jul 22

    “I’ve Lost Myself” Is the Most Dangerous Lie You’ve Been Believing

    Feeling numb in a life that looks “fine” on paper can be one of the loneliest experiences, especially when you’re the one holding everyone else together.  Invisible in rooms filled with people you love? Or like you’re going through the motions of your life instead of actually living it? You’ve tried everything you’re “supposed” to do to feel like yourself again, journaling, taking a night off, reorganizing your calendar, setting new habits, reading self‑help posts, but none of it touches the part of you that feels missing. Because the problem was never your schedule. It was never your motivation, discipline, or effort. The advice you were using to “find yourself” was surface‑level and incomplete. And that’s why you keep experiencing things like: feeling like you’re disappearing inside the responsibilities you carryfunctioning through your life but not existing in itbeing the glue holding everything together while nothing is holding you togethertrying to be more intentional but never feeling more like yourselfThese aren’t personality flaws or failures. And you’re certainly not broken. In this episode, you’ll discover the complete framework for finding yourself again, and why saying “I’ve lost myself” is a dangerous lie that’s been keeping you stuck. By the end, you’ll know the three phases you must move through, why each one matters, the exact order they belong in, and what you unlock when they finally work together. And you’ll walk away with one clear, appropriately placed first step to actually see yourself again. In this episode, you'll learn: Why everything you've tried before wasn't wrong; it was solving the wrong problemThe real reason you feel erased: the three Eraser Patterns, Role Rush, Calendar Creep, and Permission LoopThe belief that keeps you stuck: "I've lost myself"The reframe that sets you free: "I lost access to myself, and access can be rebuilt"The three-phase framework behind actually getting yourself back, Discover, Design, Do and why the order matters more than the effortOne simple, seven-minute first step you can take todayYou didn't lose yourself. You lost access to yourself, and unlike "lost," access can always be rebuilt. Links + Resources Mentioned Get the Identity Reset Starter Toolkit → yourutmost.com/starterCatch up on Episode 1 of this 6-Week Series: "Do You Feel Like You've Lost Yourself and Don't Know How to Get Back (Start Here)"Subscribe so next week's episode lands automatically, this series builds week to weekIf this episode met you somewhere real, tell me where. Identity Reset Starter Toolkit Roles run your day. You react, overcommit, and are everything to everyone, but you're unsure who "you" are anymore. You didn't lose yourself. You went quiet. This toolkit changes that. Get 3 Tools (Video, Worksheet, and Script) for: Faster yes/no decisionsCleaner boundaries with less guiltMore energy by midday Yes, Get My Toolk ✨ 3 Words to Recognize and Reconnect With the Woman Beyond the Roles. A 15‑minute first step to faster decisions, guilt‑free boundaries, and feeling like yourself again. Decide yes/no in minutes. Set one clear boundary without guilt. Feel like yourself again by midday. Get the Starter Toolkit - Begin in 15 Minutes. 🎧 Enjoyed this episode? Follow the show so next week's episode is waiting for you automatically. Leave a review it takes two minutes and helps the next woman who needs this find it. If someone came to mind while you were listening, send her this episode. She needs permission to try this too. 🔗 Connect + Continue Come find me on Instagram: @yourutmostself 🧭 Ready for the next step? Everything you need is at Your Utmost Self.

    “I’ve Lost Myself” Is the Most Dangerous Lie You’ve Been Believing

  5. Jul 15

    Feel Like You’ve Lost Yourself and Don’t Know How to Get Back (Start Here)

    The scariest part of "losing yourself" isn't the chaos. It's how normal everything looks while you quietly disappear inside your own life. If you're the capable, ambitious mother who keeps the family running, manages the calendar like a project plan, and can sense what everyone needs before they say it, this conversation puts words to the moment you go blank when someone asks what you want. I unpack why that hesitation isn't proof you're broken or ungrateful. Your wanting isn't gone, it's been aimed at everyone else for so long that turning it back toward you feels unfamiliar. I name the pattern I see again and again with high-functioning women: the Identity Eraser Effect, where one reasonable, loving choice at a time turns your own voice down to a whisper. We also talk about why waiting for the "busy season" to end often keeps you stuck, how being needed gets tangled up with feeling valuable, and why you can be fully functional on the outside while feeling invisible to yourself on the inside. I share a personal moment at the dinner table that exposed what was missing, and I offer a gentler starting point than a rigid self-care checklist: curiosity, one honest sentence, and a small daily calibration that helps you feel present, self-led, and decisive again. You'll leave with language for what's happening, relief that you're not alone, and a clear first step to begin reclaiming your identity in motherhood without abandoning the life you've built. This is the first of six episodes in the Identity Reset: Feel Like Yourself Again series. Each one builds on the last, if this one lands, stay with me. Next week we go deeper into the real reason nothing you've tried before has stuck. Your first step today: grab the Identity Reset Starter Toolkit. It takes seven minutes, and all you need to do is write the first three words of your Identity Blueprint. Not the whole thing. Just three words.  → yourutmost.com/starter If this episode found you at the right moment, I'd be so grateful if you'd leave a review, it's how the next woman finds this show. And if someone came to mind while you were listening, send her this episode. You are more than everyone's everything. You are someone. If this episode met you somewhere real, tell me where. ✨ 3 Words to Recognize and Reconnect With the Woman Beyond the Roles. A 15‑minute first step to faster decisions, guilt‑free boundaries, and feeling like yourself again. Decide yes/no in minutes. Set one clear boundary without guilt. Feel like yourself again by midday. Get the Starter Toolkit - Begin in 15 Minutes. 🎧 Enjoyed this episode? Follow the show so next week's episode is waiting for you automatically. Leave a review it takes two minutes and helps the next woman who needs this find it. If someone came to mind while you were listening, send her this episode. She needs permission to try this too. 🔗 Connect + Continue Come find me on Instagram: @yourutmostself 🧭 Ready for the next step? Everything you need is at Your Utmost Self.

    Feel Like You’ve Lost Yourself and Don’t Know How to Get Back (Start Here)

  6. Jul 6

    Is It True You Can't Follow Through, or Are You Starting in the Wrong Place?

    If you've tried before, the early mornings, the habit trackers, the "I just need more discipline", and watched it all fall apart, you've probably filed that away as proof about yourself. It isn't. It's proof about where you started. In this episode, we name the real reason past attempts didn't hold: they started at behavior instead of identity. And we walk through the sequence that actually works, survey her truth, engineer her foundation, architect her life, inhabit her identity. In this episode: The kitchen moment that made it impossible to keep blaming willpowerThe belief running underneath almost every failed attempt, named, out loudWhy behavior built on an unchanged identity always collapses, and what holds insteadHow to spot the belief you've been quietly practicing without noticing, and how to start practicing the opposite one on purposeA picture of an ordinary Tuesday once this has had time to settle inTry this while you listen:  Finish the sentence — "The truth about who I am, underneath all my roles, is ______." Then choose one small, true promise you can keep tomorrow. Five minutes. Phone down. Before anyone else's day starts. No tracker, no system required. A line to sit with: "You didn't disappear because you failed. You just got quieter as everything else got louder." Next step: If the sentence you finished in this episode is something you want to keep building on, the workshop is where we take it the rest of the way, naming the goal, designing the rhythm, and putting protected time on your calendar so it holds past the first hard week. Held on Wednesdays. Click the link down below next to Workshop. You are more than everyone's everything. You are someone. If this episode met you somewhere real, tell me where. ✨ 3 Words to Recognize and Reconnect With the Woman Beyond the Roles. A 15‑minute first step to faster decisions, guilt‑free boundaries, and feeling like yourself again. Decide yes/no in minutes. Set one clear boundary without guilt. Feel like yourself again by midday. Get the Starter Toolkit - Begin in 15 Minutes. 🎧 Enjoyed this episode? Follow the show so next week's episode is waiting for you automatically. Leave a review it takes two minutes and helps the next woman who needs this find it. If someone came to mind while you were listening, send her this episode. She needs permission to try this too. 🔗 Connect + Continue Come find me on Instagram: @yourutmostself 🧭 Ready for the next step? Everything you need is at Your Utmost Self.

  7. Jun 29

    3 Lies Keeping You Stuck (And Exactly What to Say Back)

    There is a voice in your head that has been talking you out of your own life for a long time. And what makes it so dangerous is not that it sounds harsh or cruel, it sounds like wisdom, responsibility and the realistic version of you. But it is lying to you. In this episode, I am giving you the exact words to say back. WHAT YOU'LL HEAR IN THIS EPISODE: We are taking on three lies, the ones that sound the most reasonable, the most self-aware, and the most responsible and squashing every single one of them. Then I am handing you two scripts for each: one for when the voice shows up in your own head, and one for when someone you love says it out loud. Lie #1 "I've tried things before and nothing ever creates lasting change for someone like me." This lie uses your own history as evidence against you. We are going to look at what that evidence actually proves — and it is not what the voice has been telling you. Lie #2 "I don't even know who I am anymore. I wouldn't even know where to start." This one sounds like honest self-awareness. It is the quietest lie and the most damaging. And the truth underneath it changes everything about when you are allowed to begin. Lie #3  "My circumstances just won't allow it right now." The most sophisticated lie of the three, because it is built entirely from real, true, legitimate facts about your life. Here is what it does with all of that real information — and why it has been costing you more than you realize. Plus, before we get to the lies, we are talking about the guilt that sits underneath all three of them. Because for most ambitious mothers, these lies are not just intellectual beliefs. They are guilt management strategies. And that needs to be addressed first. THE SIX SCRIPTS — GET THEM HERE: All six word-for-word scripts from today's episode are on a free cheat sheet at yourutmost.com/56. One page. Yours to keep. Go grab them while you listen.  YOUR ONE THING THIS WEEK: Pick the lie that has had the most power over you. Not the most familiar, the one that has cost you the most. Go back to that script. Say it out loud. Wherever you are right now. The lie has had the floor long enough. READY TO GO DEEPER? When you are ready to do this work with someone walking alongside you rather than doing it alone in your car, come spend an hour with me.  Wednesday's at 11:00 AM Central, I host a free live session where we do the honest inventory together, get clarity on who you actually are beyond your roles, and leave with real momentum already in motion. Reserve your seat: yourutmost.com/identityreset CONNECT + SUBSCRIBE If this episode met you where you are, share it with one woman who needs to hear it and subscribe so you don't miss what's coming next. You are more than everyone's everything. You are someone. If this episode met you somewhere real, tell me where. Identity Reset Starter Toolkit Roles run your day. You react, overcommit, and are everything to everyone, but you're unsure who "you" are anymore. You didn't lose yourself. You went quiet. This toolkit changes that. Get 3 Tools (Video, Worksheet, and Script) for: Faster yes/no decisionsCleaner boundaries with less guiltMore energy by midday Yes, Get My Toolk ✨ 3 Words to Recognize and Reconnect With the Woman Beyond the Roles. A 15‑minute first step to faster decisions, guilt‑free boundaries, and feeling like yourself again. Decide yes/no in minutes. Set one clear boundary without guilt. Feel like yourself again by midday. Get the Starter Toolkit - Begin in 15 Minutes. 🎧 Enjoyed this episode? Follow the show so next week's episode is waiting for you automatically. Leave a review it takes two minutes and helps the next woman who needs this find it. If someone came to mind while you were listening, send her this episode. She needs permission to try this too. 🔗 Connect + Continue Come find me on Instagram: @yourutmostself 🧭 Ready for the next step? Everything you need is at Your Utmost Self.

  8. Jun 22

    She Almost Missed Her Own Life (And She's Not the Only One)

    Have you ever looked up from a life that looks full, good marriage, kids you love, work that matters, and felt completely hollow? Like you're doing all the things but missing yourself somewhere inside all of it? That is what we are talking about today. She was a researcher who spent a decade studying wholehearted living and realized one day she was not living a single thing on her own list. What happened next changed everything and it maps exactly onto what I see happen for every ambitious woman who finally decides she's done going quiet. We walk through three turning points that brought her back to herself. Honest inventory. Intentional design. Showing up and living there. And I'm going to show you why those same three phases are exactly what stands between where you are right now and the life that actually feels like yours. If you have been running on empty, going through the motions, and carrying that 2am question, whether this is really all there is, this episode is your answer. INSIDE THE EPISODE Why feeling lost is an invitation, and what that actually means for where you are right now.What the Identity Eraser Effect is, how it happened to you without you even noticing, and why it is not your fault.The three phases every woman walks through on her way back to herself and which one you're probably stuck in right now.Why awareness alone is never enough, and what has to come after it for anything to actually change.What it looks like to live in your own rhythm again, not in a dramatic, life-blowing-up way, but on an ordinary Tuesday that finally feels like yours.NEXT STEP RESOURCE Put you back into your life and feel like you again. Free live workshop, Become You Again: Your 60-Minute Identity Reset. Held on Wednesday’s, at 11am Central. This is where we do this work together in real time. Come with your questions, come with your honest inventory, and leave with a plan. Register here: yourutmost.com/identityreset Start immediately with the Identity Reset Starter Pack; a free resource to finding yourself again in 7-minutes at yourutmost.com/starterpack If this episode cracked something open for you, send to a woman who needs to hear it. You already know who she is. You are more than everyone's everything. You are someone. If this episode met you somewhere real, tell me where. Identity Reset Starter Toolkit Roles run your day. You react, overcommit, and are everything to everyone, but you're unsure who "you" are anymore. You didn't lose yourself. You went quiet. This toolkit changes that. Get 3 Tools (Video, Worksheet, and Script) for: Faster yes/no decisionsCleaner boundaries with less guiltMore energy by midday Yes, Get My Toolk ✨ 3 Words to Recognize and Reconnect With the Woman Beyond the Roles. A 15‑minute first step to faster decisions, guilt‑free boundaries, and feeling like yourself again. Decide yes/no in minutes. Set one clear boundary without guilt. Feel like yourself again by midday. Get the Starter Toolkit - Begin in 15 Minutes. 🎧 Enjoyed this episode? Follow the show so next week's episode is waiting for you automatically. Leave a review it takes two minutes and helps the next woman who needs this find it. If someone came to mind while you were listening, send her this episode. She needs permission to try this too. 🔗 Connect + Continue Come find me on Instagram: @yourutmostself 🧭 Ready for the next step? Everything you need is at Your Utmost Self.

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Do you look in the mirror and think "I don't even recognize myself anymore"? Do you feel invisible, exhausted, and completely disconnected from the woman you were before life became about everyone else? You just got quieter as everything else got louder. You didn't disappear all at once. It happened slowly,  in every moment you smoothed it over, kept the peace, told yourself you'd deal with it later. Until later became never, and the woman you used to be became someone you can barely remember. You're not broken. You're not too far gone. You got lost in the loving. Your Utmost Life is the podcast for moms who are done going through the motions of a life that looks fine on the outside and feels hollow on the inside, and are ready to find their way back to themselves. Every week, Misty Celli helps women who feel invisible in the middle of their own families reconnect with who they actually are, rediscover what they actually want, and start building a life that finally feels like theirs. This isn't about doing more or becoming someone new. It's about coming back to who you've always been. You are more than everyone's everything. You are someone.

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    Misty Celli | Identity & Self-Leadership Coach
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    63
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