Upcoming Trial of Nathan Chasing Horse April 14, 2025

Marina Crane

This is a series of short videos regarding my personal experience encounters with Nathan Chasing Horse. from my initial contact with him in 2006 spanning 19 years. These podcast briefly give an explanation of how I first met and decided on how to deal with Nathan Chasing Horse's behavior. It also comes with a warning of sensitive issues around gender based violence. It's also a journey of self discovery. I appreciate trusting people who are not therapists or greedy spiritual practitioners. Most of my academic life I've had non-indigenous academic mansplaining me.

  1. Oct 25

    Gender Enslavement

    In this conversation, Marina Crane explores her experiences as an Indigenous artist and the complexities surrounding the history of residential schools and Indigenous slavery. She emphasizes the importance of understanding generational trauma, the differences in experiences among Indigenous peoples, and the historical context that shapes current narratives. The conversation explores the historical and ongoing impacts of colonialism, enslavement, and systemic oppression on Indigenous peoples, emphasizing their agency and resistance. It also delves into the intersections of gender, identity, and the societal constructs that shape the experiences of Indigenous women, alongside reflections on broader societal issues. Takeaways Generational trauma impacts identityUnderstanding history is crucial Indigenous agency is crucialSystemic oppression persists today Chapters 00:00 The Artist's Voice and Identity01:03 Reflections on Residential Schools04:20 Generational Trauma and Healing09:34 Understanding Indigenous Experiences12:39 Historical Context of Indigenous Slavery19:08 The Legacy of Colonialism25:56 The Salem Witch Trials and Indigenous Enslavement32:05 Racialization and Indigenous Identity39:24 The Complexity of Indigenous Slavery43:44 Agency and Resistance of Indigenous Peoples50:02 The Legacy of Colonialism and Enslavement54:44 The Impact of Systemic Oppression01:01:15 Gender Dynamics and Indigenous Identity01:08:12 Fascism, Masculinity, and Racialization01:19:05 Reflections on Life and Identity

  2. Oct 22

    It is a critique of respect, accountability, and authenticity

    The conversation revolves around Marina Crane's critique of a retreat organized for Indigenous youth, highlighting issues of respect, responsibility, and systemic racism within the organization. Marina shares her experiences and observations regarding the treatment of elders and youth, the lack of accountability for substance use, and the need for better integration of Indigenous perspectives in youth programs. The conversation delves into the complexities of Indigenous identity, systemic racism, and the challenges faced by Indigenous youth in reconnecting with their culture. Marina Crane shares personal experiences and critiques societal perceptions while emphasizing the importance of understanding historical trauma and fostering genuine support for Indigenous communities. Takeaways Critique of Indigenous youth retreatImportance of elder involvement Understanding historical traumaImportance of cultural reconnection Chapters 00:00 Introduction to the Retreat Experience00:50 Historical Context and Personal Background02:54 Issues of Substance Use and Responsibility05:35 Systemic Racism and Employment Challenges10:38 Elder Disrespect and Program Dynamics18:14 Cultural Misunderstandings and Ceremony37:49 Personal Reflections and Future Directions39:29 The Weight of Historical Trauma41:51 Cultural Disconnection and Identity44:09 Navigating Systemic Racism45:46 The Complexity of Feminism and Identity50:07 The Role of Education and Support01:04:18 Critique of Current Support Systems01:21:30 Empowering Indigenous Youth

  3. Oct 10

    "women are a thousand times more narcissistic than men"

    The conversation explores themes of narcissism, particularly in the context of women's behavior and its impact on their relationships and children. Marina Crane reflects on her personal experiences and societal observations, emphasizing the need for self-awareness and education to break cycles of narcissistic behavior. The conversation delves into the psychological dynamics of bullying, control, and the impact of narcissism on relationships, particularly in the context of public figures like Obama and Trump, as well as personal experiences with community dynamics and trauma. Marina Crane shares her insights on the importance of self-reflection, mental health, and the complexities of human relationships, especially regarding indigenous women's experiences with systemic issues and personal trauma. The conversation explores the complexities of love, addiction, and the impact of societal structures on individual behavior, particularly focusing on the experiences of Indigenous women and the need for holistic healing approaches. It emphasizes the importance of community support, the dangers of patriarchal systems, and the necessity of re-indigenization for true healing and leadership. Takeaways Narcissism affects women's relationshipsSelf-awareness is crucial for growth Power dynamics in relationshipsImportance of self-reflection Community support is vitalRe-indigenization is essential for healing Chapters 00:00 Introduction to Narcissism and Personal Journey02:57 The Impact of Narcissism on Women06:02 Understanding Narcissistic Behavior in Society09:00 The Role of Women in Narcissistic Dynamics12:01 Self-Reflection and Parenting Challenges14:53 Intergenerational Trauma and Narcissism17:46 The Case of Nathan Chasing Horse21:05 Boundaries and Personal Growth24:02 Narcissism in Public Figures: A Case Study on Trump37:42 The Dynamics of Bullying and Control41:07 Sovereignty and Community Challenges45:45 Understanding Narcissism and Its Effects51:01 The Impact of Identity and Scapegoating58:14 Intergenerational Trauma and Systemic Issues01:10:22 The Addictive Nature of Romantic Love01:15:38 The Nature of Love and Addiction01:18:32 Collective Healing and Community Support01:19:56 Matriarchal Leadership and Societal Structures01:20:52 Rematriation and Land Stewardship01:22:47 The Impact of Education on Society01:23:12 The Role of Adults in Education01:25:40 The Consequences of Ignoring Science01:26:27 The Struggles of Indigenous Identity01:30:00 Violence Against Indigenous Women01:31:20 The Dangers of Man Camps01:35:06 Self-Betrayal and Healing01:42:32 The Journey of Healing and Boundaries01:48:28 Understanding Narcissism and Healthy Relationships

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This is a series of short videos regarding my personal experience encounters with Nathan Chasing Horse. from my initial contact with him in 2006 spanning 19 years. These podcast briefly give an explanation of how I first met and decided on how to deal with Nathan Chasing Horse's behavior. It also comes with a warning of sensitive issues around gender based violence. It's also a journey of self discovery. I appreciate trusting people who are not therapists or greedy spiritual practitioners. Most of my academic life I've had non-indigenous academic mansplaining me.