Holy F Christian Podcast

Allison Evelyn (Hamstra)
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Welcome to Holy F, the Christian podcast that unveils jaw-dropping God stories to make you say...HOLY. F. (Yes, F.) As in Holy Father. Holy Faith. Holy Freedom. As a Christian podcast for women and men, bust out your earbuds. Turn up the volume. In each episode, I'll unveil a story to ignite bold belief and newfound confidence in Christ. We'll sink into raw, real stories of mental health, emotional struggles, difficult life circumstances, and the very real, valid things we think we're so alone experiencing. Through the power of testimony, every episode explores a unique story with purposeful intention. We'll take brass knuckles to the enemy's doubt and simmer into stories of our Lord, Praise you Jesus!, and walk out of each episode with bolstered belief, newfound hope, and an ounce more Christ confidence! As a Christian podcast on anxiety, depression, people pleasing, worry, fear and so much more, here, you are safe. You are seen. You are not alone. With every single hard-hitting story, epiphany, and unexpected perspective shift from life, people around the world, we will crank up our spirit of belief and amplify our mustard seed. Ready to step into this prayer closet meets cozy living room meets laughter filled coffee shop? Amazing. Come join me. :)

  1. 10/07/2025

    How to Find a Mentor & What Real Mentorship Looks Like with Tonya Edwards

    If you're seeking a mentor, would love someone to pour into you, or are praying for someone wise to show up and counsel you...but don't know what that looks like, this episode is going to BLESS you.  Tonya Edwards has been my personal mentor and dear friend for years. Her teaching on generational connections and the power of mentorship changed my life. Now, she's sharing her wisdom that transformed my life - publicly here with you.   Tonya breaks down practical wisdom on what to look for in a mentor, how to approach those relationships with humility and honesty, and why "relational equity" is so vital. One of my favorite moments is when Tonya tells the story of her mother's obedience to God's prompting she witnessed growing up — a beautiful reminder that even the smallest "yes" to the Holy Spirit can change lives. You're going to walk away with hope and newfound excitement about what real mentorship is and who could be around the corner for you - as a mentor or...mentee. :) Episode Breakdown: 00:00 Introduction and Welcome 01:09 Tonya's Background and Journey 05:38 The Importance of Vulnerability in Mentorship 09:23 Biblical Foundations of Mentorship 17:49 Characteristics of a Good Mentor 30:54 Generational Mentorship and Personal Testimonies 34:15 The Power of Vulnerability and Honest Conversations 36:11 Challenges in Seeking and Offering Mentorship 39:17 Humility and the Importance of Asking for Help 47:58 God's Use of Imperfect People 50:23 A Mother's Obedience to the Holy Spirit 54:42 Final Reflections and Surprises in Faith 🎧 Subscribe & Share — If this conversation encouraged you, send it to a friend and leave a review to help others find Holy F! the podcast.     Allison's Website: AllisonEvelyn.com Allison Evelyn IG: https://www.instagram.com/allisonevelyn_/ Holy F Christian Podcast IG: https://www.instagram.com/holyfthepodcast/ Holy Father. Holy Faith. Holy Freedom!

    57 min

  2. 09/02/2025

    Chronic Health as a Christian + Living in the Tension with Kaylan Coke

    If health challenges (physical, mental or otherwise) have had you question how to move forward or God's faithfulness, this is going to be such a hopeful, understanding, eye witnessing conversation. In this episode, my sister, Kalyn Koch, shares how her life flipped inwardly and outwardly after giving her life to Jesus in her living room.  From leaving a corporate job to stepping into full-time ministry, you'll hear about walking through living counter culturally. Kaylan and I both get real about our struggles with chronic health as Christians. Someone is going to be so comforted as Kaylan talks about learning when to take action, when to rest, and how to fully lean on God and community for strength. Get ready to hear about the tension between challenge and breakthrough; it's powerful.  Episode Breakdown: 00:00 Introduction and Guest Welcome 01:27 Kalyn's Journey to Faith 04:31 Transition to Missionary Work 06:41 Daily Life as a Missionary 12:30 Challenges and Tensions in Faith 22:30 The Importance of Community and Support 31:14 Navigating Health and Work Balance 36:18 Seeking Guidance from God in Daily Life 37:38 Navigating Health Challenges with Faith 38:33 The Power of Vulnerability and Grace 40:45 Balancing Personal Needs and Social Expectations 43:09 Trusting God's Plan Amidst Uncertainty 44:49 The Importance of Community Support 55:16 Embracing New Seasons and Roles 58:28 Discovering Your True Self in Christ 01:03:02 Final Reflections and Encouragement 🎧 Subscribe & Share — If this episode encouraged you, send it to a friend and leave a review so more listeners can hear the hope and truth of Jesus through Holy F! the podcast. Kaylan's IG: https://www.instagram.com/itskayco/ Kaylan's Newsletter:  https://kaylan-coke.epistle.org/subscribe?fbclid=PAZXh0bgNhZW0CMTEAAacxQNl3lEcYnFUKtxya6m1-dBiSEeiSRI_lnvIQfavPPwd-67KuNtmDScRKVw_aem_HlvCgez0fSP9ARCz9Lh9SA  Circuit Riders https://www.instagram.com/circuitriders/  Allison's Website: http://AllisonEvelyn.com   Allison Evelyn IG: https://www.instagram.com/allisonevelyn_/ Holy F Christian Podcast IG: https://www.instagram.com/holyfthepodcast/ Holy Father. Holy Faith. Holy Freedom!

    1h 7m

  3. 07/30/2025

    ​"Why I Got Baptized Again"- Reclaiming A Relationship with God Thru Anger, Rebellion and His Faithfulness: ​A Dialogue with Logan Huff

    *Trigger Warning: The topic of suicide is a part of this story. It's spoken about through a lens of heartbreak, devestation, and walking through it as a loved one whose lost someone they love. Details about the event are not divulged.*  If you've been feeling lukewarm in your faith, had hard things happen that have you question God or are considering getting baptized (including if you were baptized already as a child), this heartfelt conversation is going to stir someone's spirit.    While Logan Huff - my dear friend and sister - grew up in church, she describes how her whimsical faith began to change when the hardships of the world began to add up.    After years of distancing from God, Logan shares the event that sparked understandably immense anger with God. It was one of the most devestating, awful, darkest things that can happen with a loved one. In the aftermath, her world flipped upside down and found herself isolating. It was from and ultimately through that anger that God drew her back to a relationship with Him. What God began to do after in Logan's testimony is so powerful.    The episode delves into the: *The importance and power of community, whether you have trouble opening up now or are praying for friends in Jesus - what is possible *The significance of baptism, including if you were baptized as a child and are considering doing so again as an adult *Very tangible, real examples of resilience that faith brings, both in moments of joy and in trial.    In this sincere discussion about living out one's faith authentically, including with and not shying away from addressing some of life's hardest events and devestations, you'll hear:    *Logan's Running Journey and Faith *Struggles, from College Years to Hard Events, and Rediscovery of Faith *The Decision to Get Rebaptized *Coffee Shop Conversations and Spiritual Growth *Finding Faith in the Church *Deciding to Get Baptized *The Baptism Experience *The Raw Realness of Spiritual Warfare after Baptism, Why to Not Be Overcome by Fear of That and Resilience *The Power and Possibilities of Christian Community *Final Thoughts and Encouragement   🎧 Subscribe & Share If this podcast spoke to you, share it with a friend and leave a review to help more listeners discover the healing power of Holy F! the podcast. Logan's Running Instagram "Lauren and Logan" https://www.instagram.com/laurenandlogan/  Podcast Referenced: "A Messy Conversation About Modesty" with Sadie Robertson-Huff and Korie Robertson on Whoa That's Good Podcast https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/a-messy-conversation-about-modesty-sadie-robertson/id1433974017?i=1000584449647  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=euvfxG4YTUY  Allison's Website: AllisonEvelyn.com  Allison Evelyn IG:  https://www.instagram.com/allisonevelyn_/  Holy F Christian Podcast IG: https://www.instagram.com/holyfthepodcast/  Holy Father. Holy Faith. Holy Freedom!

    48 min

  4. 07/15/2025

    "I Will Never Be an Entrepreneur. All I Want is Safety and Security" -From Global, Multi-Business Founder, Tiffany Alysa-Accardi

    What if you're not behind—what if you're right where God has placed you, on a path towards His vision, simply based on each obedient yes?  Raised by her grandmother, Tiffany grew up not feeling chosen. So she did what so many of us do, Tiffany strove to be perfect. The Good girl. To do nothing wrong. She focused on safety and security. Get a secure corporate job. Climb that ladder. Stay. Safe. Be. Loved.  God had a very different, mind-blowing vision in mind for Tiffany's life.  Tiffany Alyssa Cardi - struggling in her own loneliness and hardships and seeking friends as a single woman in a new town - decided to try something. She had no idea if anyone would show up, not knowing the world was about to be dramatically impacted. Tiffany's one act of obedience led her to be the founder of Gals That Brunch, a global community movement that started with one morning meal and now reaches over 200,000 women in 155 cities across 33 countries. 🙌 This episode is about so much more than brunch—this is about stewardship, vision, and God's timing. Tiffany shares how God walked with her through media, ministry, and entrepreneurship—including (this was one of my BIGGEST questions!) how she bought an Airbnb in Italy and is now launching her own olive oil company (yes, really 🍈🇮🇹). All while helping women rise into their God-given callings. In this conversation of hope and encouragement, no matter your past, no matter what your family of origin looked like, listen in on:  ✨ The surprising story behind founding Gals That Brunch ✨ Why in-person connection is still so powerful in a digital age ✨ How to navigate faith in secular spaces without shrinking back ✨ What discipline, stewardship, and vulnerability really look like in the daily walk ✨ Tiffany's leap of faith that led her to international entrepreneurship ✨ Encouragement for anyone who feels "late," behind, or like they've missed their moment Whether you feel God calling you to launch a dream or want to finally feel the hope and confidence of Christ in everyday life, this conversation will stir something in your spirit. It's a reminder that God's vision never returns void—but it does ask for your "yes." Buckle up​! 🎧 Subscribe & Share If this podcast spoke to you, share it with a friend and leave a review to help more listeners discover the healing power of Holy F! the podcast. Tiffany Alysa-Accardi's Website https://tiffanyalysa.com/www.tiffanyalysa.com  Tiffany's Instagram https://www.instagram.com/tiffanyalysa/?hl=en  Gals that Brunch https://www.galsthatbrunch.com/ Article about Tiffany https://boldjourney.com/meet-tiffany-alysa-accardi/  Allison's Website AllisonEvelyn.com  Allison Evelyn IG:  https://www.instagram.com/allisonevelyn_/  Holy F Christian Podcast IG: https://www.instagram.com/holyfthepodcast/  Holy Father. Holy Faith. Holy Freedom!

    1h 18m

  5. 07/11/2025

    Single, Christian, and in Your 30s: The Silent Aches No One Talks About

    Last year, I wrote an article about the pain of reaching age 32 as a Christian and still being unmarried.  Because with all my heart I looked to trust the Lord, to love Jesus, and...slapping verses on my emotions didn't mean I felt constant, hopeful joy in many of the realities and confusions I faced. I did not and will not sugar coat how I felt before meeting my now husband.   I was jaw-dropped at the number of messages and DMs I received from that article. It showed something. The loneliness and unique pain of being a single Christian over age 30 is a big deal, and there are silent pains and isolations I felt called to bring into the light.    In this episode, you'll sit with me as I share things I really haven't heard talked about anywhere else.    *Buying a home single...and how devastating that was *Examples of conversations and sentences that can be so hurtful as a single Christian in your 30s...that feel impossible to admit  *Some of the things I witnessed in ministry that weren't wrong and are beautiful, but felt like a proverbial knife again and again *The exhaustion from doing so much of life and decisions alone - for so long  *The struggle and question around advice that only focuses on the words "Trust God" - without the other pieces involved    Someone today is going to feel witnessed. Someone is going to feel seen.    The heartbeat of this episode is you know you're NOT alone. That you are SEEN.    Our stories may not match exactly, but the pain of our unique shared experience I sense will still connect us. I pray this episode sheds a light to address some of these shackles.      00:00 Introduction and Episode Overview 00:54 The Unique Pain of Singleness in Your Thirties 01:24 Addressing the Validity of Singlehood Emotions 06:39 The Impact of Church Leadership on Singlehood Perception 18:22 Personal Struggles and God's Guidance 23:18 The Challenges of Managing Life Solo 26:35 Empathy and Understanding for Singlehood 45:44 Hope and Encouragement for the Future   🎧 Subscribe & Share If this podcast spoke to you, share it with a friend and leave a review to help more listeners discover the healing power of Holy F! the podcast. Allison's Website AllisonEvelyn.com  Allison Evelyn IG:  https://www.instagram.com/allisonevelyn_/  Holy F Christian Podcast IG: https://www.instagram.com/holyfthepodcast/  Holy Father. Holy Faith. Holy Freedom!

    54 min

  6. 06/10/2025

    The Truth About Preparing for Marriage with Pastor John Crawford

    The #1 topic I hear intense stress, worry, and anxiety about is this: Romantic relationships - Specifically, dating and marriage.  That's why this episode is going to ignite transformative relief and INCREDIBLE clarity.  You're about to hear Christ-centered, practical insights from the pastor who led my husband and I's powerful, life-changing premarital counseling (and is the pastor who married us!) Pastor John Crawford, an executive pastor at Redemption Church Temp, has hosted a massive amount of premarital counseling and pastoral counseling. He shares from a place of lived experience and walking with individuals and couples for many years.  You'll hear:  The unexpected story of John met his amazing wife  How Pastor John did his wife's hair on their first date (and the funniest part about it!)  The difference of dating and marriage where Christ is at the center  Why dating and marriage in Christ carry SO much freedom  An amazing metaphor for worrying and how God does NOT want you to feel crushed under the weight of worry The danger of having a checklist for a future spouse When you see a 90-year-old couple, what to remember and see in that  The 2 dating criteria my previous therapist gave me (who was a pastor for twenty years) - IT IS SO GOOD  Addressing the fears and uneasiness people have about premarital counseling The WILD homework John had us do in premarital counseling that some listeners will find shocking and scary...but I promise, it was SO GOOD  John talks about marriage in the sweetest way. His wife is his best friend and they've been married almost half his life now. His wisdom on dating, engagement, preparing for marriage and marriage itself has been absolutely life-changing and is going to serve someone listening SO WELL.  Buckle up​! 🎧 Subscribe & Share If this podcast spoke to you, share it with a friend and leave a review to help more listeners discover the healing power of Holy F! the podcast. Redemption Tempe's Website https://tempe.redemptionaz.com/  Allison's Website AllisonEvelyn.com  Allison Evelyn IG:  https://www.instagram.com/allisonevelyn_/  Holy F Christian Podcast IG: https://www.instagram.com/holyfthepodcast/  Holy Father. Holy Faith. Holy Freedom!

    1h 8m

  7. 06/09/2025

    You're Not Lazy, You're Overwhelmed. Let's Break Down How Jesus Project Managed

    This week, these words hit me: "Jesus was the ultimate project manager. Jesus project managed miracles!"  Maybe there's a vision or project you can't seem to get yourself to begin or finish. You want to feel inspired and know "for sure" exactly what to do next to make this idea happen, but you feel stuck when you try to move forward. There are many times it's not that we're lazy...it's that we're overwhelmed.  And when God puts a calling, I've seen this: VAGUENESS KILLS VISION.  That's why I am SO JAW DROPPED at the revelation I had rereading one of Jesus' most famous miracles.  There is a project management and practicality to supernatural goals that Jesus has to offer.  Jesus wants to bring order to chaos.  This episode is going to share exactly a way Jesus brought order to chaos and the structure He wants to give you TODAY!  Mess is a natural part of life, yes, but...That calling? Ministry, business, book, podcast, relational goal? Someone listening is going to realize life doesn't need to feel as scattered and messy as it does right now.  With real life examples meets Jesus' famous miracle that was amplified by strategic order...get excited. We're about to clean up some clutter, reduce overwhelm and ignite your next, crispy steps so you can move forward with confidence!  🎧 Subscribe & Share If this podcast spoke to you, share it with a friend and leave a review to help more listeners discover the healing power of Holy F! the podcast. Allison's Website AllisonEvelyn.com  Allison Evelyn IG:  https://www.instagram.com/allisonevelyn_/  Holy F Christian Podcast IG: https://www.instagram.com/holyfthepodcast/  Holy Father. Holy Faith. Holy Freedom!

    40 min

  8. 05/15/2025

    I Can't Have an Eating Disorder AND Be a Christian "Good Girl"...Can I? - With Ashlyn Carter

    "I was so focused on being the good girl...I didn't think things like this could happen to girls like me." Meet Ashlyn, whose voice is a sweet Alabama balm. And whose story is going to change someone's life.  Ashlyn Carter—incredible wife, mom of 3, entrepreneur, and artist - shares her raw, redemptive conversation about healing from an eating disorder, the cost of perfectionism, and the lies the enemy tries to twist about things we normalize.  Her and I? We had no idea we had Eating Disorders that were ravaging our lives.  Ashlyn suffered from years of hidden struggles with disordered eating, not believing she had one even when brought into partial-hospitalization. She shares the full-circle moment of finally seeking help, the surprising way God showed up, and how Scripture and support carried her through one of the darkest times of her life. We relate and converse on real life details that many people have never heard before relayed regarding eating disorders.  Ashlyn's story and wisdom will meet you right where you are—whether you're in the middle of your own struggle or learning to share your testimony boldly and bravely. 💬 In this episode, we talk about: The quiet grip of eating disorders and why they don't always look how we expect What Ashlyn learned about herself and about God through the healing process, including the partial hospitalization where she did NOT want to be  Why Ashlyn's parents, due to the severity of her Eating Disorder, thought she might need to call of her wedding the night before  The tools that helped Ashlyn recover (in addition to scripture and God, very specific, tangible tools The importance of sharing your story after the wound is covered Why our testimonies matter—like the specific line Allison heard God speak in the morning before this interview: Matthew 26 🕊️ This episode is a reminder that God doesn't waste a single thing. No matter what you've been through or are navigating, your journey is NOT in vain.  A quote that most stands out to me from this episode? "When anyone asks what I am most proud of, that's it. Not because of anything I did but because I survived that season."  📖 Scriptures Mentioned: Matthew 26:13 – "...what she has done will also be told in memory of her." Romans 8:28 – "In all things, God works for the good of those who love Him..." ❤️‍🩹 Mental Health Resources: If you or someone you love is struggling with an eating disorder or perfectionism, know that you're not alone. My prayer is for anyone who feels alone to feel seen and break free. There is so much power in telling someone: To please, with sincerest love, reach out to a safe and trusted counselor, pastor, or mental health professional. 🎧 Subscribe & Share If this story moved you, share it with a friend and leave a review to help more listeners discover the healing power of Holy F! the podcast. Ashlyn's Website:  https://ashlynwrites.com/  Ashlyn's IG: https://www.instagram.com/ashlynscarter/  Allison's Website AllisonEvelyn.com  Allison Evelyn IG:  https://www.instagram.com/allisonevelyn_/  Holy F Christian Podcast IG: https://www.instagram.com/holyfthepodcast/  Holy Father. Holy Faith. Holy Freedom!

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Welcome to Holy F, the Christian podcast that unveils jaw-dropping God stories to make you say...HOLY. F. (Yes, F.) As in Holy Father. Holy Faith. Holy Freedom. As a Christian podcast for women and men, bust out your earbuds. Turn up the volume. In each episode, I'll unveil a story to ignite bold belief and newfound confidence in Christ. We'll sink into raw, real stories of mental health, emotional struggles, difficult life circumstances, and the very real, valid things we think we're so alone experiencing. Through the power of testimony, every episode explores a unique story with purposeful intention. We'll take brass knuckles to the enemy's doubt and simmer into stories of our Lord, Praise you Jesus!, and walk out of each episode with bolstered belief, newfound hope, and an ounce more Christ confidence! As a Christian podcast on anxiety, depression, people pleasing, worry, fear and so much more, here, you are safe. You are seen. You are not alone. With every single hard-hitting story, epiphany, and unexpected perspective shift from life, people around the world, we will crank up our spirit of belief and amplify our mustard seed. Ready to step into this prayer closet meets cozy living room meets laughter filled coffee shop? Amazing. Come join me. :)

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  • Creator
    Allison Evelyn (Hamstra)
  • Years Active
    2K
  • Episodes
    18
  • Rating
    Clean
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    © 2025
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