Edge of My Seat

Miki Agrawal

TUSHY Launches Edge of My Seat: A Bold New Podcast Unpacking Power, Pain, and Personal Cleanups — Hosted by Founder Miki Agrawal. They've all hit rock bottom—and they're telling TUSHY founder Miki Agrawal all about it. This April 23rd, the bidet brand that brought clean butts into the mainstream is turning its attention to emotional hygiene with the launch of Edge of My Seat, a provocative new podcast that dives deep into the shittiest moments of these leaders' lives—and what they did to clean them up, just like a TUSHY bidet.Edge of My Seat is a two-part podcast series that features radically honest conversations with cultural disruptors and business leaders who have shaped the world—and been shaped by it. Each episode is released in two parts: 🚙Part 1: A rapid-fire joyride through life's biggest themes—money, love, power, sex, success, friendship (and yes, bidets)—while driving around in a Cybertruck. 🎙Part 2: A sit-down soul dive, beginning with the guest recounting the sh*ttiest moment of their life and what they did to transform it. Think emotional alchemy with a side of toilet humor. 🎧Tune in on Wednesdays to see how breakdowns can led to breakthroughs.

  1. 05/28/2025

    Crisis, Courage, and Creative Integrity | Radha Agrawal's Moment of Truth

    In this episode of "Edge of My Seat," host and founder of TUSHY, Miki Agrawal, sits down with her identical twin sister Radha Agrawal, founder of Daybreaker and community builder, to revisit one of the most intense moments of her life: the day she prepared to lose everything she had built. We dive into the minutes before that meeting—Radha sitting in the Upper West Side, meditating, breathing, grounding herself to face a room full of lawyers who were about to take her company away. She opens up about the heartbreak of walking away from five years of devotion with nothing to show for it, the emotional reckoning that followed, and the role that dance played in her healing and return to joy. Plus, we talk about the bravery of staying present in the face of loss—and how healing often begins when we choose to keep our hearts open anyway. Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life's messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered. It's a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again. Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life's darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole. Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins. Check out hellotushy.com!

    41 min
  2. 05/21/2025

    Grief, Chaos, and Coming Home to the Self | Emily Fletcher's Deep Reset

    In this episode of "Edge of My Seat," host and founder of TUSHY, Miki Agrawal, sits down with Emily Fletcher, founder of ZIVA Meditation, to explore what happens when everything in your life feels like it's falling apart—at once. We dive into a season of unraveling: a breakup, a move out of New York City, her son's illness, her mother falling sick, and the unexpected physical changes of perimenopause—all colliding in a matter of weeks. Emily opens up about the emotional weight of that time—how sadness, anger, fear, and exhaustion brought her to her edge—and what it taught her about capacity, presence, and grace. Plus, we talk about the power of naming our limits, the strength in admitting "I'm at my max," and how surrender can be the first step back to center. Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life's messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered. It's a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again. Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life's darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole. Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins. Check out hellotushy.com!

    28 min
  3. 05/14/2025

    Identity, Divorce, and Self-Reinvention | Kimbal Musk's Rebuild

    In this episode of "Edge of My Seat," host and founder of TUSHY, Miki Agrawal, sits down with Kimbal Musk, chef, entrepreneur, and Tesla board member, to reflect on the deeply personal unraveling that came with divorce—and the slow process of becoming someone new. We dive into the emotional fog that followed the end of his marriage, explore the concept of "open loops"—the patterns we repeat when we're disconnected from reality—and uncover how grief, sadness, and reflection led Kimbal back to himself. He shares how heartbreak changed the way he relates to love, creativity, and feedback from the world around him. Plus, we talk about the imperfect beauty of relationships, the wisdom that comes with loss, and how transformation often begins with simply being willing to feel it all. Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life's messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered. It's a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again. Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life's darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole. Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins. Check out hellotushy.com!

    45 min
  4. 05/07/2025

    Addiction, Redemption, and Sobriety | Justin McLeod's Second Chance

    In this episode of "Edge of My Seat," host and founder of TUSHY, Miki Agrawal, sits down with Justin McLeod, founder of Hinge, to revisit the night he woke up in a hospital bed with a 0.4 blood alcohol level—and the summer that changed everything. We dive into the moment his mother called the fire department, the chaos of addiction, and the internal tug-of-war between the part of him that wanted to break free and the part still clinging to escape. Justin shares how that experience led him into rehab, and how sobriety became the starting point of a deeper, more personal transformation. Plus, we talk about overstimulation, emotional numbness, and what it means to redefine your life—not around avoidance, but around truth, connection, and becoming someone you actually want to be. Edge of My Seat is a raw, riveting podcast about life's messiest moments—and what it really takes to clean them up. Hosted by taboo-smasher and TUSHY founder Miki Agrawal, each two-part episode kicks off with an unfiltered Cybertruck joyride, then dives into a soul-baring conversation about rock bottom—careers lost, identities unraveled, hearts shattered. It's a no-holds-barred journey from breakdown to breakthrough, with bold thinkers and cultural rebels getting radically honest about the shit that changed everything—and the emotional hygiene it took to rise again. Edge of My Seat is a metaphorical bidet for the human experience: blasting through the residue of life's darkest moments, and coming out the other side cleaner, clearer, and more whole. Because sometimes, the mess is where the magic begins. Check out hellotushy.com!

    33 min

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TUSHY Launches Edge of My Seat: A Bold New Podcast Unpacking Power, Pain, and Personal Cleanups — Hosted by Founder Miki Agrawal. They've all hit rock bottom—and they're telling TUSHY founder Miki Agrawal all about it. This April 23rd, the bidet brand that brought clean butts into the mainstream is turning its attention to emotional hygiene with the launch of Edge of My Seat, a provocative new podcast that dives deep into the shittiest moments of these leaders' lives—and what they did to clean them up, just like a TUSHY bidet.Edge of My Seat is a two-part podcast series that features radically honest conversations with cultural disruptors and business leaders who have shaped the world—and been shaped by it. Each episode is released in two parts: 🚙Part 1: A rapid-fire joyride through life's biggest themes—money, love, power, sex, success, friendship (and yes, bidets)—while driving around in a Cybertruck. 🎙Part 2: A sit-down soul dive, beginning with the guest recounting the sh*ttiest moment of their life and what they did to transform it. Think emotional alchemy with a side of toilet humor. 🎧Tune in on Wednesdays to see how breakdowns can led to breakthroughs.