Upon Awakening with Avalon Kalin

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  1. Transit Meditation: Abundance

    FEB 18

    Transit Meditation: Abundance

    Wednesday February 18th to Monday the 23rd, our sun transits Gate 55 in the Human Design astrological mandala. This gift moves us from Victimization to Freedom. This is a new collective Freedom coming from individual awakening. This Gate is at the center of the Gene Keys teachings. It represents a huge collective shift and new phase for humanity. Fear of lack and emptiness becomes trust in life, and a deeper Freedom. Victim consciousness may be the most defining characteristic of our time. Being aware of our true power as co-creators of this world will be a giant shift that we are already seeing the early stages of. Life is a gift. Experience is a gift. This moment is a gift. We experience the abundant nature of life and meet this world as co-creators, or we experience the illusion of separation from life and victim consciousness. Victim consciousness is an attitude towards life where our power and agency are placed outside of us. We complain and blame instead of taking responsibility for our own power. When we take responsibility for our lives, for our suffering, our shadows, our blame, we begin to dissolve the bars of our prison cell. We see the patterns and levels of awareness. We see our attitude and honor the gift from Source that has given us a co-creative role in this world, starting with our attitude towards it. We experience emotions and become aware of them. We experience emotions as shared energy and waves passing through us. We see the whole field is based on this experience, awareness, and understanding of vibrations. Like the net of Indra, we see all the jewels reflecting in our jewel in the net human experience and awareness on earth. This individual awakening is, in this way, “tied” to our collective awakening. We move from “I” to “We” and back to “I” again, but now as one humanity. We let go and trust in life. We feel the freedom of this truth that we are Free. We cannot control anything in this world, but maybe one thing: our attitude to it. This knowing is a very powerful freedom. It is a receiving of all that is here for us and receiving our part in that. In these days of Freedom, let us awaken to our own victim consciousness, be creators of this world responsible only for ourselves, contributing to the great collective shift on the planet, as we find abundance each in our own heart. The greatest Freedom is being free from the illusion we are separate from life. “As our consciousness begins to rise up on the pure awareness of our emotional system, we will finally see through the veil that has long held us captive. Once we are free from our minds in this way, we can truly create great poetry of our lives. We are entering into an era of great beauty – it will be a transcendent era in which creativity will rule and life itself will be experienced as art.” Richard Rudd Listen for meditations and more to presence this gift in these Days of Receiving. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit uponawakening.substack.com/subscribe

    33 min
  2. Transit Meditation: Listening

    FEB 3

    Transit Meditation: Listening

    This week our sun transits Gate 13: Listening. In these days of Listening. Listening is not hearing. Listening is absorbing the sound. It is listening to the whole story, the experience, the experiencer, the past, the whole problem, beyond any raw desire to accomplish a goal, It is Deep Listening. Deep Listening is actually Empathy. Empathy is to be within the other. This is growing and evolving collective awareness beyond individual experience, beyond the illusion of separation. It is the sensitivity of awareness itself experiencing itself. May we listen to our feelings with that universal self-witnessing. May we hear the story of history being played out in the collective, as simply the illusion of separation failing us. May we experience the natural optimism inherent in our awareness, our active listening, watching our desire and courage become compassion and release. May we join again each other in our listening, and experience the spaciousness and aliveness of god’s love for all in all. Echo of Your HeartJames Forshaw, my father’s only brother, wrote the lyrics to this song, Echo of Your Heart. It is about listening your heart by feeling how something feels. We are all echoes…everything you see and feel is an echo. I can’t find them published anywhere. Below is a link to the song and some text they put with it. You do not need an account to listen on soundcloud (just close that window if it pops up by clicking the “X” in the upper right corner). “Listen to your heart and it will always keep you on the right track. It connects to part of the universe and the source of love that our conscious mind mostly doesn’t.Home, Life, Love...Listen to your heart’s echo ❤️” This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit uponawakening.substack.com/subscribe

    42 min
  3. Transit Meditation: Sensitivity

    JAN 27

    Transit Meditation: Sensitivity

    This week Tuesday-Sunday (Jan27-Feb1) our sun transits Gate 19: Approach, Codependency, Sensitivity and Sacrifice. Where is our healthy Sacrifice? What is unhealthy Sacrifice? We naturally want to serve, serve community and individuals. We thrive when others thrive. But we can forget or misunderstand our own needs, not giving time or space for our needs, not growing in those spaces. This makes us susceptible to overwhelm in the energy waves of others. We are going to talk about sensitivity, codependency and what healthy sacrifice is ultimately about. We are experiencing agency here. And we are learning to share agency. Not only in teams, but as Synarchy, sharing our organizing authority. And not only Synarchy, but the personal initiation that elevates us to out of the collective shadow of Hierarchy. Sensitivity is all about energy and the sensitivity to others’ energy, as well as our more tribal responsibilities. The fear of being alone is here. We carry emotional experiences and eating habits related to this Sensitivity. Emotional Independence is the foundation. . To quote Richard Rudd in his book, Gene Keys; “When your heart and being open to sense the abundance of this energy throughout nature, you become for the first time emotionally independent.” Listen for meditations and more. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit uponawakening.substack.com/subscribe

    49 min

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