Woman Searching for Meaning

Marie

Woman Searching for Meaning is a short, reflective podcast exploring the space between politics and personal growth.  Hosted by a French expat and politics student, it dives into feminism, progressivism, identity, and the quiet work of becoming better in a chaotic world.  For young, thoughtful minds trying to make sense of it all — one 10-minute episode at a time.  Tune in to reflect, resist, and reconnect.

  1. OCT 12

    Ep. 11: In Defense of Anger

    We’re taught to calm down, let go, rise above — but what if anger isn’t something to suppress, but something to understand?  What if Anger is just a misunderstood friend?  In this episode, I explore what anger really is: where it comes from, what it’s trying to protect, and how it can become a quiet force for transformation instead of destruction.  Civil rights defenders  and activists have long known the true power of anger — how it can turn pain into movement, despair into demands for a better world.  Together, we look at the fine line between anger born from care for the world and anger that only guards our own wounds.  A bit of philosophy, a bit of current affairs, and this core question at the center: what if feeling angry means we still believe things can change? --- Content mentioned:  1. Papers about anger being a driver of political activism  - Ost, David. 2004. Politics as the Mobilization of Anger.  - Jasper M. J. 1998. The Emotions of Protest: Affective and Reactive Emotions in and around Social Movements.  2. Frankl, V. 1946. Man's search for Meaning. In this book, Viktor Frankl reflects on his experience as a Holocaust survivor and the lessons he learned about human resilience. He argues that life's primary drive is not pleasure or power, but suffering. Through his observations, he developed logotherapy, a psychotherapy centered on finding purpose through work, love or how one endures hardship.  3. Aurelius, M. 2002. Meditations In Meditations, Marcus Aurelius reflects on anger as a destructive emotion that undermines rational judgment and harmony with nature. Through the Stoic lens, he urges self-discipline and perspective-taking—reminding himself that others act out of ignorance, not malice. By mastering one’s reactions rather than external events, Aurelius models how Stoicism transforms anger into understanding and inner peace. PS: Unfortunately I couldn't find the instagram reel of the demonstration, but I hope I can trust you believe in my good faith 3 PPS: Apologies about the loud breathing noises, the cold in Berlin hasn't been kind to me :/

    19 min
  2. SEP 20

    Ep. 10: Democracy under threat? - with Maxi

    “Is Democracy Doomed? (Or Just Having a Bad Day)” This time I sit down with my girl Maxi, a fellow political science student at the University of Münster, who bravely took a break from writing her master’s thesis on populism in Europe to talk about—well—populism in Europe. Together we ask why everyone keeps saying democracies are in danger. Which danger, exactly? Who’s threatening whom? And which direction do we need to go to resist the authoritarian conquest?  We zoom in on the endogenous threats— coming from within democratic systems themselves. Why are today’s democracies standing in the way of their own survival?  Let’s deep dive into how populist parties hurt institutions from the inside, into why left-leaning parties seem to be losing their grip on defending democratic norms, and whether democracy as it is actually doomed… or just needs a strong cup of coffee. --- Content mentioned:  - Citations on democracy ! A few mistakes ! In “The Republic,” Plato does not consider monarchy to be the best form of government; but aristocracy ruled by philosopher-kings, the wisest individuals, for the benefit of the entire city.  • Abraham Lincoln. 1863. Gettysburg Address. "Government of the people, by the people, for the people" • Jean-Jacques Rousseau. 1762. Du contrat social or Principes du droit politique.  • Winston Churchill. House of Commons. 1947. !Quoting someone anonymous other person to debunk it! “[I]t has been said that democracy is the worst form of Government except all those other forms that have been tried from time to time; but there is the broad feeling in our country that the people should rule [...]” --- - Steven Levitsky, Daniel Ziblatt. 2018. How Democracies die.  Comparative historical analysis of several  regimes (Russia, Venezuela, Hungary) showing how elected leaders can gradually subvert the democratic process to increase their power resulting in democratical backsliding.   - Crouch, C. 2004. Post-Democracy. Polity.  On the loss of political identity and party identification, showing how the vote became more complex after globalization.  - France Inter. Geoffroy de Lagasnerie. 2021. Entretien. « Manifestations et grèves sont des formes d’expression, mais plus d’action » https://youtu.be/5VVCrFhJ9vk?feature=shared Interview of French Sociologist and Philosopher Geoffroy de Lagasnerie. He is explaining the limited reach of demonstrations and the need to infiltrate institutions as progressive/leftist people.  -  Ford, Robert/Will Jennings, 2020. The Changing Cleavage Politics of Western Europe. Annual Review of Political Science 23(1): 295–314. Comparative study of the different demographical explanations of cleavages showing that education as most distinguishing criteria but minor  in explaining the populist vote.   - Ivarsflaten, E. (2008). What Unites Right-Wing Populists in Western Europe?  On the populist vote being explained first and foremost by anti-immigrant attitudes.  - Manow, P. (2023, October 25). Populism is a symptom of democracy’s deeper crisis. https://symposium.org/populism-is-a-symptom-of-democracys-deeper-crisis/ On the idea that the democratical crisis is a means to make our democracies more democratic.

    1h 10m
  3. JUL 8

    Ep. 7: Having children: an act of faith?

    Let’s take a ride through one of the most intimate and existential questions of our time: Why bring a child into a world unraveling? Climate collapse, rising authoritarianism, nuclear tension, and a society losing its voice—no wonder so many of us hesitate. But here’s the twist: If those who care about the future stop having children, who are we leaving the future to? This episode is about the quiet, radical question behind parenthood today: Do I still believe in us? --- Related readings:  1. On the 2°C global warming "target"  Harvey, F. (2025, February 4). Climate change target of 2C is dead, says renowned climate scientist. The Guardian. https://www.theguardian.com/environment/2025/feb/04/climate-change-target-of-2c-is-dead-says-renowned-climate-scientist “The Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change (IPPC) defined a scenario which gives a 50% chance to keep warming under 2C – that scenario is now impossible,” he said. “The 2C target is dead, because the global energy use is rising, and it will continue to rise.” 2. On the Global Disease Burden from Climate Change (e.g Air Pollution) Corvetto, J. F., Simion, R., Boutros, P., Kassem, N., & others. (2024). The global burden of diseases attributable to climate change: A systematic review and meta-analysis. SSRN. https://doi.org/10.2139/ssrn.4891729 2. Scientific Literature on climate change anxiety as an influencing factor reproductive decisions in Europe  - Hickman et al. (2021). Climate anxiety in children and young people and their beliefs about government responses to climate change: a global survey. The Lancet Planetary Health, 5(12), e863–e873. https://doi.org/10.1016/S2542-5196(21)00278-3 :  "39% of respondents are  hesitant to have children due to the crisis." - Szczuka, B. J. (2022). Climate change concerns and the ideal number of children: A comparative analysis of the V4 countries. Social Inclusion, 10(3), 206–216. https://doi.org/10.17645/si.v10i3.5228 "[...] there may be a relationship between climate change‐related concerns and ideal family size, although it is not uniform [between countries].

    10 min
  4. JUN 25

    Ep. 6: To Care or not to Care

    Why is it so hard to care about struggles that aren’t ours?  This episode tackles one of the most frustrating questions of faced by activists: How do we get people to care—really care—about issues and lives that feel far from their own?  From Indigenous rights to climate justice to the daily realities of Palestinian civilians, why do some people tune in with empathy while others scroll on by? Let's unpack how political leanings shape emotional responses, why conservative and progressive brains seem wired differently when it comes to compassion, and how our so-called "neutral" education systems quietly teach us not to care.  Let’s take a ride in the brain’s weird alleyways—through political bias, emotional blind spots, and the art of giving a damn. Because caring isn't weakness. It's radical. 3  --- Sources:  1. On the different moral foundations between conservatives and progressive, see:  - Graham, J., Haidt, J., & Nosek, B. A. (2009). Liberals and conservatives rely on different sets of moral foundations. Journal of Personality and Social Psychology, 96(5), 1029–1046. https://doi.org/10.1037/a0015141 - Day, M. V., Fiske, S. T., Downing, E. L., & Trail, T. E. (2014). Shifting liberal and conservative attitudes using moral foundations theory. Personality and Social Psychology Bulletin, 40(12), 1559–1573. https://doi.org/10.1177/0146167214551152 - Smith, I. H., Aquino, K., Koleva, S., & Graham, J. (2014). The moral ties that bind…Even to out-groups: The interactive effect of moral identity and the binding moral foundations. Psychological Science, 25(8), 1554–1562. https://doi.org/10.1177/0956797614534450 2. On the role of the French Academy in setting back female representation in the language  - Milles, K. (2022). Feminism and Language:Handbook of Pragmatics https://doi.org/10.1075/hop.24.fem1 - Pauwels, A. (2003). Linguistic Sexism and Feminist Linguistic Activism Book: The Handbook of Language and Gender https://doi.org/10.1002/9780470756942.ch24

    25 min

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Woman Searching for Meaning is a short, reflective podcast exploring the space between politics and personal growth.  Hosted by a French expat and politics student, it dives into feminism, progressivism, identity, and the quiet work of becoming better in a chaotic world.  For young, thoughtful minds trying to make sense of it all — one 10-minute episode at a time.  Tune in to reflect, resist, and reconnect.