Self-Love Karma

Kellie J. Wright
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Self-Love Karma is the principle that the energy we generate toward ourselves becomes the field we live in—and ultimately, the world we experience. Not “think positive and good things happen.” Not “love yourself and you’ll attract better people.” It is deeper: What we practice in the privacy of our inner world becomes the invisible curriculum we teach everyone around us. We train people how to see us. We teach people how to treat us. We call in—and push away—based on what we believe, at the root, we deserve. Karma, here, is not punishment. It is return. The radical act of transformation.

  1. Aug 24

    Self-Love Karma Podcast: The Love Series Love II of III: I Love Myself When

    Self-Love Karma Podcast: The Love Series, Love II of III: I Love Myself When In the second installment of The Love Series, I explore what it means to love ourselves not only for who we are becoming, but for who we are right now. I love myself when I love myself exactly as I am. What happens when we stop treating self-love as something we earn through healing, growth, or getting it right? This episode reflects on forgiveness, faith, the body, and the many versions of ourselves we have carried along the way. It is an invitation to consider whether healing asks us to leave those versions behind—or to love them differently. Because perhaps coming home to ourselves isn't about finally arriving somewhere. Perhaps it begins when we stop resisting the person who is already here. If you are still learning how to love yourself exactly as you are... So am I. Thank you for being here and walking this journey with me. With love, Kellie J. WrightSelf-Love Karma PodcastInternal Journeys, LLC

  2. Jul 29

    Self-Love Karma Podcast: The Love Series Love I of III: It's Okay, It's Only Love

    Self-Love Karma Podcast: The Love Series Love I of III: It's Okay, It's Only Love In the first installment of The Love Series, I share a quiet realization that took me thirteen years to embody: It's okay. It's only love. There was a time when love felt intertwined with fear, protection, and survival. I believed I had to understand every wound before I could fully open my heart again. What I discovered instead was that healing was never about becoming someone new—it was about remembering who I had always been beneath the fear. Through personal reflection, psychology, faith, and contemplative storytelling, this episode explores the gentle unfolding of love as an act of courage rather than certainty. It is an invitation to soften, to breathe, and to trust that the heart can learn new patterns when it finally feels safe enough to receive. As I reflect on the body, the nervous system, and the ways we adapt to protect ourselves, a deeper truth begins to emerge: The body learns the patterns.But with enough love, it can learn freedom too. This is a conversation about giving ourselves permission. Permission to love again. Permission to receive without fear. Permission to trust God's timing more than our own. Because sometimes healing isn't found by searching harder. Sometimes it arrives when we finally stop resisting the love that has been patiently waiting for us all along. If you've been waiting for permission to open your heart again... Consider this yours. Thank you for being here and walking this journey with me. With love, Kellie J. WrightSelf-Love Karma PodcastInternal Journeys

  3. Jul 19

    Self-Love Karma: Confession 9

    In Confession 9 of Self-Love Karma, I share one of the greatest lessons of my journey: The hardest thing I have ever learned to do was disarm. For years, I believed healing meant understanding everything. I became a thought surgeon, returning to old memories, relationships, and patterns in search of the places that still carried pain. I believed that if I could understand deeply enough, I could finally be free. What I discovered was something entirely different. Through personal reflection, psychology, faith, and contemplative storytelling, this episode explores the quiet transition from self-examination to self-compassion. It is a journey through grief, fear, forgiveness, and the realization that love was never asking us to carry everything alone. As I reflect on the nervous system, old survival patterns, and the stories we inherit about ourselves, a deeper truth begins to emerge: Discernment can lead us to the door, but only love invites us home. This is a conversation about putting down the armor. About learning to distinguish fear from wisdom. About trusting the body, embracing the whole self, and allowing grace to finish what understanding alone never could. Because sometimes the greatest act of healing is not solving the mystery. It is finally believing that there was never an enemy within. Only a heart learning, one breath at a time, that love had been carrying it all along. Thank you for being here and walking this journey with me. Kellie J. WrightSelf-Love Karma Internal NarcissaInternal Journeys

  4. Jul 5

    Self-Love Karma: Confession 8

    In Confession 8 of Self-Love Karma, I explore a realization that quietly transformed the way I experienced my own life: What if the places we keep returning to are not locations, but ungrieved parts of ourselves? Through personal reflection, embodiment, and contemplative storytelling, this episode explores how a nervous system shaped by survival can quietly pull us into the past, the future, and imagined versions of ourselves, leaving us emotionally living somewhere other than where our lives are actually unfolding. As I reflect on moving across states while repeatedly reaching backward toward old places, old identities, and unfinished grief, a deeper truth begins to emerge: Presence creates coherence. Not because we force ourselves to "move on," but because healing invites us to fully inhabit the season we have been given. Sometimes the greatest act of self-love is trusting our placement long enough to discover why we are there. This is a conversation about rootedness. About grief. About the difference between movement that is driven by fear and movement that is guided by love. Because sometimes the run response doesn't simply move our bodies. It moves our attention. And healing begins the moment we stop abandoning ourselves and become available to the life unfolding right where our feet are. Perhaps coming home to yourself has never been about finding a different place. Perhaps it has always been about fully arriving in the one where your deepest work is waiting. Thank you for being here and walking this journey with me. Kellie J. WrightSelf-Love KarmaInternal Journeys

  5. Jun 29

    Self-Love Karma: Confession 7

    Self-Love Karma: Confession 7 In Confession 7 of Self-Love Karma, I explore a season of life that is often misunderstood: What if celibacy was never about the absence of love? Through personal reflection, embodiment, and contemplative storytelling, this episode explores how healing can quietly shift our relationship with desire, intimacy, and the way we seek connection. As I reflect on a season where my life was no longer organized around being chosen by another, a deeper truth begins to emerge: Desire doesn't disappear. It simply stops leading. There comes a point in healing when the pull that once governed our choices begins to lose its authority. What once felt urgent becomes patient. What once felt necessary becomes optional. The body still feels, the heart still longs, but neither is driven by the fear of being incomplete. This is a conversation about alignment. About discernment. About learning the difference between longing for love and abandoning yourself in search of it. Because perhaps the greatest transformation is not becoming someone who avoids relationships, but becoming someone who no longer loses themselves inside one. There are no perfect relationships. There is only the ground you stand on when you enter one. Thank you for being here and walking this journey with me. Kellie J. WrightSelf-Love KarmaInternal Narcissa

  6. Jun 22

    Self-Love Karma: Confession 6

    Self-Love Karma: Confession 6 In Confession 6 of Self-Love Karma, I explore a question that changed everything: What if the run phase doesn't always look like running? Through personal reflection, embodiment, and contemplative storytelling, this episode examines how nervous-system protection can quietly hide beneath discipline, productivity, purpose, and even our most beautiful plans. As I reflect on turning fifty during COVID, navigating menopause without realizing how disconnected I had become from my body, and uncovering the subtle ways freeze can disguise itself as forward movement, a deeper truth emerges: The body doesn't only protect us from pain. Sometimes it also protects us from feeling fully alive. This is a conversation about presence. About breath. About the difference between movement and avoidance. About what happens when the body finally comes back online and begins returning us to memories, emotions, and parts of ourselves we didn't know we'd lost access to. Coming home to yourself is not a concept. It is a practice. And sometimes the very loop we thought was keeping us stuck becomes the path that leads us back to ourselves. Thank you for being here and walking this journey with me. Kellie J. WrightSelf-Love KarmaInternal Narcissa

  7. Jun 7

    Self-Love Karma: Confession 5

    Self-Love Karma: Confession 5 In Confession 5 of Self-Love Karma, I reflect on the difference between labeling ourselves as “toxic” and learning to recognize the nervous-system patterns that once helped us survive. Through contemplative storytelling, embodiment, and emotional reflection, this episode explores silence, distance, fear, protection, and the quiet ways the body communicates when it no longer feels safe. What if the behaviors we shame ourselves for are not evidence that something is wrong with us, but signals pointing toward places within us that still need understanding, regulation, and love? This is a conversation about patterns.About awareness.About learning to meet ourselves differently. Not with punishment.Not with judgment.But with presence. Slowly, gently, we begin to interrupt the loop and find our way back home to ourselves. Thank you for being here and walking this journey with me. Kellie J. WrightSelf-Love KarmaInternal Narcissa

  8. May 31

    Self-Love Karma: Confession 4

    Self-Love Karma: Confession 4 In this fourth episode of Self-Love Karma, I reflect on a realization that took thirteen years to fully understand: Maybe my heart was never actually broken. Maybe what broke was the illusion wrapped around love, longing, attachment, and the stories I once told myself about what it meant to be chosen, abandoned, ashamed, or whole. This episode led me back to one of the early blogs I wrote during the beginning of my transformation journey in 2013 — a piece called Cave. As I reread those words now, I realized something beautiful:the younger version of me was already trying to map the journey home long before I consciously understood what I was building. Through contemplative storytelling, nervous-system awareness, memory, music, and spoken-word reflection, this episode explores what happens when we stop identifying with the wound and begin listening from the place that lived through it. This is not a story about fixing. It is a story about returning. Slow.Real.Tender.Alive. Thank you for being here as we continue this journey together. Kellie J. WrightInternal NarcissaSelf-Love Karma This podcast is dedicated to my beloved Aunt Shell (Michele Anne McPhillips-Defur).

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Self-Love Karma is the principle that the energy we generate toward ourselves becomes the field we live in—and ultimately, the world we experience. Not “think positive and good things happen.” Not “love yourself and you’ll attract better people.” It is deeper: What we practice in the privacy of our inner world becomes the invisible curriculum we teach everyone around us. We train people how to see us. We teach people how to treat us. We call in—and push away—based on what we believe, at the root, we deserve. Karma, here, is not punishment. It is return. The radical act of transformation.

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  • Creator
    Kellie J. Wright
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    23
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Kellie J. Wright
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