Send us Fan Mail A single prescription can look like a solution until it quietly becomes a trap. Justin, a pastor and recovery minister, joins Cathy Tooley to tell the unvarnished story of how severe headaches led to hydrocodone, how dependence escalated into buying pills on the street, and how that path eventually turned into heroin. What makes his story hit hard is how normal it all looked from the outside: a wife, three kids, financial stability, a healthy church, and a leader who kept preaching while falling apart in secret. In this deeply personal episode of the Tools for Success Podcast, Justin walks through the progression of opioid addiction in plain language: tolerance, withdrawal, chemical dependence, and the dangerous combination of opioids and benzodiazepines like Xanax. He also takes us inside the night that changed everything. After using heroin that was unknowingly laced with fentanyl, Justin overdosed. His wife found him unresponsive, called 911, and after a second dose of Narcan, he began breathing again. That was the moment he could no longer tell himself he was fine. From there, the conversation shifts from addiction to recovery: entering treatment at Hazelden Betty Ford, rebuilding his life, returning to ministry, and learning how to live without the mask. But this episode goes much deeper than substances. Cathy and Justin confront the shame and stigma surrounding addiction and mental health, and explore why the real battle is often what sits underneath the coping behavior: trauma, fear, insecurity, resentment, and the stories we believe about ourselves. One of the most powerful truths Justin shares is: “We are as sick as our secrets.” For years, Justin believed that if people knew the real version of him, they would reject him. Recovery taught him something very different: vulnerability created deeper connection, authenticity strengthened relationships, and honesty opened the door to healing. The conversation also challenges the way we judge people who are struggling. Addiction does not always look the way we expect it to look. It can exist behind the pulpit, inside a successful career, within a loving family, or behind a life that looks completely put together from the outside. And struggling does not mean your calling is over. Justin’s story is ultimately one of addiction recovery, faith, grace, vulnerability, and hope. It is a reminder that your darkest chapter does not have to become your final chapter, and that the parts of your story you once wanted to hide may eventually become the very things God uses to help someone else. If you’re a leader, parent, churchgoer, someone in recovery, or someone silently struggling with addiction, shame, or the pressure to pretend everything is okay, this conversation offers language for honesty and a reason to believe that change is still possible. As Justin says at the end of the conversation: There is still hope. 🎥 Subscribe to the Tools for Success Podcast for more honest conversations about faith, leadership, purpose, recovery, education, and personal growth. 💬 Share this episode with someone who may need it, and tell us in the comments: What line from Justin’s story stayed with you most? CONNECT WITH TOOLS FOR SUCCESS 🌐 Website: https://www.toolsforsuccessindy.com/ 📘 Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/ToolsForSuccessIndianapolis/ 📸 Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/toolsforsuccessindy/ 🔗 LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/cathy-tooley-330133a9/ 🐦 Twitter/X: https://twitter.com/TFSIndy 📌 Pinterest: https://www.pinterest.com/ctooley19/ Step into growth and purpose! Discover my books and resources designed to help you lead, learn, and live with impact. ✨ Click here: https://t-sml.mtrbio.com/public/smartlink/toolsforsuccess //About Cathy Tooley is the Founder & CEO of Tools for Success and a seasoned educator with over 40 years in K–12 classrooms and school leadership. From high school teacher to principal, Cathy has dedicated her life to supporting educators. In 2014, she launched Tools for Success to provide real, in-person instructional coaching—not just “PD in a box.” She’s the author of The Education System Is Broken, a national speaker, and a fierce advocate for teachers. Through this podcast, she’s spotlighting the ripple effect of great teaching. 🔗 Website | YouTube | Facebook | LinkedIn