The Midwife of Healing Podcast

A podcast at the intersection of Birth, Death, Consciousness and Collective Awakening.

Welcome to the Midwife of Healing Podcast—a sacred listening space for remembering the ancient and future ways of Birth and Becoming. I’m your host, Catalina Clark, I am a woman, mother, daughter, sister, Midwife and student on the healing path. With 10 years experience in witnessing Birth I have found my way home to supporting women in alignment with the natural world and the power of physiologic birth. This podcast is for the ones who sense there’s more to life than what we’ve been told. For the ones who are ready to unlearn the old stories, reclaim their sovereignty, and Midwife a new paradigm into being. Together, we’ll sit at the fire of deep and honest conversation with Midwives, healers, teachers, and truth-seekers. We’ll speak the language of the soul, of consciousness and of remembrance. Because Birth is a transformational threshold and an evolutionary portal into the next generation. Whether you’re a mother, Midwife, father, partner, student, or simply a curious soul—may these episodes guide you back to your own knowing and inspire the collective healing we are here to Midwife together. Because the way we give Birth is the way that we live our lives and the world is ready for something new. Please subscribe, share and journey with us on The Midwife of Healing Podcast! midwifeofhealing.substack.com

Episodes

  1. 12/15/2025

    Cognitive Dissonance in Midwifery Today with Dr. Stuart Fischbein “Birthing Instincts”

    A Note Before You Read: If my work supports you, if these conversations, reflections and teachings bring clarity, resonance or remembrance on your path then I invite you to consider becoming a Paid Substack Subscriber. Your support will directly sustain the podcast and the immense energy, time, resources and care this work requires of me, making possible what is coming in the new year. Thank you for being part of this unfolding. Episode #11: Cognitive Dissonance in Midwifery Today with Dr. Stuart Fischbein "Birthing Instincts" In this final episode of the year on the Midwife of Healing Podcast, I sit in conversation with Dr. Stu, my first clinical preceptor in Midwifery school. Though not a Midwife, Dr. Stu played a pivotal role in shaping my early understanding of Maternity Care, Birth & Midwifery through witnessing clinical cases, ultrasounds, second opinions, breech and twin pregnancies, VBACs and Home Births labeled to be too “high risk” by state regulations, yet revealing themselves as normal physiologic variations. Together, this conversation opens a deeper inquiry into cognitive dissonance, not only within medicalized Birth and state politics, but within the heart and soul of modern Midwifery itself. Topics explored: - Cognitive dissonance in Birth systems and ideology - Fear, licensure and litigation in modern Midwifery - Trusting Birth beyond regulation - The medical model entering Home Birth - Autonomy, sovereignty, and informed choice - Why Midwifery must evolve to serve mothers first This episode is a loving, honest reckoning and a call forward into a New Paradigm of Birth where mothers and families are truly in control. With love, Catalina Clark - Midwife of Healing About Dr. Stu: Stuart James Fischbein MD is a community-based obstetrician and an Associate of the American College of Obstetrics & Gynecology, published author of the book “Fearless Pregnancy, Wisdom & Reassurance from a Doctor, A Midwife and A Mom” and peer-reviewed papers Homebirth with an Obstetrician, A Series of 135 Out of Hospital Births, Breech birth at home: outcomes of 60 breech and 109 cephalic planned home and birth center births and Twin home birth: Outcomes of 100 sets of twins in the care of a single practitioner. After completing his residency at Cedars-Sinai Medical Center in Los Angeles, CA, Dr. Stu, as he is known, spent 24 years assisting women with hospital birthing and, for the next 12+ years, was a homebirth obstetrician who worked directly with midwives assisting local Southern California families. Since retiring from attending home births in late 2022, Dr. Stu has turned his focus to traveling around the world as a lecturer and advocate for reteaching breech & twin birth skills, respect for the normalcy of birth and honoring informed consent. He hosts the weekly Birthing Instincts Podcast with co-host Blyss Young and together they offer hope, reassurance and safe, honest evidence supported choices for those women who understand pregnancy is a normal bodily function not to be feared. Connect with Dr. Stu: Follow him on Instagram @birthinginstincts. He can be reached via the websites www.birthinginstincts.com & www.birthinginstinctspodcast.com Connect with Catalina: 📸 Instagram → @catalina.clark 🌐 Website → catalinaclarkbirth.com 👉 Email → catalinaclarkbirth@gmail.com Sign up for my newsletter to receive upcoming information and offerings. ✨ Listen to the Midwife of Healing Podcast: 🎧 Available on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and YouTube. Experience Quantum Birth Breathwork: ✨ Download the Quantum Birth Breathwork Session Work with Catalina: 📍 Practicing Home Birth Midwife in West Sonoma County, California Book an individualized 1:1 session to awaken to yourself and the remembrance of your own healing power * Virtual Prenatal Visits * Birth Preparation * Birth Partner Support * Midwife and Doula Mentorship * Postpartum Planning * Birth Story Integration * Ceremonial Breathwork Thank you for being here. It is an honor to walk this path with you. May we continue to remember these ancient and future ways together. 🤍 Please like, comment, subscribe, save and share this episode with others and if you are able to please consider becoming a paid subscriber on Substack to support my work. Get full access to Catalina’s Substack at midwifeofhealing.substack.com/subscribe

    1h 14m
  2. 12/03/2025

    The Spirit of True Midwifery with Traditional Midwife Joni Edelman

    The Real Talk of Midwifery Today Together, Joni and I opened up a raw and honest dialogue about Midwifery today, including the beauty, the heartbreak, the dissonance and the places where Truth rubs up against the medicalization and fear imprinted upon the Art of Midwifery. We spoke of the myth of informed consent, of the ways Birth has been co-opted by systems that fear women’s power and of the deep call rising in so many woman and families to return to the roots of Self Sovereignty as our Birthright. And we did not shy away from the Truth and the reality that there are many moments when this path feels incredibly f*cked up… Living inside this current system… Trying to practice real Midwifery in a world that mistrusts everything… In a world where safety is defined by putting your life and your baby’s life into the hands of someone else… Trying to hold the line of autonomy when so many forces are pulling against it… It is A LOT. As we wove through the levels and layers of modern Midwifery, the loss of trust, the spiritual calling, the responsibility of witnessing Human Consciousness, Joni offered one of the most unexpected and potent gifts of the entire episode, a spontaneous Human Design reading. It was a moment of remembrance for me, and a blueprint for all of us. Through this offering, Joni reminded me of something MOST essential: Before we can meet the needs of women, families and communities… We must know who we are. We must Midwife OURSELVES first. We must understand our own energy, essence, patterns and needs because our frequency shapes Birth outcomes. Our nervous system sets the tone of the room and our self-knowledge is the foundation of our Integrity. This is the Spirit of True Midwifery. For me, this is the heart of real Midwifery, not performance or perfection, but devotion to ongoing self-mastery. Not as some sort of badge of honor, but as a life-long living prayer. About Joni: Joni M. Edelman is a retired Registered Nurse, longtime childbirth educator, holistic birth companion, and full-spectrum doula behind 13 Moons Birthwork. With over 30 years of experience attending births in every setting — home, hospital, unmedicated, medicated, vaginal and cesarean — Joni carries the wisdom of hundreds upon hundreds of first breaths in her hands and heart. A mother of six and grandmother of one, Joni is lovingly stepping into her wise-woman era, offering guidance rooted in intuition, physiology, and deep reverence for the sacredness of birth. Her philosophy is simple and powerful: the pregnant woman is the expert of her own pregnancy, and her role is not authority, but wise companion — protecting privacy, supporting physiology, and honoring the innate capability of every woman to grow, birth, and mother her child. In addition to her birthwork, Joni also supports women and caregivers through Healing Through Human Design, where she offers readings that help people understand their energetic blueprint, meet themselves with compassion, and tend their own needs before tending the needs of others. Connect with Joni: 🌙 Birthwork Website: https://www.13moonsbirthwork.com/about ✨ Human Design: https://www.healingthroughhumandesign.com/about-joni 📸 Instagram: @thirteenmoonsbirth Connect with Catalina: 📸 Instagram → @catalina.clark 🌐 Website → catalinaclarkbirth.com 👉 Email → catalinaclarkbirth@gmail.com Sign up for my newsletter to receive upcoming information and offerings. ✨ Listen to the Midwife of Healing Podcast: 🎧 Available on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and YouTube. Experience Quantum Birth Breathwork: ✨ Download the Quantum Birth Breathwork Session Work with Catalina: 📍 Practicing Home Birth Midwife in West Sonoma County, California Book an individualized 1:1 session to awaken to yourself and the remembrance of your own healing power * Virtual Prenatal Visits * Birth Preparation * Birth Partner Support * Midwife and Doula Mentorship * Postpartum Planning * Birth Story Integration * Ceremonial Breathwork Thank you for being here. It is an honor to walk this path with you. May we continue to remember these ancient and future ways together. 🤍 Get full access to Catalina’s Substack at midwifeofhealing.substack.com/subscribe

    1h 7m
  3. 10/28/2025

    "Reproducing Culture" Traditional Andean Birth Wisdom with Cynthia Ingar Waman

    “Reproducing Culture” Traditional Andean Birth Wisdom with Cynthia Ingar Waman Last summer, I had the honor of walking with my sister and teacher Cynthia Ingar Waman through the Sacred Valley of Peru for the Wachakuy: Sacred Birth Way Birthkeeper Program. It was a gathering that felt to me like a Healing for the Healers and a Midwifing of the Midwives. Midwives from all over the World came together in an energetic exchange to receive, to listen and to remember what Birth means when culture, community and the cosmos remain in connection to one another. Before anything, I want to thank Cynthia, her lineage, her family and her devotion to living and breathing the daily practices of the spiritual cosmology of the Andes. Cynthia is not only preserving this wisdom as an Anthropologist and Sacred Birth Guardian; she is embodying it. Every time I sit with her, I learn, and I unlearn. Layers fall away, revealing how little we really need to “know” when we remember how to listen. When I first arrived in the Sacred Valley, I carried a quiet grief along with me, this idea that traditional Andean Birth culture had been lost, as is true for many indigenous communities. Lost through colonization, modernization, the passing of elder Midwives and the push toward more biomedical training. Yet as I sat and listened to Cynthia, I began to remember that nothing sacred is ever truly lost. What I witnessed in this moment instead was resilience, the deep, living memory of a people who have never forgotten their place between the solar plexus of the Earth and the heart of the Universe. Birth, in Andean culture, remains a fully intact Sacred Ceremony. Even when women travel from their mountain communities to clinics to give Birth, the preparation, songs, foods and prayers that surround Birth are still always carried strongly by the village. Every man and woman knows some piece of the Midwife’s art, like how to turn a baby with a manta or poncho, what to feed a pregnant mother, what to say (and what not to say) to a woman in labor or postpartum. Birth is a Community Responsibility, it is our most sacred offering to life itself. These teachings have been like seeds in my heart this past year, growing slowly, reminding me that Traditional Midwifery is not something we “practice.” It is something we live. In our conversation Cynthia said, “In anthropological terms, women are the reproducers of culture.” If Birth is the act of reproducing, then I must ask: So what are we reproducing? Through Industrialized Birth, are we reproducing a culture of love, trust and connection or a culture of fear, control and trauma? To remember the Heart of Birth is to remember the Heart of Humanity. This conversation with Cynthia was like a key in a lock, it opened a door in me, an understanding that to be a Midwife is to tend to culture itself, to the roots of our remembering. Birth, no matter where or how it unfolds, is the most Sacred Ceremony of Life. Birth belongs to the family, the community, the culture, the land and to the great web of creation. So it is here, through this Great Remembering that I continue to walk my path as a Midwife of Healing. With love, Catalina About Cynthia Ingar Waman I am Cynthia Ingar Waman, born and raised by Pachamama (Mother Earth) in Peru. I am a Peruvian carrier & teacher of ancestral woman medicine & traditions, having Andean blood on both my family lines. I am a medical Anthropologist (PhD), Birth Guardian/Doula, Pregnancy-Postpartum Guardian, women’s medicine/health educator, and mother of 2 boys and 1 girl birthed at home. I am a life-long student of Andean traditional midwifery and autonomous midwifery student (AAM). I am the founder and director of Hampi Warmi Project (founded in 2008), a community-based Peruvian project created to bring intercultural reproductive health to Andean women and girls; to revitalize ancestral Woman Medicine wisdom & practices, including Andean community midwifery; and to de-colonize midwifery in Peru. I live with my family in the Sacred Valley, in Peru, where we are honored to be human Guardians to a beautiful piece of land, guarded by Apu Pachatusan. To connect with Cynthia please visit: https://hampiwarmi.org/ Join Cynthia for the “Wachakuy Sacred Birth Way” Birthkeeper Program in Peru A unique Birthkeeper training program in the heart of the Andes in Peruvian medicine land, where ancestral midwifery and woman wisdom is still vividly breathable. Join us in a Birth Medicine Journey into the roots of Andean ancestral indigenous midwifery with the prayer of Protecting the Sacred around pregnancy, birth and the postpartum Universe. Shared yearly in-person in January and April. A unique Birthkeeper training program in the heart of the Andes in Peruvian medicine land, where ancestral midwifery and woman wisdom is still vividly breathable. Join us in a Birth Medicine Journey into the roots of Andean ancestral indigenous midwifery with the prayer of Protecting the Sacred around pregnancy, birth and the postpartum Universe. Shared yearly in-person in January and August. Wachakuy (to give birth in Quechua) is an educational/ experiential/ medicine program created to accompany mothers-to-be, mothers, midwives, doulas, other birth workers and women in general interested in delving deeper on the Mysteries around Birth on their particular journeys. This Woman Medicine program is centered on the Andean sacred teachings around pregnancy, birth, and pospartum, understood as one Rite of Passage, braided with other sacred techniques and teachings. The Sacred Birth Way program is a 45- hour program, consisting of 9 sessions, which includes conscious pregnancy/ birth preparation, birth, sacred midwifery, and postpartum teachings rooted in the Andean wisdom of the Ukhu Pacha. The program is enriched by a journey to three sacred feminine sites: Moray (Peruvian Cosmic Womb), Tipon (Mother Water Temple), and Unu Urco (Fertility Temple), where we will perform deep woman-birth medicine work and ceremony, asking permission from the start and giving thanks, as is the Andean Way. The heart of the “Wachakuy” Initiative is supporting the experience of every woman you serve – throughout pregnancy, birth, and postpartum – as sacred experiences, whatever the culture she belongs to or the specific circumstances of her particular context. You will learn how to be able to hold and support this root-foundation for women. The program is built on 2 parts: the first part centered on *Pregnancy and Birth as a Rite of Passage: Entering the Threshold of the Ukhu Pacha* and *The Universe of the Postpartum Period: Transitioning the Ukhu Pacha*. We will navigate together through this continuum. Learn more about the Wachacuy Program here: https://hampiwarmi.org/index.php/birthkeeper-program/ Connect with Catalina: 📸 Instagram → @catalina.clark🌐 Website → catalinaclarkbirth.com👉 Email → catalinaclarkbirth@gmail.com Sign up for my newsletter to receive upcoming information and offerings. ✨ Listen to the Midwife of Healing Podcast: 🎧 Available on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and YouTube. Experience Quantum Birth Breathwork: ✨ Download the Quantum Birth Breathwork Session Work with Catalina: 📍 Practicing Home Birth Midwife in West Sonoma County, California Book an individualized 1:1 session to awaken to yourself and the remembrance of your own healing power * Virtual Prenatal Visits * Birth Preparation * Birth Partner Support * Midwife and Doula Mentorship * Postpartum Planning * Birth Story Integration * Ceremonial Breathwork Thank you for being here. It is an honor to walk this path with you. May we continue to remember these ancient and future ways together. 🤍 Get full access to Catalina’s Substack at midwifeofhealing.substack.com/subscribe

    1h 12m
  4. 10/14/2025

    "With Great Love, Comes Great Grief" - Planned Freebirth, Stillbirth & Near-Death Experience with Emma Cardinal

    Episode 8: With Great Love Comes Great Grief: Planned Freebirth, Stillbirth & Near-Death Experience with Emma Cardinal In this deeply moving episode, Emma Cardinal shares her story of love, loss, and transformation through the journey of a planned Freebirth, Stillbirth and personal Near-Death Experience. This conversation explores: - The intersection of birth, death and transformation - The healing crisis within modern midwifery - How grief and love are inseparable - The importance of context, community and compassion in every birth story - Why walking the middle way means honoring paradox and many truths Emma’s son, Floyd, lived only in the womb, but his spirit continues to breathe Life into this world through his mother’s voice. Her words remind us that Birth and Death are not opposites, they are two threads woven throughout the same tapestry. This conversation is not about choosing sides.It is not about hospital vs. home, licensed vs. unlicensed, medical vs. mystical.It is about being HUMAN.It is about being humbled by Life.It is about the ways we love so deeply that it breaks us open, and how that expansion becomes our medicine. Women are awakening to their strength and power, but also softening to the truth that Birth cannot be controlled.To walk with Birth is to walk with Death.To Midwife Life is to Midwife loss.To love is to grieve. This episode is an offering to the Middle Way, a space beyond polarity, where paradox and many truths can exist simultaneously. A space where context matters, where compassion leads and where every story is sacred. My prayer is that you listen with your heart open and your spirit grounded. May we hold Emma’s story, and all stories like it, with the reverence they deserve. Thank you Dear Emma & Floyd for your graciousness, generosity and contributions to the Evolution of Human Consciousness through the portals of Life and Death. 🪞🕯️🕊️ About Emma Cardinal: Emma Cardinal is Floyd’s Spirit Mama. Earth Woman. Space Holder.Grief tending, death keeping, birth honoring, story medicine — walking the middle way. A prayer born from loss. 🥀 Connect: Instagram → @ahummingbirdprayer Connect with Catalina: 📸 Instagram → @catalina.clark 🌐 Website → catalinaclarkbirth.com 👉 Email → catalinaclarkbirth@gmail.com Sign up for my newsletter to receive upcoming information and offerings. ✨ Listen to the Midwife of Healing Podcast: 🎧 Available on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and YouTube. Experience Quantum Birth Breathwork: ✨ Download the Quantum Birth Breathwork Session Work with Catalina: 📍 Practicing Home Birth Midwife in West Sonoma County, California Book an individualized 1:1 session to awaken to yourself and the remembrance of your own healing power * Virtual Prenatal Visits * Birth Preparation * Birth Partner Support * Midwife and Doula Mentorship * Postpartum Planning * Birth Story Integration * Ceremonial Breathwork Thank you for being here. It is an honor to walk this path with you. May we continue to remember these ancient and future ways together. 🤍 Get full access to Catalina’s Substack at midwifeofhealing.substack.com/subscribe

    1h 12m
  5. 10/02/2025

    Amanda’s Freebirth Story: A Midwife’s Turning Point

    This conversation marks a beginning. Both for Amanda, and for myself. If you listened to the previous episode, you heard another woman step away from a “standardized” licensed Midwifery practice in our community at that time. And it was not for lack of desire for support, but because her trust had thinned. Today’s story continues that very thread which continues to weave through nearly every conversation I am having with women and Midwives these days… In this conversation you’ll hear: * How Amanda moved from licensed Midwifery care, to searching for an aligned Midwife, to claiming the Freebirth she knew was hers * What it looks like when a Midwife resists the urge to steer the care, and simply witnesses with reverence * The quiet courage of choosing a path no one else can choose for you * How Birth is a transformational journey, not just for the mother and family, but for everyone who walks beside them * The role of ceremonial prenatal care, slowing down, listening deeply and honoring pregnancy as a sacred season, not a checklist * Why sovereignty and trust must sit at the center of every birth, no matter the setting * The ways our stories, bodies and wombs carry memory, and how Birth becomes an opportunity for remembering and healing * What happens when Midwifery shifts from performance or management into presence, humility and authentic relationship * How revisiting and sharing these stories serves as medicine. for mothers, for Midwives and for the community This is the Birth That Changed My Midwifery Path This was one of the first stories that transformed my Midwifery practice. And it’s also been a very common story. In the short time I’ve opened myself to this work, I’ve received hundreds of stories from women and Midwives who are yearning for something more, something real, slow and deeply authentic. These aren’t performances. This isn’t about ego. This is life, raw, ordinary, miraculous, and I honor each of us wherever we are on the path. Why do I continue to share these stories here, in the noisy online world where there’s always something for everyone? Because there are many simple, living truths about Birth and Midwifery that we are reclaiming, and some of us have never lost. Telling and retelling these stories is medicine for me, and, I hope, for you and our wider community. If you’re walking this way, you’re not alone. Please, come sit with us. 🎧 Listen Now: Amanda’s Freebirth Story: A Midwife’s Turning Point on Episode #7 of The Midwife of Healing podcast Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and YouTube. About Amanda Castilone Amanda is a Feminine Somatic Guide, Womb Healer, Medicine Woman, and Mother here to hold sacred space for women to return home to themselves. Her work lives in the realm of the body, where stories are held in tissue, where memory lingers in the womb, and where truth hums beneath the surface. Through hands-on womb healing and embodied somatic coaching, Amanda supports women in softening back into their own bones, breath, and truth. Her work not about fixing, but about remembering. Remembering what it feels like to belong - to your body, to your heart, to the sacred current of the feminine that lives within you. Amanda lives near Asheville, NC with her husband, daughter, and sweet pup, Cosmo. She supports women in 1:1 Hands-On Womb Healing Ceremonies, 1:1 Somatic Coaching containers, Online group containers, and small group retreats. Connect with her via email amanda@amandacastilone.com or on Instagram:@amandacastilone Connect with Catalina: 📸 Instagram → @catalina.clark 🌐 Website → catalinaclarkbirth.com 👉 Email → catalinaclarkbirth@gmail.com Sign up for my newsletter to receive upcoming information and offerings. ✨ Listen to the Midwife of Healing Podcast: 🎧 Available on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and YouTube. Experience Quantum Birth Breathwork: ✨ Download the Quantum Birth Breathwork Session Work with Catalina: 📍 Practicing Home Birth Midwife in West Sonoma County, California Book an individualized 1:1 session to awaken to yourself and the remembrance of your own healing power * Virtual Prenatal Visits * Birth Preparation * Birth Partner Support * Midwife and Doula Mentorship * Postpartum Planning * Birth Story Integration * Ceremonial Breathwork Thank you for being here. It is an honor to walk this path with you. May we continue to remember these ancient and future ways together. 🤍 Get full access to Catalina’s Substack at midwifeofhealing.substack.com/subscribe

    1h 1m
  6. 09/17/2025

    "We Did Not Come Here to Go to Sleep" with Taylor Eyewalker

    "We Did Not Come Here to Go to Sleep" - Midwifery Care, Freebirth, Postpartum ICU & Personal Liberation with Taylor Eyewalker In Episode 6 of the Midwife of Healing Podcast, I sit with the luminous Taylor Eyewalker to explore her first Childbirth journey. Through leaving Midwifery care, choosing Freebirth, the multiple real-life complications she experienced postpartum and the ways in which self-responsibility and aligned action can carry a woman through even the most challenging thresholds of Birth and Becoming. Undisturbed birth is not only about freedom and sovereignty. It is also very much about the obstacles, the unexpected turns, the courage it takes to meet them and the responsibility we have to look our problems straight in the eyes if we want to alchemize our pain into power. Taylor’s story reminds us that true inner sovereignty requires living life fully AWAKE and choosing to stand in our own power even when the programming of our world tells us to hand it over. One of the most important pieces of this story that I want to illuminate here is the question of trust in Midwifery. A question that I proposed in my personal story above, and also one that I hear from women in my community every day. In fact, we have two stories back-to-back this month on the podcast of women who began in Midwifery care, left halfway through their pregnancies and both chose Freebirth, both during their first pregnancies. This wasn’t even planned at all, it literally just occurred to me as I was preparing this article for you. When I became a student Midwife in 2016, I supported busy Midwifery practices across Los Angeles County. In my four years as a student (2016–2020), we never had women leave mid-pregnancy. I literally cannot think of one time when a woman either discontinued care to have a Freebirth or switched to a different Midwife in town. Not one. I’m sure it happened but in my experience this was not common practice. This is meaningful to me. Because in 2020, of course, things changed and medical and Midwifery care began to look different. But by 2021–2024, I was receiving regular calls from women looking for a “Spiritual Midwife” or seeking second opinions on their Midwife. Many were fully switching care or choosing Freebirth. Today, I hear stories daily of women dropping out from their Midwifery practices, and this is not just in the wider Freebirth movement, this is within my own community and the community in which I was trained. We clearly have a problem with our Midwifery care “system” today, and women are losing trust more and more… My mentor Whapio (listen HERE to our conversation on Episode 4 of The Midwife of Healing Podcast) often says that Birth hasn’t changed much, hospitals haven’t changed much, obstetricians haven’t changed much, but that women have changed, that women are no longer willing to submit themselves and that they want their Births back! But in this moment I have been challenging her on this quite a bit, because I don’t think it’s women who have actually changed. Women have always wanted their Births to be theirs, especially women who have chosen to welcome a Midwife into their inner worlds and Childbirth journey. It is the Midwives who have actually changed quite a bit… Women have historically really trusted their Midwives deeply, as an “alternative” (but really the original) to the medical system, because Midwifery care was nourishing and individualized, rooted in love and trust. Yet, more and more I hear stories where Midwifery itself has become standardized and programed after the medical model, stripped of its original artistry. Midwifery has absolutely changed, and the medical paradigm has completely infiltrated so many seemingly “holistic” Home Birth Midwifery practices today. Midwives are calling their intake interviews “sales calls” to bring new “clients” in and meet “quotas.” Prenatal appointments feel scripted and prescriptive. Conversations on risk, complication and transfer are becoming more common than fostering deep, soul-level connections that create relationships built on trust and personal connection. Midwives have never been in the business of selling women on the idea of Home Birth, Midwifery Care, Freebirth and certainly not on the ideal that women “NEED” a Midwife in order to be “saved”. At its roots, Midwifery has never been a medical profession. It is a consciousness practice, a spiritual science and a healing, creative art form. When it comes to Midwifery today, we have certainly lost our way… We have a lot of work to do as Midwives to regain the trust of women. So many women and families are now leaving the “Midwifery System” the same way they’ve left the medical system. Not for lack of support, but for lack of trust. Taylor’s journey is a reminder that True Traditional Midwifery, that is sovereign, wise, and rooted in trust, must be brought out from under the shadow of the medical paradigm and returned back into its own light. ✨ Listen now on Apple Podcasts, Spotify and YouTube to Episode 6 "We Did Not Come Here to Go to Sleep" Midwifery Care, Freebirth, Postpartum ICU & Personal Liberation with Taylor Eyewalker on The Midwife of Healing Podcast and walk with us into this era of remembrance. About Taylor Eyewalker Taylor Eyewalker is a mother and a doula for human transformation, a Kundalini Yoga teacher, Master practitioner and teacher of Kambo, creator of the Uncoil Method, and an energetic and biological medicine practitioner. For nearly 20 years, she has guided thousands through yoga, ceremony, and healing work, blending physical practice with spiritual expansion. Her mission is to support individuals in clearing lineage patterns and core wounds, aligning them with their highest creative blueprint, and living in vibrant self-expression. Taylor’s unique gift as a medical intuitive allows her to see and address blockages at their root, creating profound opportunities for healing and transformation. To connect and learn more about Taylor and her offerings visit tayloreyewalker.com. Connect with Catalina: 📸 Instagram → @catalina.clark 🌐 Website → catalinaclarkbirth.com 👉 Email → catalinaclarkbirth@gmail.com Sign up for my newsletter to receive upcoming information and offerings. ✨ Listen to the Midwife of Healing Podcast: 🎧 Available on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, and YouTube. Experience Quantum Birth Breathwork: ✨ Download the Quantum Birth Breathwork Session Work with Catalina: 📍 Practicing Home Birth Midwife in West Sonoma County, California Book an individualized 1:1 session to awaken to yourself and the remembrance of your own healing power * Virtual Prenatal Visits * Birth Preparation * Birth Partner Support * Midwife and Doula Mentorship * Postpartum Planning * Birth Story Integration * Ceremonial Breathwork Thank you for being here. It is an honor to walk this path with you. May we continue to remember these ancient and future ways together. 🤍 Get full access to Catalina’s Substack at midwifeofhealing.substack.com/subscribe

    47 min
  7. 09/01/2025

    On the Edge of Consciousness: Breathwork, Midwifery & Wild Feminine Wisdom with Dr. Maura Moynihan

    I’ll be COMPLETELY honest with you, after I sat down to record this conversation with Maura Moynihan, I wasn’t sure how it was going to turn out. I felt a little off that day. Very tender, questioning and on edge. There’s a voice inside me that still whispers: Did I go too far?Too far in sharing my intuitive and psychic gifts of knowing.Too far in speaking the undisturbed truth that wants to be born through me.Too far in letting myself unravel in front of another. And then the other voice—the critic, the fear, the shame—creeps in: What if it’s too much? What if I retreat back into the forest of my own mind, hiding my light once again? But here’s what I was reminded of by my dear friend Maura… There is absolutely no wrong way to heal, to share, to live, to work, etc. etc. Nothing is ever broken and we do not need fixing. Listening and editing this episode was pure music to my ears and MEDICINE for my heart. Every single place we find ourselves in—whether in grief, fear, coping or joy—is the wisdom of our soul expressing itself. This conversation went deeper than Midwifery, Birth and Breathwork. It cracked into the marrow of what it means to walking a healing path for me. We talked about how unprocessed grief can block the flow of joy and love until we’re willing to soften and meet it. We explored how the breath is not just a tool, but a portal—an opening into the body’s infinite wisdom. We reflected on the COURAGE it takes to claim self-responsibility for our healing, to trust our bodies and to trust life itself. Here is where I touched on the raw edge of what is dying to be born in me…My undisturbed truth about Birth and MidwiferyThe fierce mother archetype.The wild, unhinged feminine power that refuses to stay quiet. So yes, I felt off that day. But maybe that’s exactly what was needed. Because it brought me to this oh so needed reminder: Healing is not about perfection. Healing is about having the courage, vulnerability and willingness to show up for the truth of where we are—and trusting that even our edges, especially our shadows and deeply rooted patterns are the most holy ground where our deepest wisdom lives. This is a conversation about Breathwork. About Birth-work. About trauma, intuition, emotions, grief and sovereignty. But more than that—it’s another remembering that YOU ARE YOUR OWN HEALER. If you’ve been longing for permission to be right where you are, messy and magnificent, this episode is for you! 🎧 The Midwife of Healing Podcast → Apple, Spotify, YouTube 🌬 Introducing Quantum Birth Breathwork I am so excited to finally share my Quantum Birth Breathwork session with you. This is not a “breathing method” or a technique to master. It is an invitation—a self-led healing journey, a way to drop behind the noise, beneath the looping stories of the mind and into the deeper wisdom you already carry. This particular practice has held me through some of the most profound thresholds of my life. It has reshaped my Midwifery practice, transformed my experience of Birth and continues to remind me that the true medicine is not outside of myself—it is the remembering of my own inner guidance system. Quantum Birth Breathwork does not give you a system to follow. It opens a portal back to yourself. It is a way of entering altered states of consciousness safely and intentionally. These are brain wave states that mothers, fathers and midwives must grow comfortable navigating if we are to support birth in its undisturbed, physiologic power within the Quantum Paradigm. Here is my undisturbed truth about Birth and Midwifery: Undisturbed birth is only possible in an altered state of consciousness. The moment a woman is taken out of her primal brain, her hormones, nervous system, adrenaline and cortisol are affected, and the physiology of Birth is disrupted. Our breath IS THE MOST direct gateway into these states (Alpha, Theta, Delta) where time dissolves, the veil thins and we return to the sacredness of our soul. I cannot wait to welcome you into this work. To breathe with you. To witness what is waiting to be born through you. 👉 Learn more & join me here: [Download Now] Sign up for my newsletter to receive upcoming information and offerings. ✨ 📍 I am a practicing Home Birth Midwife in West Sonoma County California You can find me here: 📸 Instagram → @catalina.clark 🌐 Website → catalinaclarkbirth.com 🎧 The Midwife of Healing Podcast → Apple, Spotify, YouTube Here’s how we can walk together: Book an Individualized 1:1 sessions that invites you to awaken to yourself and the remembrance of your own healing power. Virtual Prenatal Visits Birth Preparation Birth Partner Support Midwife and Doula Mentorship Postpartum Planning Birth Story Integration Ceremonial Breathwork Thank you for being here. It is an honor to walk this path with you. May we continue to remember these ancient and future ways together. 🤍 This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit midwifeofhealing.substack.com

    56 min
  8. 08/05/2025

    "We Heal Ourselves" with Elder Midwife Whapio The Matrona

    “WE HEAL OURSELVES” Episode #4 of the Midwife of Healing Podcast is here and it’s the episode we've all been waiting for is coming! A transmission with our dear beloved teacher Whapio The Matrona, Elder Midwife, mystical teacher and my personal guide through the veil of Birth, Death, Life, Midwifery and the Quantum beyond. This is the story behind the story as she shares the teachings and wisdom that have re-ignited my personal passion to continue walking forward on my mission as a Midwife of Healing. And let me tell you, SHE IS ON FREAKING FIRE! I truly could not have begun this conversation in a more aligned, serendipitous and synchronistic way with Whapio. It is no mistake that her and I have come together RIGHT NOW, on the edge of the greatest shift in Herstory of Consciousness that we have ever seen. We both feel so deeply that these tides of change are calling us all forward through the power of a collective transformation into the next Paradigm. To Heal Ourselves IS the manifesto of my Midwife of Healing practice. For years I’ve spoken these exact words to describe my work:“As a Midwife of Healing I am here to walk with you along your path, to love you wherever you are and support you on your personal journey. I am not here to fix you or tell you what to do. To heal is to reclaim and reweave the fabric of your True Self back into your being—perfect and complete just as you are. When co-creating together, we step into a mutual relationship of universal love and trust—with each other, ourselves and the divine.” And that is exactly what this conversation embodies. Whapio shares truth after truth about: * The Role of Eldership in Community * The TRUE Definition of Birth * Midwives as an Intervention * Quantum Midwifery Care * Undisturbed Birth * The Nature of Self Healing * The Unraveling of Outdated Paradigms * Healing Humanity through Birth This conversation is for all Birth Guardians, Mothers, Seekers, Healers, Doulas, Midwives and Soul Travelers ready to reclaim Birth, remember our innate Quantum Consciousness and Heal Humanity from within. 🎙️ Listen now on the Midwife of Healing Podcast – Episode 4: “WE HEAL OURSELVES” featuring the one and only Whapio The Matrona. Thank you Whapio, our dear wise one, for walking the humble path and lighting this way forward in Evolution. With love, always Catalina Sign up for my newsletter to receive upcoming information and offerings. ✨ 📍 I am a practicing Home Birth Midwife in West Sonoma County California You can find me here: 📸 Instagram → @catalina.clark 🌐 Website → catalinaclarkbirth.com 🎧 The Midwife of Healing Podcast → Apple, Spotify, YouTube Here’s how we can walk together: Book an Individualized 1:1 sessions that invites you to awaken to yourself and the remembrance of your own healing power. Virtual Prenatal Visits Birth Preparation Birth Partner Support Midwife and Doula Mentorship Postpartum Planning Birth Story Integration Ceremonial Breathwork Thank you for being here. It is an honor to walk this path with you. May we continue to remember these ancient and future ways together. 🤍 This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit midwifeofhealing.substack.com

    1h 19m
  9. 07/22/2025

    Sovereign Birth with a Licensed Midwife

    This is an episode that I’ve been waiting to share, and it’s the one you’ve most asked for! Today, we begin a new series on The Midwife of Healing Podcast: Sovereign Birth Stories. True, raw, honest accounts of undisturbed Birth, where the woman is at the center and no one takes her power away. Our first guest, Madeline Ross, is a radiant Mother who walked through the fire of initiation and emerged with her power intact, not because she was spared intensity, but because every CHOICE was hers. This is the story of a Woman who said YES to Birth, fully. Who met every wave, every whisper and every instinct with deep trust and self-direction. And because of that, her Rite of Passage was not disrupted. It was completed. What makes this story even more powerful is that Madeline chose to invite the nurturing presence of a Licensed Midwife (ME) into her Birth space. Her choice was not from a place of fear, but from a deep place of DISCERNMENT. This is Sovereignty in Action. Choosing the kind of support that uplifts, witnesses and never interferes with the unfolding. In a world where so many Birth stories are cut short—medically, emotionally, spiritually—this one Heals something just by being told. Together Madeline and I explore: ✦ What happens when a woman is honored in her unfolding ✦ How self-directed Birth gives Birth to embodied Mothers ✦ Why sovereignty is the medicine modern Birth and Midwifery has forgotten ✦ What a fully sealed Rite of Passage can look and feel like ✦ How love deepens when Birth is honored as sacred ✦ How collaboration with skilled, loving care can amplify sovereignty, not diminish it Madeline’s story is a Remembrance, an Invocation and a Celebration of the LIMITLESS POSSIBILITIES when the path of Birth and Midwifery are walked together with presence, trust and no need to be saved. Tune in, breathe deep and let this story land in your bones. It’s a deep one! 🎧 Listen HERE or wherever you find your Podcasts: Apple, Spotify, YouTube With love and devotion, Catalina Clark - The Midwife of Healing Madeline Ross is a mother, psychotherapist and women’s guide for liberation and growth. She believes and teaches that truth lives in the willingness to stay present to the wisdom of our bodies. You can connect with Madeline at madelinerosstherapy@gmail.com & her Substack Madeline. Sign up for my newsletter to receive upcoming information and offerings. ✨ 📍 I am a practicing Home Birth Midwife in West Sonoma County California You can find me here: 📸 Instagram → @catalina.clark 🌐 Website → catalinaclarkbirth.com 🎧 The Midwife of Healing Podcast → Apple, Spotify, YouTube Here’s how we can walk together: Book an Individualized 1:1 sessions that invites you to awaken to yourself and the remembrance of your own healing power. Virtual Prenatal Visits Birth Preparation Birth Partner Support Midwife and Doula Mentorship Postpartum Planning Birth Story Integration Ceremonial Breathwork Thank you for being here. It is an honor to walk this path with you. May we continue to remember these ancient and future ways together. 🤍 This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit midwifeofhealing.substack.com

    1h 5m
  10. 07/08/2025

    "Midwifery Is a F*cking Mess" with Maryn Green - Indie Birth

    In this sacred conversation, Maryn Green of Indie Birth shares her lived experience as a Midwife walking through grief, contraction and rebirth. We explore the real challenges facing birth workers today; burnout, integrity, systemic trauma, and how somatic and spiritual tools can guide us home to ourselves. We talk about Midwifery as a portal of transformation, not just for Mothers, but for the Midwives, too. Maryn offers honest reflection on what it means to grieve the old Midwifery systems and practices that were no longer working for her and to hold space for what’s going to be born next. Midwifery isn’t over. It’s reforming and rebirthing. And we need all of our brave hearts and honest voices to Midwife this mess into medicine. Thank you Maryn for being one of them. Keywords midwifery, trauma, grief, somatic work, birth, healing, integrity, education, motherhood, personal growth Summary In this conversation, Maren Green of Indie Birth shares her journey as a midwife, reflecting on her current life, the challenges of midwifery, and the importance of processing trauma and grief. She discusses the role of somatic work in healing and the need for integrity in midwifery practice. The conversation also touches on the future of midwifery education and the importance of creating a holistic approach to midwifery that encompasses personal growth and emotional maturity. Takeaways - Maryn emphasizes the importance of being present in the moment as a Midwife. - She believes that the passion for Birth will never fade, regardless of her current role. - Grief is a significant part of the Midwifery experience and can lead to personal growth. - Somatic work has provided Maryn with tools to process trauma and emotions effectively. - The conversation highlights the need for Midwives to be honest about their experiences and emotions. - Maryn reflects on the challenges of navigating Midwifery within a regulated system. - The importance of creating authentic connections and community among Midwives is emphasized. - Maryn discusses the need for a shift in midwifery education to focus on holistic development. - The conversation explores the idea that trauma can be reframed as stuck energy, which can lead to creativity. - Maryn expresses a desire for Midwifery to return to its feminine essence, moving away from patriarchal structures. Show Notes & Chapters 00:00 Introduction and Personal Reflections 02:24 Leaving Midwifery: A Transformative Journey 09:39 The Challenges of Midwifery Today 17:13 Grief in Midwifery: A Collective Experience 25:25 Somatic Experiencing: Healing Through the Body 31:37 Building Capacity for Joy and Happiness 33:19 Integrating Joyful Birth Experiences 35:04 Reframing Trauma: A New Perspective 38:37 The Complexity of Birth Trauma 40:13 Midwifery: Integrity and Choice 44:41 Navigating the Messy World of Midwifery 50:03 The Future of Midwifery Education 56:47 Creating Authentic Sisterhood in Motherhood Connect with Maryn: Maryn is currently enrolling for her Magic Mama Circle—a soul-nourishing space for mothers who want to reclaim their intuition, gather in sisterhood and reconnect with their sacred rhythms. You can also learn from Maryn, Myself and a group of other powerful female leaders in the realm of transformational work through the Sacred Birth Certificate Program—a self-paced course that reimagines our relationship to Birth, identity and sovereignty through the reclamation of the Birth Work as Soul Work. Work with Maryn: Learn more about her work at indiebirth.org & magicalmama.org Miscarriage Support  https://maryngreen.co/miscarriage/ Midwife Stories  https://maryngreen.co/midwifestories/ Mom Goes Surfing channel: https://www.youtube.com/@MomGoesSurfing Connect with Catalina: 📸 Instagram → @catalina.clark 🌐 Website → catalinaclarkbirth.com 👉 Email → catalinaclarkbirth@gmail.com Work with Catalina: Sign up for my newsletter to receive upcoming information and offerings. ✨ 📍 I am a practicing Home Birth Midwife in West Sonoma County California Book an Individualized 1:1 sessions that invites you to awaken to yourself and the remembrance of your own healing power. Virtual Prenatal Visits Birth Preparation Birth Partner Support Midwife and Doula Mentorship Postpartum Planning Birth Story Integration Ceremonial Breathwork Thank you for being here. It is an honor to walk this path with you. May we continue to remember these ancient and future ways together. 🤍 This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit midwifeofhealing.substack.com

    56 min
  11. 06/23/2025

    “Birth, Death, Grief and Transformation” with Jana Roemer - Midwife of Awakening

    In this episode of The Midwife of Healing Podcast, we journey through a profound conversation with Jana Roemer - Midwife of Awakening, exploring themes of Birth, Death, grief and the transformative power of yoga nidra. We discuss the interconnectedness of Life and Death, the importance of witnessing in the healing process and the role of astrology in understanding the massive changes occurring across our current cultural landscape. Jana shares her personal experiences with two home Births, one of which I has the privilege to witness myself, as well as the loss of her strongest attachment relationship, her Mother, emphasizing the significance of grief as an integral part of life. Our conversation culminates in a discussion about the future, the impact of AI technology and the importance of slowing down and getting really present with our inner knowing. Top Takeaways The journey of awakening is often a process of undoing. Witnessing is a key component of healing. Grief is a Rite of Passage and must be honored. Birth and Death are interconnected experiences. DMT plays a significant role in altered states of consciousness during Birth. The practice of yoga nidra can facilitate deep healing and transformation. Astrology can provide insights into societal changes and personal growth. We are all interconnected and part of a larger cosmic consciousness. Grief can serve as a palate cleanser for the soul. The future will require us to navigate change with awareness and intention. Jana has so generously offered to share her most recent 2025 Cancer Astro Nidra with YOU! ➡️ DOWNLOAD IT HERE FOR FREE Please share, subscribe, comment and review to help spread The Midwife of Healing message: That Birth is a Planetary Portal for the Evolution of Human Consciousness on this planet. 🎶 Listen to our theme song — “Force of Nature” by Monica Abean, now streaming on Spotify! You can find Jana here: 📸 Instagram: @jana_roemer, @attunetothemoon, @mindful_mamas 🔮 Astro Nidra Practices: attunetothemoon.com 🌐 Website: janaroemer.com Sign up for my newsletter to receive upcoming information and offerings. ✨ 📍 I am a practicing Home Birth Midwife in West Sonoma County California You can find me here: 📸 Instagram → @catalina.clark 🌐 Website → catalinaclarkbirth.com Here’s how we can walk together: Book an Individualized 1:1 sessions that invites you to awaken to yourself and the remembrance of your own healing power. Thank you for being here. It is an honor to walk this path with you. May we continue to remember these ancient and future ways together. 🤍 This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit midwifeofhealing.substack.com

    1h 31m

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About

Welcome to the Midwife of Healing Podcast—a sacred listening space for remembering the ancient and future ways of Birth and Becoming. I’m your host, Catalina Clark, I am a woman, mother, daughter, sister, Midwife and student on the healing path. With 10 years experience in witnessing Birth I have found my way home to supporting women in alignment with the natural world and the power of physiologic birth. This podcast is for the ones who sense there’s more to life than what we’ve been told. For the ones who are ready to unlearn the old stories, reclaim their sovereignty, and Midwife a new paradigm into being. Together, we’ll sit at the fire of deep and honest conversation with Midwives, healers, teachers, and truth-seekers. We’ll speak the language of the soul, of consciousness and of remembrance. Because Birth is a transformational threshold and an evolutionary portal into the next generation. Whether you’re a mother, Midwife, father, partner, student, or simply a curious soul—may these episodes guide you back to your own knowing and inspire the collective healing we are here to Midwife together. Because the way we give Birth is the way that we live our lives and the world is ready for something new. Please subscribe, share and journey with us on The Midwife of Healing Podcast! midwifeofhealing.substack.com