The Permission Portal w/ Paulmarq & Laz

Lazarus Ross
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This is a weekly transmission for the parts of you that were told to stay quiet. Hosted by Paulmarq and Laz, The Permission Portal is more than a podcast, it’s a sacred space where shame dissolves, and authenticity rises, for your honest expression to be set free.  We dive deep into the hidden corners of your being: sexuality, spirituality, self-worth, emotional navigation, and the raw edges of human connection.  Each episode is a bold invitation to break free from conditioning, use your voice, and create a life rooted in radical permission granted by you to you.  Expect real, unfiltered conversations, practical tools, and embodied wisdom — all designed to help you shed the masks and show up fully as the human (and soul) you came here to be. Whether you’re looking to deepen intimacy, heal old wounds, or be you unapologetically, this is your portal. Come as you are. Know you've always been whole.

  1. Apr 1

    Episode 22 | Permission To Do Your Own Thing Feat. Gabe Pressman

    In this episode, Gabe Pressman joins us and shares his journey of leaving his high paying tech job, stepping outside societal expectation, trusting his own path, and building something that reflects who he truly is not what the world told him to be. This conversation dives into identity, self-trust, and what opens up when you stop outsourcing your direction and start moving from within.  You might be a person with what many calls "Golden Handcuffs" and would like to move into doing something that is authentic to YOU.  This episode is right up your alley if so. The Permission Portal Podcast is for all people ready to release shame, reclaim their voice, and live fully expressed. Our intention is to support you in embodying radical permission, dissolving old stories, and creating a life of connection, freedom, and joy. Connect with us: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/thepermissionportal Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/permissionportalpodcast/ Connect with Laz: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/massivemystic/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/lazrosstx/ Website: https://www.creatorskool.com/ Connect with Paulmarq: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/bypaulmarq/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/paulmarq/ Website: https://www.bypaulmarq.com/ Connect with Gabe:  Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/gabepressmancoaching Website: https://stan.store/gabepressman

    1h 4m

  2. Mar 23

    Episode 21 | Permission to Be Free Feat. Fredricka "Free" Kinlow

    In this episode, Fredricka “Free” Kinlow joins us for another dope conversation. She is a spiritual teacher, intuitive guide, author, and creator of the Freedom Love Experience. Free takes us through her journey from exploration, sensuality, and self-discovery… ...into embodiment, celibacy, and reclaiming her power from the inside. This episode is your invitation to stop waiting.  The Permission Portal Podcast is for all people ready to release shame, reclaim their voice, and live fully expressed. Our intention is to support you in embodying radical permission, dissolving old stories, and creating a life of connection, freedom, and joy. Connect with us: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/thepermissionportal Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/permissionportalpodcast/ Connect with Laz: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/massivemystic/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/lazrosstx/ Website: https://www.creatorskool.com/ Connect with Paulmarq: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/bypaulmarq/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/paulmarq/ Website: https://www.bypaulmarq.com/ Connect with Free: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/freekinlow Website: https://freedomloveexperience.com/

    1h 47m

  3. Mar 11

    Episode 20 | Permission to Heal With Palo Santo Feat. Mimi D.

    In this episode, Mimi D. joins us.  We talk about healing, transformation, and the power of Palo Santo. Mimi is the founder of Maison Palo Santo, a sound healer, and the creator of luxurious meditation experiences rooted in ritual, nervous system regulation, and joy. She shares how Palo Santo became more than just a product for her... ...it became part of her path, her healing, and her mission to support both people and planet.  We talk about her journey from New York hospitality into entrepreneurship, the lessons of building a purpose-driven business, reforestation, sound healing, ethical sourcing, and what it means to follow a calling before you fully understand where it’s going. If you’ve ever felt pulled toward something deeper… If you’ve ever known your current life was no longer in alignment… Or, if you’ve ever wanted to trust your path, create from purpose, and heal while building… This episode invites you to listen closer, trust what’s calling you. The Permission Portal Podcast is for all people ready to release shame, reclaim their voice, and live fully expressed. Our intention is to support you in embodying radical permission, dissolving old stories, and creating a life of connection, freedom, and joy. Connect with us: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/thepermissionportal Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/permissionportalpodcast/ Connect with Laz: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/massivemystic/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/lazrosstx/ Website: https://www.creatorskool.com/ Connect with Paulmarq: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/bypaulmarq/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/paulmarq/ Website: https://www.bypaulmarq.com/ Connect with Mimi D: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/MaisonPaloSanto Website: https://maisonpalosanto.com/ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/mimilaser Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/maisonpalosanto

    1h 10m

  4. Feb 19

    Episode 19 - Permission To Write Your Own Ticket - Feat. Jodi Green

    In this episode, our special guest is Jodi Green. She is the Executive Director of the Greater Woodbury Chamber of Commerce, and a longtime leader in community health and maternal wellness. She also happens to be and one of Paulmarq’s closest friends of decades.  Jodi shares how a life-changing birth experience led her to become a doula more than twenty years ago, and how that turned into training hundreds of perinatal professionals and helping expand access to doula care statewide.  We talk about what it means to build something that matters inside imperfect systems. How to collaborate instead of compete, listening without overstepping, holding authority without domination, and  how you don’t have to wait for someone else to hand you legitimacy. We also speak to friendship that lasts decades, spirituality without rigidity, cultural nuance between regions, boundaries, hard stops, and why rest is not laziness. If you’ve been waiting for a sign to trust your path or shrinking to fit systems that were never built for you and feeling the pull to build your own table instead of asking for a seat… This episode is for YOU. The Permission Portal Podcast is for all people ready to release shame, reclaim their voice, and live fully expressed. Our intention is to support you in embodying radical permission, dissolving old stories, and creating a life of connection, freedom, and joy. Connect with us: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/thepermissionportal Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/permissionportalpodcast/ Connect with Laz: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/massivemystic/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1FPNQHNx2U/?mibextid=wwXIfr Website: https://www.creatorskool.com/ Connect with Paulmarq: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/bypaulmarq/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1B5VmT9PLC/?mibextid=wwXIfr Website: https://www.bypaulmarq.com/ Connect with Jodi Green: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/jodithedoula/ Facebook: https://facebook.com/jodi.green.756634 Website: http://www.jodithedoula.com

    1h 21m

  5. 12/31/2025

    Episode 18 | Permission to Honor a Dream Feat. Arturo Urquidi

    In this episode, we sit with Chef Arturo Urquidi, founder of Crepeology Café. We talk about what it means to honor a dream, even when it seems the odds, timing, and circumstances say otherwise. Arturo shares his journey from El Paso to Las Vegas to Austin, working in high-stakes kitchens, and eventually creating a space that honors his late father’s dream.  A space that blends joy, connection, and crepes with soul. We talk about what it takes to stay the course, how grief can be a guide, and how joy is a language all its own. We talk about:  – How food becomes a bridge between family, memory, and meaning. – The courage to pivot and start something new. – Shifting to build something authentic. – Honoring joy as a way of life. If you’ve ever had a dream you’ve tucked away, this episode just might bring it back to life.  The Permission Portal Podcast is for all people ready to release shame, reclaim their voice, and live fully expressed. Our intention is to support you in embodying radical permission, dissolving old stories, and creating a life of connection, freedom, and joy. Connect with us: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/thepermissionportal Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/permissionportalpodcast/ Connect with Laz: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/massivemystic/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1FPNQHNx2U/?mibextid=wwXIfr Website: https://www.creatorskool.com/ Connect with Paulmarq: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/bypaulmarq/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1B5VmT9PLC/?mibextid=wwXIfr Website: https://www.bypaulmarq.com/ Connect with Chef Arturo Urquidi: Website: https://crepeologycafe.com/

    1h 16m

  6. 12/23/2025

    Episode 17 | Permission to Follow Your Destiny Feat. Alexandra Leigh

    In this episode of The Permission Portal, we sit with spiritual business strategist, and energetic architect, Alexandra Leigh.  We talk about what it means to follow your destiny. Alexandra helps creatives and spiritual entrepreneurs build soul-aligned businesses that honor their energetic blueprint instead of someone else’s formula. We explore: – Astrology, Human Design, Gene Keys & Destiny Matrix – Scaling a business without sacrificing your soul – Rewiring the subconscious for aligned manifestation – Letting go of one-size-fits-all strategies This episode will help you remember what you came here to build. The Permission Portal Podcast is for all people ready to release shame, reclaim their voice, and live fully expressed. Our intention is to support you in embodying radical permission, dissolving old stories, and creating a life of connection, freedom, and joy. Connect with us: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/thepermissionportal Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/permissionportalpodcast/ Connect with Laz: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/massivemystic/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1FPNQHNx2U/?mibextid=wwXIfr Website: https://www.creatorskool.com/ Connect with Paulmarq: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/bypaulmarq/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1B5VmT9PLC/?mibextid=wwXIfr Website: https://www.bypaulmarq.com/ Connect with Alexandra Leigh: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thealexandraleigh Website: https://msha.ke/thealexandraleigh

    25 min

  7. 12/17/2025

    Episode 16 | Permission to Get Wylde Feat. Padmavati Wylde

    In this episode, we welcome Padmavati Wylde. She's an musical artist, mystic, and aerialist. We discuss all kinds of things from Mennonite ancestry to barefoot living in the Canadian forest,and how Padmavati’s life is a living invitation into nervous system regulation, sensuality, and creativity.  This is a conversation about walking barefoot with beauty, building altars with intention, and dancing with your own divinity. We talk about: – The value of opposite-sex friendships in healing relational wounds – Nervous system regulation as the new power – Witchcraft, ancestral reclamation, and intuitive altar building – Human Design as a Projector and the path of the 6/2 Role Model – From warrior to artist: shifting from resistance to embodiment – Expressing truth through music, movement, and mystical presence This episode is a transmission of wildness... ...not chaos, clarity. This is permission to live as art. The Permission Portal Podcast is for all people ready to release shame, reclaim their voice, and live fully expressed. Our intention is to support you in embodying radical permission, dissolving old stories, and creating a life of connection, freedom, and joy. Connect with us: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/thepermissionportal Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/permissionportalpodcast/ Connect with Laz:  Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/massivemystic/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1FPNQHNx2U/?mibextid=wwXIfr Website: https://www.creatorskool.com/ Connect with Paulmarq: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/bypaulmarq/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1B5VmT9PLC/?mibextid=wwXIfr Website: https://www.bypaulmarq.com/ Connect with Padmavati Wylde: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/padmavati.rising Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1CTvSgvSGz/?mibextid=wwXIfr

    1h 2m

  8. 12/13/2025

    Episode 15 | Permission to Commune With Cannabis Feat. Nydia Zamorano-Torres

    In this episode, we sit with Nydia Zamorano-Torres — The Serpent Sage. She's former physical therapist turned ceremonial practitioner. We dive into reverent cannabis use, nervous system repair, and snake venom as medicine. She shares how her journey from “Ganja Clergy” to “The Serpent Sage” and mirrors a larger collective path of shedding religious shame, reclaiming feminine wisdom, and learning to commune with plant allies instead of using them to escape.  There's talk on... – Snake venom, microneedling, and vibrational body healing – The difference between recreational cannabis consumption and sacred communion. – How to meet your shadow without punishment or panic This episode isn’t just about cannabis. It’s about sovereignty and integration. The Permission Portal Podcast is for all people ready to release shame, reclaim their voice, and live fully expressed.Our intention is to support you in embodying radical permission, dissolving old stories, and creating a life of connection, freedom, and joy. \ Connect with us: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/thepermissionportal Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/permissionportalpodcast/ Connect with Laz: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/massivemystic/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1FPNQHNx2U/?mibextid=wwXIfr Website: https://www.creatorskool.com/ Connect with Paulmarq: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/bypaulmarq/ Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/share/1B5VmT9PLC/?mibextid=wwXIfr Website: https://www.bypaulmarq.com/ Connect with Nydia Zamorano-Torres: Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/nydiaspt TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@iamtheserpentsage Website: https://www.theserpentsage.com/

    1h 13m
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This is a weekly transmission for the parts of you that were told to stay quiet. Hosted by Paulmarq and Laz, The Permission Portal is more than a podcast, it’s a sacred space where shame dissolves, and authenticity rises, for your honest expression to be set free.  We dive deep into the hidden corners of your being: sexuality, spirituality, self-worth, emotional navigation, and the raw edges of human connection.  Each episode is a bold invitation to break free from conditioning, use your voice, and create a life rooted in radical permission granted by you to you.  Expect real, unfiltered conversations, practical tools, and embodied wisdom — all designed to help you shed the masks and show up fully as the human (and soul) you came here to be. Whether you’re looking to deepen intimacy, heal old wounds, or be you unapologetically, this is your portal. Come as you are. Know you've always been whole.

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