Matt Richardson Podcast

Matthew Richardson

I’m Matthew Richardson, and I want to welcome you to the Matt Richardson Podcast. This Podcast shares real stories of how Jesus Christ heals, restores, and brings hope. Each episode highlights someone who has faced darkness but how found their way to the light. This show is honest, raw and real and focused on Jesus Christ. If you want faith, strength, and powerful stories of Christ's redemption in people's lives, then this show is for you.

  1. 2d ago

    I Walked Away From Homosexuality For Jesus I Priscilla Rodriguez

    Welcome back to The Matt Richardson Podcast. Today’s conversation with Priscilla Rodriguez is an incredible roadmap for how parents and the church must rethink their approach to same-sex attraction, grace, and redemption. As the daughter of two pastors, Priscilla spent years believing she was destined for hell because she experienced same-sex attraction and pornography addiction. When her parents responded with fear, reputation management, and anger, Priscilla felt pushed into the LGBTQ+ community and abandoned her faith completely. Priscilla pulls back the curtain on the dark reality of living away from God—battling domestic violence, drug abuse, and demonic torment. She shares how Jesus met her directly in her living room when she was at rock bottom, meeting her with divine gentleness rather than condemnation. Together, Priscilla and I discuss why the church must lead with grace first, how to heal the root wounds behind sexuality, and how abiding in the vine of Christ brings true, effortless transformation. What you’ll hear: Why Christians must offer grace before truth, just as Jesus did for the adulterous woman. What young adults experiencing same-sex attraction actually need from their parents. The reality of spiritual warfare, sleep paralysis, and dark energy in living away from God. Why willpower fails to cure addiction and how abiding in Jesus brings natural sobriety. A message to lukewarm Christians and parents praying for prodigal children. If you found yourself in my story today, please know you don't have to walk through the darkness alone. This podcast is dedicated to providing you with the spiritual truth, guidance, and community you need to find true freedom.

  2. Sep 28

    Power of Life and Death is In The Tongue | Proverbs 12:18

    In this episode of The Matt Richardson Podcast, we break down one of the most powerful spiritual truths in Scripture: the power of the tongue.  Proverbs 18:21 reminds us that "death and life are in the power of the tongue," and Proverbs 12:18 warns that words can either pierce like a sword or bring healing like medicine.  I open up about the painful reality of my past marriage and how our inability to speak life over one another destroyed our relationship. I share the deep pain of hearing my ex-wife tell me I wasn't a man while praising other men, and how I retaliated by speaking words of death back to her about her age and worth.  The result? Two people dying inside, a dead marriage, and a painful divorce. I contrast this destruction with the profound impact of my parents, who consistently spoke words of life, belief, and grace over me—even when I was lost in a 14-year battle with addiction, strip clubs, and same-sex attraction. We dive deep into Ezekiel 37 (The Valley of Dry Bones), where God commands Ezekiel to prophesy life and breath over a field of dead, dry bones. Whether in your marriage, with a rebellious child, in a struggling friendship, or in the way you speak to yourself in the mirror, this episode is a call to put away the sword of death, stop validating hopelessness, and start speaking God’s life and medicine over your dry bones. What you’ll hear: Proverbs 18:21 & 12:18: How words create either spiritual life or spiritual destruction. The Death of a Marriage: How speaking insults and emasculation left both my ex-wife and me hollowed out. The Power of Parental Words: How my parents spoke life and belief into me during my darkest addictions. Ezekiel 37 Breakdown: Prophesying life over the "valley of dry bones" in your current circumstances. Satan’s Tactic: How the enemy uses labels and peer teasing to plant lies about identity. The 10-Day Challenge: How speaking pure life and affirmation over your spouse will transform your relationship. If this message spoke to your heart, consider this channel a safe haven for your journey. We are here to bring you the hope, restoration, and real-life tools found only in Jesus Christ.

  3. Sep 21

    Pornography Destroyed My Husband's Mind I Pamela Shinsel

    Welcome back to The Matt Richardson Podcast. In this solo-guest episode, Pamela shares a vital, heartbreaking message about the destructive nature of pornography and the life-saving necessity of keeping God at the center of your life. Pornography is often treated as a harmless vice, but for Pamela’s husband Justin, a hidden addiction created a mental storm that eventually led him to take his own life in their barn. Pamela pulls back the curtain on how explicit content alters a man's brain, destroys intimate communication in marriage, and pulls a person away from the light of God. Pamela details the crushing grief of being the one to find her husband, navigating the initial shock, and wrestling with false guilt. She shares how she refused to surrender to despair by running straight to Jesus—inviting Him into every room, every conversation, and every morning routine. Whether you are a man taking a passive approach to an addiction, a wife feeling invisible in your marriage, or someone grieving a sudden loss, Pamela’s message is a urgent call to take pornography seriously and find ultimate freedom in Christ. What you’ll hear: Exposing the lie: Why pornography is a serious, brain-altering addiction. How explicit content strips away intimacy and emotional safety in a marriage. The gut-wrenching day Pamela came home and found her husband. Why wives must never lose their worth or take the blame for a husband's struggle. Shifting from monotone prayers to intimate, life-saving conversations with God. Practical advice for women dating or married to men struggling with lust. If you found yourself in my story today, please know you don't have to walk through the darkness alone. This podcast is dedicated to providing you with the spiritual truth, guidance, and community you need to find true freedom.

  4. Sep 14

    My Husband Of 25 Years Took His Life. Here Is How Jesus Saved Our Family I Gina Oliverson

    In this deeply moving episode for Suicide Awareness Month, I sit down with Gina Oliverson—wife of Sean Oliverson and mother to Ellie—to share her side of the tragedy that reshaped their family two years ago. When Gina's husband, Sean—a respected orthodontist and pillar of strength—tragically took his life, her world changed in a single second. Yet, in the middle of unimaginable shock and grief, Gina chose not to let anger or bitterness take root in her heart. In this episode, Gina discusses how she supported her children through their unique grieving processes, the power of a consistent morning routine with God, and how she found peace through scriptural promises and personal miracles. She also shares how she turned her grief into purpose by starting a non-profit organization dedicated to helping men with their mental health. If you are currently navigating the fallout of suicide, dealing with heavy family loss, or deciding whether to open the door to bitterness or the door to Christ, Gina’s story is a testament that joy and hope can exist alongside deep sorrow. What you’ll hear: A 25-year love story: Meeting at Utah State and building a family centered on hard work. The onset of a nervous breakdown: How perfectionism, OCD, and insomnia spiraled out of control. Recognizing missed warning signs: Loss of interest, withdrawal, and "uncomfortable" goodbyes. The day of the tragedy: The sticky note, the search, and the immediate shock. Seeing God's hand in grief: Angels showing up, ministering to her son, and thin veils. Choosing appreciation over depreciation: Why bitterness destroys peace and how faith restores joy. If this message spoke to your heart, consider this channel a safe haven for your journey. We are here to bring you the hope, restoration, and real-life tools found only in Jesus Christ.

  5. Sep 7

    I Found My Dad After Suicide. Then Jesus Carried Me Through The Dark

    Welcome back to The Matt Richardson Podcast. Today’s episode features an incredible, inspiring conversation with my friend Ellie Dupaix on navigating suicide loss, overcoming victim mentality, and building an authentic testimony of Jesus Christ. Two years ago, Ellie experienced an unthinkable tragedy: she was the one who found her father, Sean Oliver—a strong, sturdy, beloved orthodontist—after he tragically lost his life to suicide. Ellie opens up about who her father really was, painting a picture far beyond how he passed away—from his playful teasing and quiet presence in the mountains to his unwavering belief in her abilities and the secret "I love you" sign he’d flash from the gym bleachers. Ellie details the unexpected months leading up to his passing, seeing her steady father cry for the first time as he battled hidden, ruminating thoughts and severe insomnia. She takes us through that heavy Sunday afternoon, finding his phone, stepping into the backyard shed, and the unbearable pain of falling to her knees when reality set in. She shares the dark, disorienting days that followed—questioning if God was even real—and the miraculous shift that occurred when her family chose to open their eyes to the tangible light of Christ moving through their community. From her 4-month "hibernation era" of staying in bed and going on sunset walks with her dog, to starting a prayer journal where she wrote to God like a friend, Ellie shares how she surrendered her grief to the Lord, turned her ashes into beauty, and rebuilt her life on an unshakable personal relationship with Jesus. What you’ll hear: Beyond the tragedy: Remembering Sean Oliver’s strength, curiosity, and love. The warning signs of ruminating thoughts, insomnia, and OCD in strong men. Finding her father: Navigating the immediate shock, guilt, and disorienting darkness. Discerning agency and tragedy: Recognizing that God didn't abandon her family. The "Hibernation Era": Why taking time to heal in bed and nature was vital. Writing to God as a friend: How a prayer journal transformed her spiritual walk. If this message spoke to your heart, consider this channel a safe haven for your journey. We are here to bring you the hope, restoration, and real-life tools found only in Jesus Christ.

  6. Aug 31

    I Poured Blood On Myself To Mock God. Then He Washed Me Clean I Jose Lopez

    Welcome back to The Matt Richardson Podcast. Today's episode features an incredible, mind-blowing testimony of deliverance with my brother Jose Lopez. For years, Jose lived behind a dark, demonic mask. Having survived childhood physical abuse, he constructed an alternative persona to insulate himself from pain. His quest for self-protection escalated into extreme dark art—dyeing his hair, wearing pentagrams, imitating the Joker, and posting videos of himself mocking the crucifixion of Christ. Though he achieved fame, money, and status in the dark entertainment world, Jose's soul was dying. He opens up about the terrifying moment he looked in his bedroom mirror and saw a demon staring back, and how his soul began screaming out for help. Jose shares how God met him right in his bedroom through a Holy Spirit-inspired message, washing away his sins, driving out the spirits of darkness, and completely restoring his true identity. Together, we unpack the reality of spiritual warfare, the trap of holding onto subtle idols, and how Jesus Christ can take someone who once blasphemed His name and turn them into a fire-filled evangelist.   What you’ll hear: How childhood abuse and trauma force young kids to build dark alter-egos. The hidden danger of horror movies, dark personas, and inviting demonic spirits. The mirror experience: Staring into the dark and seeing a demon inside. How God bypassed religious institutions to meet a broken man directly in his bedroom. Physical signs of deliverance: Hearing demonic spirits screech as Christ enters. Letting go of the final mask: Truly surrendering all idols to follow Jesus 100%. If you found yourself in my story today, please know you don't have to walk through the darkness alone. This podcast is dedicated to providing you with the spiritual truth, guidance, and community you need to find true freedom.

  7. Aug 24

    Trans Woman With A Sugar Daddy In Miami—Then Jesus Opened My Eyes I Diego Arellan

    In this episode, I sit down with Diego Arellan for an incredibly transparent and authentic conversation about surviving childhood trauma, leaving behind a transgender lifestyle, and experiencing the radical redemption of Jesus Christ. Exposed to sexual immorality at just five years old following his father's passing, Diego grew up wrestling deeply with his identity. Craving the male attention and love he missed as a child, he created a fake online persona named "Katherine" as a teenager before eventually transitioning into a woman as an adult. He took hormones for years, underwent multiple surgeries, and lived in Miami with a wealthy "sugar daddy" who bought him everything he wanted. But having all the money, beauty, and status in the world only left him depressed, addicted to drugs, and at total rock bottom. Diego opens up about the powerful phone call from his sister that introduced him to Jesus, his fears about stepping into a church dressed as a woman, and the exact moment at a park where the Holy Spirit hit his body like electricity. He shares how God opened his spiritual eyes to see his "female" identity as just a costume, leading him to cut his hair, detransition, and step boldly into his calling as a man of God. We also dive deep into the roots of same-sex attraction, healing childhood wounds, how Planned Parenthood fast-tracks transitions, and what true deliverance really looks like in the face of ongoing temptation. What you’ll hear: Childhood trauma, broken homes, and the early seeds of gender dysphoria. Planned Parenthood & Hormones: How a 30-minute conversation fast-tracked his transition. The reality of living with a "sugar daddy" in Miami while drowning in drug addiction and depression. The park encounter: Feeling the physical presence of God and seeing the "veil" drop. Detransitioning: Reclaiming his God-given masculinity and casting away past identities. Healing the wound: Why same-sex attraction is a wounded relationship with masculinity, not an identity. If this message spoke to your heart, consider this channel a safe haven for your journey. We are here to bring you the hope, restoration, and real-life tools found only in Jesus Christ.

  8. Aug 17

    I Was Not Born In The Wrong Body: Finding My True Identity In Jesus I Casie Heart

    Welcome back to The Matt Richardson Podcast. Today, I am joined by Casey Hartwig for an incredible story of redemption, identity, and the power of the Gospel. After years of struggling with same-sex attraction and feeling like she was born in the wrong body, Casey transitioned into a man. She took testosterone injections for years, underwent a double mastectomy, and built a completely new identity as "Cruise". But the happiness promised by the world never arrived. When her father passed away, Casey began seeking God for the first time. Through prayer, studying scripture, and learning that God doesn't make mistakes when He creates His children, Casey made the decision to step away from gender dysphoria and de-transition. In this episode, Casey shares how surrendering her flesh allowed Jesus to change the desires of her heart, restore her soft femininity, and give her an unshakable identity as a daughter of God. What you’ll hear: Confounding tomboy tendencies with "being born in the wrong body". The process of getting testosterone through Planned Parenthood. The spiritual and physical reality of de-transitioning back to a woman. Practical ways to surrender same-sex attraction and see others through God’s eyes. Why true freedom is found in crucifying the flesh and walking in the Spirit. If you found yourself in my story today, please know you don't have to walk through the darkness alone. This podcast is dedicated to providing you with the spiritual truth, guidance, and community you need to find true freedom.

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I’m Matthew Richardson, and I want to welcome you to the Matt Richardson Podcast. This Podcast shares real stories of how Jesus Christ heals, restores, and brings hope. Each episode highlights someone who has faced darkness but how found their way to the light. This show is honest, raw and real and focused on Jesus Christ. If you want faith, strength, and powerful stories of Christ's redemption in people's lives, then this show is for you.

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