everyone was worse than me

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bad dates, worse decisions. a podcast about modern love, ghosting, and accidentally falling for people who don’t text back. one woman’s attempt to stay sane while everyone else loses the plot. recorded so she stops texting her ex.

  1. Mar 18

    in all the wrong places

    crushes i had no business having, but fully committed to anyway

  2. Jan 3

    broken gem

    the last story of 2025, and the moment i finally stopped letting noise pass as intimacy.

  3. 09/25/2025

    the loop

    i almost downloaded the app (s?). instead i overthought men, women, and the infinite possibilities of heartbreak, and somehow survived. welcome to my brain.

  4. 08/19/2025

    failure

    he chose the wine, i smiled too hard, and somehow it felt exactly like i expected.

  5. 08/03/2025

    what if silence wasn't about me?

    not about love. about what it triggers. about how silence feels when you are wired for disappearance. and how to unlearn the panic without shaming the part of you that still wants to be held.

  6. 07/20/2025

    honeywell

    he played bass. i played it cool. i thought i was the exception — turns out i was just the first. this is the story of long hair, secret looks, plastic mannequin hands, and the kind of connection that doesn’t end, even when the relationship does.

  7. 07/17/2025

    dios aparte

    i kissed the wrong irish guy, woke up with the right one, and left while 50 cent played on a built-in tv. pandemic rules said i shouldn’t be outside. somehow, i survived.

  8. 07/16/2025

    sheriff things

    he had a wife, a kid, and a folder where we stored our mistakes. this one’s not about heartbreak — it’s about waking up, sending one final message, and watching a grown man go completely silent.

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bad dates, worse decisions. a podcast about modern love, ghosting, and accidentally falling for people who don’t text back. one woman’s attempt to stay sane while everyone else loses the plot. recorded so she stops texting her ex.

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