The Edge of Reckoning Podcast

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Learning to meet life as it is, steady in clarity, grounded in compassion, and open to what’s unfolding.

Episodes

  1. Jan 3

    Who are you without the Story?

    Who are you without your job, your roles, or the stories you’ve been telling yourself for years? In this episode of The Edge of Reckoning, Sue and Neil dive deep into ego and identity, how they’re formed, why they cling so tightly to familiarity, and what happens when a reckoning pulls them apart. Together, they explore how conditioning from family, culture, trauma, and expectation shapes our sense of self, and why identity often becomes a trap rather than a truth. From healing childhood wounds to navigating workplace negativity, they unpack how ego protects predictability, even when it no longer serves us. This conversation offers a powerful reframe: you are not your labels, your struggles, or your past, you are the awareness that gets to choose. A grounding episode for anyone in transition, questioning who they are, or ready to rewrite the story they live by.   Please send us questions or share your thoughts. If you would like a pdf of Sue's Ego/Identity workbook pages let me know! edgeofreckoning@gmail.com

  2. 12/21/2025

    Living in the Pause

    In this episode of The Edge of Reckoning, Sue Merlino and Neil Freebern explore what comes after the emotional intensity of a reckoning begins to soften. They step into the liminal space, that quiet, often uncomfortable pause between who we were and who we are becoming. When identities dissolve, certainty disappears, and the urge to “fix” everything rises, how do we stay present without prematurely reconstructing our lives? Through personal reflection, humor, and grounded insight, Sue and Neil unpack how awareness, nervous system regulation, and small intentional actions help interrupt emotional spirals and create room for something new to emerge. This episode explores: Why suffering often comes from clinging to old identities How awareness creates space between stimulus and response The difference between pain and self-created suffering Why readiness often follows action—not the other way around How to navigate uncertainty without rushing into the familiar This conversation is for anyone navigating transition, loss, reinvention, or profound change—and learning how to live inside the pause with patience, compassion, and clarity.

  3. 11/29/2025

    Equanimity: The Space Between Stimulus and Response

    In this episode, we explore the heart of emotional resilience: equanimity. What does it mean to stay steady in praise and blame, gain and loss, pleasure and pain? How do we respond without reacting? How do we build the muscle that creates space between what happens and what we choose next? Through personal stories; ranging from hearing loss to LA traffic, we they unpack how naming emotions, practicing radical acceptance, and using beginner’s mind can shift even the most difficult moments. We also explore Stoic philosophy, Buddhist teachings, and the concept of the “second arrow,” illuminating how we create unnecessary suffering through looping narratives. The episode closes with Neil’s original song, written during his own reckoning, a vulnerable look into perception, identity, and acceptance.

  4. 11/15/2025

    The Moment Before the Story

    In this episode of The Edge of Reckoning, we dive into one of the most subtle and transformative skills we can develop during life’s biggest pivots: the ability to notice what’s happening before we turn it into a story. Together, we explore how emotional pain so easily becomes suffering when we immediately judge, label, and spiral into mental narratives. Through real examples (including spilled coffee and runaway KFC chicken), they unpack how awareness and mindfulness help us catch triggers as they arise, interrupt automatic reactions, and choose a different outcome. This conversation is about learning to pause, breathe, and witness your inner world with curiosity rather than judgment, so you don’t keep recreating tomorrow’s drama with yesterday’s emotions. A warm, relatable, funny, and honest look at the small habits that help us navigate major change with more clarity, compassion, and choice. #EdgeOfReckoning #MindfulnessPodcast #EmotionalAwareness #SelfRegulation #LifePivots #ConsciousLiving #GenXWisdom #AwarenessPractice #HealingJourney #RewritingTheStory

  5. 11/01/2025

    Somatic Awareness: Listening to the Body’s Wisdom

    In this episode of The Edge of Reckoning, Sue and Neil dive into the subtle yet powerful language of the body. They explore somatic awareness; how our physical sensations often speak before our minds do — and how learning to pause, name, and feel can transform cycles of emotional looping and judgment. Through real stories and insights from neuroscience and mindfulness, they discuss how to turn discomfort into growth, reduce suffering, and cultivate compassion for yourself and others. It’s an honest, grounded conversation about interrupting the noise in your head and learning to “suffer well.” #EdgeOfReckoning #SomaticAwareness #MindBodyConnection #SelfCompassion #MindfulnessPodcast #EmotionalHealing #Awareness #TraumaRecovery #SufferWell #PersonalGrowth #Equanimity #GenXVoices #LifeTransitions #HealingThroughAwareness

  6. 10/11/2025

    Unfamiliar Ground: Living in the In-Between

    In this episode of The Edge of Reckoning, Sue and Neil explore the quiet, disorienting space between who we were and who we’re becoming, the liminal space after a rupture, when old identities have fallen away but new ones haven’t yet formed.  Grief that isn’t just about loss, but about the unraveling of identity. Neil shares how losing his hearing challenged his lifelong self-concept as a musician, while Sue reflects on navigating heartbreak, solitude, and rediscovering meaning. Together they unpack how the ego clings to old stories, how pain transforms into suffering when replayed, and how awareness can help us find peace amid uncertainty. Through honest conversation, humor, and real-life examples, they invite listeners to see cocooning not as being “stuck,” but as a sacred pause, a necessary phase of transformation before rebirth.

  7. 09/27/2025

    When the Old Story Ends: Navigating Life’s Disruptions

    We’ve all faced a moment of reckoning, that point where the old story ends and there’s no going back. In Episode 3, we share our own ruptures, from career loss to heartbreak, and the tools we’ve used to ground ourselves in the aftermath. If you’re navigating a transition, we would love to hear: what has helped you through your “sacred pause”?   We are also starting a book club. This group will meet 1x a month on Zoom. If you'd like to be a part of the discussion let us know. Email us at: edgeofreckoning@gmail.com

  8. 09/13/2025

    Conditioned Living: Breaking Free from Old Patterns

    In this episode of Edge of Reckoning, Sue Merlino and Neil Freebern explore the hidden patterns that shape our daily lives — the routines, habits, and subconscious scripts that keep us in “conditioned living.” Together, they dive into how the default mode network (that inner “roommate” in your head) influences self-talk, decision-making, and emotional reactions. Sue and Neil discuss the difference between system one and system two thinking (inspired by Daniel Kahneman), and why slowing down long enough to pause, reflect, and choose a response can transform the way we navigate life’s turning points. They share stories about quitting smoking, staying in unhealthy relationships, and how habits become “deep hooks” in our identity — and what it takes to break free. From Buddhist philosophy and the difference between pain and suffering, to practical mindfulness tools like “name it to claim it” and the power of simply pausing, this conversation invites listeners to rethink the narratives that define their lives. Using the metaphor of life’s acts and intermissions, Sue and Neil highlight the courage it takes to reinvent yourself, trust your gut, and create a new script for the next chapter. If you’ve ever felt stuck in old patterns, overwhelmed by change, or searching for a mindful way to meet life’s challenges, this episode offers awareness, honesty, and heart — and the tools to begin again.

  9. 08/30/2025

    Life's Turning Points

    In our very first episode of Edge of Reckoning, Sue and Neil open up about life’s turning points, the messy, heartbreaking, and strangely beautiful moments that force us to change. Together, we explore: How endings can spark unexpected new beginnings What it feels like to stand at the edge of a life you once knew The role of gratitude when saying goodbye Finding resilience in heartbreak, loss, and reinvention This is more than a conversation, it's an invitation to reflect on your own edge of reckoning, the places where grief, gratitude, and growth collide. Tune in and join us as we start this journey of navigating life’s pivots with honesty, humor, and hope.

  10. Season 1 Trailer

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    The Edge of Reckoning is a podcast about personal upheaval, spiritual questions, and creative reinvention. Hosted by Gen X friends Sue and Neil, it’s a space for honest conversations about heartbreak, change, and staying present when life gets hard. We’re not experts—just two people navigating the messy middle and asking: What now? Who am I, really? When the old story no longer fits, this is where the new one begins.

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Learning to meet life as it is, steady in clarity, grounded in compassion, and open to what’s unfolding.

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  • Creator
    edgeofreckoning
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    10
  • Rating
    Clean
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