The Spiritually F*cked Podcast!

Taylor Mulholland

Romanticizing the human experience — one episode at a time. Hosted by Taylor Mulholland, bridging the sarcasm and the sacred, this show dives deep into what it means to be fully, unapologetically human. No toxic positivity. No fake healing journeys. No “fixing you.” Just honest stories, laughter, and a deep return to the heart. That’s spiritual. For the feather seekers, conscious souls and chaotic hearts who know that being human is not a problem to fix, but a love letter to live by. We’re real here. And that’s the gift. You were never lost!!! You just haven’t found this podcast yet. So, welcome home human. ~ A host note: If I could give one gift to humanity, it would be to bring us back into our hearts. This is my intention for this podcast. Whether it’s through laughter, resonance, or a story that just hits. To feel is a gift, it’s the one thing us humans all have in common. And to feel something that you may relate to, brings us a little bit closer to harmony. For this whole world can sing. That is why I’m here. xx, Taylor Mulholland Connects! instagram: @thespirituallyfckedpodcast @taylormvlholland youtube: @TheSpirituallyFckedPodcast tiktok: @maylorgangordie website: https://sadflowerswritten.com

  1. Apr 10

    31. Why I ghosted everyone for two months

    Taylor shares what happened after taking 2 months to completely disconnect from the world, after her trip to india fell through.  No social media, no friends, no work… Just herself and her tonights (YIKES). What she found was a radical return to herself. And she’s here to share it all: How connections can act as distractions What happens when you put your life/trust in others hands The true gift of silence Abandonment anyone? Returning to yourself… Because why else are we here? This episode explores what happens not only when you choose silence, but when you choose yourself. When you stop reaching outward and begin listening inward. YAY. WE ADORE YOU!!!    ~   Connects! instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thespirituallyfckedpodcast/ https://www.instagram.com/taylormvlholland/ youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheSpirituallyFckedPodcast tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@maylorgangordie website: https://sadflowerswritten.com podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-spiritually-f-cked-podcast/id1829193477 substack - https://substack.com/@sadflowerswritten  Intuitive Guided Mentorship with me - https://sadflowerswritten.com/blogs/news/intuitive-guided-mentorships

    27 min

  2. Apr 10

    30. The closing of a chapter: Four years, a thousand versions of me + the cyclical nature of life

    In this epi, Taylor reflects on the closing of a chapter that held so much of her becoming. It’s been 4 years in the home that marked the beginning of her life in Boulder… to now preparing to leave it. (The house, not boulder - lol) What once felt like a beginning is now asking to be honored as an ending. We talk about the bittersweet nature of change and the beauty of this cyclical life. How some things are meant to be lived fully, and then released. Enjoyed in every moment. Let this message be an invitation to be present with your life as it is now. To recognize that even the moments you wish you could hold onto forever are temporary… and that’s what makes them sacred. Because this life, this version of you, this chapter is just a blip in eternity. And maybe that’s exactly why it matters so much. Thanks for being here 3 ~ Connects! instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thespirituallyfckedpodcast/ https://www.instagram.com/taylormvlholland/ youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheSpirituallyFckedPodcast tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@maylorgangordie website: https://sadflowerswritten.com podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-spiritually-f-cked-podcast/id1829193477 substack - https://substack.com/@sadflowerswritten  Intuitive Guided Mentorship with me - https://sadflowerswritten.com/blogs/news/intuitive-guided-mentorships

    25 min

  3. Apr 4

    29. Subconscious healing, rewiring your mind & being human: Heart led yap with Lilly @ Home to Self Podcast

    Another heart led yap with Taylor’s Boulder bestie Lilly from Home to Self Podcast!! This epi feels like sitting on the floor with your best friend, realizing… you’re not crazy, you’re just human. Lilly is a subconscious healing coach and founder of Home to Self. Taylor sits down and interviews her to talk about what it actually means to come back to yourself. We go deep into the patterns that quietly run our lives: people pleasing, fear of abandonment, overthinking, needing to prove our worth, and how so much of it isn’t “who we are,” but what we learned to believe. Lilly shares her journey from obsessive health + control into subconscious healing, and how the real shift didn’t come from doing more but from looking within. We yap: Why your brain is wired to keep you safe (not fulfilled) How subconscious beliefs shape your relationships, identity and reality The hidden root of people pleasing (and why it’s not your fault) What it actually means to “rewire” a pattern The difference between intuition vs. fear Why overthinking is really under-feeling How to work with your mind instead of against it The balance between doing the work… and actually living your life Host reminder: Healing isn’t about fixing yourself, it’s about remembering who you were before you learned you weren’t enough. “You are both a masterpiece and a work in progress… at the same time.” - Lilly  Lilly links: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/lillymterry/ Home program: https://home-program.info/ Home to Self Podcast: https://open.spotify.com/show/077MdAVa2izkqWuMQUJBsR   ~   Connects! instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thespirituallyfckedpodcast/ https://www.instagram.com/taylormvlholland/ youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheSpirituallyFckedPodcast tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@maylorgangordie website: https://sadflowerswritten.com podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-spiritually-f-cked-podcast/id1829193477 substack - https://substack.com/@sadflowerswritten  Intuitive Guided Mentorship with me - https://sadflowerswritten.com/blogs/news/intuitive-guided-mentorships

    1h 9m

  4. Apr 1

    28. STAR WEATHER REPORT - The planets in April

    Welcome to the new series! Star weather report - Where we break down what’s happening in the sky and what that means in your life! YAY!  Aries season brings a powerful PUNCH into our passions. We chit chat all about the new identity our hearts are calling us to step into and what this energy means in your life. Kicking off April is the full moon in libra, with the invitation to return to the relationship with your inner child. Chiron in aries anyone? The wounded healer comes through with a message from your past. We go into the delicious aspects of sensual venus in taurus and what this means in your love and relationships.  We tap on mercury, mars and the way these two planets influence how you communicate and move through the world. What better season to build trust in your self than aries season?  This epi explores the energetic blueprint of April and how to move with the planets… not against it. A message from your favorite astrologer: Take what you like and leave the rest. April brings some powerful shifts, how are you implementing? WE ADORE YOU! AND ALL YOUR ASPECTS!!! Thanks for being here.   ~   Connects! instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thespirituallyfckedpodcast/ https://www.instagram.com/taylormvlholland/ youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheSpirituallyFckedPodcast tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@maylorgangordie website: https://sadflowerswritten.com podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-spiritually-f-cked-podcast/id1829193477 substack - https://substack.com/@sadflowerswritten  Intuitive Guided Mentorship with me - https://sadflowerswritten.com/blogs/news/intuitive-guided-mentorships

    36 min

  5. Mar 28

    27. Astrology, intuition & self-trust: Heart-led yap with Lilly @ Home to Self Podcast

    In this epi, Taylor sits down with her Boulder bestie Lilly from Home to Self Podcast to explore how astrology can help us understand our patterns, reconnect with our intuition, and step into a new identity rooted in self-trust. We move into deeper conversations around self-abandonment, subconscious conditioning, reparenting the inner child and what it actually looks like to trust yourself in everyday decisions. This episode is a reminder that real change happens when we stop outsourcing answers and start coming home to ourselves. Topics covered: What the current astrology is activating collectively Why intuition is the most important tool right now The difference between intellectual insight vs embodied change Learning to stop outsourcing answers to other people Releasing self-abandonment and people-pleasing patterns Discovering what you actually want vs what conditioning told you to want Fear of embarrassment, rejection, and being seen Reparenting yourself with compassion Sovereignty and the power of choice This episode goes pretty deep… but also comes with mad sense of humor and poetic lightness that will reconnect you back into your heart. WE ADORE YOU!! Thanks for being here fam. Ways to work with Lilly:  Here HOME program: https://home-program.info  Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/lillymterry/%E2%81%A0    ~   Connects! instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thespirituallyfckedpodcast/ https://www.instagram.com/taylormvlholland/ youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheSpirituallyFckedPodcast tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@maylorgangordie website: https://sadflowerswritten.com podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-spiritually-f-cked-podcast/id1829193477 substack - https://substack.com/@sadflowerswritten  Intuitive Guided Mentorship with me - https://sadflowerswritten.com/blogs/news/intuitive-guided-mentorships

    1h 32m

  6. Mar 20

    26. Let me reintroduce myself… Hi, I’m back!!!

    “So I actually didn’t go to India…”  After a two month hiatus, Taylor shares where she’s been, the intentions behind it and why she never actually made it to India. (she really did try though!!) Let this episode be a silent return to yourself… (cough cough #silence), and an opportunity to land back into presence.  We talk about the power behind intention, the truth about bridging trust with yourself and the depth that happens when you reconnect with your spirit team. Taylor also shares what’s coming to the surface in her next ‘soul coming.’ If you’ve been looking for a podcast during those “trust fall” seasons… let this be the episode for you. Hopefully you didn’t unfollow us during the silence… and if you’re still here, thank you. We’re so happy to have you. Welcome back to Spiritually F*cked.  We adore you. xx,  Taylor   ~   podcast links    Connects! instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thespirituallyfckedpodcast/ https://www.instagram.com/taylormvlholland/ youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheSpirituallyFckedPodcast tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@maylorgangordie website: https://sadflowerswritten.com podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-spiritually-f-cked-podcast/id1829193477 substack - https://substack.com/@sadflowerswritten  Intuitive Guided Mentorship with me - https://sadflowerswritten.com/blogs/news/intuitive-guided-mentorships

    37 min

  7. Jan 23

    25. A look inside the unleash your inner muse workshop: Mirror medicine & emotional alchemy

    Here is a snippet from Taylor's - unleash your inner muse - workshop where we explore "we're all just a mirror medicine" — the idea that what we encounter in others is reflecting something within ourselves, inviting deeper awareness rather than judgment. We also unpack why “letting go” is so often misunderstood, and how it can become a form of spiritual bypassing when it’s used to avoid feeling, processing, or being with what’s actually present. This episode explores: The low down on the workshop itself Why triggers are invitations, not obstacles How reflection becomes medicine when met with honesty The difference between true release and emotional avoidance What it means to alchemize emotion instead of transcending it If you’ve been trying to heal by overriding your feelings or rushing toward detachment, this conversation offers a more embodied, compassionate path back to yourself. We adore you, muse. ;)   For the full workshop: https://sadflowerswritten.com/products/unleash-your-inner-muse-%E2%9C%A8 ~   Connects! instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thespirituallyfckedpodcast/ https://www.instagram.com/taylormvlholland/ youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheSpirituallyFckedPodcast tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@maylorgangordie website: https://sadflowerswritten.com podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-spiritually-f-cked-podcast/id1829193477 substack - https://substack.com/@sadflowerswritten  Intuitive Guided Mentorship with me - https://sadflowerswritten.com/blogs/news/intuitive-guided-mentorships

    13 min

  8. Jan 18

    24. When Spiritually F*cked meets Spiritualfxckboy: A conversation with my cosmic twin

    A good day for astrology hey? What If the Most Spiritual Thing You Could Do… Is Stop Trying to Look Spiritual at All? In this epi, I sit down with Ben Duffy for a raw, expansive, and surprisingly obviously hilarious conversation about authenticity, ego, emptiness, pain, devotion — and what it actually means to come home to yourself. What starts as a trippy synchronicity (same birthday, same year, eerily similar charts, and almost the same podcast name) opens into a deep exploration of dark nights of the soul, lineage healing, embodiment, and why humor might be one of the most sacred tools we have. (cough cough... it is) We talk about performative spirituality, rigid identities, and the quiet violence of constantly trying to fix yourself. About grief, devotion, heartbreak, art — and the freedom that comes when you stop abandoning yourself in the name of “healing.” This episode is a love letter to your expression. To feeling instead of performing. To staying loyal to yourself — even when it’s messy. A reflection on devotion, heartbreak, art, and the freedom that comes when you stop abandoning yourself in the name of healing. We Explore: Performative spirituality vs. lived truth Emptiness, non-duality, and the freedom of groundlessness Dark nights of the soul, depression, and surrender Grief, pain, and the alchemy that turns heartbreak into art Ego, shadow, and integration over “ego death” Embodiment, feminine lineage healing, and the body as teacher Devotion, ritual, prayer, humor — and not taking life so seriously Integrity, right livelihood, and choosing a soul-aligned life WE ADORE YOU FAM!!! For more Ben:  instagram: duffdaddy100 & spiritualfxckboy spotifty: spiritualyfxckboy  https://benjamenduffy.com/   ~   Connects! instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thespirituallyfckedpodcast/ https://www.instagram.com/taylormvlholland/ youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheSpirituallyFckedPodcast tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@maylorgangordie website: https://sadflowerswritten.com podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-spiritually-f-cked-podcast/id1829193477 substack - https://substack.com/@sadflowerswritten  Intuitive Guided Mentorship with me - https://sadflowerswritten.com/blogs/news/intuitive-guided-mentorships

    1h 24m
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Romanticizing the human experience — one episode at a time. Hosted by Taylor Mulholland, bridging the sarcasm and the sacred, this show dives deep into what it means to be fully, unapologetically human. No toxic positivity. No fake healing journeys. No “fixing you.” Just honest stories, laughter, and a deep return to the heart. That’s spiritual. For the feather seekers, conscious souls and chaotic hearts who know that being human is not a problem to fix, but a love letter to live by. We’re real here. And that’s the gift. You were never lost!!! You just haven’t found this podcast yet. So, welcome home human. ~ A host note: If I could give one gift to humanity, it would be to bring us back into our hearts. This is my intention for this podcast. Whether it’s through laughter, resonance, or a story that just hits. To feel is a gift, it’s the one thing us humans all have in common. And to feel something that you may relate to, brings us a little bit closer to harmony. For this whole world can sing. That is why I’m here. xx, Taylor Mulholland Connects! instagram: @thespirituallyfckedpodcast @taylormvlholland youtube: @TheSpirituallyFckedPodcast tiktok: @maylorgangordie website: https://sadflowerswritten.com

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  • Creator
    Taylor Mulholland
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    31
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Copyright 2025 All rights reserved.
  • Show Website
    The Spiritually F*cked Podcast!

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