In this testimony, Amanda, a registered nurse from the United States, shares her six-year journey on Lexapro after being prescribed the medication at 22 for situational anxiety during a difficult period of her life. She explains how the drug initially seemed harmless, but over time she began experiencing significant changes in her emotions, personality, physical health, and ability to cope with stress. Years into treatment, she developed symptoms she never connected to the medication: emotional numbing, memory loss, cognitive difficulties, impulsivity, severe fatigue, derealization, and a growing sense that she was becoming someone she didn’t recognize. When Amanda tried to taper off Lexapro, she encountered a wave of symptoms far more intense than anything she had been warned about. She describes protracted withdrawal marked by sleep disturbances, nervous system hypersensitivity, dysautonomia, histamine reactivity, visual issues, and periods of overwhelming physical and emotional instability. Her story highlights how these symptoms affected her work as a nurse, strained her relationships, and left her struggling to understand why her body was reacting this way while medical professionals dismissed the connection. Amanda shares the emotional turning point when, during tapering, her senses and positive emotions began returning for the first time in years. She also discusses what has helped her along the way, including functional medicine approaches, dietary changes, sobriety, and a slow, patient-led tapering process. Although her recovery is ongoing, she speaks openly about the progress she has made, the challenges that remain, and why she is now working with the Antidepressant Coalition to advocate for better warnings and informed consent around SSRI withdrawal. Her testimony reflects the difficult reality many people face when long-term antidepressant effects or withdrawal symptoms are not acknowledged, leaving them to navigate these experiences alone. Her story is honest, emotional, and important, and we are grateful she chose to share it. This testimony reflects one individual’s personal experience. It is not medical advice. Always consult a licensed medical professional for any health concerns or treatment decisions. 🗣 Your story matters. If you're suffering from damage triggered by Finasteride, Accutane (Isotretinoin), antidepressants, or other similar compounds, please consider sharing your story with us. 📩 Reach out: moralmedicine2023@gmail.com By speaking up, we break the silence and move one step closer to recognition, accountability, and hope.
