Living Louder

Portia Louder
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Portia spent four and a half years of her life in federal prison and her life was transformed. This is an account of kindness, faith and enduring friendships discovered in federal prison. Her story is told with the passion and insight of one who lived it. Portia opens our eyes and hearts to the real challenges and struggles that people in prison face.

  1. Our marriage Survived Prison - with Chad Louder

    3d ago

    Our marriage Survived Prison - with Chad Louder

    Podcast Description: Welcome to the Living Louder podcast, where we share powerful stories of faith, resilience, and transformation. In this special episode, Chad and Portia Louder open up about their extraordinary journey through life's darkest challenges and the triumphs that followed. From addiction and legal battles to prison and rebuilding a life rooted in love and faith, their story is a testament to the power of perseverance and the unbreakable strength of family. Portia shares her honest experience of battling addiction, making life-altering mistakes, and the deep regret she carries. She discusses how her faith in God became her refuge and guiding light during the hardest times, including her time in prison. Chad reflects on his own journey of love, forgiveness, and standing by Portia through every trial—supporting her when she needed it most, even when it seemed impossible. Together, they reveal how faith, love, and a commitment to change helped them turn their lives around, rebuild their marriage, and create a new future filled with hope and purpose. Throughout this heartfelt conversation, you'll hear about their childhoods, the influence of their families, and the pivotal moments that shaped their lives. They talk about the importance of community, the power of forgiveness, and the divine guidance that carried them through their darkest hours. Their story isn't just about overcoming adversity—it's about finding hope in the midst of despair and discovering the true meaning of redemption. Whether you're facing your own struggles or simply looking for inspiration, this episode offers honest insights and practical faith-based principles to help you navigate life's challenges. Chad and Portia's journey will remind you that no matter how tough things get, love and faith can lead to healing, growth, and a brighter tomorrow. Join us for an authentic, emotional, and uplifting conversation that will inspire you to never give up, to seek hope in every situation, and to believe in the transformative power of God's love. This is a story about second chances, unwavering commitment, and the incredible resilience of the human spirit. Subscribe and tune in to the Living Louder podcast for more inspiring stories and faith-filled conversations. #LivingLouder #FaithJourney #RedemptionStory #MarriageStrength #OvercomingAddiction #PrisonToProsperity #FaithAndResilience #TrueStory #Inspiration #SecondChances #LoveAndForgiveness #DivineGuidance #FamilyFirst #HopeInChrist #Transformation #Motivation #HealingJourney #FaithInAction #NeverGiveUp

    49 min
  2. Surviving the System: Estavan’s Inspiring Fight to Turn His Life Around

    Jun 19

    Surviving the System: Estavan’s Inspiring Fight to Turn His Life Around

    Podcast Description: Welcome to the Living Louder podcast, where stories of resilience, hope, and transformation take center stage. In this powerful episode, we sit down with Estavan, a man whose life story is nothing short of extraordinary. From a young age, Estavan faced unimaginable hardships—growing up in a family surrounded by addiction, experiencing repeated incarceration, and surviving a near-fatal accident that changed his life forever. His journey is a testament to the human spirit's capacity for change and the profound impact of second chances. Estavan’s story begins in Salt Lake City’s West Valley, where he was introduced to drugs at just 14 years old. His early years were marred by family struggles, substance abuse, and countless run-ins with the justice system—over 70 juvenile arrests and multiple prison stints. Despite these setbacks, Estavan’s determination to break free from the cycle of addiction and violence kept him pushing forward. His narrative takes us through harrowing moments, including a life-threatening incident where he jumped from a moving van at 75 miles per hour, leaving him with a traumatic brain injury and a long road to recovery. Throughout the conversation, Estavan shares the raw realities of living in toxic relationships, the challenges of navigating a system that often feels stacked against him, and the powerful moments that sparked his desire to change. His story also highlights the importance of community, family, and the role that organizations like Suntech Concrete have played in his transformation. Suntech’s commitment to seeing potential in their employees, providing second chances, and fostering a family-like culture allowed Estavan to turn his life around. Today, he is not only a safety professional dedicated to keeping others safe but also a living example of how perseverance and support can lead to a better future. This episode explores themes of redemption, the significance of employment in recovery, and the importance of community and brotherhood. Estavan’s journey shows that no matter how dark the past, there is always hope for a brighter future—one built on hard work, humility, and faith. His story is an inspiration to anyone feeling trapped in their circumstances, reminding us all that change is possible when given the right support and opportunity. Join us for this heartfelt conversation that will challenge your perceptions, inspire your soul, and remind you of the incredible strength within us all to overcome life's toughest battles. Whether you’re on your own journey of healing or simply seeking motivation, Estavan’s story will leave you inspired and ready to face whatever comes next. Hashtags:#LivingLouderPodcast #TransformationStory #Redemption #SecondChances #OvercomingAddiction #Inspiration #Motivation #CommunitySupport #NeverGiveUp #LifeChangingStories #Empowerment #HealingJourney #SuntechConcrete #FamilyCulture #Resilience #HopeInDarkness

    1h 10m
  3. Breaking Free: How Tiffany Overcame a Life of Drugs, Violence, and Trauma

    Jun 12

    Breaking Free: How Tiffany Overcame a Life of Drugs, Violence, and Trauma

    Welcome to the Living Louder podcast, where real stories, raw honesty, and inspiring journeys take center stage. In this episode, we sit down with Tiffany Ingraham—a woman who has faced some of life’s darkest challenges and emerged stronger, wiser, and more resilient than ever. Tiffany’s story is a powerful testament to the transformative power of hope, faith, and perseverance. Growing up in Utah, Tiffany’s childhood was filled with love, family bonds, and a strong connection to her grandma, who was her anchor. However, her early life was also marred by chaos, addiction, and neglect. Her mother, caught in a cycle of partying, drugs, and unstable relationships, left Tiffany feeling abandoned at just 14 years old. Despite these hardships, Tiffany’s connection to her grandma and her faith in God became guiding lights through her tumultuous journey. Throughout her story, Tiffany shares her experiences with substance abuse—including alcohol, marijuana, cocaine, and methamphetamine—and how these substances were intertwined with the trauma, confusion, and pain she endured. From early experimentation at age 12, to criminal activity, jail time, and the heartbreaking reality of her children’s birth and struggles, she openly discusses her battles with addiction, her moments of despair, and her ultimate desire for healing. What makes Tiffany’s story truly inspiring is her unwavering hope and her relentless pursuit of a better life. She talks about her journey to sobriety, the pivotal moments that shifted her mindset, and the importance of community, therapy, and faith in her recovery process. Tiffany’s honesty about her setbacks, relapses, and the ongoing work of self-discovery offers a powerful message for anyone facing their own struggles. Today, Tiffany is a shining example of resilience. She’s been sober for nearly a year, actively working on her mental health, reconnecting with her children, and embracing her purpose. Her story highlights that no matter how dark life gets, there’s always a path to healing, growth, and second chances. Her message to others is simple but profound: “Go toward the light, make your decisions, and stick to them. Everyone deserves hope and the opportunity to change.” Join us for an emotionally charged, authentic conversation that will inspire you to reflect on your own journey, find hope amidst hardship, and recognize the power you hold within to transform your life. Tiffany’s story is a reminder that even in the midst of chaos, healing is possible—and it starts with a single choice. #LivingLouderPodcast #Inspiration #RecoveryJourney #SobrietyStories #OvercomingTrauma #FaithAndHealing #MentalHealthAwareness #AddictionRecovery #SecondChances #InnerStrength #Resilience #Hope #Transformation #SelfLove #Motivation #HealingJourney #RealStories #Empowerment #NeverGiveUp

    1 hr
  4. Seven Years Inside: What Prison Taught Me About Everything - Part 2

    Jun 5

    Seven Years Inside: What Prison Taught Me About Everything - Part 2

    Part 2: Welcome to the Living Louder podcast, where authentic stories, personal growth, and resilience take center stage. In this heartfelt episode, host Portia Louder shares her deeply personal journey through adversity, redemption, and transformation. From her early years growing up as the oldest of seven in a non-traditional household, to her struggles with addiction, raising children as a single mother, and her eventual conviction for real estate fraud, Portia offers a raw and honest account of her life's challenges.This episode takes you inside her tumultuous path — from impulsive decisions during her teenage years, navigating unplanned pregnancies, and her battle with prescription drug addiction, to her involvement in fraudulent real estate deals that led to a seven-year federal prison sentence. Portia candidly discusses the pain of losing her freedom, the emotional toll on her and her family, and the hard-won lessons she learned along the way. Her story highlights the importance of faith, forgiveness, and the power of inner strength, as she describes her spiritual journey

    44 min
  5. From the Streets to the Feds. Fighting for Change

    May 29

    From the Streets to the Feds. Fighting for Change

    Welcome to the Living Ladder podcast, where we dive deep into stories of redemption, resilience, and transformation. In this powerful episode, we sit down with Aaron Pila, an ex-felon who has lived the harsh realities of the federal prison system and come out on the other side with a mission to change lives. Aaron’s journey is nothing short of inspiring—he’s gone from living a street life filled with crime, drugs, and loyalty to becoming a voice for change, advocating for prisoners and shedding light on the systemic issues within the incarceration system. Aaron shares raw and honest stories about his early years, his time in prison, and the struggles he faced while fighting legal battles that threatened to keep him behind bars for decades. You’ll hear about the brutal realities of high-security prison environments like Victorville USP, the underground networks that influence the streets, and the mental and emotional toll of incarceration. Despite these hardships, Aaron found purpose in helping others and using his voice to advocate for reform. Throughout our conversation, Aaron emphasizes the importance of humanizing those in prison, breaking stigmas, and recognizing the strength and potential of every individual behind bars. He talks about the loyalty and connections formed in prison, the underground economies, and how the system is designed more for control than rehabilitation. His journey of faith, self-discovery, and relentless pursuit of purpose is a testament to the power of perseverance. Aaron now dedicates his life to inspiring others, sharing his story through social media, and working with nonprofits to bring awareness to the injustices faced by incarcerated individuals. He’s also involved in efforts to influence policy change and supports programs aimed at rehabilitation and second chances. His story reminds us all that no matter how dark the past, there is always hope for a brighter future. This episode is a must-watch for anyone interested in criminal justice reform, personal growth, or stories of overcoming adversity. Aaron’s transparency about his experiences offers a unique perspective on the prison system, loyalty, and the human capacity for change. If you’re ready to be inspired and learn what’s really happening behind prison walls, tune in now. #PrisonStories #InmateLife #CriminalJusticeReform #RedemptionJourney #PrisonReform #HumanizeInmates #MentalHealthInPrison #JusticeForInmates #Transformation #LivingLadderPodcast #Inspiration #SecondChances #PrisonNetwork #LoyaltyAndSurvival #IncarcerationTruths #Prison

    1h 18m
  6. From Prison to Power: Manny Lopez’s Inspiring Journey of Hope & Redemption

    May 22

    From Prison to Power: Manny Lopez’s Inspiring Journey of Hope & Redemption

    Welcome to the Living Louder podcast — a powerful space where real stories of struggle, hope, and transformation come to life. In this episode, we sit down with Manny Lopez, a man whose journey from incarceration, addiction, and homelessness to becoming a beacon of hope and community leader is nothing short of inspiring. Manny’s story is a testament to the incredible resilience of the human spirit and the transformative power of faith, character, and internal growth. Throughout this heartfelt conversation, Manny shares deeply personal experiences — from growing up without a father and battling addiction, to spending years in and out of prison, and ultimately finding strength through faith and community. His story highlights the importance of character, humility, and the power of making consistent, small positive choices that lead to lasting change. Manny emphasizes that true growth begins internally and that real success is rooted in integrity, service, and a mindset focused on continual improvement. This episode isn’t just about Manny’s past; it’s about the lessons learned along the way. He discusses how sobriety has been the foundation of his freedom, how he navigates the ups and downs of life with faith and humility, and how he’s committed to helping others do the same. Manny also talks about the significance of community, the importance of forgiving ourselves, and the profound impact of showing up for others — whether it’s through community events, mentoring, or simply being kind and present. If you’re looking for hope, practical advice, and motivation to turn your life around, this episode is for you. Manny’s story proves that no matter how dark the past, there is always a path to light, healing, and purpose. His message is one of empowerment and encouragement: your internal choices, faith, and perseverance can move mountains. Join us for an inspiring conversation filled with honesty, vulnerability, and wisdom. Whether you’re on your own journey of recovery, overcoming obstacles, or simply seeking motivation to live louder and better, this episode will remind you that your best days are still ahead. Don’t forget to subscribe, like, and share this episode to inspire others. Together, we can create a community of hope, resilience, and transformation. #LivingLouder #Inspiration #RedemptionStory #OvercomingAddiction #FaithAndHope #PersonalGrowth #MentalHealth #RecoveryJourney #Motivation #TransformYourLife #HopeInDarkness #CommunitySupport #InnerStrength #HumbleBeginnings #SuccessMindset #SelfImprovement #LifeChange #InspiringStories #HopeForAll #FaithJourney

    53 min
  7. Tosha Robinson - Surviving the Storm

    May 15

    Tosha Robinson - Surviving the Storm

    Welcome to the Living Louder podcast, where raw honesty, resilience, and real-life stories take center stage. Hosted by Portia Louder, this inspiring series delves into the journeys of individuals who have faced unimaginable challenges and emerged stronger through the power of recovery, faith, and personal growth. Each episode offers a heartfelt look at overcoming trauma, addiction, loss, and the struggles that life throws our way, proving that no matter how dark the path, there is always hope for a brighter future.In this powerful episode, Portia sits down with Tosha Robinson, a woman whose life story is nothing short of extraordinary. Tosha's journey is filled with hardships from a very young age. She opens up about her tumultuous childhood, marked by abuse, abandonment, and neglect. Her experiences with an alcoholic stepfather, exposure to violence, and early involvement in drug and sex-related rebellion paint a vivid picture of a girl seeking love and acceptance in all the wrong places.Throughout her teenage years, Tosha's life spiraled into the streets of Las Vegas and California, where she became deeply involved in drug trafficking, theft, and multiple incarcerations. Her story is a testament to the destructive power of addiction and the resilience required to break free from it. Despite numerous setbacks—including losing custody of her children, battling suicidal thoughts, and enduring the pain of losing loved ones—Tosha's faith and determination kept her fighting for a better life.A turning point in her journey came when she decided to surrender to God, asking for help and guidance. Her commitment to recovery led her to programs like Golden Steps and Level Up, where she found the support and structure she needed to rebuild her life. Today, she is living proof that recovery is possible, and she shares her inspiring message of hope for those still struggling in the depths of addiction.Tosha's story is also one of forgiveness and reconciliation. She has mended relationships with her children, including her daughter who was adopted out, and now maintains a loving, supportive relationship with her family. Her story highlights that healing is possible, and that love and connection can be restored even after years of pain and separation.Join us in this candid conversation as Tosha shares her insights on owning her past, embracing her imperfections, and celebrating her journey of transformation. Her message to anyone in the thick of addiction or facing life's hardships is simple but powerful: It gets better, and your story is still being written. Her life exemplifies that with faith, perseverance, and community, a new chapter filled with hope and purpose is within reach.Whether you're on your own recovery journey or simply looking for motivation and real stories of triumph, this episode will inspire you to keep going, to believe in second chances, and to embrace the beauty of living louder than your past.#LivingLouder #RecoveryJourney #OvercomingTrauma #AddictionRecovery #Inspiration #FaithAndHealing #SecondChances #RealStories #MentalHealthAwareness #StrengthInAdversity #Hope #TransformationalJourney #FamilyReconciliation #SelfGrowth #Motivation #HealingJourney

    1h 2m
  8. A True Crime Story of Love and Redemption

    May 8

    A True Crime Story of Love and Redemption

    In this powerful episode of the Living Louder podcast, Lysle Swenson opens up about his incredible journey from a loving childhood to the depths of addiction, crime, and ultimately, redemption. Raised in a supportive and religious family, Lysle’s story is a testament to how addiction doesn’t discriminate — it can affect anyone, regardless of background or upbringing. Lysle shares his experiences of growing up as an only child in a tight-knit Mormon family, his struggles with feelings of belonging, and how those feelings led him down a dangerous path. From experimenting with drugs in high school to a series of arrests, prison sentences, and life-altering choices, his story is raw, honest, and full of lessons about the power of hope and the possibility of change. He candidly discusses the progression of his addiction, the chaos that ensued, and some of the darkest moments of his life — including a near-fatal encounter with drugs, the loss of his relationship with his children, and a shocking turn of events involving a dead body and a life in prison. Despite these hardships, Lysle reveals how he found love, forgiveness, and purpose through recovery, family support, and faith. This episode isn’t just about the struggles — it’s about the resilience of the human spirit. Lysle emphasizes that addiction is a disease, not a moral failing, and how important it is to seek help and make the decision to change. His story highlights the importance of accountability, the strength found in vulnerability, and the transformative power of love and faith. Join us as we explore the realities of addiction, the truth behind life behind bars, and the inspiring journey toward healing and rebuilding a life worth living. Whether you’re on your own recovery journey, supporting someone you love, or simply looking for a story of hope, Lysle’s experience will inspire and remind you that no matter how dark things may seem, there is always a way forward. Tune in to this episode for a heartfelt conversation about redemption, family, and the incredible strength it takes to start over. #AddictionRecovery #FromPrisonToPeace #SobrietyJourney #HealingStories #MentalHealthAwareness #RecoveryCommunity #OvercomingAddiction #Inspiration #TrueStories #FamilyAndFaith #RedemptionStory #LivingLouder #HopeAfterHarm #SelfLove #Transformation

    1h 12m
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About

Portia spent four and a half years of her life in federal prison and her life was transformed. This is an account of kindness, faith and enduring friendships discovered in federal prison. Her story is told with the passion and insight of one who lived it. Portia opens our eyes and hearts to the real challenges and struggles that people in prison face.

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  • Creator
    Portia Louder
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    49
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Portia Louder
  • Show Website
    Living Louder

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