Send us Fan Mail A cross-state move, a rebuilt studio, and a brush with death set the stage for a raw, curious deep dive into what the mind keeps when the heart stops. We open up about leaving Phoenix for Southern California and why starting fresh matters more after you’ve felt the floor drop out. A friend’s note about being clinically dead for sixteen minutes—no light, no voices, just a blank—collides with my own memory of business-as-usual awareness, talking to silent paramedics and watching the world slide by. Two near-death experiences, two wildly different stories, and a bigger question: is there one shape to the edge of life, or many? From ICU reflections to a moment where I almost quit magic, the path back came from something strange and small: a closed laptop, a mysterious jump drive, and Banachek’s lecture that flipped a switch in my head. Craft beat fear. Later, standing on Banachek’s stage to share that story, I felt a kind of permission to keep going, even without a clean diagnosis and with bills stacking high. That experience leads us to a theory we can’t shake—maybe some hauntings live on because the person never realized they were gone. After not knowing I was dead, I can’t rule it out. We’re also gearing up for a Friday the 13th ghost tour aboard the Queen Mary, a perfect place to test our curiosity where history, rumor, and atmosphere meet. Along the way, we talk about memory stitching, how the brain handles trauma, and why artists return to the stage after close calls. If you’ve had a near-death moment, a strange encounter, or a family story that won’t leave the room, we want to hear it. Subscribe, share this with a friend who loves ghost stories and psychology, and send us your tales—we’ll feature the most compelling ones in future episodes. Support the show