Crybaby Mystic

Ayu

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Spirituality
Updated Biweekly

Exploring what it means to live a creative, intuitive, emotionally honest life—because being a messy human *is* the spiritual experience. Where we embrace the full mushy-gushy spectrum of who we are so we can show up and build a world that reflects and celebrates the softest parts of us. ayutmi.substack.com

Jul 27

Hermit Mode and Trusting Your Creative Cycles

Hi Crybabies! In today’s episode, I’m sharing the behind-the-scenes of my July Hermitage. Why I went hermit mode in the first place, how it triggered tf outta me, and ultimately the crunchiness of what it actually means to trust your creative cycles. Now that Mercury RX is over I thought it was a good time to share the internal noticings and shifts I’ve been experiencing in my life + business, and how I navigated the hard s**t!! HOLOGRAPHIC is currently open for enrollment and you can save $300 when you sign up before July 31! Stay sensitive 💧 Keep in touch: Instagram Threads Substack Get full access to astral pathways at ayutmi.substack.com/subscribe
Jul 22

How to Actually Feel Your Feelings, Unmasking Our Patterns, and Creative Self-Discovery With Gabby Panos

Hi Crybabies! I’m soooo excited for you to listen to this episode with Gabby! I feel like we literally covered A LOT in this episode—like how Gabby went from not believing she was a creative person to now feeling confident in her self-expression, and how to stop intellectualizing our feelings and actually FEELING our damn feelings. This episode is def for the people who don’t believe they’re creative, the over-intellectualizing eldest daughters who don’t know how to slow down enough to actually feel their feelings, and the bisexual baddies who love a coming out story. From Gabby: hii my name is gabby and I’m the coach for all over-intellectualizing eldest daughter baddies 😎 if this is you I’m sure you’re painfully aware bc you’ve done the talk therapy, read all the self-help books, built the perfect morning routine and still can’t get out of your own f*cking way my work lives at the intersection of mind, body, and cosmos. together we identify your patterns, we remove the shame wrapped around them, and we build the safety in your body so you can show up and choose differently. (enough understanding,it’s time you feel and finally make the change) Get on the Waitlist for Unmasked 2.0 Download The Over-intellectualizing Survival Guide [freebie!] Connect with Gabby: Instagram | TikTok | Biosite Keep in touch with Ayu: Join HOLOGRAPHIC Instagram | Threads | Substack Get full access to astral pathways at ayutmi.substack.com/subscribe
Jul 15

Taking Responsibility For Your Own F*ckin Dreams With Ashley B. Jones

Hi Crybabies! In today’s episode, I sat down with magnetism + manifesting queen Ashley B. Jones! She shares soooo much juicy behind the scenes of what it actually takes to make your dreams come true, how to navigate the impatience and discomfort that inevitably come up when you’re calling in what you want, and why doing THE WORK to regulate is going to make you more psychic + help us collapse oppressive systems. You’re gonna love it here. Ashley B. Jones is a Mentor, Creative, Psychic, Teacher, and Writer. She teaches practical magic that blends neuroscience and mysticism to people in the loop (neurodivergent, witchy, intuitive/psychic, queer, creative, and parentified children) so they can make the right decisions and take the aligned actions to make their big, too-good-to-be-true dreams come true. Blending neuroscience and mysticism, everything Ashley creates is a tool for you to use to become your Favorite Self, attract Soulmate relationships, and live your Dream Life. Connect with Ashley on Instagram Read Ashley’s writing on Substack Join Sanctuary with code CRYBABY for 10% off Keep in touch with Ayu: Join HOLOGRAPHIC Instagram | Threads | Substack Get full access to astral pathways at ayutmi.substack.com/subscribe
Jul 11

Holographic Life: Holding the Vision Through the Discomfort, Summer Updates, and Being Changed By Community

Hi Crybabies! At the start of 2026 I had a huge vision: my first group program. I’d never done anything like that, but I wanted to SO badly that I was willing to kick myself out of my comfort zone in very intentional ways all year in order to see my vision come to life. In today’s episode, I tell the stories of what it took for me to be brave enough to launch (and sell out!) my first group program, and what it’s like now as I’m in the middle of enrollment for my magnum opus, HOLOGRAPHIC. You get all the behind the scenes and TEA of what the this year as a biz owner has been like for, inside of my world and the things that I’ve created. The vibe is very much “besties on Facetime” so let’s chat. HOLOGRAPHIC is currently open for enrollment and you can save $300 when you sign up before July 31! Stay sensitive 💧 Keep in touch: Instagram Threads Substack Get full access to astral pathways at ayutmi.substack.com/subscribe
Jun 29

Becoming the Matriarch of Your Own Life: Mercury Retrograde + Jupiter in Cancer Reflections

Hi Crybabies! In today’s episode I’m talking about how this Mercury RX in Cancer is so perfectly timed to reflect on how you’ve changed over the last year from Jupiter activating the Cancer part of your chart. We’re getting into the leadership of Cancer, how you’ve re-imagined your relationship with home + safety over the last year, and how this Mercury RX transit is gonna make it VERY clear the ways in which you have grown (since this time last year) Stay sensitive 💧 Keep in touch: Instagram Threads Substack Get full access to astral pathways at ayutmi.substack.com/subscribe
May 18

Make Your Perfectionism Irrelevant in Four Steps

Hi Crybabies! I’m SO excited about today’s episode!! Literally recorded this at 10pm on a Friday because I was THAT inspired. This episode is low key a masterclass in how to BEGIN the process of making your perfectionism irrelevant—aka dethroning it from its seat of power and influence in your life. This is the exact framework that I’m going to be walking us through during IN PROCESS, my 4-week summer camp for for creatives ready to reclaim their creative process, self-expression, and visibility from the chokehold of perfectionism (waitlist gets $50 off! We start June 1) Why am I sharing it all for you here?! Because I’m generous, duh. Also because I just want everyone to be FREED from the chokehold of their perfectionism. Here are the four steps I walk us through: 001: Create a relationship with your perfectionism 002: Orient yourself around being present in process (versus hyperfixating and pedestalizing your desired goals/outcomes) 003: Your vulnerability = your superpower 004: Microdose discomfort If you love this episode and wanna do all of this with me (and other cool people) then join IN PROCESS! I’d be honored to host you. You can learn more about the program and sign up for the waitlist here. Stay sensitive 💧 Keep in touch: Instagram Threads Substack Get full access to astral pathways at ayutmi.substack.com/subscribe
Apr 23

Finding Sovereignty in Your Cycles with Ines

Hi crybabies! I’m fully obsessed with today’s episode! I interviewed astrologer + womb worker Ines and we got into so much. There are so many gems from this conversation—from how to work with your luteal phase to astrological herbalism—and at the end we do a very emotional tarot reading swap! Come for the menstrual cycle wisdom, stay for the cards reading the f*ck out of us. Here’s the breakdown: * How Ines got into fertility awareness + our first period memories [OMG] * Why we shouldn’t be using period tracking apps to make big life decisions * The easiest way to start getting in touch with your cycle * Why your luteal phase is not out to get you * Why being in tune with your cycle helps bring context to what’s happening during your luteal phase * Making connections between the menstrual cycle and astrology * What is astrological herbalism and how it can support us * Ayu does a card reading for Ines * Ines does a card reading for Ayu Meet + work with Ines: Ines (@inestielas on IG) is a multi-modality poet, oracle, & matrilineal knowledge-keeper. Her practice weaves fertility awareness, menstrual cycle coaching, holistic herbalism, astrology & ecofeminist science fiction to help people who give a damn feel sovereign in their bodies & play their part in nourishing abundant futures for the collective. Sovereign Waitlist, Fall ‘26 cohort 1:1 astrology readings FREE Fertility Awareness masterclass Keep in touch + work with Ayu Book a Creative Archetype Immersion [FREEBIE] How to resource yourself for creative work using your birth chart Instagram Stay sensitive 💧 Get full access to astral pathways at ayutmi.substack.com/subscribe
Apr 7

If Motivation and Consistency Are Hard For You, Try This

Hi Crybabies! In this episode I share a little bit about why I went silent in March, but mostly I talk about why I think it’s helpful for us as creatives to stop focusing on motivation and consistency, and instead direct our focus on resourcing ourselves, and surrendering to our cycles. I share about how you can use your astrology chart as a starting point for what YOU need in order to feel resourced, and then get into how to identify what cycle you’re in, why that matters, and how to surrender to it. [also halfway thru the episode I realized my mic wasn’t plugged in - the audio is fine throughout but, ya kno. just human thingz] This episode was recorded with no notes, off-the-cuff as part of my journey/process of reconnecting with my voice. Work with me: * Book a Creative Archetype Immersion if you’d like to know what your natal chart says about how you can resource yourself for your creative work, and what your creative cycles tend to look like. Stay sensitive 💧 Keep in touch: Instagram Threads Substack Get full access to astral pathways at ayutmi.substack.com/subscribe

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Exploring what it means to live a creative, intuitive, emotionally honest life—because being a messy human *is* the spiritual experience. Where we embrace the full mushy-gushy spectrum of who we are so we can show up and build a world that reflects and celebrates the softest parts of us. ayutmi.substack.com

Creator

Ayu
Years Active

2025 - 2026
Episodes

18
Rating

Explicit
Copyright

© Ayu
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Crybaby Mystic