DoubleVision Podcast (by DoubleVision Blog)

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Identical twin sisters Jenelle and Joy grew up with Retinitis Pigmentosa, yet they’ve often seen blindness - and life - through different lenses. Jenelle brings her therapist’s heart for healing and resilience, while Joy adds an educator’s creative voice for making sense of life. Together they explore the social and emotional side of vision loss... the parts of the journey that never show up on eye charts - sharing stories, struggles, and laughter to remind us there’s no single way to navigate blindness.

Episodes

  1. JAN 8

    Who Am I, Really? Identity, Grief, and Integration with Adam Mock

    At the start of a new year, many of us find ourselves asking questions that feel both simple and unsettling: Who am I now? What still holds when parts of life change? This episode of the DoubleVison Podcast is Part 2 in a 3-part series exploring identity. If Part 1 focused on how and why we learn to protect parts of ourselves in order to belong and survive, this conversation turns toward what it can look like to integrate those parts when and if we feel ready. Joy and Jenelle are joined by leadership coach, keynote speaker, and author Adam Mock for a grounded conversation about identity beyond roles, labels, and circumstances. Drawing from Part One of his book Rescue Your Dreams, Adam invites listeners to consider identity not as something we construct through performance or achievement, but as something more durable and rooted beneath what we do. Topics CoveredIdentity beyond roles, labels, and circumstancesGrief, loss, and readiness to move forwardClearing false narratives about ourselvesCore identity, values, and strengthsBeing versus doingA guided identity exercise from Rescue Your DreamsAbout AdamAdam Mock is a leadership coaching specialist, keynote speaker, and the author of Rescue Your Dreams. With more than twenty-five years of experience, he has worked with individuals and organizations including Olympic athletes, Nike, PayPal, Jordan Brand, and Converse. His work centers on clarity, courageous conversations, and helping people live and lead from a grounded sense of identity. Learn more about Adam at adammock.com and buy Rescue Your Dreams here

    55 min
  2. 12/30/2025

    Identity and Belonging: Why We Protect Parts of Who We Are

    In this episode, Jenelle and Joy begin a two-part conversation on identity, grounded in their lived experiences of vision loss. Through stories from their childhood, they explore how early reactions from others taught them to protect certain parts of who they are. Those moments shaped instincts around when to explain, when to downplay, and when to keep parts of their identity private in order to feel safe or accepted. They explore the deeper reason humans learn to protect aspects of identity in the first place. The desire to belong is rooted in our need to survive within a community. When belonging feels uncertain, protection becomes a strategy. This shows up in especially layered ways for disabled people, who often have to assess when it feels safe to disclose parts of their identity, how much to share, and with whom. The conversation also touches on the medical model of disability and how it frames difference as something to fix, alongside the real and often unspoken paradox of feeling both proud of one’s identity and protective of it at the same time. By naming the moments that shaped these protective patterns, listeners are invited into the work of recognizing their own. This episode focuses on awareness as the first step toward integrating parts of identity that may have been hidden and creating more choice about how to move forward. Key TakeawaysHumans protect parts of their identity as a way to secure belonging and survival.Early responses from others often shape what feels safe to reveal or hide.Vision loss offers a specific lens, but identity protection is a universal experience.Disabled people often navigate ongoing decisions about disclosure and safety.Readiness and context matter when sharing personal aspects of identity.The medical model of disability can reinforce the idea that difference needs fixing.It is common to feel both pride and protectiveness around identity.Protection strategies formed early in life often persist without awareness.Naming these patterns helps loosen their hold.Integration creates space for growth, agency, and forward movement. Series ContextThis episode is Part 1 of a two-part series on identity. Part 1 focuses on early experiences and the ways we learn to protect parts of who we are. Part 2 will explore what it looks like to integrate those parts and move forward with greater clarity and freedom. Reflection Questions for ListenersCan you remember a moment when you learned to shrink or protect part of your identity based on someone else’s response?Where do you still notice that vulnerable, protective feeling showing up in your life today? Resources Mentioned During This EpisodeThe Country of the Blind by Andrew Leland There Plant Eyes: A Personal and Cultural History of Blindness by M. Leona Godin What Does Grief Need? (DoubleVision Podcast) Access Intimacy (DoubleVision Podcast)

    28 min
  3. 10/16/2025

    Cane-o-phobia

    What does it mean to move forward with courage while still honoring where you are? This episode explores the balance between bravery and self-compassion as we step into greater visibility. Episode Description In this episode, Joy and Jenelle explore the complex emotions that come with vision loss and the layered process of learning to use mobility tools like the white cane. Joined by mental health counselor Melissa Taussig, they discuss the delicate balance between “finding your brave” and honoring where you are in the journey. Together, they unpack the stigma around cane use, the vulnerability of being seen, and the deep strength that comes from community connection. This conversation invites listeners to see cane use not as a single act of courage but as an ongoing practice of self-acceptance, growth, and belonging—especially meaningful as we recognize National White Cane Day on October 15th. Correction During the episode, we mentioned an incorrect website for Daring Sisters. The correct website is www.daringsisters.org. Resources in This Episode: • Daring Sisters – www.daringsisters.org • The Country of the Blind by Andrew Leland – Find the book here • Guide Dogs for the Blind O&M Immersion Program – Learn more here • National Federation of the Blind (NFB) — White Cane Day Free Cane Program – Learn more • American Council of the Blind (ACB) — White Cane Day – Learn more If you have an idea for a future episode or a story you’d like to share, please leave us a voice message at 949-414-8336 or email us at mail@doublevisionblog.com.

    58 min

Ratings & Reviews

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About

Identical twin sisters Jenelle and Joy grew up with Retinitis Pigmentosa, yet they’ve often seen blindness - and life - through different lenses. Jenelle brings her therapist’s heart for healing and resilience, while Joy adds an educator’s creative voice for making sense of life. Together they explore the social and emotional side of vision loss... the parts of the journey that never show up on eye charts - sharing stories, struggles, and laughter to remind us there’s no single way to navigate blindness.