Soul Kink Therapy

Emily Letts
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Soul Kink Therapy, hosted by Therapeutic Kink Specialist Emily Letts, welcomes kinky guests to explore their desires, patterns, and fetishes as pathways to healing and liberation. Turn your fetish into freedom.

  1. JAN 30

    Married to a Crossdresser: A Partner's Honest Story (18 Years Together)

    What happens when your husband or male partner reveals they want to wear dresses, sparkles, and be a "pretty princess"? For Allison, this wasn't a dealbreaker—it was the start of an 18-year journey of deep love, communication, and gender exploration with her partner, Rochine. In this episode of Soul Kink Therapy, Allison shares the candid reality of being the female partner to a gender-fluid crossdresser. We discuss the struggle of being the "Hype Girl" when you aren't naturally girly yourself, how to navigate sexual intimacy when gender roles flip, and the profound work of deconstructing what a "traditional" relationship looks like. If you are a partner struggling to accept your spouse's crossdressing, or if you are a crossdresser terrified to tell your wife, this episode offers a roadmap of hope, devotion, and the spiral of growth. 0:00 - 1:29 - Intro: Meet Allison, Partner of a Gender Fluid Crossdresser 1:30 - 4:59 - The First Time: Dressing Up for Fun vs. Identity 5:00 - 8:59 - Long Distance Love: How 5 Years of Skype Saved Us 9:00 - 14:29 - The "Hype Girl" Struggle: When He’s More Feminine Than Her 14:30 - 20:59 - Deconstructing Gender: Redefining Attraction & Femininity 21:00 - 29:59 - Sexual Intimacy: Navigating Spontaneous vs. Responsive Desire 30:00 - 38:59 - Finding the Dom Within: A Submissive Woman Takes Control 39:00 - 46:59 - Parenting & Public Life: "Girls are Nurses, Daddy was a Nurse" 47:00 - 55:59 - The Spiral of Growth: It’s Not Linear, It’s Devotion 56:00 - 1:04:01 - Advice for Partners: Grace, Patience, and the "He" vs. "She"

    1h 6m

  2. JAN 23

    40 Year Trauma specialist shares how childhood trauma can affect your kinks

    Does childhood trauma cause kinks? Is having a fetish a mental health issue? In this episode of Soul Kink Therapy, I sit down with Sophie, a trauma specialist with over 40 years of experience, to discuss her own journey through gender exploration, neurodivergence (Asperger's), and the search for a "cure" for her desires. Sophie shares how she read every case study in Psychopathia Sexualis looking for what was "wrong" with her, only to have a massive epiphany while watching The Rocky Horror Picture Show. We discuss why traditional therapy often fails to measure success, the difference between sexual drive and kinky play, and why you should stop asking "Why am I like this?" and start removing the emotional charge instead. If you have ever felt like your desires are a symptom of a broken mind, Sophie’s expert conclusion will set you free: "It’s not you, it’s them." 0:00 - Intro: 40 Years as a Trauma Specialist 2:30 - Growing Up with Asperger’s & Secret Desires 6:00 - Reading Psychopathia Sexualis (Krafft-Ebing) & Seeking a Cure 9:00 - The Search for the "Root Cause" of Kink 13:30 - The Rocky Horror Picture Show Epiphany 18:00 - When Testosterone Drops: Sex vs. Kink 25:00 - Expert Opinion: Does Trauma Create Fetishes? 33:00 - "Emotional Charge" Therapy: Don't Ask Why 42:00 - Why Most Therapists Fail (The Need for Assessments) 52:00 - Finding Love & Acceptance Later in Life 1:02:00 - Final Message: Society Has the Problem, Not You

    48 min

  3. JAN 16

    How Latex Saved My Life: Body Dysmorphia & The Rubber Suit

    Imagine being a high school teacher and getting called into the principal's office because a student falsely accused you of being a "pedophile" on social media. For our guest Jay, this nightmare became reality, forcing him to confront not only the fallout in his community but also the secrets he had been keeping for decades. In this episode of Soul Kink Therapy, Jay opens up about the false accusation that nearly destroyed his life and reveals the truth about his actual secret: a deep Latex and Rubber fetish. We explore why a man who suffers from severe body dysmorphia—unable to even look at himself in the mirror—finds total peace and safety inside a rubber suit. Is his kink a result of childhood bullying and trauma, or is it a brilliant coping mechanism that saved his life? We dive deep into the psychology of safety, shame, and the revolutionary act of loving your body. 0:00 - 0:49 - Intro: The Revolutionary Act of Loving Your Body 0:50 - 4:59 - The Incident: Falsely Outed as a Pedophile by a Student 5:00 - 8:59 - The Fallout: Losing Friends & Revealing Childhood Trauma 9:00 - 13:59 - Jay’s Kink: Latex, Body Dysmorphia & Finding "The Other" 14:00 - 19:59 - The Question: Is My Kink Caused by Abuse? 20:00 - 34:59 - Shadow Work: Meeting "Nick" (The Knot) & "Ray" (The Brain) 35:00 - 45:59 - Healing The Protectors: Giving Nick & Ray New Jobs 46:00 - 54:59 - The Mirror Exercise: Seeing The Real Self 55:00 - 1:02:59 - Emily’s Reflection: Kink as a Gift vs. Trauma Response 1:03:00 - 1:08:41 - Conclusion: Diet Culture, Brainwashing & Liberation

    1h 9m

  4. JAN 9

    I Ripped His Ego to Shreds: The Breakthrough Session

    How much of your personality is just a performance to make other people happy? In this episode of Soul Kink Therapy, I sit down with a former client, Matt, to explore the devastating reality of the "Nice Guy" syndrome. We discuss his journey from performing the role of the "Good Boy" to having his ego ripped to shreds in a session so he could finally find authentic connection. We identify his fake persona ("F******d"), meet his terrified inner child ("Little Maddie"), and explore why humiliation can actually feel like relief—like "scratching an itch" deep inside the soul. I also share my own vulnerability regarding my business, proving that the Dom/Sub dynamic is actually a shared journey of two humans meeting in the mess. If you are tired of hiding behind a mask of perfection, this episode is for you. 0:00 - 0:49 - Intro: The "Nice Guy" Mask & Performing for Others 0:50 - 4:29 - Why Matt Sought Kink Therapy (Seeking Connection, Not Just Sex) 4:30 - 8:59 - The First Sessions: Trying to "Talk His Way Out" of Vulnerability 9:00 - 13:29 - The Turning Point: Silence, Eye Gazing, and "Kink Free Play" 13:30 - 17:59 - Ripping the Mask Off: When Emily Called Him "Pathetic" 18:00 - 22:29 - Meeting the Persona: "F******d" (The Fake Good Boy) 22:30 - 28:59 - The Inner Child: Introducing "Little Maddie" 29:00 - 34:59 - Emily’s Vulnerability: "Little Emily" & The Fear of Business Failure 35:00 - 41:59 - The Healing Power of Humiliation ("Scratching the Itch") 42:00 - 50:59 - Changing the Relationship to Shame (Devotional Love) 51:00 - 1:08:33 - Conclusion: We Are One Organism & Offerings

    1h 9m

  5. 11/28/2025

    Butt Stuff: How to Heal Shame Through Your Root

    Why is your Base Chakra (Root) the center of your belonging, safety, and money? In this session with tantra practitioner Janelle, we explore the Tantric Path of spirituality—bringing the divine energy down towards the Mother Earth. We discuss the toxic culture that puts Divine Masculine (focus, goals) on a pedestal while dismissing the Divine Feminine (surrender, intuition). This video offers a practical guide to Male Feminine Embodiment through Solo Base Practice and ritual. Learn the "I am the woman I've been waiting for" revelation, how to use ritual to move stuck energy (the "money hole"), and actionable tips for aftercare and partner play. This practice is the path to liberation from shame and finding true self-love. 0:00 - 1:14 - Intro: What Does "Home" and "Belonging" Mean?1:15 - 2:30 - Welcome Janelle: The Sacredness of the Base/Root2:31 - 4:44 - Base Chakra: Attached to Security, Belonging, and Shame4:45 - 6:59 - Spirituality: The Tantric Path (Down towards the Earth/Safety)7:00 - 9:39 - Divine Masculine (Freedom) vs. Divine Feminine (Safety)9:40 - 12:44 - Masculine & Feminine Archetypes: Balancing the Qualities12:45 - 15:44 - What are the Feminine Qualities? (Surrender, Receptive, Chaos)15:45 - 18:44 - The Culture's Toxic Masculine Imbalance18:45 - 21:44 - Feminine Embodiment: Beyond Makeup and Heels21:45 - 24:44 - Practice: Why You Need to Slow Down (Intuition)24:45 - 26:59 - Janelle's Journey: The Base is "Blocked"27:00 - 29:29 - Shame Flashbacks: The Stuck Energy29:30 - 32:29 - The Invitation: Solo Base Practice (Putting Things Inside)32:30 - 34:39 - The Ritual: Creating a Nest, Altar, and Intentional Space34:40 - 36:29 - Revelation: "I Am the Woman I've Been Waiting For"36:30 - 38:59 - Honoring the Differences (Feminine Evolution)39:00 - 41:44 - The Power of Ritual: Slowing Down the Adornment41:45 - 43:59 - The Base is Sacred: Essential for Aliveness (Excretion)44:00 - 46:29 - The Base Experience: Vulnerability for All Genders46:30 - 48:44 - The Goal: To Feel More (Not Better)48:45 - 50:14 - Third Eye in the Base? (Orgasmic Pleasure Range)50:15 - 52:44 - The Purpose of Pleasure: Moving Stuck Energy52:45 - 54:59 - Partner Practice: Starting with Safety (Enema for Nervous System)55:00 - 57:44 - Partner Practice: Slowness, Lube, and Pressure57:45 - 59:29 - Position: Face-to-Face Connection is Key59:30 - 1:00:15 - The Aftercare: Closing the Hole

    1 hr

  6. 11/21/2025

    Extreme Masochism: Finding Self Acceptance for Degradation Kinks

    TRIGGER WARNING: This episode discusses sensitive topics, including suicidal ideation. If you or someone you know is in crisis, please call or text 988 (the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline) in the US and Canada. Gumba is a devoted husband and professional who is privately grappling with profound masochism and degradation kinks, rooted in a lifelong ache that he realizes is suicidal ideation. His highest desire is obliteration, a goal that is unattainable—leading to constant mental anguish. In this session, we use Internal Family Systems (IFS) to stop running and meet the creatures within him: Bernard (the shame), No Name (the functional protector), and Gumba (the pleasure/addiction). This process is about healing the shame, integrating the "bad" parts, and finding self-acceptance for the kink that is an alchemization of his darkest trauma. 0:00 - 1:00 - TRIGGER WARNING: Suicidal Ideations1:01 - 2:00 - Welcome Gumba: The Conflict of Masochism & Self-Acceptance2:01 - 3:59 - Gumba's Story: Early Awakening & Strict Upbringing4:00 - 6:59 - The "Red Flag" & Confessing Kinks on the First Date7:00 - 9:59 - The Kink Described: Degradation, Obliteration, & Financial Domination10:00 - 12:29 - The Purpose of Kink: Responsibility is Taken Off & Service12:30 - 14:29 - The Polarity of Sex and Money (Financial Domination)14:30 - 16:30 - The Paradox: Gumba Still Struggles with Self-Acceptance16:31 - 18:59 - The Physical Constraint: "My Body Can't Keep Up"19:00 - 21:00 - The "Blue Balls" Analogy: Constipation of Desire21:01 - 23:59 - The Core Conflict: Achieving the Kink Goal Means Ending Life24:00 - 27:00 - The Fire Behind the Smoke: The Lifelong Ache to Not Be Here29:31 - 33:00 - The Kink Alchemization: Turning Shame into Pleasure (Diamond from Coal)34:30 - 36:59 - The Core Work: You Have to Stop Running37:00 - 39:59 - IFS: Meeting the Creatures (The Fear of the Suicidal Creature)40:00 - 42:29 - Finding the Functional Creature: No Name45:30 - 47:59 - Gumba Meets Bernard (The Core Shame/Darkness)51:00 - 54:29 - Gumba Meets Gumba (The Pleasure/Addiction Creature)54:30 - 56:59 - Gumba (The Creature) is the Glove Bernard Wears57:00 - 59:59 - Healing Bernard: Removing the Shame/Guilt Orb1:00:00 - 1:03:29 - Bernard's True Job: Accountability (Not Shame)1:03:30 - 1:05:59 - The Integration: Gumba, No Name, and Bernard Share the Orb1:06:00 - 1:08:29 - Gumba's Final Reflection: "I'm Glad I Didn't Chicken Out"1:08:30 - 1:11:31 - Outro & Call to Action

    1h 12m

  7. 11/17/2025

    Your Cross-Dressing Confusion Unpacked by a Trans Care Clinician

    "Am I a cross-dresser or am I trans?" "Is my cross-dressing just a kink or my true gender identity?" These are some of the biggest questions in the kink community. In this special episode, we talk with Roisen, who sits at the unique intersection of these worlds. Roisen is a gender-fluid cross-dresser and a Nurse Practitioner working in trans-affirming care. Roisen shares his powerful personal journey of navigating the "pink fog" of fetishization, discovering his non-sexual feminine self, and how he successfully came out to his wife of 15 years. We discuss the right way to tell your partner about cross-dressing (hint: it's not a "200 lb trauma dump"), the power of "baby steps," and the critical difference between "tolerating" your gender and having gender dysphoria. This is a masterclass in gender, identity, and kink. 0:00 - Intro: The Intersection of Cross-Dressing & Trans-Affirming Care1:40 - Welcome Roisen: A Cross-Dresser & Nurse Practitioner2:20 - Roisen's Experience in Trans-Affirming Care3:15 - Being "Out" at Work (Using He/Him & She/Her)5:30 - "I Don't Consider Myself Transgender"6:00 - Patient Journeys: Some Start as Cross-Dressers, Some Don't8:45 - The Stigma of Cross-Dressing (Is it a Kink or Identity?)10:00 - Why Roisen is "Out" at Work (An Act of Trust)14:00 - Advice for "Am I a Cross-Dresser or Am I a Woman?"14:45 - The "Paint Sample" Analogy (Spectrum vs. Gradient)16:15 - Why Roisen Moved from "Cross-Dresser" to "Gender Fluid"17:00 - Roisen's Origin Story (The Halloween Fairy)18:45 - The Internet Rabbit Hole & Fetishization19:50 - "Lost in the Pink Fog"22:00 - Realizing It's Not Just Sexual23:15 - 15-Year Relationship: Telling His Wife24:00 - "Roisen is Barbie" (Wife's Lack of Interest vs. Derision)26:45 - How NOT to Tell Your Partner (The "200 lbs of Trauma" Dump)28:30 - The RIGHT Way: Building a Culture of Acceptance29:30 - The "Baby Steps" Method (Painting Nails, Facials)31:30 - "Hold Yourself So You Can Hold Them"33:15 - Was There One Pivotal Moment? (No, Many Small Clicks)35:30 - Moving Kink Into the Bedroom (And Failing at First)37:00 - Finding a Healthy Sex Life (Switching & Dom/Sub)39:15 - The "0 to 100" Problem (Porn vs. Reality)40:30 - BDSM Munches & Communication41:30 - The "Sissy Maid" Fantasy (It's a "Play")43:00 - Is There Tension Between Trans & Cross-Dressing Communities?45:00 - Why the Trans Community is "Guarding" (Fear & Safety)46:00 - The "Day Walker" Privilege48:00 - Shame & Fear in the Cross-Dressing Community49:00 - Terminology: "Cross-Dresser" vs. "Gender Fluid"52:00 - What Does "Gender Queer" Mean?54:00 - Why is Cross-Dressing Seen as "Just a Kink"?55:00 - The Benefit of "Sissification" (A "Petri Dish" for Exploration)58:00 - Advice for Those Unhappy as a Man59:00 - "That's a Person Who Needs Professional Help"59:45 - Gender Dysphoria vs. Gender Incongruence1:01:00 - "It's Not Good Enough to Tolerate Your Gender"1:02:00 - Fear of "Pandora's Box"1:03:00 - Final Thoughts: "I Was That 16-Year-Old Boy"1:04:00 - Outro

    1h 5m

  8. 11/08/2025

    Chastity kink and how to introduce it your partner

    How do you introduce chastity to your partner without them "running for the hills"? For "Alan," a longtime chastity enthusiast, this conversation has been a series of "crashes and burns." He'd come in like a "bull in a china shop," treat his partner as a "kink dispenser," or get lost in fantasy vs. reality In this episode of Soul Kink Therapy, we discover the real reason his attempts fail: he's only telling half the story Using an Internal Family Systems (IFS) process, we uncover the core wound behind his desire: a deep-seated fear of being "invisible." We then role-play the wrong way (and the right way) to have this conversation, moving from manipulation to authentic, vulnerable devotion. This is a masterclass in kink communication, how to ask a partner to be your keyholder, and the "Kink Paraphrasing" technique. 0:00 - Intro: Kink, Devotion & Liberation1:00 - Welcome Alan: How to Introduce Chastity to a Partner2:20 - Alan's Reframe: Chastity as a "Gift"3:45 - Host Clarifies: "What is Chastity?" (The Cage & Key)5:10 - Alan's First Experience (His "Awakening")7:15 - "Am I Still a Guy to Want This?" (Internal Battles)8:30 - Chastity as a Tool for "Focus"9:30 - The Connection: "You Become Literally Devoted"10:45 - The Big Mistakes: "Bull in a China Shop"11:30 - The "Kink Dispenser" & "Fantasy vs. Reality"12:45 - Obsessing Over the Kink13:30 - "What Are You Chasing?"14:15 - IFS Process: "Internal Family Systems"15:30 - The "Bubbly" Creature: "It Wants to Be Noticed"17:00 - The Core Wound: "Fear of Being Invisible"20:00 - Alan's Reaction: "Tense"21:15 - Why You're Only Telling Half the Story (The Wound)22:30 - "It Lands Square in the Face"24:15 - Last Time He Introduced It25:40 - "If You Don't Share, It's Curtains" (The Most Important Rule)28:00 - Role-Play: Alan's (Bad) Attempt30:00 - Deconstructing the Bad Role-Play (It's a Performance)31:30 - "It's Manipulative"32:45 - The Barbed-Wire Fence Analogy (Protecting the Wound)34:30 - The "Gift" vs. "Transactional" (Serving vs. Controlling)37:00 - "You Neglect to See the Other Person"39:00 - The Good Role-Play: Emily's Example42:00 - The "Kink Paraphrasing" Technique44:00 - "Say the Words"45:00 - Letting the Other Person Have the Floor46:00 - Final Thoughts & Wrap-up48:00 - Final Blessing for Alan50:00 - That's It for Soul Kink Therapy51:00 - Pre-recorded Outro / Call to Action (Free Course) Want to support our mission of liberation? Leave a review on this podcast! The first 50 people to email a screenshot of their review to hello@soulkink.com get free lifetime access to my "Meet Your Inner Dom" course and are entered to win a free one-hour session

    55 min
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Soul Kink Therapy, hosted by Therapeutic Kink Specialist Emily Letts, welcomes kinky guests to explore their desires, patterns, and fetishes as pathways to healing and liberation. Turn your fetish into freedom.

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  • Creator
    Emily Letts
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    13
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © Emily Letts
  • Show Website
    Soul Kink Therapy

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