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  1. 2d ago

    101 山羊之首 | 三岛由纪夫 | 贤者时间中会看见凝视他的羊头

    本集谈到的短篇小说:三岛由纪夫的《山羊之首》(1948)。 主人公辰三是一名以诱惑女性为能事的舞厅舞蹈教师。在二战末期的横须贺要塞,他曾偶然目睹被饥饿童工宰杀并遗弃在夏草间的一只山羊断首;那颗头颅神圣、清冷而无动于衷地凝视着他与村妇的欢好。此后,这具山羊之首便化作挥之不去的梦魇,总在他每次猎艳得手后的贤者时刻浮现,用绝对虚无的目光将一切世俗的情欲与快感剥离得宛如草芥。辰三试图在举止端丽、神秘难测的香村夫人身上寻找救赎,渴望在一次不被断首窥视的幽会中打破诅咒。然而次日醒来,夫人早已卷款潜逃,山羊之首确实不再现身,但在空荡的被褥间,却赫然残留着一缕若有若无的山羊腥膻。 然而顺着她手指的方向往草丛深处一瞧,他也毛骨悚然起来。一颗被斩断的山羊头颅,宛如从泥土中生长出来一般搁在那里,正一动不动地凝视着他。 四周的青草被鲜血染污。然而,那颗苍老的山羊头颅却显得圣洁而威严,用深邃的眼眸凝视着辰三与农女交叠的睡姿。那并非责难的目光。或许更接近审判者的神色。但若说是审判者的目光,那眼眶中饱含的阴鸷却又显得过于浓重了。 本节目的制作人和主持人:严慕来 微信私号:mulai_y 邮箱:yanmulai@gmail.com 微信公号:慕来 独立博客:https://lainian.site 播客网站:https://lainianshu.typlog.io/ 播客RSS:https://lainianshu.typlog.io/feed/audio.xml 送面包(捐助和打赏):https://lainianshu.typlog.io/donate

    101 山羊之首 | 三岛由纪夫 | 贤者时间中会看见凝视他的羊头
  2. Oct 24

    98 丈夫的美 | 第四首诗歌/探戈 | 安妮·卡森 | 游戏和从游戏中逃逸

    本集谈到的诗歌来自诗歌集:《丈夫的美》(The Beauty of the Husband)。 本集里主要谈及的诗歌: Here, Albert, this old phantom wants a proof! 来啊,阿尔伯特,这个老幽灵想要一个证据! Give him his proof! A camel’s load of proofs! 给他证据!给他一整头骆驼驮着的证据! JOHN KEATS, 约翰·济慈, Otho the Great: A Tragedy in Five Acts, 3.2.208–9 《奥托大帝:五幕悲剧》,第三幕第二场,第208–209行 IV. HE SHE WE THEY YOU YOU YOU I HER SO PRONOUNS BEGIN THE DANCE CALLED WASHING WHOSE NAME DERIVES FROM AN ALCHEMICAL FACT THAT AFTER A SMALL STILLNESS THERE IS A SMALL STIR AFTER GREAT STILLNESS A GREAT STIR 四、他她我们他们你你你我她,代词就这样开启了那支名为“洗涤”的舞蹈,其名源于一项炼金术事实:小静之后有小动,大静之后有大动 Rotate the husband and expose a hidden side. A letter he wrote from Rio de Janeiro. 把丈夫旋转过来,暴露出隐藏的一面。一封他从里约热内卢写来的信。 Why Rio de Janeiro? is not a question worth asking. 为什么是里约热内卢?这不是一个值得一问的问题。 We had been separated three years but not yet divorced. 那时我们已经分居三年,但尚未离婚。 He turned up anywhere. 他会在任何地方冒出来。 Could be counted upon to lie if asked why. Otherwise could not be counted upon. 如果问起缘由,他必定会撒谎,这一点倒是可以指望。除此之外,他全然不可指望。 When I say hidden 当我说隐藏的一面时 I mean funny. 我的意思是滑稽可笑。 A husband’s tears are never hidden. 丈夫的眼泪从来都不会隐藏。 Rio, April 23 里约,4月23日 I don’t understand this business of linguistics. 我搞不懂语言学这档子事。 Make me cry. 让我哭。 Don’t make me cry. 别让我哭。 I cry. You cry. We make ourselves cry. 我哭。你哭。我们让我们自己哭。 Travelling foolish work spending money is what I make myself do. 旅行、愚蠢的工作、花钱,就是我让自己去做的事。 Carioca. 里约人。 I’m in an apartment in Rio with some Brazilians arguing over 我正待在里约的一间公寓里,和几个巴西人争论着 how to make a washing machine work. 怎么让一台洗衣机运转起来。 In half an hour they’ll forget about it and go out for dinner 半小时后,他们就会把这事忘到脑后,出门吃晚饭去, leaving the machine on fire. 任由那台机器着火燃烧。 They will come back from dinner to find their clothes burned up, 他们吃完晚饭回来,会发现衣服全都烧光了, slap each other on the head 然后互相拍打着脑袋, and decide they in fact bought 认定他们其实买下的 a dryer which they don’t know how to operate. 是一台他们不知道该如何操作的烘干机。 I have just gone to look at this machine. It is indeed a washer on fire. 我刚刚过去看了一眼这台机器。它确实是一台着了火的洗衣机。 So now what happens. You and I. 那么现在会怎样呢。你和我。 We have this deep sadness between us and its spells so habitual I 我们之间有着这般深沉的悲伤,它的魔咒如此习以为常,以至于我 can’t 无法 tell it from love. 将它与爱区分开来。 You want a clean life I live a dirty one old story. Well. 你想要一种干净的生活,我过的却是一种肮脏的生活,老掉牙的故事了。好吧。 Not much use to you without you am I. 没有了你,我对你而言也没什么用处,不是吗。 I still love you. 我依然爱你。 You make me cry. 你让我哭泣。 There are three things to notice about this letter. 关于这封信,有三点需要注意。 First 第一, its symmetry: 它的对称性: Make me cry.… You make me cry. 让我哭……你让我哭泣。 Second 第二, its casuistry: 它的诡辩术: cosmological motifs, fire and water, placed right before talk of love 水与火的宇宙论母题,被紧挨着放置在谈论爱情之前, to ground it in associations of primordial eros and strife. 以便将其植根于原始爱欲与纷争的联想之中。 Third no return address. 第三,没有回邮地址。 I cannot answer. He wants no answer. What does he want. 我无法回信。他也不想要回信。他究竟想要什么。 Four things. 四样东西。 But from the fourth I flee 但为了躲避那第四样,我逃离得 chaste and craftily. 贞洁而又狡黠。 本节目的制作人和主持人:严慕来 微信私号:mulai_y 邮箱:yanmulai@gmail.com 微信公号:慕来 独立博客:https://lainian.site 播客网站:https://lainianshu.typlog.io/ 播客RSS:https://lainianshu.typlog.io/feed/audio.xml 送面包(捐助和打赏):https://lainianshu.typlog.io/donate

    98 丈夫的美 | 第四首诗歌/探戈 | 安妮·卡森 | 游戏和从游戏中逃逸
  3. Oct 16

    97 素水 | 安妮·卡森的十个镇 (下) | 细枝折断声之镇、不对等爱之镇、拔示巴交会之镇……

    本集谈到的诗歌来自诗歌集:《城镇的生活》(The Life of Towns)。 这本诗歌集是《素水:随笔与诗》(Plainwater: Essays and Poetry)的组成部分。 本集和上集会谈10首诗歌。 本集里谈及的诗歌有: 《细枝折断声之镇》 / Town of the Sound of a Twig Breaking 英中对照: Town of the Sound of a Twig Breaking 细枝折断声之镇 Their faces I thought were knives. 他们的脸,我以为是刀子。 The way they pointed them at me. 他们把它们对准我的样子。 And waited. 然后等着。 A hunter is someone who listens. 猎人是那种倾听的人。 So hard to his prey it pulls the weapon. 紧逼他的猎物,紧逼到它拔出了武器。 Out of his hand and impales. 从他手中夺出,并刺穿。 Itself. 它自己。 6. 《爱之镇》 / Love Town 中文译文: 爱之镇 她跑了进来。 湿漉漉的玉米地。 黄色的辫子。 沿着她的背脊垂下。 英文原文: Love Town She ran in. Wet corn. Yellow braid. Down her back. 7. 《不对等爱之镇(但所有的爱都不对等)》 / Town of Uneven Love (But All Love Is Uneven) 中文译文: 不对等爱之镇(但所有的爱都不对等) 如果他爱过我,他就会看见我。 在楼上的窗前,额头一下下撞着玻璃。 英文原文: Town of Uneven Love (But All Love Is Uneven) If he had loved me he would have seen me. At an upstairs window brow beating against the glass. 8. 《拔示巴交会之镇》 / Town of Bathsheba’s Crossing 英中对照: Town of Bathsheba’s Crossing 拔示巴交会之镇 Inside a room in Amsterdam. 阿姆斯特丹的一间屋子里。 Rembrandt painted a drop of life inside. 伦勃朗在里面画下一滴生命。 The drop he painted Rembrandt’s stranger. 那一滴他画下的,是伦勃朗的陌生人。 Dressed as a woman rippling. 装扮成一个荡漾的女人。 With nakedness she has. 带着她的赤裸。 A letter in her hand she is. 一封信在她手中,她如此。 Traveling. 旅行着。 Out of a thought toward us. 从一个念头里,向我们而来。 Her foam arrives. 她的泡沫抵达了。 Before her even when he. 早于她,即便当他。 Paints Rembrandt’s stranger. 画着伦勃朗的陌生人。 As Rembrandt he shows. 作为伦勃朗,他展现出。 Him bewildered and tousled. 他自己困惑而蓬乱的模样。 As if just in. 仿佛刚刚进门。 From journeys. 从旅途归来。 On tracks and side roads. 沿着铁轨与岔路。 9. 《使徒镇》 / Apostle Town 英中对照: Apostle Town 使徒镇 After your death. 在你死后。 It was windy every day. 每天刮风。 Every day. 每天。 Opposed us like a wall. 像一堵墙,挡着我们。 We went. 我们走。 Shouting sideways at one another. 侧过身子,朝彼此喊叫。 Along the road it was useless. 沿着道路,这一切都毫无用处。 The spaces between. 之间的空隙。 Us got hard they are. 我们变硬了,它们是。 Empty spaces and yet they. 空无一物的间隙,然而它们。 Are solid and black. 坚实而漆黑。 And grievous as gaps. 并且令人悲恸,如那些隙缝。 Between the teeth. 在牙齿之间。 Of an old woman you. 属于一位老妇人,你。 Knew years ago. 多年前认识的。 When she was. 那时她是。 Beautiful the nerves pouring around in her like palace fire. 美的,神经在她体内四处奔涌,犹如宫殿中的烈火。 10. 《我向你告别之镇》 / Town of My Farewell to You 英中对照: Town of My Farewell to You 我向你告别之镇 Look what a thousand blue thousand white. 看那千重蓝千重白。 Thousand blue thousand white thousand. 千重蓝千重白千重。 Blue thousand white thousand blue thousand. 蓝千重白千重蓝千重。 White thousand blue wind today and two arms. 千重白千重蓝今日的风还有两条手臂。 Blowing down the road. 沿着道路吹拂而去。 本节目的制作人和主持人:严慕来 微信私号:mulai_y 邮箱:yanmulai@gmail.com 微信公号:慕来 独立博客:https://lainian.site 播客网站:https://lainianshu.typlog.io/ 播客RSS:https://lainianshu.typlog.io/feed/audio.xml 送面包(捐助和打赏):https://lainianshu.typlog.io/donate

    97 素水  |  安妮·卡森的十个镇 (下) | 细枝折断声之镇、不对等爱之镇、拔示巴交会之镇……
  4. Oct 15

    96 素水 | 安妮·卡森的十个镇 (上) | 春之镇 、狼之镇、龙脉之镇……

    本集谈到的诗歌来自诗歌集:《城镇的生活》(The Life of Towns)。 这本诗歌集是《素水:随笔与诗》(Plainwater: Essays and Poetry)的组成部分。 本集和下集会谈10首诗歌。 本集里谈及的诗歌有: 1. 《春之镇,再一次》 / Town of Spring Once Again 中文译文: 春之镇,再一次 “春天总和从前一样。” 一位中国老人说。 雨水嘶嘶地淌下窗玻璃。 渴望源自巨大的距离。 抵达了我们。 英文原文: Town of Spring Once Again “Spring is always like what it used to be.” Said an old Chinese man. Rain hissed down the windows. Longings from a great distance. Reached us. 2. 《狼之镇》 / Wolf Town 英中对照: Wolf Town 狼之镇 Let tigers. 让老虎。 Kill them let bears. 杀死它们,让熊。 Kill them let tapeworms and roundworms and heartworms. 杀死它们,让绦虫、蛔虫和心丝虫。 Kill them let them. 杀死它们,让它们。 Kill each other let porcupine quills. 彼此厮杀,让豪猪的刺。 Kill them let salmon poisoning. 杀死它们,让鲑鱼中毒症。 Kill them let them cut their tongues on a bone and bleed. 杀死它们,让它们的舌头被骨头割破,流血。 To death let them. 直至死亡,让它们。 Freeze let eagles. 冻僵,让鹰。 Snatch them when young let a windblown seed. 在它们年幼时将它们叼走,让一粒被风吹来的种子。 Bury itself in their inner ear destroying equilibrium let them have. 埋进它们的内耳,摧毁它们的平衡感;让它们拥有。 Very good ears let them yes. 极好的耳朵——就让它们有吧,是的。 Hear a cloud pass. 听见一朵云飘过。 Overhead. 头顶上方。 3. 《龙脉之镇》 / Town of the Dragon Vein 英中对照: Town of the Dragon Vein 龙脉之镇 If you wake up too early listen for it. 如果你醒得太早,就听听它。 A sort of inverted whistling the sound of sound. 一种倒转的哨音,声音的声音。 Being withdrawn after all where? 毕竟,它究竟被撤回到了哪里? From mountains but. 从山中,可是。 They have to give it back. 它们必须把它还回来。 At night just as. 夜里,正如。 Your nightly dreams. 你每夜的梦。 Are taps open reversely. 是逆向开启的水龙头。 In. 入。 To. 向。 Time. 时间。 4. 《夜里脑海中那人的镇》 / Town of the Man in the Mind at Night 英中对照: Town of the Man in the Mind at Night 夜里脑海中那人的镇 Twenty-five. 二十五。 To four a. 到四,一个。 Black. 黑色的。 Tinkle of the moon grazes. 月亮的叮响擦掠而过。 It knocks. 它敲击。 It. 它。 Off. 脱离。 The blade. 刀刃。 Of night like a. 夜的,像一。 Paring. 削下的薄屑。 本节目的制作人和主持人:严慕来 微信私号:mulai_y 邮箱:yanmulai@gmail.com 微信公号:慕来 独立博客:https://lainian.site 播客网站:https://lainianshu.typlog.io/ 播客RSS:https://lainianshu.typlog.io/feed/audio.xml 送面包(捐助和打赏):https://lainianshu.typlog.io/donate

    96 素水  |  安妮·卡森的十个镇 (上) | 春之镇 、狼之镇、龙脉之镇……
  5. Sep 22

    94 短谈雨、鳟鱼、智人…… | 安妮·卡森

    本集中讲述到的文字 关于智人的短谈 用微小的切口,克罗马农人把月相记录在他工具的柄上,他工作时思考着她。动物。地平线。水盆里的脸。在我讲的每一个故事里,都会来到一个我再也看不清的点。我讨厌那个点。这就是为什么他们称讲故事的人为盲人——一种嘲弄。 SHORT TALK ON HOMO SAPIENS With small cuts Cro-Magnon man recorded the moon’s phases on the handles of his tools, thinking about her as he worked. Animals. Horizon. Face in a pan of water. In every story I tell comes a point where I can see no further. I hate that point. It is why they call storytellers blind – a taunt. 关于音乐中的失望的短谈 普罗科菲耶夫病了,无法亲自出席由别人演奏他的《第一钢琴奏鸣曲》的音乐会。他通过电话听完了它。 SHORT TALK ON DISAPPOINTMENTS IN MUSIC Prokofiev was ill and could not attend the performance of his First Piano Sonata played by somebody else. He listened to it on the telephone. 短谈鳟鱼 在俳句中,据川端康成所言,有各式各样关于鳟鱼的表述。“秋鳟”、“锈鳟”与“下行鳟”,便属于他提及的几种。“秋鳟”与“锈鳟”是指那些已经产过卵的鳟鱼。它们虚弱不堪、精疲力竭,正顺流而下游向大海。当然,他补充道,偶尔也有一些鳟鱼会在深潭里度过寒冬。这些,则被称为“留鳟”。 SHORT TALK ON TROUT In haiku, according to Kawabata, there are various sorts of expressions about trout. ‘Autumn trout’ and ‘rusty trout’ and ’descending trout’ are some that he names. ‘Autumn trout’ and ‘rusty trout’ are trout that have laid their eggs. Worn out, completely exhausted, they are going down to the sea. Of course, he adds, there were occasionally trout that spent the winter in deep pools. These were called ‘remaining trout.’ 短谈阅读 有些父亲讨厌阅读,但喜欢带全家去旅行。有些孩子讨厌旅行,但喜欢阅读。滑稽的是,他们常常发现自己作为乘客坐在同一辆汽车里。我从《包法利夫人》的段落之间,瞥见了洛矶山脉巨大、被砍伐(或:裸露)的肩膀。云影慵懒地漂过她巨大的岩石喉咙,追踪着她冷杉构成的侧腹。自那些日子以来,我凝视女性肉体上的毛发时,无一例外会想:落叶性的? SHORT TALK ON READING Some fathers hate to read but love to take the family on trips. Some children hate trips but love to read. Funny how often these find themselves passengers in the same automobile. I glimpsed the stupendous clearcut shoulders of the Rockies from between paragraphs of Madame Bovary. Cloud shadows roved languidly across her huge rock throat, traced her fir flanks. Since those days I do not look at hair on female flesh without thinking, Deciduous? 短谈雨 我离开的那晚,夜色比橄榄还要黑。当我跑过一座座宫殿,带着一种奇特的心情欢喜时,开始下雨了。到底是个多么奇妙的概念啊——这些微小的形状!如果去数它们,我会迷失的。谁第一个想到了它?他又是如何向其他人描述它的?外面的大海上也在下雨。它没有击打在任何人身上。 SHORT TALK ON RAIN It was blacker than olives the night I left. As I ran past the palaces, oddly joyful, it began to rain. What a notion it is, after all – these small shapes! I would get lost counting them. Who first thought of it? How did he describe it to the others? Out on the sea it is raining too. It beats on no one. 本集谈到的书:Short Talks by Anne Carson 本节目的制作人和主持人:严慕来 微信私号:mulai_y 邮箱:yanmulai@gmail.com 微信公号:慕来 独立博客:https://lainian.site 播客网站:https://lainianshu.typlog.io/ 播客RSS:https://lainianshu.typlog.io/feed/audio.xml 送面包(捐助和打赏):https://lainianshu.typlog.io/donate

    94 短谈雨、鳟鱼、智人…… | 安妮·卡森

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