The Resilience Project

Julie Brumley
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Illuminating the unseen impacts of adoption — for all who’ve been touched by it. The Resilience Project Podcast brings voice, visibility, and validation to the parts of adoption society rarely names - but all of us feel. Through a trauma-informed somatic lens, host Julie Brumley explores the lived experiences of the entire adoption constellation, with a tender emphasis on the adoptee experience.This podcast goes beyond storytelling into soul-telling. It offers embodied insight, compassionate education, and a path toward awareness, strength, and hope. Each episode invites listeners to understand adoption more deeply - not just with the mind, but with the nervous system - and to reconnect with the truth, identity, and belonging that were always yours to come home to.

  1. 4d ago

    Announcing Un-M-Othered Revolution 2.0: A Healing Retreat for Adoptees in December (with Dr. Liz)

    Important Links: Hear directly from the pilot participants here Register for Un-M-Othered: A Revolution in Adoptee Healing retreat here Red Poppy Website Catch Julie and Liz in person at the Making of Me event in September Join The Refuge Membership Community here The retreat is back. In this special announcement episode, Julie is joined by her co-facilitator, colleague, and friend Dr. Liz DeBetta to share that Un-M-Othered: A Revolution in Adoptee Healing returns December 4–6, 2026 - this time at the Red Poppy Center for Renewal in Highland, Michigan, with everything under one roof. Dr. Liz DeBetta is a narrative healing practitioner, creator of the Migrating Toward Wholeness process, and the writer and performer behind Un-M-Othered - the work this entire retreat is built around. Together, Julie and Liz look back at what happened in that first sacred room in Idaho, what they learned, and how the second iteration is genuinely a different animal. In this episode: Content note: This conversation includes discussion of adoption trauma, grief, and relinquishment. Please listen with care and tend to your nervous system as needed. What actually happened at the pilot retreat in May - five adoptees, many of them in a room with other adopted people for the very first timeThe biggest lessons carried forward: keeping everything in one place, protecting integration time, and the power of smallInside the Red Poppy Center for Renewal - a woman-owned sacred healing space with gardens, a lake, a fire pit, and a heated indoor pool and hot tub (December in Michigan, y'all)Why the film screens Friday night, so nervous systems can sleep on it before the deep work beginsTwo intimate circles of seven, with both groups experiencing Liz's narrative writing track and Julie's Belonging Blueprint somatic trackBrand new: private one-on-one sessions - every participant chooses narrative session, somatic work, or bodywork and reiki - and why choice matters at a retreat built on bodily autonomyHow Liz's four N's (Notice, Name, Nurture, Next Step) and Julie's five C's move together: feeling it in the body, then finding language for itWho this retreat is for - whether you're just beginning or you've been stuck in the same therapy chair for a decadeWhy December: solstice stillness, and a pause between the holidays that can be so hard for adopted peopleA hint about what's coming in June…The details:  Un-M-Othered: A Revolution in Adoptee Healing  Friday, December 4 – Sunday, December 6, 2026  Red Poppy Center for Renewal - Highland, Michigan  14 spots total. One all-in price covers your room, every meal, all programming, and your private one-on-one session. No hotel bill, no dinners out, no surprises. Connect with Dr. Liz DeBetta here Questions about whether this retreat is right for where you are? DM Julie or Liz on the socials, or schedule a conversation with Julie here. Stop outsourcing belonging - insource it! Website Instagram: @juliebrumley_ Facebook: julierasbrum TikTok: @juliebrumley_ Click to Join My Free Adoptee Facebook Group You Tube: @julie_brumley

  2. Jul 30

    "You Don't Owe Them Your Loyalty": Brielle Wilson on Foster Care, Religious Trauma, and Reclaiming Her Story

    A note on content: this episode includes direct discussion of childhood sexual exploitation/grooming, teen pregnancy, foster care system failures, and religious trauma. Please take care while listening, and feel free to pause or come back to this one when it feels right for you. Links - Brielle's resources Brielle's Books Brielle's Social Handles - TikTok & Insta - @briinthemaking; YouTube - @Bri_MFTintern; Facebook - Bri W, MFT Intern Connect with Julie Join The Refuge Membership Community In this episode, I sit down with Brielle Wilson - an adoptee, teen mother, wife, and mother of eight who is currently pursuing her MFT licensure after completing her degree. Brielle's story touches nearly every part of the adoption constellation: kinship care, foster care, gaslighting, religious trauma, and what it looks like to be a teenager navigating systems that were supposed to protect her and didn't. She's already published two books, with more resources on the way, and she's building a future where she gets to be the therapist she wishes she'd had. This conversation covers a lot of ground, and Brielle shares it with a level of honesty that I think will land in your body before it lands anywhere else. In this episode, we talk about: - Being raised by her maternal grandparents from infancy after both biological parents struggled with addiction, and what "home" did and didn't feel like growing up - Becoming pregnant at 13 after being groomed online by a predator, and the pressure she faced from Bethany Christian Services and her guardians to relinquish her daughter - Her determination to parent despite having no model for what healthy parenting looked like - Being placed in an emergency shelter while pregnant, and commuting to high school with her belongings in a garbage bag - A foster placement that started out supportive and became restrictive - including a foster family later found to be exaggerating her behavior for additional stipend money - Her eventual adoption alongside a sibling set, and how adoption legally severed relationships with siblings she still saw walking past her house every day - Carrying her adoptive mother's unresolved adoption trauma, being treated as a caretaker in the home, and having her worth tied to productivity - Therapists appointed by her adoptive family who reported information back to them - and what that did to her ability to trust anyone meant to help her - The role religion played in both pressuring her toward adoption and, later, in the surveillance and performance she felt inside her adoptive family's church community - Marrying her husband and leaving her adoptive home at 18 - and the slow, honest work of realizing how entangled she still was in that family system even after she left - Why she chose to pursue an MFT, and what it means to become the clinician she needed as a teenager - How she's parenting her own eight kids with transparency instead of silence - Her belief - and the research behind it - that adoption trauma exists in every adoption scenario, even the "good" ones, and why two things (grief and gratitude) can be true at the same time - Her two books: Writing Over the Lines and Consumed, and what led her to write each one Stop outsourcing belonging, insource it! Website Instagram: @juliebrumley_ Facebook: julierasbrum TikTok: @juliebrumley_ Click to Join My Free Adoptee Facebook Group You Tube: @julie_brumley

  3. Jul 23

    Why Transracial Adoptees Feel Like Strangers in Their Own Mirror (And What Reunion Taught Adam Esparza)

    LINKS & RESOURCES About the Adoptee Mentoring Society: founded by Angela Tucker (author of "You Should Be Grateful"), AMS offers mentoring, lounges, and community that is by adoptees, for adoptees - a place where you never have to over-explain yourself. Connect with Adam here Connect with Julie: DM on any of the socials (links below), or schedule a conversation. Some adoption stories get told over and over. Others stay in the dark. In this episode, Julie sits down with Adam Esparza - transracial, transnational adoptee from Guadalajara, Mexico, advocate and ambassador with the Adoptee Mentoring Society - for a conversation about the layers of adoption that society doesn't seem to want to name. Adam shares what it was like growing up visibly different from his adoptive family, making up stories in kindergarten show-and-tell to survive, and legally changing his name back to his birth surnames so the person in the mirror finally made sense. He opens up about the reunion that found him when he had all but given up - a message from a cousin, a birth mother who once hid him from the authorities who came to take him, and a full brother, Israel, who looked exactly like him and painted roses, just like Adam always had. Together, Julie and Adam explore: Why some adoptee stories get visibility while others - like Mexican adoptees - remain largely unseen The dark underbelly of adoptions in Guadalajara, black market realities, and why we can't be afraid to name what really happened What reunion felt like in the body - Adam describes stepping out of survival mode for the first time in his life The grief of cultural disconnection: language, mirrors, food, art, and the homeland that stays in you no matter what Returning to Mexico for Dia de los Muertos to say goodbye to the brother he never got to meet Being a male adoptee in spaces where men are underrepresented, and why analyzing your emotions to help others is its own kind of strength How siblings adopted into the same family can cope in completely different ways - and how compassion keeps the door open What every parent of a transnational adoptee needs to accept: one day, that child will want to go back Adam's message to any adoptee feeling culturally untethered is simple: stay curious. You are not contractually bound to one side of yourself or the other. Don't neglect either one. A note of care: this conversation includes honest discussion of suicide statistics among adoptees, alcohol dependency, and an abusive relationship. Please listen with support around you if these topics are tender for you. You are not alone in this.  If this episode meant something to you, a five-star review helps this work reach more adoptees who need to hear they are not alone. Stop outsourcing belonging, insource it! Website Instagram: @juliebrumley_ Facebook: julierasbrum TikTok: @juliebrumley_ Click to Join My Free Adoptee Facebook Group You Tube: @julie_brumley

  4. Jul 16

    Born Brokenhearted and Expected to Be Whole: Adoptee Grief, Faith, and Healing with Anita Garber

    LINKS + RESOURCES: - Get Anita's book, Wading in the Waves - available on Amazon - Seven Core Issues in Adoption and Permanency - The Roar: God's Sound in a Raging World by Bob Hazlett - The Danger of a Single Story (Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie) - Adoptee Voices writing community - Schedule a conversation with Julie - The Refuge Membership Community SUMMARY: What if the wound you carry has no memory attached to it... and your body remembers anyway? In this episode, Julie sits down with Anita Garber - social worker, worship leader, and author of Wading in the Waves: A 40-Day Journey of Healing, Grief, Identity, and Belonging in the Presence of God - for a conversation about what it actually takes to step toward healing without bypassing grief. Anita shares the story behind the book, born from her observation that adoptee spaces were having every conversation except the one about God - and from a writing assignment that surprised her: a letter addressed directly to adoption itself, containing the line that stopped Julie in her tracks: "I was born brokenhearted and expected to be whole." Together they explore the difference between feeling unsafe and feeling uncomfortable, why the meanings adoptees absorb early - banished, unwanted, too much, not enough - root so deeply, and what it means when the body relives a separation the mind never consciously recorded. Anita opens up about her own moment of being called out of an orphan identity ("You are living as an orphan and called to be a daughter. Change your clothes."), the armor she didn't know she was wearing, and what "getting dressed" has looked like in real life: slowly, with safe people, with accountability that calls you higher instead of shaming you.= This one goes to the very center of the work: nothing is wrong with you. Something happened to you. And your body has been telling the truth about it all along. IN THIS EPISODE: - The story behind Wading in the Waves and why Anita wrote a faith-centered book on the seven core issues of adoption - Why healing is a choice - and what happens in the body when we avoid pain too long - Feeling unsafe vs. feeling uncomfortable: the nervous system question that changes everything ("Am I in danger right now... or am I remembering danger?") - Why beliefs like "I was too much" or "not enough" root so deeply in adoptees - the primal wound, ambiguous loss, and preverbal imprinting - Day 14 - Orphan: the prayer-time moment that confronted Anita's survival identity, and the armor she had to take off - Living as an orphan vs. living as a daughter - and how this maps onto survival identity vs. true identity - What "getting dressed" practically looks like: safe people, accountability, and choosing belonging consistently - Day 15 - Truth: Anita's letter to adoption, what surfaced in her body as she wrote it, and why telling the honest (not grateful, not polished) truth creates freedom - Day 16 - Rejected: "I have no memory of being given away, yet my body and spirit have internalized the trauma" — implicit memory, body memory, and why "you were just a baby" misses the point entirely - The "blank slate" myth adoptive parents were told - and what it cost - How preverbal rejection shows up decades later: reject-first strategies, trust, and attachment - Jesus and adoption: why Anita believes He understands the adoptee experience on a lived level - Forgiveness vs. bypassing pain - releasing yourself from prison vs. pretending you're not in one - Can forgiveness exist without honesty? (And what to do when the other person won't give you theirs) - What healing actually looks like in real life: felt safety, safe people, and starting with God - Two-way journaling (listening prayer) as a starting place - What "coming home to yourself" means: integration, living unfragmented, and being deeply known, held, and loved MOMENTS THAT STAY WITH YOU: "I was born brokenhearted and expected to be whole." "You are living as an orphan and called to be a daughter. Change your clothes." "My mind had forgotten, but my body remembered well." "Forgiveness is releasing yourself from prison. Bypassing pain is staying in prison and telling yourself you're not in one." "Nothing is wrong with you. Something happened to you." If this episode meant something to you, a five-star rating or a few words in a written review helps this work reach more adoptees and the people who love them. You are never alone in this. Website Instagram: @juliebrumley_ Facebook: julierasbrum TikTok: @juliebrumley_ Click to Join My Free Adoptee Facebook Group You Tube: @julie_brumley

  5. Jul 9

    Why Milestones Hit Different for Adoptees (And the App That Gets It) with Zoe & Ellie of Unfolding

    CONNECT WITH ZOE, ELLIE + UNFOLDING Website + waitlist Instagram Facebook Also on LinkedIn - follow along as they unfold, live. CONNECT WITH ME Join The Refuge Community Membership What happens when two adoptees sit down for coffee at a place called the Blue Kangaroo? Apparently, a movement. This week I'm joined by two women I can only describe as kindreds: Zoe Hansen-DiBello and Ellie Robinson, co-founders of Unfolding - an app built by adoptees, for adoptees, launching THIS month. Their tagline is "where curiosity meets belonging," and if you've been with me through the 5 Conditions of Self-Belonging series, you already know why my whole body was buzzing before we even hit record. We go deep into the milestones that carry layers other people never see - birthdays that are both celebration and anniversary of loss, the medical history clipboard and the weight of writing "unknown," school assignments that taught us we were othered before we had words for it, and the primal experience of becoming a parent and meeting your first biological relative. Zoe shares how becoming a mom "complicated the narrative" - and how her body told the story of abandonment through two years of chronic hives before her mind could catch up. Ellie shares her reunion journey at 21, the discovery that rocked her identity years later, and the grief that literally took her to the floor - and led her to build the community she couldn't find. And then we get into Unfolding: a daily practice of reflection, breath work, and journaling designed to give adoptees (and the people who love them) a shared language for the big feelings. Because we grow up - and we don't stop being adopted. This one is for adoptees, adoptive parents, partners of adoptees, and anyone who loves one. Which, statistically? Is just about everyone. KEY MOMENTS 00:05 - Welcome + how this episode connects to the 5 Conditions of Self-Belonging  03:43 - Zoe's story: adopted at 11 days old, four women, and the moment motherhood brought it all to the foreground  08:09 - When the body keeps the score: grief, chronic hives, and what cleared them  10:16 - Ellie's story: closed adoption, a "speed round" reunion at 21, and what reunion actually opened  16:16 - The phone call that changed everything - and the hug that told Ellie the truth before the DNA test did  21:13 - The Blue Kangaroo coffee: accidental ghosting, a mutual friend, and a partnership born in one sitting  25:25 - Milestones that carry layers: what a birthday really is for an adoptee ("big feeling days")  30:14 - The medical history clipboard: "family history: unknown," defense mechanisms, and the box doctors aren't checking  38:47 - School assignments, family trees, and feeling othered before we had words (plus a first-grade Hanukkah lesson you have to hear)  42:40 - Becoming parents + a somatic bridge: from "what's wrong with me" to "what is happening in me"  45:07 - Inside Unfolding: the daily card, breath work, journaling, and sparking real-life connection  47:36 - Why "Unfolding"? (A shower moment, not AI - and a name that keeps going)  50:43 - Big Feeling ice cream: proof the framework works in real life  52:23 - A public health crisis hiding in plain sight - and why this app had to exist  57:14 - What 99 Kickstarter backers taught them about who this is really for  58:43 - Where to find Unfolding + join the waitlist  59:22 - What Zoe and Ellie are personally curious about in their own unfolding  1:05:41 = Closing + a brand new tagline you'll be hearing from now on If something came up for you in this episode - a question, a reaction, something that stirred - DM me on any of the socials, or schedule a conversation with me. I'd love to hear where you are and how I can support you. And if this podcast has meant something to you, a five-star review (or even a few written words) goes such a long way in helping this work reach more adoptees and the people who love them. You are never alone in this. Stop outsourcing belonging - insource it! Website Instagram: @juliebrumley_ Facebook: julierasbrum TikTok: @juliebrumley_ Click to Join My Free Adoptee Facebook Group You Tube: @julie_brumley

  6. Jul 2

    Un-M-Othered: A Revolution in Adoptee Healing - Five Adoptees on Experiencing the Five Conditions

    Links How to connect with all Dr. Liz is doing Schedule a Connection Time with Julie Looking for Community Like the Retreat Created? Five Voices, One Room This episode is different from the rest of the series. Instead of teaching the five conditions solo, Julie sits down with Dr. Liz DeBetta and five adoptees - Mike, Jill, Nicole, Jeremy, and Jen - who were part of the Un-M-Othered retreat in Moscow, Idaho this past May. Together they walk back through Curiosity, Clarity, Capacity, Connection, and Consistency, this time through the lived experience of the people who were actually in the room. The retreat itself was born from a request: Julie's client Mike asked her to bring Dr. Liz's Un-M-Othered film to his community, not realizing Julie and Liz had already been dreaming up exactly that. Their two frameworks - Liz's Migrating Toward Wholeness and Julie's 7-phase Belonging Blueprint - anchored the weekend. In this episode: Why Mike reached out for something deeper than what already existed for adopteesWhat it felt like for Dr. Liz to watch years of dreaming become a room full of real peopleJeremy and Jen on what it meant to walk in as siblings who share an adoption story, versus Jill and Nicole walking in aloneHow curiosity showed up differently in the body the second time watching Liz's filmNicole on reframing hypervigilance as a skill rather than only a woundThe origin of Dr. Liz's mantra: more stories = more connection, more connection = more healingJen's experience of staying with discomfort instead of disappearing, and what self-abandonment looks like for herHow Dr. Liz's Migrating Toward Wholeness framework supports the "return to self" through writingJeremy and Jen on being witnessed by a room that didn't require translation or explanationJill's puzzle-piece analogy for incremental shifts, and Julie's grains-of-rice metaphor for how transformation actually happensWhat it feels like in a room when multiple adoptees find language for the same unnamed thing at the same timeEach guest's one sustainable next step two weeks post-retreatThe closing round: what each person is no longer available for, and what they're actively reclaimingClosing words - three words for the body right now: Jill: relax, believe, peace Nicole: content, hope, fulfilled Jen: healing, open, present Mike: grateful, hopeful, content Jeremy: grateful, curious, calm What's next for Dr. Liz DeBetta: Monthly virtual retreats resuming late August, small group coaching launching in fall and spring cohorts, ongoing one-on-one work, and a free monthly drop-in circle open to anyone in the adoption constellation. A second Un-M-Othered retreat with Julie and Liz is in the works - date to be announced soon. Website Instagram: @juliebrumley_ Facebook: julierasbrum TikTok: @juliebrumley_ Click to Join My Free Adoptee Facebook Group You Tube: @julie_brumley

  7. Jun 25

    Why Healing Doesn't Stick (And What Adoptees Need Instead of Another Breakthrough)

    Link Schedule a Call with Me The Refuge: A Community Membership In This Episode Have you ever had a real breakthrough - a moment of genuine opening - and then watched it slowly close again a few days later? That is not failure. That is not you doing it wrong. That is what happens when we expect insight alone to rewire a nervous system. In this final episode of the 5 Conditions of Self-Belonging series, Julie Brumley walks through the fifth and most quietly challenging condition: Consistency. Not the kind that asks you to do more. The kind that asks you to do less, more often, more honestly - and to keep coming back to yourself even in the most ordinary moments of your life. Julie shares the personal story of the one tiny practice that began building belonging in her own body back in 2022, guides listeners through a closing somatic integration practice, and closes the series with the truth that belonging isn't a destination you earn. It's a relationship you tend. Plus - a tease of what's coming next week. Chapters [00:00] Welcome back + recap of Connection  [00:45] You showing up is already an act of Consistency  [02:22] The place where well-intentioned healing quietly falls apart  [03:30] The shame of going backwards - and a different story  [04:30] Why insight alone doesn't rewire a nervous system  [05:00] Healing is repeated, safe return to self  [05:20] What happened at the retreat when Julie named this condition  [05:41] Tiny. Believable. Nervous-system sustainable.  [07:00] Julie's personal story - the hand over her heart and what began to change  [08:30] Somatic practice: returning to what stayed with you from this series  [09:53] The integration invitation - choosing one thing  [11:59] Closing thought - belonging is not a destination you earn  [14:24] Series close + what's coming next week Key Takeaways Showing up week after week - even while doing the dishes or lying in bed - is already an act of Consistency. You have already been practicing.Breakthrough moments are real. The opening is real. The insight is real. But insight alone does not rewire a nervous system. The nervous system learns through repetition, through embodied experience returned to over time.The reason most healing intentions don't hold isn't because you weren't sincere. It's because the commitment was bigger than your nervous system could actually sustain.The invitation of Consistency is not to do more. It's to do less, more often, more honestly.One tiny practice - repeated over time - is what builds belonging. It doesn't have to be impressive. It has to be believable and yours.Belonging is not a destination you earn. It's a relationship - with yourself first, and then slowly with the people and places that can hold you. The practice is the returning.Somatic Practice From This Episode For this final practice, Julie doesn't introduce anything new. Instead she invites you to return to whatever practice from the series your nervous system recognized most. Then, from that settled place, choose just one thing to carry forward. It might be: A hand over your heart each morning before you get upOne slow breath before a hard conversationOne moment of orientation when you feel yourself beginning to spiralA truth spoken to yourself daily - I am not too much. I am allowed to need connection. I don't have to earn my place here.A self-hug or thirty seconds of checking in with yourself in the mirrorOne moment of pause to invite curiosity, clarity, capacity, or connection back inWhatever it is: tiny, believable, and yours. That one thing, returned to again and again, is the whole practice. The 5 Conditions of Self-Belonging Series - Complete Curiosity → Clarity → Capacity → Connection → Consistency Not goals to achieve. Conditions to experience. Practices of returning to yourself. Episode 1: Curiosity — Why Adoptees Disconnect From Themselves (And How Curiosity Helps)Episode 2: Clarity — "What's Wrong With Me?" Why Adoptees Ask This and What To Do InsteadEpisode 3: Capacity — Why Adoptees Abandon Themselves (And How to Finally Stay)Episode 4: Connection — Why Adoptees Feel Alone Even When They're Loved (And What Connection Actually Requires)Episode 5: Consistency — Why Healing Doesn't Stick (And What Adoptees Need Instead of Another Breakthrough) ← you are hereComing Next Week You're going to hear directly from the five retreat participants who experienced this workshop live - plus Dr. Liz DeBetta. It was a profound and sacred conversation and Julie cannot wait to share it with you. Website Instagram: @juliebrumley_ Facebook: julierasbrum TikTok: @juliebrumley_ Click to Join My Free Adoptee Facebook Group You Tube: @julie_brumley

  8. Jun 18

    Why Adoptees Feel Alone Even When They're Loved (And What Connection Actually Requires)

    Link Schedule a Call with Me The Refuge: A Community Membership In This Episode Have you ever worked incredibly hard to be loved, and still felt completely unknown? That is not a character flaw. That is what happens when the part of you that most needs to be seen learned early on that it wasn't safe to come out. In this episode, Julie Brumley explores the fourth condition of the 5 Conditions of Self-Belonging: Connection. She names the paradox so many adoptees live inside - longing deeply for connection while being terrified of it - and offers the reframe that changes everything: connection starts internally. Before you can truly be met by someone else, you have to be present to yourself first. Julie shares a deeply personal story about losing herself inside her marriage, guides listeners through a powerful mirror-based co-regulation practice, and closes with the truth that belonging doesn't require you to be fully healed. It just requires you to bring a little more of yourself into the room. Chapters [00:00] Welcome back + recap of Capacity  [02:28] The adoptee paradox - longing for connection and being terrified of it at the same time  [04:23] Julie's personal story - the moment she realized she didn't know her own favorite color  [05:30] Shape-shifting for love and what it costs us  [06:00] The reframe: connection starts internally  [08:03] More stories, more connection, more healing  [09:00] Why real connection heals what insight alone cannot reach  [09:45] Somatic practice: co-regulation with the mirror  [15:43] What the mirror practice is actually building  [16:10] Closing thought - you don't have to be fully healed to be in connection  [17:33] Next week preview: Consistency Key Takeaways Adoptees often live inside a painful paradox: longing for connection more than almost anything, while being terrified of it at exactly the same time. Both things are true. Both make complete sense.Shape-shifting - reading the room, adjusting your personality, being low-maintenance and easy - was an intelligent nervous system response to early attachment disruption. It kept you connected. It also kept you unknown.Being unknown, even in a room full of people who love you, is its own kind of loneliness.Connection starts internally. Before you can truly be met by someone else, there has to be a you present to be received. Internal connection is the foundation.More stories means more connection. More connection means more healing. Real, safe connection - where you don't have to perform or minimize or explain yourself into palatability - begins to heal things that insight alone cannot reach.You don't have to be fully healed to be in connection. You just have to be willing to bring a little more of yourself into the room. That is enough. That is everything.Somatic Practice From This Episode The mirror co-regulation practice Julie guides in this episode can be returned to any time you need to come back to yourself. Find a mirror and stand near it without facing it yet. Let your feet find the floor, notice your breath, let your body settle.Soften your gaze. Take one slow breath in through the nose and a slightly longer breath out through the mouth.Let one hand rest wherever feels right - your lap, your heart, your legs.Say - out loud or internally - you are not too much. Your longing is not too much. Your grief is not too much. Your need for connection is not too much.When you're ready, turn gently toward the mirror. Make soft eye contact, or look at the base of your neck or the tops of your shoulders if that feels more comfortable.Practice mirrored breathing with yourself - noticing the rise and fall of your shoulders. Notice any urge to look away, shrink, or disappear. Just notice.Repeat the words out loud if it feels comfortable. Breathe. Notice the shift, even if it's small.The 5 Conditions of Self-Belonging Series This episode is part of a five-episode series walking through the five conditions that allow self-belonging to emerge: Curiosity → Clarity → Capacity → Connection → Consistency Not goals to achieve. Conditions to experience. Practices of returning to yourself. Episode 1: Curiosity — Why Adoptees Disconnect From Themselves (And How Curiosity Helps)Episode 2: Clarity — "What's Wrong With Me?" Why Adoptees Ask This and What To Do InsteadEpisode 3: Capacity — Why Adoptees Abandon Themselves (And How to Finally Stay)Episode 4: Connection — Why Adoptees Feel Alone Even When They're Loved ← you are hereEpisode 5: Consistency — Next WeekWebsite Instagram: @juliebrumley_ Facebook: julierasbrum TikTok: @juliebrumley_ Click to Join My Free Adoptee Facebook Group You Tube: @julie_brumley

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Illuminating the unseen impacts of adoption — for all who’ve been touched by it. The Resilience Project Podcast brings voice, visibility, and validation to the parts of adoption society rarely names - but all of us feel. Through a trauma-informed somatic lens, host Julie Brumley explores the lived experiences of the entire adoption constellation, with a tender emphasis on the adoptee experience.This podcast goes beyond storytelling into soul-telling. It offers embodied insight, compassionate education, and a path toward awareness, strength, and hope. Each episode invites listeners to understand adoption more deeply - not just with the mind, but with the nervous system - and to reconnect with the truth, identity, and belonging that were always yours to come home to.

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  • Creator
    Julie Brumley
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    42
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    © 2026 The Resilience Project
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