We’re getting ready to move into our $3 million house. Part of preparing has been decluttering our current house, and today I found over a dozen journals I’ve filled over the past 10 years. Inside of it? I describe the exact house, in absolutely insane detail (the house hadn’t even been built yet when I was writing about it). I kept reading. There it was again. And again. This house. I was writing about this house. The big expansive windows I was dreaming about? Here is a snapshot of our new living room that is literally an entire wall of floor to ceiling sliding doors looking out onto our mature trees and the extraordinary city view, right next to the giant 12 foot kitchen island that I also wrote about: Oh and this journal entry? I wrote it 5 years ago, before I’d even started doing Pilates regularly. Here I am, years later, with the passive multimillions, the extraordinary health, and here is an AI rendering of the game room I’m designing in the new house for the kids (SEPARATE from our open concept living area upstairs, just like I wrote!): The truth is… it’s all better than I ever even had on my Vision Board. I never even thought to ask for or write about the extraordinary downtown views. Or the secret speakeasy, built behind a secret door. Or the spacious finished storage room (which for city people, you know how wild it is to have spare square footage for this!!). Even the way the house was built is more magical than I ever could have asked for— the house was built by a spiritual business, and the literal wood the house is constructed with— the framing— has words like “Love,” “Faith,” “Grace,” and “Surrender,” written all over the boards. You would never see them walking through the house, but you feel the depth of Spirit dwelling throughout the home. I cried talking about it in this audio drop. There’s something tender about reading the words of a woman who wanted something with her whole body, knowing what she had yet to find out. I’m so glad I let her want it. And I’m so glad I’ve allowed God to bless me with more than I could ever dream of. This audio drop is less of a teaching podcast, and more of a living prayer. In order to live at the Apex, you have to open yourself to dreaming bigger, and to recognizing that there is something greater than you conspiring constantly in your favor. Many of us are visionaries who were told to be practical as little girls. How early we learned to look at someone else’s face before we’d even finished saying what we wanted. It takes a while to get your imagination back after that. To sit alone with a blank page and let yourself get a little indecent about how good you’d like your life to feel. This drop is about Relaxed Millions, dreaming BIG, receiving BIG, and truly having it all. After listening my prayer for you is: * Your imagination has a little more room. The desire you usually edit mid-sentence gets to come out whole, in all its exquisite, unreasonable detail. * Your ambition feels good in your body again. You can feel the difference between a next move that makes you come alive and one you’d make just to quiet the part of you that thinks you should be doing more. * Your hands and heart are a little more open. You can tell God exactly what you want, let the prayer leave your hands, and your magnetism calls in blessings and miracles that your little human brain could have never even thought to ask for. Let this transmission wash over you, expand your capacity for being and having, and dream a dream bigger than you’ve ever let yourself. 🥂 Craving luxurious support on your journey to creating an Apex Life with Work Optional Wealth, Luxurious Time, and otherworldly Love? Explore private mentorship and ways to work together here: Work with Me Here 📖 Head here for a curated collection of essays on wealth:The Arete Salon: The Art of Wealth Collection 🎤 Media inquiries, keynote speaking, podcast interviews, and collaborations:Media & Speaking Requests 💌 Join the House of Arete Substack for weekly essays and audio drops on wealth, marriage, motherhood, sensuality, and the art of Apex Living:House of Arete on Substack This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit houseofarete.substack.com