Safe to Love

Chad Nielson and April Benincosa

We are on a mission to help the world believe in love again, and give you the courage to find it!

  1. 4d ago

    Shame Has Never Fixed a Man - Here Is What Actually Works | Chad Nielson | EP207

    In this episode, Chad takes an honest, vulnerable look at the real masculinity crisis — where it comes from, what it's costing men and the women who love them, and what actually rebuilds identity and attraction. This conversation is for the woman who wants to understand the man in her life, and for the man who feels something is missing but has no language for it. Explore masculinity, emotional identity, sexual polarity, men's mentorship, and why shame never creates the change we're desperately looking for. In this interview, you'll learn: How Chad redefined masculinity after years of rejecting it entirelyWhy playground dominance wiring still drives adult male behaviorThe cultural vacuum that made Andrew Tate possible — and what actually fills itWhy telling men what NOT to be created more damage than it solvedHow labeling emotions as "feminine" quietly kills men's growth and your relationshipThe real difference between masculine and feminine energy frameworks — and why Chad pushes back on the popular versionWhy men doing inner work FOR their partner almost always backfiresWhat sovereignty actually looks like in a man — and why women are more attracted to it than they realizeHow women can support a man's growth without trying to fix himWhy men's community is the single most impactful thing for a relationship — more than coaching or retreats With Love and Safety, Chad & April ❤️ What We Discuss: 0:00 Why physical strength feels like identity to young men but isn't 5:59 Playground dominance: how boys define strength before they understand it 9:49 Strength of will vs. strength of character, and why it matters in relationships 13:59 How adversity and mentorship together are the only things that build real character 21:59 Why the mentorship gap is a generational crisis, and where men are going to fill it 23:10 The unmet need Andrew Tate exploits, and what it reveals about modern masculinity 27:30 Men in the wild: the Costco moment that started a bigger conversation 29:54 Why social media creates a distorted reality about how bad men actually are 34:29 The fracture inside men who rejected masculinity wholesale, including Chad 38:45 Why "masculine and feminine energy" language backfires with men who want to feel like men 41:39 The dinner table story: four men talking about feelings, one phrase, and sudden silence 44:51 Why women connecting to their masculine is empowering, while men connecting to their feminine feels threatening 46:16 What women actually crave vs. what men fear losing when they drop the performance 49:15 Sexual polarity: the real energy underneath attraction, and why it gets weaponized 54:25 The women who've given up on men, and the women who want Chad to fix their husbands 56:35 Why caring about men's inner world is controversial, and why it matters anyway 59:02 The global argument: how the feminine rage uprising and masculine identity crisis are the same wound from two sides 1:00:06 Why shame and blame never fix anything, and what actually does 1:03:30 The catch-22 of pleasing your partner: why trying harder makes attraction fade 1:07:19 Chad's final word to women: what believing in your man actually looks like 1:09:14 Chad's final word to men: stop giving other people the power to define who you are Link to Podcast with Cam Fraser: Apple Spotify If you're serious about ... ❤️ Work With Chad Instagram |  @chadonlove ❤️  Work with April Instagram |  @aprilbenincosa  Welcome to Safe to Love! Subscribe for more great content and share this with someone who needs to hear it! Website |   safetolove.org YouTube |   @SafetoLoveShow Facebook |  Safe-to-Love Instagram |  @safetoloveshow TikTok | @safetoloveshow

    1h 7m

  2. May 11

    Overcoming People Pleasing and How to Create Safety for Pleasure | Jennifer Holland | EP206

    Jennifer Holland, somatic coach and creator of the DRIPP methodology, joins April for a raw, expansive conversation about why real pleasure can only emerge from deep safety in the body. They explore de-armoring (releasing trauma stored in physical tissue), the difference between people-pleasing and devotion, "inner daddy" energy as a reframe of reparenting, and why so many women feel pleasure as more dangerous than pain. If you've done years of mindset work and still feel stuck in the same patterns, this episode is the somatic next layer.    In this interview, you'll learn: 1. Why safety and pleasure are inseparable in the body 2. What de-armoring actually is and how trauma physically lives in your tissue 3. The difference between people-pleasing and true devotion (to yourself and a partner) 4. How to develop "inner daddy" energy without slipping into shame or reparenting 5. Why slowing down often unleashes a tsunami of unfelt emotion, and what to do with it 6. How somatic touch and self-massage rewire the nervous system back into pleasure 7. Why the cervix holds generational and birth trauma (and what cervical de-armoring reveals) 8. Why everyone should begin a safe self-de-armoring practice at home   You are allowed to choose yourself. You are allowed to stop playing small. The life you are grieving may be the very thing making room for the one you actually belong in.   With Love and Safety, Chad & April ❤️   What We Discuss: 0:00 Why slowing down unleashes a tsunami of unfelt emotion  1:56 Jennifer's purpose: bringing people home to their bodies  4:56 Why so many women can't look at themselves in the mirror  6:49 How control and disconnection cause disease in the body  11:52 Inner daddy energy: a kinky reframe of reparenting  22:31 Pleasing a partner vs. devotion to yourself  30:38 Devotion, worship, and Mary Magdalene healing  33:44 The rise of yoni de-armoring and why women are seeking it  38:50 What de-armoring actually is (and what it isn't)  44:54 How to begin a self-de-armoring practice at home  46:58 Cervical armor, generational trauma, and unlocking new pleasure  55:08 Where to find Jennifer (Drip retreat, online classes, 1:1 work)  58:19 Closing wisdom: trust the inner voice you abandoned  If you're serious about ... ❤️ Work With Chad Instagram |  @chadonlove ❤️  Work with April Instagram |  @aprilbenincosa  Welcome to Safe to Love! Subscribe for more great content and share this with someone who needs to hear it! Website |   safetolove.org YouTube |   @SafetoLoveShow Facebook |  Safe-to-Love Instagram |  @safetoloveshow TikTok | @safetoloveshow

    1 hr

  3. May 4

    Somatic Healing, Freeze States and Safer Relationships | Darci Burke | EP205

    Most people think they are broken when they feel emotionally shut down, stuck in painful patterns, or numb in their relationships.  Somatic practitioner Darci Burke joins April and Chad to explain why your nervous system is not broken, it is protecting you. And how learning to work with your body instead of against it is the key to healing, deeper connection, and love that actually feels safe.  In this interview, you'll learn: 1. How to recognize if you are living in a freeze state without knowing it 2. Why your nervous system shuts down instead of fighting or fleeing 3. What the difference is between freeze and full dorsal vagal shutdown 4. Why trauma is not about what happened to you but what happened inside you 5. How childhood wounds get silently projected onto your adult partner 6. Why regulation does not mean calm it means presence 7. How to stay present with anger without destroying yourself or your relationship 8. Why you cannot think your way out of what your body is holding 9. How titration and pendulation release survival energy safely from the body 10. Why plant medicine and breathwork can re-traumatize an under-resourced nervous system 11. How to communicate your body sensations to your partner during conflict 12. Why relationship health is measured by how fast you repair not how often you rupture.  You are allowed to choose yourself. You are allowed to stop playing small. The life you are grieving may be the very thing making room for the one you actually belong in. With Love and Safety, Chad & April ❤️ What We Discuss: 00:00 Teaser: Why relationships become self-serving without inner work  01:30 Introducing somatic practitioner Darci Burke  03:00 Live grounding practice, orienting and resourcing your nervous system  10:00 How Darci's own healing led her to somatic work  15:00 Chad on freeze, dissociation, and men's disconnection from the body  17:36 What a freeze state actually is and why it is exhausting  20:00 The antelope analogy, freeze as survival, not weakness  21:35 Functional freeze, functioning on the outside, numb on the inside  26:00 Trauma is what happened inside you, not just what happened to you  28:26 The personality traits that are actually survival patterns  31:00 Why healing must be slow, titrated, and consistent  36:31 Women, anger, and the nervous system history behind it  40:00 Regulation means presence, not calm  42:38 Your partner mirrors your unresolved wounds  47:00 How childhood rewires your definition of love and safety  55:00 Your nervous system sets the foundation for your entire lived experience  57:00 Practical somatic steps to heal freeze inside a relationship  1:00:19 How to name body sensations to your partner during conflict  1:01:17 Relationship health is how fast you repair after rupture  1:06:22 How to connect with Darci Burke  1:07:20 Darci's closing message, come home to yourself  If you're serious about ... ❤️ Work With Chad Instagram |  @chadonlove ❤️  Work with April Instagram |  @aprilbenincosa  Welcome to Safe to Love! Subscribe for more great content and share this with someone who needs to hear it! Website |   safetolove.org YouTube |   @SafetoLoveShow Facebook |  Safe-to-Love Instagram |  @safetoloveshow TikTok | @safetoloveshow

    1h 9m

  4. Apr 27

    Somatic Transformation - Why Mindset Work Only Gets You So Far | April Benincosa | EP204

    Everything you learned about mindset, willpower, and "faking it till you make it" has gotten you this far, but what happens when you hit the wall? In this deeply personal conversation, April sits on the other side of the mic as Chad interviews her about the somatic, nervous-system-level transformation she's walked through this year  and what embodied change actually looks like when you stop performing and start feeling. This episode is for anyone who has done the mindset work, read the books, attended the seminars, and still hits the same wall. It's for the woman tired of wearing masks of confidence, the man learning to lead with vulnerability, and the couple ready to stop repeating old patterns. In this interview, you'll learn: Why "fake it till you make it" creates masks of confidence instead of real changeThe three ways of knowing (mind, heart, gut) and why embodiment is the missing pieceHow to reframe discipline as devotion to end the burnout cycleWhy safety in your body matters more than confidence or willpowerHow triggers in relationships become the fastest path to healingThe truth about vulnerability that real leaders never talk aboutWhat it actually means to be self-led (and which parts of you are driving)A daily practice for coming back to love when your walls go up You are allowed to choose yourself. You are allowed to stop playing small. The life you are grieving may be the very thing making room for the one you actually belong in. With Love and Safety, Chad & April ❤️ What We Discuss: 0:00 The part of myself that takes the most courage to face  0:35 Welcome + what transformation really means on a nervous system level  2:40 The three ways of knowing and why embodiment changes everything  4:15 Why mindset work alone hits a wall  5:25 The conversation that built Safe to Love: safety as love language  6:05 Willpower is force (and why it leads to burnout)  8:30 Reframing discipline as devotion  12:15 Performing a better life vs. actually living one  15:00 From Tony Robbins and NLP to somatic coaching  40:20 Why the inner work never ends (and why that's the point)  43:30 The hardest thing to embody this year: true vulnerability  45:40 What it's like being with a partner who can see your mess  50:00 What it actually means to be self-led  52:40 A daily devotion to love yourself back to an open heart  If you're serious about ... ❤️ Work With Chad Instagram |  @chadonlove ❤️  Work with April Instagram |  @aprilbenincosa  Welcome to Safe to Love! Subscribe for more great content and share this with someone who needs to hear it! Website |   safetolove.org YouTube |   @SafetoLoveShow Facebook |  Safe-to-Love Instagram |  @safetoloveshow TikTok | @safetoloveshow

    55 min

  5. Apr 20

    We Became the Love of Our Life - Then Manifested Each Other w/ Adrienne & Jake | EP203

    After painful divorces, years of self-work, and a lot of wrong turns on dating apps, Adrienne and Jake each got radically clear on who they were calling in and then the universe delivered.  In this final chapter of their epic love story, they share exactly how they manifested each other, what it felt like the moment they matched, and the real, unfiltered work of building a safe, playful, grown-up partnership after everything they had been through.  In this interview, you'll learn: 1. How to actually "call in" your person (and why meditation and plant medicine played a role for Jake) 2. Why Adrienne stopped writing a list for her future partner and started writing one for herself  3. What "non-attachment to outcome" looks like on a dating app and why it is the single most attractive quality  4. How to hold your standards high without becoming rigid, bitter, or performative  5. Why the universe sends you "almost" people right before the real one arrives  6. How to build a first date that actually signals safety, effort, and masculine leadership  7. What the end of the honeymoon phase really looks like (and why it is a good thing)  8. How to fight in a way that creates more intimacy, not less  9. The difference between honesty with grace and criticism without care  10. Why masculine and feminine energy shift naturally in a relationship and how to ride it without panicking  11. How to stop tiptoeing around your partner's wounds while still holding space for them  12. Why play, lightness, and "letting your weird out" is the real foundation of lasting love  13. The one piece of advice Adrienne and Jake would give anyone still waiting for their person  What We Discuss: 00:00:00 - The manifestation that changed everything 00:01:23 - Recap: where Adrienne and Jake left off 00:02:35 - Getting back on the dating apps after a long marriage 00:03:48 - The year of solo work before dating again 00:04:00 - Jake's plant medicine retreat and calling in his goddess 00:07:04 - Ending a date mid-hike because she wasn't his person 00:08:00 - Jake's list: the exact qualities he manifested 00:10:08 - Adrienne's year of dating the wrong men 00:14:03 - Writing the list that changed everything 00:21:37 - The trap of being "the fun one" on every date 00:23:29 - The #1 quality women find most attractive in men 00:27:28 - The universe sends almost-her right before her 00:31:37 - The hinge match, the rose, and the FaceTime vibe check 00:34:30 - The first date Jake planned (and the comet they missed) 00:51:00 - Their first fight and what it revealed 00:56:01 - The death of the honeymoon phase and why it was a gift 00:59:47 - King and Queen energy, and how it shifts in real life 01:02:35 - "Welcome to Saturday": the fight that wasn't about sleep 01:11:30 - Honesty and grace: the two ingredients of real repair 01:14:33 - Sensitive vs. avoidant, know the difference 01:17:35 - Final advice to anyone still waiting for their person If you're serious about ... ❤️ Work With Chad Instagram |  @chadonlove ❤️  Work with April Instagram |  @aprilbenincosa  Welcome to Safe to Love! Subscribe for more great content and share this with someone who needs to hear it! Website |   safetolove.org YouTube |   @SafetoLoveShow Facebook |  Safe-to-Love Instagram |  @safetoloveshow TikTok | @safetoloveshow

    1h 22m

  6. Apr 12

    We Just Fell out of Love - Conscious Uncoupling & the Journey to New Love | EP202

    What do you do when the love is gone but the grief won't leave? Jake Orak opens up about the quiet unraveling of a decade-long marriage - not through betrayal, but through two people slowly drifting apart. He walks us through the coaching, the inner work, and the completion ceremony that finally gave both him and his ex-wife the energetic freedom to truly move on.  This is not a story about cheating, betrayal, neglect or abuse. It is a story about two people who loved each other enough to let go with grace. If you have ever felt like a past relationship still has a quiet hold on you, this episode is the map you have been waiting for.  Explore conscious uncoupling, the completion ceremony framework, and what it truly means to heal after divorce, release emotional attachment, and rebuild your capacity for real intimacy. In this interview, you'll learn: What a completion ceremony is and how to do one with your ex Why staying loyal to your commitment long after love is gone keeps both people stuck How drift,  not betrayal, quietly ends most long-term relationships The difference between cutting cords and consciously completing a relationship Why choosing divorce can be one of the most loving acts two people share How to stop withholding your truth from your partner before it breaks everything What the Ho'oponopono practice is and how it fits into real relationship healing How coaching helped Jake recognize patterns he couldn't see from inside the relationship You are allowed to choose yourself. You are allowed to stop playing small. The life you are grieving may be the very thing making room for the one you actually belong in. With Love and Safety, Chad & April ❤️ What We Discuss: 0:00 — He Flew Around the World Just to Say Goodbye 2:41 — A Marriage That Started as a Visa Hack 4:50 — Deported on Their Honeymoon 11:11 — Achieved the Dream. Completely Fell Apart. 13:20 — The Core Wound Underneath the Workaholism 25:25 — She Called It. He agreed. They Both Just Broke Down. 26:21 — "I Wish You Had Cheated On Me So I Could Just Hate You" 29:32 — Choosing Divorce as an Act of Love 33:53 — What Is a Completion Ceremony? (Conscious Uncoupling Explained) 35:29 — The Full Ceremony Document Read Live On Air 43:16 — One Last Kiss. Into the Pool. It Was Done. 1:13:42 — How He Healed His Dad Wound Without His Dad Being There 1:18:27 — She Sent Him a Rose on Hinge the Week He Was Leaving If you're serious about ... ❤️ Work With Chad Instagram |  @chadonlove ❤️  Work with April Instagram |  @aprilbenincosa  Welcome to Safe to Love! Subscribe for more great content and share this with someone who needs to hear it! Website |   safetolove.org YouTube |   @SafetoLoveShow Facebook |  Safe-to-Love Instagram |  @safetoloveshow TikTok | @safetoloveshow

    1h 19m

  7. Apr 6

    Healing After a Narcissistic Marriage: Infidelity, Trauma & Starting Over | EP201

    Today, April and Chad sit down with Adrienne Isbell, a yoga and sound healing teacher who spent over a decade inside a narcissistic marriage before her world collapsed and rebuilt itself into something far greater than she ever imagined. Adrienne opens up about the childhood wounds that shaped how she loved, the financial control that left her with no career and no way out, and what it really felt like to discover an affair, stay, and discover it again. She shares the moment a yin yoga class cracked her open after months of emotional numbness and how somatic healing, sound baths, and the courage to stop playing small brought her back to life. What the world calls starting over is usually years of quiet inner work nobody sees until it arrives all at once, changed. In this interview, you'll learn: How to recognize the signs of financial abuse and coercive control inside a marriage How to understand avoidant attachment and why it quietly damages the love you want most How to use somatic healing and yoga to process trauma when talk therapy alone is not enough How to trust your body's truth even when your mind is not ready to face it How to release the word "deserve" and stop measuring your worth by what others took from you How to rebuild your identity, your body, and your sense of play after leaving a controlling relationship How to give yourself permission to leave when every support system is telling you to stay and work it out How to move from emotional numbness into a life full of creativity, connection, and real love You are allowed to choose yourself. You are allowed to stop playing small. The life you are grieving may be the very thing making room for the one you actually belong in. With Love and Safety, Chad & April ❤️ What We Discuss:  0:00 — Welcome to Safe to Love | Valentine's Day Special 1:41 — Adrienne's Story: 6 Years That Completely Rebuilt Her 3:22 — How She Got Trapped: Meeting a Narcissist at Age 21 8:27 — Financial Control in Marriage: When the Money Was Never Yours 15:46 — Childhood Wounds That Made Her the Perfect Target 19:19 — Discovering the Affair: "Love, Your Boyfriend" 29:07 — The Second Betrayal: Hawaii, Lies, and the Point of No Return 34:39 — The Yoga Class That Finally Let Her Breathe Again 45:01 — Why Women Stay: When Every Resource Tells You to Work It Out 53:55 — Spy Cameras, Stalking Injunction, and the Gift of No Contact 1:05:00 — "Deserve Isn't Real": The Bhagavad Gita Moment That Set Her Free 1:12:10 — DRIP, Drums, and Reclaiming Her Body Voice and Life If you're serious about ... ❤️ Work With Chad Instagram |  @chadonlove ❤️  Work with April Instagram |  @aprilbenincosa  Welcome to Safe to Love! Subscribe for more great content and share this with someone who needs to hear it! Website |   safetolove.org YouTube |   @SafetoLoveShow Facebook |  Safe-to-Love Instagram |  @safetoloveshow TikTok | @safetoloveshow

    1h 32m

  8. Apr 1

    Nothing Left to Lose and Everything to Gain - The Love Story of Chad Nielson and April Benincosa

    | On this final episode of Season 1, Chad and April once again sit down with Adira - this time to share their own special love story! How it all started, this Youtube channel started with our love story and we share about courage and love. And trust and surrender. Our mission is to give the world hope and our story is full of that!! We hope you enjoy it!! Love you April and Chad    Amazon link for "Women's Anatomy of Arousal" Spotify Link for "A Joyful Man" If you're serious about ... ❤️ Work With Chad Instagram |  @chadonlove ❤️  Work with April Instagram |  @aprilbenincosa  Welcome to Safe to Love! Subscribe for more great content and share this with someone who needs to hear it! Website |   safetolove.org YouTube |   @SafetoLoveShow Facebook |  Safe-to-Love Instagram |  @safetoloveshow TikTok | @safetoloveshow

    59 min
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We are on a mission to help the world believe in love again, and give you the courage to find it!

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  • Creator
    Chad Nielson and April Benincosa
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    19
  • Rating
    Explicit
  • Copyright
    © 2026 Safe to Love
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    Safe to Love