The Growth After Loss Podcast

Dr. Mari Marquez

The Growth After Loss Podcast, hosted by Dr. Mari Marquez, provides a compassionate space for grief support as you navigate personal growth after the loss of a loved one. Join Dr. Mari, a personal growth educator with a Ph.D. in her field, for bi-weekly discussions that are grounded in compassion, research, practical tools, and heartfelt conversations centered on personal growth following the death of a loved one. It's an invitation to grow alongside your grief.

  1. 1d ago

    Danny Lesslie on Grief, Faith, and Love - Ep. 14 | Dr. Mari

    Watch on youtube. Danny Lesslie spent nearly five years caring for his wife, Rafi, through cancer before losing her in December 2024. In this deeply personal conversation, Danny shares what caregiving actually looked like, how their family entered “triage mode,” and what happened when the support around them slowly disappeared. We talk about: - The 1,592 days between Rafi’s diagnosis and her death- The isolation that follows after the funeral- Why grief is not something to fix- The role of faith, gratitude, and “Jesus moments”- How writing became Danny’s way to process the pain- The story behind Thank You, Cancer and The Thank You Bridge- How Danny continues to see Rafi’s presence in their daughters Danny’s message is simple but powerful: if grief makes you feel alone, you are not failing. You are not alone. Find Danny and his books at:https://amzn.to/3U8FvpCDannyLesslie.co This conversation is for educational and supportive purposes and is not a substitute for professional mental-health care. 00:00 Introduction: Meet Danny Lesslie01:21 Danny and Rafi’s Life Before Loss03:00 The Diagnosis That Changed Everything03:21 Grief Is the Same and Different for Everyone04:30 Caregiving in “Triage Mode”06:36 The Meaning Behind Thank You, Cancer09:27 The $8,000 Blood Test and a $6,300 Answer11:03 Gratitude, Faith, and a New Perspective12:03 The Stories Behind the Books14:09 Faith After Loss16:45 When Pain Became a Message18:36 The Thank You Bridge22:12 You Are Not Alone After Loss24:45 Rapid Fire: Question Everything25:33 What People Get Wrong About Grief26:48 Finding Joy in the Daughters28:21 What Would Rafi Say?29:15 Where to Find Danny’s Books29:33 Closing Thoughts

  2. Jul 23

    Is This Resilience... or Parentification? - Ep. 13 | Dr. Mari

    Watch on YouTube. 🌱 Resilient Parenting for Bereaved Families cohort opens August 15th:👉 growthafterloss.com If your child has been saying "I'm fine, don't worry about me" since the loss — this video is for you. There's a documented pattern researchers call emotional parentification. When a child senses a parent is struggling, their nervous system shifts into protection mode. They suppress their own grief to keep you steady. This video gives you one phrase to open the door. 0:00 Is your child really "fine"?0:42 Understanding Emotional Parentification1:36 Four Warning Signs2:18 The Micro-Step Solution3:00 Join the Resilient Parenting Cohort3:09 Blooper

  3. Jul 9

    What to Say When Kids See Something Scary Online - Ep. 12 | Dr. Mari

    Watch on youtube. Many children are seeing frightening content online, often by accident.In this episode, Dr. Mari shares a calm, research-informed way to talk with children using honesty, age-appropriate language, and reassurance. You will learn one practical micro-step you can use right away:Ask what they saw or heard, listen closely, and help them feel safe while holding both hard realities and everyday goodness. If you want deeper support, learn more about the Resilient Parenting for Bereaved Families program:https://www.growthafterloss.com/resilient-parenting To ask about joining:https://www.growthafterloss.com/contact You can also explore all resources at:https://www.growthafterloss.com/ #ParentingTips #OnlineSafety #ChildSafety #ParentingAdvice #GrowthAfterLoss #ResilientParenting #ParentingAfterLoss #GriefSupport #FamilyWellness #ChildDevelopment 00:00 - Introduction: Kids and Scary Content Online 00:45 - Why Honest Presence Matters 01:20 - The Micro-Step: How to Talk to Your Child 01:54 - Building Resilience Together 02:13 - Join the Resilient Parenting Cohort

  4. Jun 2

    Father's Day After Loss | Dr. Mari | Ep 11

    Listen on Youtube Father's Day can be one of the most quietly painful days on the calendar — not because grief is doing something wrong, but because love doesn't have an expiration date. In this episode, Dr. Mari Marquez, PhD — post-traumatic growth researcher and educator, and host of the Growth After Loss Podcast — brings both the research and her own lived experience to one of the most tender dates of the year. This is not about pushing through. It's about being honest, being seen, and understanding what science actually says about grief, growth, and the love that continues even after loss. What You'll Explore in This Episode: 📌 Anniversary Reactions — Why grief reliably resurfaces around holidays and milestone dates, even years and decades after a loss — and why this is not a sign of going backward. 📌 Disenfranchised Grief — Language for grief that is not openly acknowledged or socially supported: stepfathers, complicated relationships, and the grief of fathers who carry loss quietly and alone. 📌 Post-Traumatic Growth (PTG) — Dr. Tedeschi & Dr. Calhoun's five domains of growth after loss, and what recent research says about PTG specifically in bereaved adults who lost a parent. 📌 Three Invitations for Father's Day — Practical, gentle, research-informed ways to meet yourself on a hard day: naming your emotion, creating a ritual of connection, and asking quiet questions that plant the seeds of growth. 📌 Continuing Bonds Theory — How your relationship with your loved one does not end — it transforms — and how Father's Day can become a day of honoring presence, not only mourning absence. 📖 Get the 90-Day Workbook Gentle Steps for Growing Around Grief — one small, research-grounded daily step to support your integration journey. 👉 Get your copy on Amazon: https://amzn.to/4t7qxMo 🔗 Connect with Dr. Mari Marquez 🌐 Website & Membership: https://growthafterloss.com/ 📸 Instagram: @drmarimarquez ⚠️ Legal Disclaimer The content shared in this podcast is intended for educational and informational purposes only. It is not a substitute for professional mental health support, therapy, or clinical care. If you are experiencing significant distress, please reach out to a licensed mental health professional. Nothing in this episode constitutes clinical advice, a therapeutic relationship, or a mental health intervention of any kind. TIMESTAMPED CHAPTERS 0:00 — Introduction: Father's Day Grief0:36 — You Are Allowed to Grieve on Father's Day1:10 — Joy and Grief in the Same Afternoon1:40 — Dr. Mari's Personal Story: Losing Her Father and Husband2:22 — What Are Anniversary Reactions? (Research-Backed)2:54 — This Is Not a Sign You're Going Backward3:22 — Disenfranchised Grief: When Your Loss Isn't Acknowledged4:35 — Introduction to Post-Traumatic Growth (PTG)4:44 — The 5 Domains of PTG (Tedeschi & Calhoun)6:20 — What the Research Says About Losing a Parent7:30 — Growth and Grief Are Not Opposites7:45 — Grief for Men: Navigating Loss Without Language for Vulnerability8:50 — Three Invitations for Father's Day9:05 — Invitation 1: Name Your Emotion10:14 — Invitation 2: Create a Ritual of Continuing Connection10:20 — Continuing Bonds Theory11:20 — Invitation 3: Ask the Quiet Questions13:01 — The Growth After Loss Membership13:45 — QR Code for Growth After Loss Membership14:48 — Meaning-Making: The Source of PTG15:15 — You Are Not at the End of Your Story15:37 — Closing: Your Grief Matters, You Are Not Alone  #GrowthAfterLoss #NavigatingGrief #DrMariMarquez #ContinuingBonds #GriefEducation #PersonalGrowth #LivingWithGrief #PsychologicalFlexibility

  5. May 19

    Carrying Grief Forward: The Science of Integration: Part 3 | Ep 10

    YOUTUBE VIDEO This is where the research comes home. In Part 3 of this series, Dr. Mari Marquez brings together the neuroscience, narrative theory, and dual-process framework of the last two episodes — and shows you exactly how to live it, day by day. This is not about moving on. It's about learning to carry your loved one forward, woven into the very fabric of who you are becoming. What You'll Learn in Part 3: 📌 The Dual Process Model of Grief (Stroebe & Schut) — Why healthy adaptation is oscillation, not linear stages, and why dosing your grief is a research-backed form of adaptive coping — not avoidance.📌 Narrative Reconstruction (Dr. Robert Neimeyer) — How meaning-making beings like us can rebuild our life story without erasing the chapter that held our loved one.📌 The Neuroscience of a Changed World (Dr. Mary Francis O'Connor, University of Arizona) — What grief actually does to the brain, and why updating your internal map is a physical task — not a sign of forgetting.📌 Practice 1: The Value Audit — A quiet 5-minute reflection to identify what your loved one stood for, and how to carry those values into your daily choices as a living, internalized bond.📌 Practice 2: Micro Joys — How to hold both absence and presence at once when something good happens — bittersweet, and beautifully human.📌 Practice 3: Gentle Steps for Growing Around Grief — Dr. Mari's 90-day daily workbook: one intentional micro-step at a time, grounded in research, to begin your integration process.📖 Get the 90-Day WorkbookGentle Steps for Growing Around Grief — a daily guide with one small, research-grounded step to support your integration journey.👉 Get your copy on Amazon: https://amzn.to/4t7qxMo 🔗 Connect with Dr. Mari Marquez🌐 Website & Workshops: https://growthafterloss.com/📸 Instagram: @drmarimarquez ⚠️ Legal DisclaimerThe content shared in this podcast is intended for educational and informational purposes only. It is not a substitute for professional mental health support, therapy, or clinical care. If you are experiencing significant distress, please reach out to a licensed mental health professional. Nothing in this episode constitutes clinical advice, a therapeutic relationship, or a mental health intervention of any kind. TIMESTAMPED CHAPTERS 00:47 - Integration: The Brave Practice of Weaving Loss Into Life01:27 - The Why Behind the How02:00 - The Dual Process Model: Oscillation, Not Stages02:32 - Loss Orientation & Restoration Orientation03:41 - Dosing Your Grief: Rest Is Not Avoidance04:12 - Your Permission Slip to Breathe04:29 - Dr. Neimeyer: Rebuilding the Story of Your Life05:33 - Integration — When Your Story Still Has a Next Chapter06:08 - Dr. O'Connor: What Grief Does to the Brain07:14 - Rewiring Without Forgetting07:37 - Bringing It Home: Three Research-Based Practices08:07 - Practice 1: The Value Audit09:33 - Practice 2: Micro Joys10:29 - Holding Absence and Presence at Once11:01 - Practice 3: Gentle Steps for Growing Around Grief12:04 - One Intentional Micro Step at a Time12:27 - Growth After Loss Is Not an Event13:08 - You Are the Expert of Your Own Experience13:34 - What the Research — Including Dr. Mari's Own — Tells Us14:01 - You Are Becoming Someone New15:06 - Subscribe, Share & Take Your Gentle Step Forward

  6. Apr 28

    Love Beyond Loss | Ep 9 — Continuing Bonds Part 2

    WATCH THE VIDEO VERSION HERE In Part 1, we explored why continuing bonds matter and what the research says. Now in Part 2, Dr. Mari Marquez, PhD gets practical — walking you through when your heart naturally reaches for your loved one, and where you can intentionally create space for that connection. This episode is part of the Growth After Loss Podcast, hosted by Dr. Mari Marquez — personal growth educator and researcher. What You'll Learn: What adaptive continuing bonds look like in real life The difference between adaptive and maladaptive bonds Three windows when your heart naturally reaches for your loved one: Anticipatory windows — the days or weeks before significant dates Resource windows — moments of stress when you seek your loved one's guidance Joy trigger windows — happy milestones that bring both joy and grief How to create internal sanctuaries (portable, private dialogue) and external anchors (a memory chair, jewelry, a garden) How to build a digital sanctuary so you engage with memories on your own terms Why integrating loss — not avoiding it — supports emotional regulation and personal growth How to use your loved one's values to guide decisions today Also Mentioned: Dr. Mari's new 90-day workbook Gentle Steps for Growing Around Grief releases May 1st on Amazon — a research-grounded guide for tending to your heart and integrating loss into the fabric of your life. Get your copy 👇🏼 on May 1st. https://www.amazon.com/author/drmarimarquez Coming Up in Part 3: Specific rituals and tools to incorporate adaptive continuing bonds into your daily life. This content is educational and supportive in nature. It is not therapy, clinical advice, or a substitute for professional mental health support. If you are navigating grief and need additional support, please seek guidance from a licensed mental health professional. Connect with Dr. Mari Marquez, PhD: Website: drmarimarquez.com Workshops: growthafterloss.com Instagram: @drmarimarquez

    Love Beyond Loss | Ep 9 — Continuing Bonds Part 2

  7. Apr 14

    Death Ends A Physical Life, Not A Relationship| Ep 8 — Continuing Bonds Part 1

    WATCH THE VIDEO VERSION HERE What if staying connected to your deceased loved one wasn't a sign of being stuck — but a sign of growth? In this episode, Dr. Mari Marquez, PhD explores the powerful psychological concept of continuing bonds — and why maintaining an ongoing connection with someone who has died can be a profound part of living with grief. Recorded live from Washington, DC, Dr. Mari shares a deeply personal story about why this trip itself is an act of continuing bonds with her late husband. This is Part 1 of a 3-part series. Today, we explore what continuing bonds are, why they matter, and what the research says — so you can begin to understand this framework before we dive into the tools and integration in Parts 2 and 3. What You'll Learn: • What continuing bonds are — and how the APA defines them • Why Freud's "detachment model" of grief has been challenged by modern research • How continuing bonds differ from being "stuck" in grief • What adaptive vs. non-adaptive bonds look like in real life • How maintaining a connection with your loved one supports post-traumatic growth • Why Dr. Mari traveled to DC — and what it has to do with honoring her late husband • How this approach shifts the focus from "letting go" to integrating loss into the fabric of your life Chapters: 00:00 Welcome: Growth After Loss in Washington, DC 04:25 Today's Topic: Can You Still Have a Relationship After Death? 01:56 Dr. Mari's Personal Story: Honoring Her Late Husband in DC 01:04 A Three-Part Series on Continuing Bonds 01:56 Why This Trip Is an Act of Continuing Bonds 03:01 Disclaimer: Educational Content, Not Therapy 02:08 Part 1 Overview: What We'll Explore Today 03:42 What Are Continuing Bonds? (APA Definition) 04:48 The Continuing Bond Approach: Keeping Connection Alive 05:05 Freud's Detachment Model vs. Modern Grief Research 05:10 Real-Life Example: Hiking in a Loved One's Memory 06:11 Research: Dr. Mari's Study Participants & Personal Growth After Loss 06:41 Moving Beyond "Moving On": Integration Over Detachment 07:27 What Would My Loved One Do? Honoring Their Influence Daily 07:57 Dr. Mari's DC Trip: Seven Years in the Making 08:35 A Bridge Between Past, Present, and Future 08:55 The 1996 Landmark Study That Changed Grief Research 09:17 Higher Post-Traumatic Growth & Lower Depression: What Studies Show 09:41 What Are Adaptive Continuing Bonds? 10:23 Memories as a Source of Comfort and Strength 10:58 Carrying Their Love Forward: Resilience and Adaptation 11:34 Your Relationship With Your Loved One Evolves — It Doesn't End 11:51 Recap: What We Covered in Part 1 12:04 Subscribe & Listen to Parts 2 and 3 12:17 Closing: Your Loss Matters. You Matter. The "Dr. Mari" Disclaimer: This podcast is educational and supportive in nature. It is not therapy, clinical advice, or a substitute for professional mental health support. If you are navigating grief and need additional support, please seek guidance from a licensed mental health professional. Connect with Dr. Mari: 🌐 Website: drmarimarquez.com 💻 Workshops: growthafterloss.com 📱 Instagram: @drmarimarquez #GrowthAfterLoss #ContinuingBonds #GriefEducation #MeaningMakingAfterLoss #GriefSupport #DrMariMarquez #PersonalGrowthAfterLoss #Bereavement #LivingWithGrief #PostTraumaticGrowth

    Death Ends A Physical Life, Not A Relationship| Ep 8 — Continuing Bonds Part 1

  8. Mar 25

    Grief in the Age of AI: Are We Trading Real Connection for a Simulation? | Ep 7

    WATCH THE VIDEO VERSION HERE Would you trust an AI companion to guide you through grief? In this episode, Dr. Mari Marquez confronts the uncomfortable intersection of bereavement and artificial intelligence. Using insights from Steven Bartlett's interview with ex-Google insider Tristan Harris, we examine the growing trend of people turning to AI chatbots for therapy and emotional support after loss—and the tragic consequences that can follow. Dr. Mari explores the critical difference between algorithmic responses and authentic human connection, explaining why grief bots create an illusion of being heard without the biological reality of true intimacy. You'll hear the heartbreaking story of 16-year-old Adam Rain and learn why outsourcing your deepest pain to a machine carries serious risks. What You'll Learn: • Why AI therapy has become the #1 use case for ChatGPT • The difference between a "race for attention" and a "race for intimacy" • 3 Major Risks: Lack of crisis safety, reinforcement of isolation, and privacy exploitation • The "3:00 AM Test" to evaluate if digital tools truly support you • When AI can be helpful vs. when you need human connection • Why grief is meant to be witnessed, not just processed Chapters: 00:00 The 3:00 AM Question: AI Companions & Loneliness 00:47 Welcome: Stepping Into the Uncanny Valley of Bereavement 01:53 Would You Trust an AI as Your Therapist? 03:32 Diary of a CEO Clip: AI Therapy as the #1 Use Case for ChatGPT 04:32 The Tragic Story of Adam Rain 05:28 Please Subscribe & Share Your Thoughts 05:51 From Attention to Intimacy: The Race for Systemic Attachment 06:53 AI Can't Feel Your Pain—Only Calculate a Response 08:19 The Limits of Digital "I Understand" 09:28 The 3:00 AM Test: Peace or Deeper Isolation? 10:05 Why Integration Requires Human Witness 11:50 Risk #1: Lack of Crisis Safety 12:41 Risk #2: Reinforcing Isolation 13:24 Risk #3: Privacy and Exploitation 14:09 When AI Can Be Helpful (and When It Can't) 15:17 Dr. Mari's Personal Story: Why She Sought Professional Help 16:01 Grief Is Meant to Be Witnessed, Not Just Processed 16:35 Free Emotion Regulation Guide 17:35 Closing: Choose Connection Over Simulation The "Dr. Mari" Disclaimer: This podcast is educational and supportive in nature. It is not therapy, clinical advice, or a substitute for professional mental health support. If you are struggling with your mental health, please seek guidance from a licensed professional. Connect with Dr. Mari: 🌐 Website: drmarimarquez.com 💻 Register for the Emotional Processing Workshop: workshops.drmarimarquez.com 📱 Instagram: @drmarimarquez GrowthAfterLoss #GriefEducation #AITherapy #MentalHealthAwareness #GriefSupport #DrMariMarquez #HumanConnection #DigitalWellbeing #Bereavement #PersonalGrowth

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The Growth After Loss Podcast, hosted by Dr. Mari Marquez, provides a compassionate space for grief support as you navigate personal growth after the loss of a loved one. Join Dr. Mari, a personal growth educator with a Ph.D. in her field, for bi-weekly discussions that are grounded in compassion, research, practical tools, and heartfelt conversations centered on personal growth following the death of a loved one. It's an invitation to grow alongside your grief.

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