Dr. Julian Grow, MSTOM, L.Ac., treats patients at Sacred Silence Acupuncture in Bushwick and the Financial District in New York City. He came to Chinese medicine through a rare bone tumor at 22, then spent years testing nearly every alternative path there is, from raw veganism and jiu-jitsu to plant medicine ceremonies in the Amazon. But none of that is why this conversation matters. Most origin stories stop at “I got sick and found this medicine.” Julian’s keeps going, through the misdiagnosis, the surgeries, the detox workshops, the ceremonies, and the day he was suspended from acupuncture school. What he took from all of it is simple: no one is responsible for your health more than you are. What we cover: Why a runner who broke school records lived on daily Advil for years under a stress fracture diagnosis, and what it took to finally get a second opinionThe day his leg gave way while he was waiting tables, the second surgery, and the warning that he might lose the leg if the donor bone didn’t fuseWhy recovery in a hospital convinced him it was a place people go to die, not to heal, and the documentary that sent him toward food as medicineA decade of raw vegan, paleo, CrossFit, jiu-jitsu and fringe therapies, and why “just keep detoxing” stopped making sense: at some point you don’t detox, you buildAyahuasca, San Pedro, and a 115-year-old medicine man in Ecuador, and the tradition’s belief that the healer has to suffer tooGetting suspended from acupuncture school in his last semester, and what the medicine men taught him about staying quiet about what’s sacredWhy so many acupuncturists come out of punk culture, and what “the revolution happens inside” means for a practitionerWhat nobody tells you: being good at acupuncture does not pay the rent, and the years he spent learning thatThis is part one. Part two is who he is now. Chapters (from the transcript timestamps, so check against the final cut): 0:00 Intro 0:22 The diagnosis 2:55 The leg gives out 4:52 Food Matters and food as medicine 14:28 Nobody is responsible for your health more than you 19:09 Silent retreats and the first ceremony 23:58 The book that led to the Amazon 31:12 Ecuador and Don Basilio 36:10 Don Cesario, 115 years old 41:20 Good at acupuncture, still broke 43:38 Punk, anti-establishment, and Chinese medicine 51:08 Spirit before self-will Find Julian on Instagram: @juliankeenangrow Subscribe: https://www.youtube.com/@davidmartinbernard?sub_confirmation=1