Never Have I had the Urge

Victor J.

A storytelling podcast about the urges people resist...and the ones they give into. From climbing mountains to chasing dreams you've buried for years, each episode explores the moment you finally say: "Never have I had the urge...until now."

Episodes

  1. 5D AGO

    Never Have I Had the Urge… To Be a Person of Interest | A True Crime Investigation Story

    Hey There - thanks for reaching out to Never Have I had the Urge. Your message is safe with me. I read every note, even if I can't respond to each one personally. In 1896 New York City, investigators began exploring a radical idea — that crime is not chaos, but pattern. More than a century later in Raleigh, North Carolina, that same principle would ripple through a small church community after a shocking 2006 restaurant murder left police searching for answers. In this long-form true crime episode of Never Have I Had the Urge, Victor explores what it truly means to become a “person of interest.” When law enforcement begins narrowing the circle in a homicide investigation, proximity becomes everything. Timelines matter. Decisions matter. And sometimes doing the right thing does not shield you from scrutiny. Blending historical context inspired by The Alienist, modern investigative process, and a deeply personal account of how suspicion can spread through grief-stricken communities, this episode examines: • How homicide investigations actually work • The real meaning of “person of interest” • Criminal profiling and pattern recognition • Forensic ballistics and evidence elimination • The psychological impact of being questioned by police • How trauma can linger long after a case is closed This is not a story about accusation. It is a story about process, proximity, grief, and the emotional weight of scrutiny — even after the truth is uncovered. Never Have I Had the Urge… To Be a Person of Interest. 📧 Connect with the show: hello@neverhaveihadtheurge.com 📌Follow for updates: Facebook & Instagram @NeverHaveIHadtheUrge 🎙️More stories coming soon - thanks for listening.

    13 min

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A storytelling podcast about the urges people resist...and the ones they give into. From climbing mountains to chasing dreams you've buried for years, each episode explores the moment you finally say: "Never have I had the urge...until now."