The Artist

Roos van der Jagt

This podcast is an ongoing conversation about the life of an artist, not as a finished myth, but as a work in progress.

  1. 1d ago

    Episode 21 — Lowering the Threshold

    What happens when the fear of starting becomes so intense that an artist needs something to make the first mark possible? In this honest and deeply personal episode, we explore the hidden resistance behind the creative process. Painting is not always calming or intuitive. Sometimes beginning feels like exposure—a confrontation with the blank canvas, uncertainty, and the possibility of seeing something reflected back. For a time, alcohol lowered that threshold. It softened hesitation, reduced inhibition, and made it possible to begin. What started as a practical mechanism gradually became part of the creative ritual. But making the work easier to start did not necessarily make the work stronger. This episode examines the tension between access and artistic quality: movement versus precision, lowered resistance versus full presence, and producing work versus creating with complete attention. It reflects on the discovery that the strongest work often emerged not from altered inhibition, but from clarity, control, and a mind that was fully present. This is not an addiction story, a warning, or a moral lesson. It is a compassionate exploration of creative fear, artistic rituals, self-medication, painting, and the complicated methods artists sometimes develop to overcome resistance. For artists and creators who struggle with starting, perfectionism, fear, or creative blocks, this episode offers recognition without judgement—and language for the quiet cost of lowering the threshold.

  2. Aug 3

    Episode 19 — The Loneliness of Conviction

    Episode 19 — The Loneliness of Conviction What does it mean to keep believing in your artistic vision when no one seems to notice? In this episode, we explore the loneliness of conviction: the quiet, demanding experience of continuing to create without recognition, clear feedback, or visible momentum. For artists, filmmakers, writers, musicians, designers, and other creative professionals, staying true to meaningful work can sometimes feel isolating—especially when the world rewards trends, speed, and immediate success. This episode examines the difference between conviction and stubbornness, the emotional weight of sustained belief, and the challenge of trusting your creative direction when external validation is absent. It offers an honest and encouraging reflection on artistic integrity, creative perseverance, and the courage to keep making work that matters. You will discover why silence is not always a sign of failure, why recognition should not determine the value of your work, and how staying connected to your core values can create greater clarity, confidence, and artistic continuity. A thoughtful and inspiring podcast episode for anyone navigating self-doubt, creative isolation, artistic ambition, or the long journey of building a meaningful creative practice. Topics include:artistic conviction, creative loneliness, artist motivation, creative confidence, artistic integrity, perseverance, external validation, finding your audience, creative careers, and staying true to your vision. #Artists #CreativeProcess #ArtistPodcast #CreativeMotivation #ArtisticIntegrity #CreativeCareer #Filmmakers #Writers #Musicians #Designers #CreativeConfidence #KeepCreating

  3. May 12

    Episode 18 — Taking a Stand (Even When No One Listens)

    Taking a stand is often associated with visibility.With being heard, supported, or recognized. But what if it isn’t? In this episode, we explore what it means to hold a position without external validation. Not performatively, not strategically, but consistently. Because the most important decisions artists make are often invisible: what they refuse to create, what they decline to normalize, and where they draw the line. We examine the pressure to remain flexible, agreeable, and marketable and how that pressure quietly shapes creative work. Why conviction is often mistaken for rigidity. Why clarity can close doors. And why avoiding a position comes at a cost that is harder to detect, but more damaging over time. This is not about being right.It’s about remaining coherent. Because in the end, you don’t just show your work to the worldyou live with it. And every body of work becomes a record of what you chose to stand for. The question is not whether anyone is listening.The question is whether you are still aligned. taking a stand as an artist, artistic integrity, creative conviction, staying true to your vision, artists and authenticity, creative courage, integrity in art, artistic identity, standing for something, creative decisions and values, ethics in art, artist responsibility, creative boundaries, refusing compromise, authentic storytelling, artistic alignment, long term creative vision, independent artists mindset, creative philosophy, conviction vs compromise

  4. May 6

    Episode 17 — The Power to Shape the World

    Taking a stand is often associated with visibility.With being heard, supported, or recognized. But what if it isn’t? In this episode, we explore what it means to hold a position without external validation. Not performatively, not strategically, but consistently. Because the most important decisions artists make are often invisible: what they refuse to create, what they decline to normalize, and where they draw the line. We examine the pressure to remain flexible, agreeable, and marketable and how that pressure quietly shapes creative work. Why conviction is often mistaken for rigidity. Why clarity can close doors. And why avoiding a position comes at a cost that is harder to detect, but more damaging over time. This is not about being right.It’s about remaining coherent. Because in the end, you don’t just show your work to the world— taking a stand as an artist, artistic integrity, creative conviction, staying true to your vision, artists and authenticity, creative courage, integrity in art, artistic identity, standing for something, creative decisions and values, ethics in art, artist responsibility, creative boundaries, refusing compromise, authentic storytelling, artistic alignment, long term creative vision, independent artists mindset, creative philosophy, conviction vs compromise personal values and creativity, creative confidence, artists mindset growth, creative discipline, staying authentic in a digital world, social pressure and creativity, content creators authenticity, creative independence, modern artist struggles

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This podcast is an ongoing conversation about the life of an artist, not as a finished myth, but as a work in progress.