The Demon Within… Surviving MS🎗️

Jenny
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It's the monster you can't see. The exhaustion that feels like concrete. The pins and needles that are anything but a joke. For over 20 years, Jenny has wrestled with Multiple Sclerosis. She knows the fear, the struggle, and the courage it takes to survive. Forget the clinical definitions. Get ready for the real talk. The raw, scary, and surprisingly hilarious truth of what it's like to live with The Demon Within.

  1. 2d ago

    Hormones Gone Wild: MS, Midlife Shifts, and Supporting Each Other (Episode 16)

    Hormones Gone Wild: MS, Menopause & Andropause Explained 🚨 Is your MS getting worse, or are your hormones completely hijacking your body? 🔥 In this episode of The Demon Within… Surviving MS, host Jennifer exposes the brutal collision between multiple sclerosis and midlife hormonal shifts. This isn't just about women—we are breaking down the chaotic reality of menopause and male andropause (low testosterone), how they turbocharge MS symptoms, and the heavy toll it takes on intimacy and partners. What you’ll discover:  ✅Why estrogen and testosterone drops act like a freight train on an MS-stressed nervous system. ✅The hidden symptoms of female menopause and male andropause that doctors miss. ✅Real medical and lifestyle coping strategies to reclaim your energy and sanity. ✅How partners can support each other without burning out. Don't suffer in silence—hit play to find out how to survive the storm together! Follow The Demon Within… Surviving MS socials:  https://linktr.ee/TheDemonWithinSurvivingMS  SPONSORSHIPS: Infusion Wear http://www.infusionwearco.com/ 💕Cute Cane Shop💕 http://cutecaneshop.etsy.com/ “Surviving Life,” a deeply honest and uplifting memoir by Ricky Harvey can be purchased on AMAZON  https://kdpbook.link/for/B0FXHLJN1S   Paul Lima, a freelance writer and business-writing trainer. Paul remains an active author with over 40 non-fiction books and 5 fiction books published as paperbacks and Kindles on Amazon and as epubs on Kobo.com.  Website: https://www.paullima.com/ Chronic: A Sick Novel: http://paullima.com/chronic  Lawrence Morello is an MS warrior, advocate, and the founder of The MS Reset, a platform dedicated to empowering those living with Multiple Sclerosis and chronic illness. A passionate content creator, Lawrence has expanded his advocacy to literature with his debut children’s book, Superhero with Wheels. Inspired by his relationship with his young son, the story offers a gentle, reassuring look at disability and chronic illness, reflecting his family’s real-life journey of adapting together while finding strength in laughter, love, and connection… https://amzn.to/43k2yPv 4T Below Zero with host Terry & Nick… http://linktr.ee/4tbelowzero Ad Disclaimer The views expressed in these advertisements are those of the businesses themselves. The Demon Within… Surviving MS Podcast does not officially endorse, guarantee, or take responsibility for the products or services provided by third parties. Medical Disclaimer: I am a podcast host and fellow fighter navigating this journey alongside you, not a doctor or medical professional. The information shared in this episode is for educational, storytelling, and supportive purposes only and should never replace professional medical advice, diagnosis, or treatment. Always consult with your neurologist, endocrinologist, or trusted healthcare provider before making any changes to your medication, hormone therapy, or health routines.

    Hormones Gone Wild: MS, Midlife Shifts, and Supporting Each Other (Episode 16)

  2. Aug 4

    AM I STILL ME? (Episode 15)

    I left the room so my family could tell the brutal truth about my MS. What happens when chronic illness steals your identity? Tune in for a raw, unfiltered look at grief, family, and finding who you are when the body changes. 🖤 👉 Watch/Listen to the full episode to hear what they said! Follow The Demon Within… Surviving MS socials: https://linktr.ee/TheDemonWithinSurvivingMS SPONSORSHIPS:Infusion Wearhttp://www.infusionwearco.com/ 💕Cute Cane Shop💕http://cutecaneshop.etsy.com/ “Surviving Life,” a deeply honest and uplifting memoir by Ricky Harvey can be purchased on AMAZON https://kdpbook.link/for/B0FXHLJN1S Paul Lima, a freelance writer and business-writing trainer. Paul remains an active author with over 40 non-fiction books and 5 fiction books published as paperbacks and Kindles on Amazon and as epubs on Kobo.com. Website: https://www.paullima.com/Chronic: A Sick Novel: http://paullima.com/chronic Lawrence Morello is an MS warrior, advocate, and the founder of The MS Reset, a platform dedicated to empowering those living with Multiple Sclerosis and chronic illness. A passionate content creator, Lawrence has expanded his advocacy to literature with his debut children’s book, Superhero with Wheels. Inspired by his relationship with his young son, the story offers a gentle, reassuring look at disability and chronic illness, reflecting his family’s real-life journey of adapting together while finding strength in laughter, love, and connection… https://amzn.to/43k2yPv 4T Below Zero with host Terry & Nick… http://linktr.ee/4tbelowzero AD DisclaimerThe views expressed in these advertisements are those of the businesses themselves. The Demon Within… Surviving MS Podcast does not officially endorse, guarantee, or take responsibility for the products or services provided by third parties.

    AM I STILL ME? (Episode 15)

  3. Jul 14

    The Hidden MS Crisis: Why Your Brain Health Is Being Ignored… (Episode 14)

    ⚠️ CONTENT WARNING: This episode contains discussions of mental health, depression, and suicide, which may be triggering for some. This content is for educational purposes and is not a substitute for professional medical or mental health advice. If you are in crisis, please seek immediate help from a healthcare professional or local emergency services. Crisis resources are provided at the bottom of this description. Stop letting your doctors ignore your mental health just because it doesn’t show up on an MRI‼️ You walk into your appointment, get a quick scan, and get sent home—but they’re completely ignoring the depression, the "brain fog," and the dark thoughts that are actually destroying your life. In It’s not "just stress," and it’s not in your head—it’s a neurological emergency. In this episode of The Demon Within, we’re exposing why your brain health is being ignored, why you’ve been gaslit by the system, and exactly how to force your doctor to finally listen. You are not "just tired," and you are not alone. Join the conversation: If you’ve felt dismissed by your medical team or struggled with the "invisible" side of MS, I want to hear your story in the comments. You aren't just a list of symptoms—you're a warrior. Subscribe to The Demon Within for more honest conversations about reclaiming your health and finding strength in the fight. We’re in this together. 🆘 Crisis Support & ResourcesIf you are in immediate danger, please call your local emergency services (such as 911 in the U.S. or 999 in the U.K.) or go to the nearest emergency room immediately. USA: Dial or text 988 to reach the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline (Available 24/7, free, and confidential). UK: Call 111 to reach the NHS mental health services or 116 123 for Samaritans (Available 24/7, free, and confidential). Crisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741 (USA/Canada) or 85258 (UK). Additional Support: https://www.nhs.uk/mental-health/feelings-symptoms-behaviours/behaviours/help-for-suicidal-thoughts/ https://www.crisistextline.org/https:// diamondbehavioralhealth.com/help.html/?utm_source=google&utm_medium=cpc&utm_campaign=21633899255&utm_term=crisis%20hotline&network=g&device=m&adgroupid=%7Badgroupid&placement=&gad_source=1&gad_campaignid=21633899255&gbraid=0AAAAAqnmRuF5b9fmuIbwUXHCvZL1wT9ag&gclid=Cj0KCQjwlqTRBhCBARIsANrkrxjCgX7spErd4dILWrP4vZSEjp5-AxqQYZwkWPnmCmfP62B0Ctsc3TMaAqDpEALw_wcBFollow The Demon Within… Surviving MS socials: https://linktr.ee/TheDemonWithinSurvivingMS SPONSORSHIPS: Infusion Wearhttp://www.infusionwearco.com/💕 Cute Cane Shop💕http://cutecaneshop.etsy.com/ “Surviving Life,” a deeply honest and uplifting memoir by Ricky Harvey can be purchased on AMAZON https://kdpbook.link/for/B0FXHLJN1S Paul Lima, a freelance writer and business-writing trainer. Paul remains an active author with over 40 non-fiction books and 5 fiction books published as paperbacks and Kindles on Amazon and as epubs on Kobo.com. Website: https://www.paullima.com/Chronic: A Sick Novel: http://paullima.com/chronic Lawrence Morello is an MS warrior, advocate, and the founder of The MS Reset, a platform dedicated to empowering those living with Multiple Sclerosis and chronic illness. A passionate content creator, Lawrence has expanded his advocacy to literature with his debut children’s book, Superhero with Wheels. Inspired by his relationship with his young son, the story offers a gentle, reassuring look at disability and chronic illness, reflecting his family’s real-life journey of adapting together while finding strength in laughter, love, and connection… https://amzn.to/43k2yPv AD Disclaimer: The views expressed in these advertisements are those of the businesses themselves. The Demon Within… Surviving MS Podcast does not officially endorse, guarantee, or take responsibility for the products or services provided by third parties.

    The Hidden MS Crisis: Why Your Brain Health Is Being Ignored… (Episode 14)

  4. Jun 9

    No Longer The Puppet… Cutting The Strings To MS… (Episode 13)

    MS tries to treat your body like a rental car and your spirit like a puppet—but the show is over. Today, we aren't just talking about "coping." We are talking about total reclamation. In Episode 13 of The Demon Within, we are picking up the shears and cutting the strings once and for all. If you are tired of the fatigue, the brain fog, and the emotional weight of living with a chronic condition, this episode is your tactical upgrade. In this episode, we cover: •The War Room: Why your diagnosis isn't a life sentence—it’s a battle line. •The Tactical Upgrade: Moving from "managing a condition" to resisting a hostile takeover. •Evicting the "MS Demon": How to silence the lies that whisper you're broken, a burden, or "too much." •The Art of Being Ruthless: Why you need to cut ties with energy vampires to protect your peace. •Your New Battle Strategy: Practical steps to reclaim your authority, starting today. You aren't a victim of your nervous system. You are a warrior in a cage match. It’s time to stop shrinking to make others comfortable and start taking up space. Join the Fight: Have a "reason for fighting"? Send a photo of your motivation (family, pets, goals, or dreams) to thedemonwithinsurvivingms@gmail.com for a chance to be featured in an upcoming episode! Follow The Demon Within… Surviving MS socials: https://linktr.ee/TheDemonWithinSurvivingMS SPONSORSHIPS: Infusion Wearhttp://www.infusionwearco.com/💕 Cute Cane Shop💕http://cutecaneshop.etsy.com/ “Surviving Life,” a deeply honest and uplifting memoir by Ricky Harvey can be purchased on AMAZON https://kdpbook.link/for/B0FXHLJN1S Paul Lima, a freelance writer and business-writing trainer. Paul remains an active author with over 40 non-fiction books and 5 fiction books published as paperbacks and Kindles on Amazon and as epubs on Kobo.com. Website: https://www.paullima.com/Chronic: A Sick Novel: http://paullima.com/chronic Ad DisclaimerThe views expressed in these advertisements are those of the businesses themselves. The Demon Within… Surviving MS Podcast does not officially endorse, guarantee, or take responsibility for the products or services provided by third parties.

    No Longer The Puppet… Cutting The Strings To MS… (Episode 13)

  5. May 13

    The Unbreakable (Episode 12)

    THE TRUTH ABOUT MS: What They Don’t Want You To See 🛑 “I'm not here to be your inspiration—I'm here to be real." In Episode 12, we’re stripping away the "inspirational" posters and the sugarcoated lies. From the "ugly" truth behind Christina Applegate’s recent updates to the physical toll of losing hair, teeth, and mobility—we’re talking about the reality of MS that makes people uncomfortable. Inside this episode: ​The War Room: Why my "toys" are actually my weapons against a disease that steals joy. ​The Applegate Catalyst: Why her "graphic" honesty is the only valid response to a body at war. ​King of the Ashes: Finding the "Unbreakable" version of yourself when everything else has been stripped away. If you’ve ever felt like you had to hide your pain to make others comfortable—stop. Pull up a chair in the War Room. You aren't a victim; you are a lion surviving the fire. 🦁🔥 Follow The Demon Within… Surviving MS socials: https://linktr.ee/TheDemonWithinSurvivingMSAd DisclaimerThe views expressed in these advertisements are those of the businesses themselves. The Demon Within… Surviving MS Podcast does not officially endorse, guarantee, or take responsibility for the products or services provided by third parties. SPONSORSHIPS: Infusion Wearhttp://www.infusionwearco.com/💕 Cute Cane Shop💕http://cutecaneshop.etsy.com/ “Surviving Life,” a deeply honest and uplifting memoir by Ricky Harvey can be purchased on AMAZON https://kdpbook.link/for/B0FXHLJN1S Paul Lima, a freelance writer and business-writing trainer. Paul remains an active author with over 40 non-fiction books and 5 fiction books published as paperbacks and Kindles on Amazon and as epubs on Kobo.com. Website: https://www.paullima.com/Chronic: A Sick Novel: http://paullima.com/chronic

    The Unbreakable (Episode 12)

  6. Apr 28

    Two Hearts, One Diagnosis… Navigating The MS Journey Together💞 (Episode 11)

    🛑DON’T MISS the NEW EPISODE🛑 AVAILABLE EVERYWHERE😳😳😳People always talk about what 🧡Multiple Sclerosis🧡 does to your body, but nobody talks about what it does to your bedroom. 🤫Today, we’re getting raw about the “Mom Guilt,” the caregiver burnout, role reversals, managing this disease with your significant other and the secret system that my husband and I use just to survive the night. Episode 11 is all about navigating the MS journey together.💞Stop carrying the weight alone.Don’t miss: Footage from the MS Walk + a special donor shout-out at the end! 👣 Follow The Demon Within… Surviving MS socials: https://linktr.ee/TheDemonWithinSurvivingMS SPONSORSHIPS: 💕Cute Cane Shop💕 http://cutecaneshop.etsy.com/ “Surviving Life,” a deeply honest and uplifting memoir by Ricky Harvey can be purchased on AMAZON https://kdpbook.link/for/B0FXHLJN1S Paul Lima, a freelance writer and business-writing trainer. Paul remains an active author with over 40 non-fiction books and 5 fiction books published as paperbacks and Kindles on Amazon and as epubs on Kobo.com. Website: https://www.paullima.com/ Chronic: A Sick Novel: http://paullima.com/chronic Ad Disclaimer The views expressed in these advertisements are those of the businesses themselves. The Demon Within… Surviving MS Podcast does not officially endorse, guarantee, or take responsibility for the products or services provided by third parties.

    Two Hearts, One Diagnosis… Navigating The MS Journey Together💞 (Episode 11)

  7. Apr 7

    When “I DO” Becomes “I CAN’T”… The Truth About MS and Intimacy (Episode 10)

    ⚠️ ADULT CONTENT WARNING: This episode contains candid, mature discussions regarding physical intimacy and sexual health; listener discretion is strongly advised. Is Multiple Sclerosis the "third person" in your marriage? 🛌🚫 Most people are too afraid to talk about what happens behind closed doors when you live with a chronic illness. Tonight, Jenny goes there. From the heartbreak of the "not tonight" to the neurological "crossed wires" that steal pleasure, this is a candid, adult-only look at the "Intimacy Standoff." Inside this episode: ​ The Science of Desire: How demyelination acts as a "signal jammer" for pleasure.​ For the Men: Why you haven't lost your "magic"—you're just fighting a biological battle.​ For the Women: Overcoming the shame of feeling like a "patient" instead of a wife.​ The Warrior’s Toolkit: 6 practical adaptations (including the "Spoon Method" and "The Morning Connection") to take your joy back from the Demon.Stop using an old map for new territory. Whether you’re the one with MS or the partner walking the tightrope, this episode is the permission slip you didn't know you needed. Show Notes: 🧡 JOIN OUR WARRIOR CIRCLE: We are walking for a cure! Help us smash our goal for the National MS Society: https://events.nationalmssociety.org/participant/804842 Follow The Demon Within… Surviving MS socials: https://linktr.ee/TheDemonWithinSurvivingMS SPONSORSHIPS: 💕Cute Cane Shop💕 http://cutecaneshop.etsy.com/ “Surviving Life,” a deeply honest and uplifting memoir by Ricky Harvey can be purchased on AMAZON https://kdpbook.link/for/B0FXHLJN1S Paul Lima, a freelance writer and business-writing trainer. Paul remains an active author with over 40 non-fiction books and 5 fiction books published as paperbacks and Kindles on Amazon and as epubs on Kobo.com. Website: https://www.paullima.com/ Chronic: A Sick Novel: http://paullima.com/chronic Ad Disclaimer The views expressed in these advertisements are those of the businesses themselves. The Demon Within… Surviving MS Podcast does not officially endorse, guarantee, or take responsibility for the products or services provided by third parties.

    When “I DO” Becomes “I CAN’T”… The Truth About MS and Intimacy (Episode 10)

  8. Mar 24

    The Independence Myth (Episode 9)

    🛑 STOP DRIVING YOURSELF INTO THE GROUND!" I can do it myself." Those four words are the most dangerous lie you’ve ever told. In this episode, Jenny reveals how the "Independence Myth" is actually a trap that steals your energy, your joy, and your future. After years of being the "strong athlete," Jenny shares the heartbreaking reality of watching her muscle mass fade and her world shrink to the distance between her bed and the bathroom. But this isn't a story of defeat—it's a tactical upgrade. Learn why a walker, cain, or wheelchair isn't a white flag. Why asking for help is a "battery-saving" power move, and how Jenny’s son (a future neurologist) and her "Warrior Circle" are helping her redefine what it means to win. Stop surviving in isolation and start winning with a village. 🧡 SUPPORT THE MISSIONNext month is Walk MS! Join Jenny’s team or donate to help fund the life-changing research her son is studying right now. Every dollar breaks the isolation. 👉 https://events.nationalmssociety.org/participant/804842 FOLLOW The Demon Within… Surviving MS socials: https://linktr.ee/TheDemonWithinSurvivingMS SPONSORSHIPS: 💕Cute Cane Shop💕http://cutecaneshop.etsy.com/ “Surviving Life,” a deeply honest and uplifting memoir by Ricky Harvey can be purchased on AMAZON https://kdpbook.link/for/B0FXHLJN1S Paul Lima, a freelance writer and business-writing trainer. Paul remains an active author with over 40 non-fiction books and 5 fiction books published as paperbacks and Kindles on Amazon and as epubs on Kobo.com. Website: https://www.paullima.com/Chronic: A Sick Novel: http://paullima.com/chronic Ad Disclaimer The views expressed in these advertisements are those of the businesses themselves. The Demon Within… Surviving MS Podcast does not officially endorse, guarantee, or take responsibility for the products or services provided by third parties.

    The Independence Myth (Episode 9)
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It's the monster you can't see. The exhaustion that feels like concrete. The pins and needles that are anything but a joke. For over 20 years, Jenny has wrestled with Multiple Sclerosis. She knows the fear, the struggle, and the courage it takes to survive. Forget the clinical definitions. Get ready for the real talk. The raw, scary, and surprisingly hilarious truth of what it's like to live with The Demon Within.

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