Four Names for Thunder

Matthew Hearn
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  • MENTAL HEALTH

You can’t outrun physics. Eventually, the thunder catches up. Four Names For Thunder™ is a podcast for the "Delayed Warriors"—the high-functioning adults who spent decades outrunning their past, only to find the storm waiting for them in the second half of life. Hosted by Matthew Hearn—a healthcare leader, nurse, and survivor—this show maps the "Late Harvest" of recovery. It explores how to navigate childhood trauma when you have a career, a family, and a reputation to uphold. WHAT TO EXPECT This isn't just a retelling of the past; it is a field guide for your future. While the show is built on the hard-won truths of Matthew’s memoir, Four Names For Thunder, our focus is 100% on YOUR recovery. We take the raw themes of the book—trauma, silence, and resilience—and transform them into practical tools you can use today. THE INSIGHT We explore the "Late Harvest" of healing, breaking down how childhood trauma shows up in our careers, marriages, and health decades later. THE AFTERSHOCK™ In special companion segments, we use AI-generated analysis to deconstruct these topics even further, offering a new, objective perspective on the psychology of survival. We move beyond the "why" and get to the "how." From the science of how the body remembers trauma to the practical tools for finding your voice, this is your roadmap from the cool blue of fear into the warm gold of resilience. The storm may have started years ago, but the healing begins now. Speak Louder Than The Storm™. KEYWORDS: Childhood Trauma, CPTSD, Recovery, Late Life Healing, Addiction, Family Dysfunction, Resilience, Mental Health, Gen X, Baby Boomers, Nursing, Leadership, Faith.

Episodes

  1. 2D AGO

    Four Names For Thunder: Episode 4 The Shadow Years (Part 1) The Fake Normal

    Send us a text here's a phrase we use in the medical field: "High Functioning." We use it to describe an alcoholic who still makes it to work. Someone with depression who can still shower and smile. It means: "I'm falling apart, but I'm doing it quietly." For survivors of childhood trauma, "high functioning" isn't just a clinical term—it's the title of the longest chapter of our lives. In this episode, host Matthew Hearn examines The Shadow—the decades between childhood trauma and the eventual reckoning. This is Part 1 of a two-part deep dive into the years we spent building a life designed to prove we were fine. In this episode, you'll learn: Why standing in the light always casts a shadow—and why success often makes the darkness growWhat "The Fake Normal" looks like and why it's so exhausting to maintainThe question that haunts every survivor: "If people knew the real me, would they still want me?"Why so many trauma survivors become overachievers, first responders, and crisis professionalsHow chaos becomes home when you grew up in chaosThe brutal truth about achievement that took Matthew 40 years to learnThis episode is for you if: You've spent decades being "the reliable one" while feeling like a fraud. You've built a successful life on paper but still wake up at 3 AM feeling like a scared kid. You're exhausted from performing and wondering if you can keep it up. Content Note: This episode discusses childhood trauma and its long-term effects. While not graphic, it may bring up difficult emotions. Listen when you're in a safe space. Next Episode: Part 2 - The Toolkit and Grace for the Runner Your Assignment This Week: What's your Fake Normal? What's the performance you've been putting on? What would happen if you stopped? Sit with these questions—and join us next week for Part 2. Subscribe so you don't miss Part 2, where we open the toolkit and learn to extend grace to the version of ourselves that lived in The Shadow. Support the show Four Names For Thunder™: Speak Louder Than The Storm™.

    31 min

  2. JAN 6

    Four Names For Thunder Episode 3 The Secret

    Send us a text You didn't keep the secret because you were weak. You kept it because you were smart. Looking back at our childhoods from the safety of our 50s or 60s, it is easy to judge that younger version of ourselves. We ask, "Why didn't I say anything? Why didn't I tell someone?"  In Episode 2 of Four Names for Thunder, host Matthew Hearn—a Director of Clinical Informatics and trauma survivor—explains why silence wasn't cowardice. It was a brilliant survival strategy. We explore the concept of the "Guarding Reflex." Just as muscles involuntarily lock down around a broken bone to prevent further injury, your psyche locked down around the trauma to protect the family system.  In this episode, we cover: The Guarding Reflex: A nurse’s perspective on why you "froze" instead of fighting back, and why that muscle memory lasts for decades.  The Latchkey Generation: How growing up in the 70s and 80s—the era of "Stranger Danger" and empty houses—left us without the language to report abuse happening inside the circle of trust.  The Architecture of Silence: Why children trade their own safety for the stability of their family.  The First Step: A challenge to "externalize" one small piece of the story this week using the "Safe Person" protocol.  Key Quote: "You were the shock absorber for your entire family. You absorbed the dysfunction so everyone else could stay comfortable... That silence was not cowardice. It was a survival strategy."  Resources: Subscribe to The System Log on Substack: [https://matthewhearn.substack.com/?utm_campaign=profile_chips]Join the private Facebook Group: [https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61585106797475] Next Episode: We move to the Second Name: The Shadow—the decades of workaholism, drinking, and running we used to outrun the ghost.  Support the show Four Names For Thunder™: Speak Louder Than The Storm™.

    28 min

  3. JAN 6 · BONUS

    The Aftershock Episode 3: Silence Was Your Brilliant Survival Guide

    Send us a text We’ve identified the glitch. Now, let’s analyze the code. In this week's main episode of Four Names for Thunder, we explored "The Secret"—the childhood survival strategy that kept us silent for decades. We introduced the medical concept of the "Guarding Reflex" to explain why we froze instead of fighting back. In this Aftershock companion episode, we run a deep-dive analysis on those themes. Using AI-assisted modeling to break down the narrative, we look at the specific cultural and psychological forces that made Gen X the "perfect generation for secrets." In this system debrief, we discuss: The Guarding Reflex: A tactical look at how your psychological "muscles" locked down around the trauma to prevent further injury—and why they never learned to relax.  The "Stranger Danger" Glitch: How the 80s cultural obsession with "white vans" blinded us to the danger inside our own homes.  The Latchkey Isolation: Why being "self-sufficient" at age 10 wasn't a badge of honor, but a recipe for isolation.  The "Safe Person" Protocol: Practical criteria for identifying who is (and who is not) safe to tell your story to today.  Mentioned in this episode: The "Guarding Reflex" (Medical Metaphor). The "Stranger Danger" Era. The 4 Criteria of a Safe Person. Join the System Reboot: Ready to test the "Safe Person" protocol? Join our private community of men working the steps: [Link] Next Up: On Tuesday, we move to The Shadow—the decades of running that followed The Secret. Support the show Four Names For Thunder™: Speak Louder Than The Storm™.

    16 min

  4. JAN 6 · BONUS

    The Aftershock Episode 2: Why Childhood Trauma Appears Decades Later

    Send us a text Since The Aftershock is the companion series—the "debrief" or "tactical discussion" that follows the main narrative episode—the description needs to feel different. While the main episode description was emotional and narrative, the Aftershock description should be practical, conversational, and focused on application. Here is a description designed for The Aftershock: Episode 1. Episode Title: Aftershock 01: Declassifying "The Little General" (Deep Dive) Episode Description: You listened to the story. Now, let’s look at the system logs. In the premiere episode of Four Names for Thunder, we introduced the concept of the "Busyness Defense"—the script we followed to outrun our trauma. We talked about the "Flash" and the "Thunder." But how do you actually identify your version of the "Little General" in daily life? In this Aftershock companion episode, we break down the themes of Episode 1 and look at the practical side of the "System Reboot." We discuss why "The Crash" hits so hard in retirement and how to tell the difference between a healthy work ethic and a trauma response. In this debrief, we discuss: The Numbing Agents: Why some men use alcohol, while others use Little League coaching, church committees, or 60-hour work weeks to numb the pain.  The "Generational Script": Unpacking the mandate given to Gen X men to "Provide" and "Don't Complain," and why that code is failing us now.  The 3:00 AM Ceiling Stare: Practical tactics for what to do when the anxiety wakes you up in the middle of the night.  Why Safety Triggers The Crash: Exploring the paradox that your breakdown isn't a sign of weakness, but a sign that your brain finally feels safe enough to unpack the boxes.  Mentioned in this episode: The "Four Names" Framework (Secret, Shadow, Crash, Voice) . The physics of lightning vs. thunder . Join the Discussion: Did you recognize the "Little General" in your own life? Join us in the private Facebook group to discuss this week's protocol: [https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61585106797475] Next Up: On Tuesday, we return to the narrative with Episode 2: "The Secret." Support the show Four Names For Thunder™: Speak Louder Than The Storm™.

    13 min

  5. JAN 6

    The Silence After the Noise

    Send us a text Why do high-performers crash after the war is over? For thirty years, you functioned. You paid your taxes. You built a career. You raised a family. You outran the shadow. So why, now that things have finally slowed down, do you feel like you are falling apart? In this inaugural episode of Four Names for Thunder, host Matthew Hearn explores the physics of delayed trauma. Just as there is a gap between the lightning flash and the thunder, there is a gap between a traumatic event and the emotional impact. For many men, that gap lasts decades. We explore the "Busyness Defense"—the script given to Gen X and Boomers that told us to work hard and provide, using high-stress careers as a numbing agent to hide from our own pain. In this episode, we cover: The Physics of Lightning: Understanding why you are just now hearing the "Thunder" of events that happened decades ago.  The Busyness Defense: How we use work, parenting, and noise as a suit of armor to outrun the shadow.  The Crash: Why retirement and the "Empty Nest" are often the most dangerous times for survivors.  The Map: An introduction to the four stages of the journey: The Secret, The Shadow, The Crash, and The Voice.  You are not broken. You are just finally safe enough to feel the impact.  Listen to the episode to begin the System Reboot. Quotes from this Episode: "I filled the gap with noise... fixing other people's broken bodies so I didn't have to look at my own broken spirit."  "For survivors like us, silence is not a gift. Silence is a threat."  "You cannot outrun a sound wave forever. Eventually, you have to stop for gas."  Resources: Subscribe to The System Log on Substack: [https://substack.com/@matthewhearn]Join the private Facebook Group: [https://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=61585106797475]Next Episode: We dive deeper into "The Secret" and the origins of childhood survival strategies. Support the show Four Names For Thunder™: Speak Louder Than The Storm™.

    21 min

  6. SEASON 1, EPISODE 1 TRAILER

    The Aftershock: The Healer's Map Review

    Send us a text Hosted and examined by an AI host exploring Matthew Hearn's powerful message about late-life trauma recovery. In this introduction to Four Names For Thunder, healthcare leader and author Matthew Hearn reveals why trauma doesn't follow a timeline—and why healing often arrives decades late. Drawing on 40+ years in medicine and his own journey through childhood trauma, Matthew explains "the physics of trauma": how we can outrun the thunder for years, building careers and families while staying one step ahead of the pain. But eventually, the sound catches up. If you're in midlife or beyond and suddenly confronting memories you thought were buried, this episode is for you. Matthew introduces the four stages of late-life healing—The Secret, The Shadow, The Crash, and The Voice—and explains why your breakdown might actually be your breakthrough. This is more than a podcast about trauma. It's a roadmap for the "Late Harvest"—the unique challenges of healing when you're an adult with a career, a family, and a reputation to uphold. You'll discover: Why your body remembers what your mind tries to forgetThe science behind delayed trauma responsesHow to navigate healing without losing yourselfPractical tools for moving from fear to resilienceJoin Matthew and a community of fellow travelers who refuse to let their stories end in silence. Follow now so you don't miss the first full episode. Support the show Four Names For Thunder™: Speak Louder Than The Storm™.

    14 min

  7. SEASON 1, EPISODE 1 TRAILER

    The Healer''s Map

    Send us a text In this powerful introduction to Four Names For Thunder, healthcare leader and author Matthew Hearn reveals why trauma doesn't follow a timeline—and why healing often arrives decades late. Drawing on 40+ years in medicine and his own journey through childhood trauma, Matthew explains "the physics of trauma": how we can outrun the thunder for years, building careers and families while staying one step ahead of the pain. But eventually, the sound catches up. If you're in midlife or beyond and suddenly confronting memories you thought were buried, this episode is for you. Matthew introduces the four stages of late-life healing—The Secret, The Shadow, The Crash, and The Voice—and explains why your breakdown might actually be your breakthrough. This is more than a podcast about trauma. It's a roadmap for the "Late Harvest"—the unique challenges of healing when you're an adult with a career, a family, and a reputation to uphold. You'll discover: Why your body remembers what your mind tries to forgetThe science behind delayed trauma responsesHow to navigate healing without losing yourselfPractical tools for moving from fear to resilienceJoin Matthew and a community of fellow travelers who refuse to let their stories end in silence. Follow now so you don't miss the first full episode. Support the show Four Names For Thunder™: Speak Louder Than The Storm™.

    4 min

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Ratings & Reviews

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About

You can’t outrun physics. Eventually, the thunder catches up. Four Names For Thunder™ is a podcast for the "Delayed Warriors"—the high-functioning adults who spent decades outrunning their past, only to find the storm waiting for them in the second half of life. Hosted by Matthew Hearn—a healthcare leader, nurse, and survivor—this show maps the "Late Harvest" of recovery. It explores how to navigate childhood trauma when you have a career, a family, and a reputation to uphold. WHAT TO EXPECT This isn't just a retelling of the past; it is a field guide for your future. While the show is built on the hard-won truths of Matthew’s memoir, Four Names For Thunder, our focus is 100% on YOUR recovery. We take the raw themes of the book—trauma, silence, and resilience—and transform them into practical tools you can use today. THE INSIGHT We explore the "Late Harvest" of healing, breaking down how childhood trauma shows up in our careers, marriages, and health decades later. THE AFTERSHOCK™ In special companion segments, we use AI-generated analysis to deconstruct these topics even further, offering a new, objective perspective on the psychology of survival. We move beyond the "why" and get to the "how." From the science of how the body remembers trauma to the practical tools for finding your voice, this is your roadmap from the cool blue of fear into the warm gold of resilience. The storm may have started years ago, but the healing begins now. Speak Louder Than The Storm™. KEYWORDS: Childhood Trauma, CPTSD, Recovery, Late Life Healing, Addiction, Family Dysfunction, Resilience, Mental Health, Gen X, Baby Boomers, Nursing, Leadership, Faith.

Information

  • Creator
    Matthew Hearn
  • Years Active
    2025 - 2026
  • Episodes
    7
  • Rating
    Clean
  • Copyright
    © 2026 Four Names for Thunder
  • Show Website
    Four Names for Thunder