When Heaven Was Silent: A Christian Podcast for Women Healing from Abuse, Loss & Faith Struggles

When Heaven Was Silent
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When Heaven Was Silent is a Christian healing podcast for women who have experienced trauma, abuse, loss, and seasons where God felt silent. This faith-based podcast explores the space between pain and purpose — where prayers feel unanswered, grief feels heavy, and yet God is still quietly working behind the scenes. Each episode shares honest conversations about emotional healing, spiritual struggle, identity rebuilding, and trusting God through trauma. Through personal storytelling, Scripture, and reflective insight, listeners are guided to heal from past pain, rediscover hope, and rebuild their lives with faith and clarity. Created for women navigating domestic abuse, broken relationships, court battles, grief, and spiritual exhaustion. This is not a podcast about reliving trauma. It’s about understanding it, healing through it, and growing beyond it. If you’ve ever felt unseen, unheard, or unsure where God was in your story — this space was made for you.

Episodes

  1. 3D AGO

    When You Quietly Disappear: The Slow Erosion of Self confidence

    Confidence rarely shatters overnight. It loosens. Quietly. Respectably. Thread by thread. In this episode, we explore the subtle ways confidence erodes inside emotionally controlling dynamics — not through chaos, but through correction. Not through shouting, but through slow redefinition. This is an honest conversation about: • Gaslighting that sounds calm • Emotional control that feels “reasonable” • How confidence disappears without you noticing • When shrinking starts to feel holy • Faith, identity, and the danger of misapplied surrender If you’ve ever found yourself rehearsing sentences before speaking… questioning your memory… apologising for things you didn’t do… or mistaking silence for peace… This episode is for you. Not to accuse. Not to panic. But to notice. Because awareness is not rebellion. It’s the beginning of return. Take your time with this one. You may want to replay it. If this conversation resonated, follow When Heaven Was Silent for more reflections on faith, identity, healing, and the quiet rebuilding of confidence.

    12 min

  2. JAN 26

    I Didn’t Vanish — I Faded - The Surrender of Self

    I Didn’t Vanish — I Faded is a reflective episode about the quiet ways women can lose themselves in relationships — not through obvious harm, but through understanding, compromise, faith language, and the fear of being left. In this episode of When Heaven Was Silent, I share how shrinking can feel responsible, mature, and even loving — until one day you realise your voice has softened, your needs feel like a burden, and your body is carrying an exhaustion you can’t explain. This story isn’t about blame. It’s about noticing. We explore: how self-abandonment happens slowly and quietly why hyper-vigilance can feel like love the difference between stillness and silence how faith language can blur sacrifice and safety what it means to fade without realising you’re disappearing This episode is for women who: feel emotionally tired “for no clear reason” have learned to prioritise peace over honesty feel they’ve gone quiet to keep connection struggle to name when love became survival are learning to listen to their body again There is no fixing required here. Only awareness. And awareness is already movement. Continue the journey If this episode stirred something tender in you, you don’t have to hold it alone. I’ve created a gentle audio prayer pack for women who are learning to come back to themselves — slowly, safely, without pressure. These prayers are not instructions. They are quiet spaces to breathe, rest, and let God meet you where you are. 🎧 Access the audio prayer pack here: 👉 https://payhip.com/b/eTpuA If you’d like to continue this journey through quiet reflections, podcast updates, and shared language, you’re welcome to connect with me here: 📍 Podcast links | Instagram | Quiet reflections 👉 https://beacons.ai/whws There’s no expectation. Just space. Even when heaven feels silent, God is still working behind the scenes. And you are not alone.

    18 min

  3. JAN 19

    The First Changes

    This is a gentle podcast episode for women navigating emotional confusion, attachment, and quiet heartbreak — especially when a relationship begins to shift without clear explanation. In this episode, I speak about emotional withdrawal, subtle changes in connection, and what it feels like when your body knows something before your mind has language. This conversation explores trauma bonding, emotional attachment, and the difference between relief and safety — through a faith-anchored lens. We talk about: emotional distance and relationship uncertainty trusting your body during emotional confusion how endurance can lead to self-erasure trauma bonding and attachment Christian faith, discernment, and healing why relief is not the same as safety This episode is not advice or instruction. It’s a pause. A space to breathe. A place to feel without rushing to fix. The Quiet Room The Quiet Room is a gentle, faith-based space for women healing from emotional pain, relational confusion, and spiritual exhaustion. Inside The Quiet Room, you’ll find: calming audio reflections evening and night grounding practices faith-centred support for emotional healing space to rest without pressure or performance ✨ Visit The Quiet Room here: https://beacons.ai/thequietroom

    21 min

  4. JAN 11

    Episode 2: When Love and Obedience Became Confused

    In this episode of When Heaven Was Silent, the story begins. Before the control. Before the silence. Before the loss. This episode explores how love, faith, and obedience quietly became intertwined — and how a desire to be “good,” chosen, and faithful laid foundations that were never meant to carry so much weight. Through honest storytelling and spiritual reflection, this episode looks at the beliefs formed before the pain — the early conditioning that teaches many women to shrink, stay quiet, and confuse endurance with faithfulness. This is not an episode about blame. It’s about understanding. If you’ve ever: Confused obedience with love Felt chosen as proof of worth Learned to stay quiet to keep the peace Believed endurance was a sign of faith This episode is for you. When Heaven Was Silent is a faith-centred podcast for women healing quietly — exploring faith, identity, emotional attachment, and recovery after relational and spiritual harm.

    17 min

  5. JAN 5

    When Heaven Was Silent: Finding Faith in the Dark

    🎧 When Heaven Was Silent — Episode 1 A Christian Testimony of Abuse, Loss, Faith & Spiritual Silence When Heaven Was Silent is a faith-centred Christian podcast for women who are healing quietly. In this premiere episode, the host shares a powerful Christian testimony of surviving domestic abuse, experiencing profound loss, and learning how to trust God when He felt silent. This episode reveals the true story behind the podcast — from discovering dyslexia and being told writing would never be possible, to feeling called by God to speak and create during one of the darkest seasons of life. It explores the emotional and spiritual toll of walking through the UK family court system, navigating trauma, and holding onto faith in Jesus when answers never came. This is not a story of instant healing or easy faith. It is a story of obedience, surrender, and trusting God in the silence. This episode is for you if you are struggling with: Domestic abuse or toxic relationships The loss of a child Trauma caused by the family court system Feeling abandoned or unheard by God Trying to keep faith when Heaven feels silent This Christian podcast episode offers honesty, reflection, and hope for anyone walking through pain, grief, or spiritual silence — and wondering if God is still at work behind the scenes.

    19 min
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When Heaven Was Silent is a Christian healing podcast for women who have experienced trauma, abuse, loss, and seasons where God felt silent. This faith-based podcast explores the space between pain and purpose — where prayers feel unanswered, grief feels heavy, and yet God is still quietly working behind the scenes. Each episode shares honest conversations about emotional healing, spiritual struggle, identity rebuilding, and trusting God through trauma. Through personal storytelling, Scripture, and reflective insight, listeners are guided to heal from past pain, rediscover hope, and rebuild their lives with faith and clarity. Created for women navigating domestic abuse, broken relationships, court battles, grief, and spiritual exhaustion. This is not a podcast about reliving trauma. It’s about understanding it, healing through it, and growing beyond it. If you’ve ever felt unseen, unheard, or unsure where God was in your story — this space was made for you.

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