Have you ever questioned "why" we work, "why" we prioritize clients over family, "why" we miss out on being connected with our kids because of work? Like literally, why? Is something else more important than you or your loved ones? Our conditioning runs so deep we barely blink at these daily decisions we make. We abandoned ourselves and the ones we love most daily. Yet, this is "normal" it's a system we signed up for, volunteered, spent our own money and years of education to be endoctrined into it. Only to one day wake up and say, is this my life? Truly, why did we come here? I know many have asked this age old question, but honestly, it wasn't to work, isolate yourself, and miss out on family, friends, and connection. So why do we allow it to happen? In this podcast I tell the story of how I was brought to my knees postpartum. It wasn't my plan, but it became my journey. A journey I'm still on, but have finally reached a clearing of some perspective to put it into words. I share this story because it brings up a greater question, what are we doing with our lives? Who constructed this reality? This can't be the reason we came here? I believe we are in a massive transition in humanity. No longer do these old systems work, we're watching them crumble daily before our eyes. Yet we continue to be slaves to the system, jeopardizing our connections to family, friends, and especially ourselves. Is it worth it? In my darkest nights of the soul... no. I realized it's not worth it, I literally couldn't go another day. I had to find myself again, without my ego, seeking my soul purpose, reconnecting to the original "mother" earth, and each day strived to find just one brief glimmer even if a split second. And slowly, slowly, I could climb myself out. Now that I have experienced that depth, I can see with clearer eyes. A world that no longer makes sense. A world that seems foreign, misfit, misaligned, like a hologram flickering and I'm wondering which one I want to tune into. And that's it exactly. The hologram, or projection of your own life is what you see... what if you choose to change it? What if small adjustments in your own reality starts to open up a world that is of a completely new paradigm? Maybe this seemingly small feat will start clearing a new path- new trajectory for your children- so the potential and experience on this earth regains meaning, connection, and joy. I hope my story helps stir something in you, to make a change, and transend what's holding you back from living a connected, soul purpose life- espeicially with your kids, family, and yourself.
