Sacred Disruption™

Fulei Ngangmuta

Sacred Disruption™ is a podcast for people in transition who are choosing themselves without disappearing. Centered in Black, Global Majority, chronically ill, disabled, neurospicy, and queer lived experience, this space explores what it actually takes to stay present, sovereign, and whole inside imperfect systems. Each episode blends lived experience, reflection, and grounded action, showing how to interrupt erasure in everyday life without urgency, hustle, or self-betrayal. This is not therapy. It’s not self-help. It’s a companion space for clarity, choice, and becoming.

Episodes

  1. Mar 23

    Ep.10 The Day You Stop Negotiating Your Existence

    There comes a point in transition where survival strategies stop working. Not because you suddenly become fearless. But because your body, your truth, and your awareness refuse to keep participating in what’s no longer sustainable. In this Season 1 finale of Sacred Disruption™, Fulei explores the moment where negotiating your existence becomes its own form of harm. This episode moves through: • why self-negotiation is learned (not chosen) • how silence and adaptation stop being protective • what it means when your body becomes the site of truth • why boundaries feel like grief before they feel like freedom • the difference between acceptance and alignment • how the line gets drawn, quietly, internally • what it looks like to live from that line in real life • how pleasure, joy, and imagination begin to return Grounded in Black Feminist Thought, Disability Justice, decolonial frameworks, and lived experience, this episode closes Season 1 with clarity: You don’t need to have everything figured out. But you may no longer be available to live the way you have been. TIMESTAMPS 00:00 - Welcome + framing Sacred Disruption 01:30 - The threshold: “I can’t keep doing this” 05:30 - Negotiating existence as survival strategy 12:00 - Audre Lorde: silence stops being protective 20:00 - bell hooks: the margin as a site of power 30:00 - Naming negotiation (systems, double consciousness, conditioning) 50:00 - The body as truth (2018 hospital story) 1:05:00 - Burnout, breakdown, and boundary signals 1:15:00 - Boundaries as grief + relational shifts 1:22:00 - Acceptance vs alignment (self-definition) 1:27:00 - The line: “I’m not available for this anymore” 1:31:00 - Living from the line (practice, not perfection) 1:34:00 - Pleasure Futures™ + imagination as resistance 1:36:30 - Listener practice + closing reflection KEY THEMES • Negotiation as inherited survival pattern • Silence → self-erasure → truth-telling • The body as a site of intelligence and boundary • Burnout as a signal, not failure • Grief as part of alignment • Acceptance vs alignment (external vs internal authority) • Refusal as a liberatory act • Practice over perfection • Pleasure as data (not indulgence) • Imagination as resistance LISTENER PRACTICE Reflective • Where in your life are you still negotiating your existence? • Where are you shrinking to preserve belonging? ACTION Identify one place this week where you choose: 👉 alignment over negotiation It doesn’t need to be dramatic. It just needs to be honest. CLOSING REMINDER There is a moment in every life where survival is no longer enough. The day you stop negotiating your existence won’t solve everything. But it will change your direction. LINKS + RESOURCESSacred Disruption™ on Instagram: Sacred Disruption™IGListener Feedback Page: Sacred Disruption™ Feedback

    1h 39m

  2. Mar 16

    Ep. 9 You're Not Lost. You're Between Maps.

    There are moments in life when the map you’ve been using to organize your life stops making sense. Not because you suddenly have everything figured out. Not because the future is already clear. But because something in your body recognizes that the old way of navigating no longer fits. In this episode of Sacred Disruption, Fulei explores the disorienting space that can arise during transition, the moment when the old system has stopped working but the new orientation hasn’t fully formed. This conversation moves through what actually happens in that in-between: • how systems shape the maps we follow • why disorientation often appears before clarity • how the nervous system responds to major life shifts • the difference between being lost and becoming unprogrammed • why culture pressures people to rush certainty Through personal reflection and liberation-centered frameworks, this episode reframes the in-between not as failure, but as the beginning of a new orientation. If you’ve been feeling uncertain, unsettled, or like the direction of your life is changing in ways you can’t fully explain yet, this conversation is for you. Sometimes you’re not lost. Sometimes you’re simply between maps. TIMESTAMPS00:30 — Welcome + Who This Space Is For 01:30 — What It Means To Be “Between Maps” 05:00 — When the Old System Stops Making Sense 09:30 — The Psychology of Disorientation 14:45 — Nervous System Responses to Transition 19:30 — Lost vs Unprogrammed 24:00 — Why People Rush the In-Between 28:30 — Grief Inside Life Transitions 32:00 — Orientation Begins to Form KEY THEMES• Identity disorientation during life transitions • Systems and cultural scripts that shape direction • Nervous system responses to uncertainty • Grief as part of personal change • Learning to orient yourself differently when the old map disappears LISTENER PRACTICEReflective Practice Ask yourself: Where in my life might the old map no longer be working?Is the confusion I’m experiencing actually a signal that something inside me is changing? You don’t have to solve the answer today. Just notice what surfaces. Action Practice Choose one small decision this week that reflects your current orientation rather than the expectations you were given. It doesn’t need to be dramatic. It could be a conversation, a boundary, a moment of rest, or a choice about where you place your energy. Small acts of alignment are how new maps begin forming. CLOSING REMINDERIf this episode resonated with you, share it with someone who might also be navigating a threshold. And remember: Being between maps doesn’t mean you’ve lost your direction. Sometimes it means you’re learning how to orient your life in a new way. LINKS + RESOURCESSacred Disruption™ on Instagram: Sacred Disruption™IGListener Feedback Page: Sacred Disruption™ Feedback

    1h 29m

  3. Mar 4

    Ep. 8 What Changes When You Stop Disappearing

    There comes a moment in transition when disappearing stops working. Not because you suddenly become fearless. Not because everything becomes safe. But because your body realizes that hiding now costs more than it protects. In this episode of Sacred Disruption, Fulei explores what happens when survival strategies begin to expire. The habits that once kept you safe, over-functioning, code-switching, hypervigilance, start to feel unsustainable. This conversation explores what actually changes when that shift happens: • how the nervous system reorganizes before your life does • why over-functioning eventually turns into resentment • how identity begins to reorient during transition • why grief, clarity, and self-definition often arrive together Drawing from Disability Justice, somatic awareness, Black feminist thought, and lived experience, this episode invites you to recognize when disappearance is no longer the strategy. Because transition isn’t just about change. It’s about refusing to return to self-abandonment. If something in you recognizes this moment, you are not alone in it. TIMESTAMPS 00:00 Introduction 01:30 When disappearing stops working 05:00 Disappearing as an adaptive strategy 10:30 Internal destabilization 17:00 Minority stress & systemic context 24:00 Worth vs value 30:00 Nervous system reorganization 36:00 Boundaries, pause, discernment 41:00 The cost of not disappearing 46:00 Self-definition as liberation 49:30 Identity reorientation 52:00 Why this is happening now 54:30 Listener practice KEY THEMES • Survival strategies eventually expire • The nervous system leads transition • Worth is intrinsic, value is negotiable • Self-definition is liberation • Identity is a process of becoming • Visibility without protection creates pressure LISTENER PRACTICE The Practice of Not Returning This practice focuses on awareness and staying present rather than forcing change. Part 1: AwarenessAsk yourself: What survival strategy is failing me right now?Where do I still disappear automatically?What does it cost me, physically, emotionally, relationally?Reminder: If a strategy no longer works, releasing it is not betrayal. It is recalibration. Part 2: StayingChoose one micro-practice: Silence Allow one extra beat before responding.Clean Boundary State a boundary in one sentence. No explanation required.Body Anchor Place your feet on the ground and stay present for a few seconds. Transition happens in small survivable moments, not dramatic transformations. CLOSING REMINDER Transition isn’t about becoming someone new. It’s about becoming less available for self-abandonment. Disappearing once helped you survive. But when it stops working, something in you is ready to change. This episode isn’t closure. It’s the beginning of not returning. LINKS + RESOURCESSacred Disruption™ on Instagram: Sacred Disruption™IGListener Feedback Page: Sacred Disruption™ Feedback

    57 min

  4. Feb 23

    Ep. 7 You Don't Need to Know the Whole Plan

    In this episode of Sacred Disruption™, we untangle the difference between clarity and certainty and why waiting for certainty is keeping so many of us stuck. If you overthink, over-map, future-cast, and try to control every possible outcome before making a move, this is for you. Strategic thinking isn’t dysfunction. It’s adaptation. When you’ve lived in systems where mistakes cost more, financially, physically, emotionally, your brain learns to scan for threat. But when strategy turns into a demand for certainty, the threshold rises so high that movement becomes impossible. We explore: • The neurospicy over-mapping → freeze → shame loop • The martyr ↔ savior cycle in chronically ill and disabled bodies • Structural racism and environmental uncertainty • Why certainty isn’t required to begin • What stability actually means (rhythm, resourcing, choice) You don’t need the whole plan. You need a survivable step. Movement creates information. Information refines direction. Direction builds stability. TIMESTAMPS 00:00 — Opening: Clarity vs. Certainty 02:10 — Thinking Your Way Into Safety 05:00 — Strategic Thinking as Adaptation 08:45 — Pattern Detection & Self-Fulfilling Loops 12:30 — Nervous System Activation & Freeze 16:20 — Chronic Illness, Risk & Calibration 21:10 — Lowering the Certainty Threshold 24:40 — Racism, Structural Uncertainty & Oppression 29:15 — Personal Story: Applying Without the Full Plan 35:30 — Movement Creates Data 39:00 — Clarity vs. Certainty Defined 44:20 — Martyr ↔ Savior & Over-Enduring 50:00 — Disrupting the Loop 54:30 — Listener Practice 01:00:00 — Stability Is Rhythm, Not Certainty KEY THEMES Strategic thinking as survival adaptationCertainty addiction vs. directional clarityNeurospicy cognition and high certainty thresholdsChronic illness and embodied risk assessmentStructural racism and environmental precarityMartyrdom and saviorism as safety-earning loopsSurvivable steps vs. explosive leapsStability as rhythm, resourcing, and choice LISTENER PRACTICE Internal Prompt: What do I already know that I’ve been ignoring?What do I keep pretending I need to know first? Sit with both. External Action: Choose one action that takes 10–30 minutes and does not require commitment to the whole plan. Examples: Open the application portal and save progress.Send one email inquiry.Outline three requirements you can verify today. If today isn’t a movement day, let it be a noticing day. Awareness is still disruption. CLOSING REMINDER Certainty is not required for movement. Stability is not knowing the next ten years. Stability is rhythm. Stability is responsiveness. Stability is choosing a step you can survive, and returning to your body. Lower the certainty threshold. Choose one step. Come back to yourself. LINKS + RESOURCESSacred Disruption™ on Instagram: Sacred Disruption™IGListener Feedback Page: Sacred Disruption™ Feedback

    53 min

  5. Feb 10

    Ep. 6 Rest Is Not A Reward

    Rest has been framed as something you earn. As a reward for surviving long enough. As permission granted only after exhaustion proves your worth. In this episode of Sacred Disruption™, I name why that framing is harmful, and why it was never neutral to begin with. We explore how urgency becomes a conditioned nervous system state, how hustle and grind culture trains us to override our bodies, and how ableist pacing turns exhaustion into a moral credential. I speak directly to those who are tired but still explaining themselves, who feel guilty resting without a reason, and who were taught that slowing down meant danger or loss. This conversation is grounded in Black, Indigenous, and Global Majority lived experience, Disability Justice, and the reality of chronic stress on the body. We talk about how capitalism and white supremacy rely on extraction, why rest has historically been denied to Black and Indigenous people, and what it means to reclaim rest as a right, not a reward. This is not a call to opt out of survival or responsibility. It’s a refusal of the social doctrine that says your body has to be collateral damage in order for your life to count. Rest is not a finish line. It’s a condition for staying whole. You don’t have to qualify for your pause here. You can stop here. TIMESTAMPS 00:00 — Welcome & container setting 01:30 — Why rest is not a reward 06:30 — Urgency as conditioning, not character 14:00 — Chronic stress, hustle culture, and the body 26:00 — Structural vs. conditioned urgency 34:00 — Ableist pacing and body override 46:00 — Earned rest as extraction 56:00 — Rest as resistance & lineage repair 1:08:00 — Listener practices 1:16:45 — Closing reflection & invitation KEY THEMES Rest as a right, not something to earnUrgency as a nervous system stateHustle culture and chronic stressAbleism and body overrideCapitalism, extraction, and exhaustionDisability Justice and interdependenceRest as lineage repair and self-preservation LISTENER PRACTICE Internal: Interrupt the Earned-Rest Reflex Notice any part of you that feels like you need to deserve this pause. Without changing it, say quietly: I don’t need to qualify for rest in this moment. External: Name One Unpaid Cost Name one place where your body is paying a cost you were never meant to cover alone. No fixing. No action required. Just name it. CLOSING REMINDER Rest is not something you arrive at once you’ve proven yourself. It’s a condition for staying whole. If your body is asking you to stop—even briefly—you don’t need to justify that here. You can stop here. LINKS + RESOURCESSacred Disruption™ on Instagram: Sacred Disruption™IGSacred Disruption™ on TikTok: Sacred Disruption™TTListener Feedback Page: Sacred Disruption™ Feedback

    1h 18m

  6. Feb 9

    Ep. 5 Living in Transition Without Disappearing

    What does it mean to live in transition without disappearing? In this episode of Sacred Disruption™, Fulei speaks to those who are between identities, places, roles, or seasons, and feel the pressure to explain themselves, resolve too quickly, or perform stability just to be understood. Speaking from inside the process, not after everything is figured out, this episode explores why systems demand coherence while people are still becoming, how transition is often misread as failure, and why being “in-between” carries unequal risk for marginalized people. Through lived experience of being back in New York City, familiar, visible, and still unplaced, this episode offers permission to slow down, tell the truth, and allow becoming to take the time it actually needs. You are not behind. You are not disappearing. TIMESTAMPS 00:00 – 05:00 Speaking to the listener in transition; naming the pressure to explain and resolve 05:00 – 08:30 Being back in NYC: familiarity, visibility, and not being fully held 08:30 – 14:30 Systems, coherence, and why transition is misread as instability 14:30 – 18:30 Transition reframed: not failure, but truth-telling 18:30 – 21:30 Unequal stakes of transition under precarity and marginalization 21:30 – 26:30 Body-based experience: exhaustion, over-justifying, and survival strategies 26:30 – 31:00 Incubation vs disappearance; naming erasure without shame 31:00 – 34:30 Listener practices: internal + external 34:30 – 36:30 Core reminders and permission to exist unfinished 36:30 – End Closing invitation and reflection prompt KEY THEMES Transition as a legitimate, truth-telling stateSystems demanding coherence while people are still becomingBeing seen and unseen at the same timeNYC as a disciplining environment, not just a backdropIdentity pressure and premature closure as survival strategiesUnequal risks of being “in-between” for marginalized peopleIncubation as protection, not disappearanceVisibility without over-explanation LISTENER PRACTICE Internal Practice: Let the Unfinished Be Enough Take a breath. Notice one area of your life that feels unfinished. Don’t fix it. Don’t name the next step. Say quietly or out loud: “This is allowed to be unfinished.” Notice what softens in your body. External Practice: One Honest Line If someone asks what you’re doing or what’s next this week, offer one honest line without polishing it: “I’m in transition right now.”“I’m letting things be unclear.”“I’m here, and that’s enough to say.”You don’t owe context. Visibility doesn’t require resolution. CLOSING REMINDER You are not behind. You are not late. You are not disappearing. You are here, and that is enough. LINKS + RESOURCES Sacred Disruption™ on IG: Sacred Disruption™IGSacred Disruption™ on TikTok: Sacred Disruption™TTListener Feedback Page: Sacred Disruption™ Feedback

    25 min

  7. Feb 3

    Ep. 4 Stability Is Not Selling Out

    Stability has been framed as betrayal. As selling out. As proof that you’ve gone soft or assimilated. In this episode of Sacred Disruption™, I unpack how instability gets moralized as “realness,” how capitalism and white supremacy rely on precarity, and why marginalized people are praised for endurance instead of supported into ease. We talk about bodies that can’t afford chaos, the real costs of constant instability, and what it means to redefine stability as rhythm, resourcing, choice, and sustainability, not obedience. Stability is not selling out. It’s how you stop bleeding. It’s how you stay alive without apology. TIMESTAMPS00:00 — The Quest for Stability 05:31 — The Moralization of Instability 10:55 — Endurance vs. Support for Marginalized Communities 18:25 — The Necessity of Stability 24:46 — Disability Justice and Sustainability 27:51 — The Impact of Instability on Control 30:11 — Understanding Stability: A Tool for Resistance 35:17 — Disruption vs. Self-Harm: The Need for Stability 36:30 — Personal Journey: Finding Stability Through Change 42:42 — Resetting the Nervous System 49:26 — Courage Practice: Choosing Stability 53:11 — Authenticity Over Respectability KEY THEMESInstability as a Moral Badge How struggle gets mistaken for authenticity, and ease treated with suspicion. Precarity Is Structural, Not Personal Why instability isn’t a character flaw, but a systemically enforced condition. Endurance vs. Care How marginalized people are praised for surviving instead of supported into sustainability. The Body as Evidence Why nervous systems, chronic illness, disability, and trauma make chaos expensive. Stability as Capacity Reframing stability as what enables choice, creativity, and resistance. Disruption Without Self-Harm Why disruption without stability becomes survival dressed up as virtue. LISTENER PRACTICEREFLECTIVE PRACTICE Where did I learn that stability was dangerous? Pause. Breathe. Notice, without fixing. When you imagine stability, what comes up first: relief, fear, guilt, suspicion? Who taught you that struggle meant integrity? What has instability cost your body, energy, or creativity? COURAGE PRACTICE Choose one stabilizing act this week, without over-justifying it. Choose one, not all: • Automate one bill • Simplify one recurring decision • Ask for support you usually deny yourself • Create one predictable daily anchor • Stop explaining a choice that already feels right • Rest before exhaustion • Eat without earning it • Leave earlier than you “should” Do the thing without narrating it as compromise. No speeches. No defense. No moral debate. CLOSING REMINDERSome bodies can’t afford chaos, that isn’t failure, it’s information. You don’t owe chaos your loyalty. LINKS + RESOURCESSacred Disruption™ on Instagram: Sacred Disruption™IGSacred Disruption™ on TikTok: Sacred Disruption™TTListener Feedback Page: Sacred Disruption™ Feedback

    53 min

  8. Jan 26

    Ep. 3 Staying Present in the In-Between

    The in-between can feel uncomfortable, unclear, and unsteady, but it’s also where most becoming actually happens. In this episode of Sacred Disruption™, I talk about what it means to stay present when nothing is resolved yet. When you’re no longer who you were, but not yet who you’re becoming. When pressure to explain yourself is loud, but your body is asking for time. This episode explores grief, relief, nervous-system pacing, and the courage it takes to remain undefined without shame. It’s a reminder that you are not behind, you are becoming. TIMESTAMPS 00:00 – 03:30 | Naming the In-Between 03:30 – 07:30 | Choosing Self While Life Is Unresolved 07:30 – 12:30 | Grief, Deferred Dreams, and Relief 12:30 – 17:30 | Return on Intentions (Not Investment) 17:30 – 22:30 | The Pressure to Explain 22:30 – 27:30 | Neurospicy Pacing & the Nervous System 27:30 – 31:30 | Being Undefined Without Shame 31:30 – 35:00 | Brick-by-Brick Living 35:00 – End | Reflection + Practice Invitation KEY THEMES The In-Between Is Not FailureGrief Without Self-PunishmentReleasing Over-ExplanationNeurospicy & Embodied PacingPresence as a Form of ResistanceFreedom in Being UndefinedTrust Over Control LISTENER PRACTICE This is not about fixing anything. It’s about noticing. Reflection QuestionWhere in your life are you rushing yourself to resolve something that actually needs time? You don’t need an answer. Just notice where your body responds. COURAGE PRACTICE This week, tell one trusted person the truth about where you are, without polishing it. No explaining. No future-casting. No justification. Notice: how your body feels before and afterwhat shifts when you allow yourself to be undefinedNoticing counts. Staying present counts. CLOSING REMINDER You are not behind. You are not failing. You are not lost. The in-between is not the enemy. It’s proof that you’re alive, choosing, and becoming. LINKS + RESOURCES Sacred Disruption™ on Instagram: Sacred Disruption™IGSacred Disruption™ on TikTok: Sacred Disruption™TTListener Feedback Page: Sacred Disruption™ Feedback

    37 min

  9. Season 1 Trailer

    Sacred Disruption™ Trailer

    Sacred Disruption™ is a podcast for people in transition who are choosing themselves without disappearing. This trailer introduces the heart of the show: life lived in the in-between, after something has ended, before anything is fully resolved. A space for staying present without urgency, over-explanation, or self-erasure. Centered in Black and Global Majority lived experience, especially for folks who are chronically ill, disabled, neurospicy, queer, or living at the intersections, Sacred Disruption™ offers reflection, truth-telling, and grounded action from inside the process. This is not therapy. It’s not self-help. It’s a companion space for becoming.

    3 min

  10. Jan 19

    Ep.2 Choosing Yourself Without Burning Your Life Down

    Choosing yourself is often framed as freedom, but for many of us, it comes with real consequences, grief, and fear. In this episode of Sacred Disruption™, I talk about what it actually means to choose yourself without disappearing from your body, your values, or your life. This conversation is for people who are: tired of shrinking to survivenavigating major transitionslearning how to stay present without self-betrayal I reflect on lived experience, the tension between safety and sovereignty, and the small, grounded actions that make choosing yourself sustainable rather than dramatic. This episode isn’t about blowing your life up. It’s about staying with yourself while things change. TIMESTAMPS Chapters 00:00 Choosing Myself: The Journey Begins 06:44 Taking Time for Self-Reflection 12:15 Facing Fears and Embracing Change 18:12 The Calm in Transition 24:49 Choosing Yourself in a Complex World 30:52 Embracing the Journey of Self-Discovery KEY THEMES Choosing vs. DisappearingThe Cost of Self-AbandonmentQuiet SovereigntyFear, Grief, and ResponsibilitySustainability Over Drama LISTENER PRACTICE This is not about fixing anything. It’s about noticing. Take a moment, during or after the episode, and gently reflect on one question: Where in my life am I choosing comfort over presence, or presence over myself? You don’t need to solve it. You don’t need to act immediately. Just notice: where your body tightenswhere you feel reliefwhere something feels unfinishedIf choosing yourself feels loud or dramatic right now, see if there’s a smaller choice available, one that doesn’t require disappearing to be real. Noticing counts. Choosing quietly counts. LINKS + RESOURCES (To be added by you when ready) Sacred Disruption™ on Instagram: Sacred Disruption™IGSacred Disruption™ on TikTok: Sacred Disruption™TTListener Feedback Page: Sacred Disruption™ Feedback

    31 min

  11. Jan 12

    Ep.1 Introduction to Sacred Disruption™

    Sacred Disruption™ is a podcast for people in transition who are choosing themselves without disappearing. In this opening episode, I name the container, what this space is, who it’s for, and how we’ll move together. This isn’t therapy. It’s not self-help. And it’s not a performance of healing. It’s a companion space for reflection, clarity, and grounded action while life is actively unfolding. I speak from inside the process, navigating change, uncertainty, and becoming, because most of life happens there. If you’re standing at a threshold and trying to stay present without erasing parts of yourself, this episode will orient you. Listening counts. Reflection counts. Choosing yourself, even quietly, counts. EPISODE TIMESTAMPS 00:00 – 01:00 | Arrival + Grounding A soft entry into the space. Setting the tone. Naming presence. 01:00 – 04:00 | What Sacred Disruption™ Is Clear explanation of the podcast’s purpose and orientation. Who it’s for. Who it centers. What it is not. 04:00 – 08:00 | Why This Exists Now Speaking from inside transition. Why narrating the in-between matters. Why clarity without urgency is the point. 08:00 – 12:00 | How to Listen This is not instruction or performance. Take what’s useful. Leave what’s not. Listening as action. 12:00 – 15:00 | Invitation (Non-Extractive) An invitation to stay, reflect, and notice—without pressure. Naming how listeners can engage without disappearing. 15:00 – End | Closing Where to find Sacred Disruption™ online. How to share feedback. Closing words of grounding and welcome. KEY THEMES Choosing yourself without erasureLife in transitionPresence over urgencyReflection as practiceGrounded action without hustle LISTENER PRACTICE As you listen, notice: Where you feel pressure to rushWhere you feel permission to slow downWhat choosing yourself quietly might look like right nowNo journaling required. Noticing is enough. LINKS + RESOURCES Sacred Disruption™ on Instagram: Sacred Disruption™IGSacred Disruption™ on TikTok: Sacred Disruption™TTListener Feedback Page: Sacred Disruption™ Feedback

    20 min

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Sacred Disruption™ is a podcast for people in transition who are choosing themselves without disappearing. Centered in Black, Global Majority, chronically ill, disabled, neurospicy, and queer lived experience, this space explores what it actually takes to stay present, sovereign, and whole inside imperfect systems. Each episode blends lived experience, reflection, and grounded action, showing how to interrupt erasure in everyday life without urgency, hustle, or self-betrayal. This is not therapy. It’s not self-help. It’s a companion space for clarity, choice, and becoming.

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  • Creator
    Fulei Ngangmuta
  • Years Active
    2K
  • Episodes
    11
  • Rating
    Explicit
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    © 2026 Fulei Ngangmuta
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