The C-Section Healing Space

Divina Johnson

The C-Section Healing Space is a gentle, body-led podcast for women who have given birth by C-section and don’t quite feel like themselves, even months or years later. Hosted by Divina, Birth Trauma Recovery Coach and mother of three C-section babies, these conversations explore the emotional, nervous system and energetic side of C-section recovery. This is about understanding what your body has been holding and coming back home to yourself. Disclaimer: This podcast is educational and supportive only and does not replace medical or mental health care.

  1. 4d ago

    Do You Regret Your C-Section?

    Do you regret your C-section? Do you replay your birth and wonder if you should have done something differently? If so, I want you to know you’re not alone. One of the most common things I hear from C-section mums is, “I should have done this differently,” or “If only I had known.” In this video, we’re talking about birth regret, guilt, shame and self-blame after a C-section. Because while your feelings are completely valid, I also want to offer another perspective: Were you truly given all the information you needed to make the decisions you made? Were you fully informed about inductions, interventions, your options, your environment, and how stress, fear and feeling unsupported can affect labour? Or did you make the best decisions you could with the information you had at the time? As a C-section mum myself and through supporting many women after traumatic births, I’ve seen how easy it is for mothers to carry the weight of decisions that were made under pressure, fear, exhaustion and incomplete information. In this video we explore: ✨ Birth regret after a C-section ✨ Why so many mums blame themselves ✨ Induction and C-section conversations ✨ Feeling pressured during labour ✨ Birth trauma and self-blame ✨ Why your environment matters during labour ✨ Understanding your birth story differently ✨ Finding compassion for yourself after birth ✨ Emotional healing after C-section You do not have to carry the weight of regret forever. You brought your baby into the world with the knowledge, support and information you had at the time. And your baby loves you, no matter how they arrived. This is The C-Section Healing Space, where we talk about the emotional, physical, energetic and spiritual side of C-section recovery. ✨ Purchase Your Reconnection Ritual Oil Today If this video helped you feel seen, please like, subscribe and share it with another C-section mum who may need this message today. DISCLAIMER: This video is for educational purposes only and reflects my personal experience, training and professional observations. It is not medical advice and should not replace advice from your doctor, midwife or healthcare provider. Always seek professional medical advice regarding your individual circumstances. #BirthTrauma #CSectionRecovery #BirthRegret #PostpartumHealing #TraumaticBirth If something in this episode landed in your body, you’re welcome to share a reflection here.

  2. Sep 29

    Why Your Child’s Birthday Triggers You

    Do you feel anxious, emotional, low, or unsettled around your child’s birthday? You’re not alone. Many C-section mums notice that the days or weeks leading up to their child’s birthday can bring back memories of birth trauma, anxiety, flashbacks or difficult emotions they thought they’d already moved past. In this video, I explore why your body remembers traumatic birth experiences, how the nervous system responds to anniversaries and significant dates and why emotions can resurface even years after a C-section. I share my own experience of feeling anxious before my son’s birthday and explain how simple nervous system tools like tapping, breathing and body awareness helped me move through those feelings. Inside this video we discuss: ✨ Why your child’s birthday can trigger birth trauma ✨ How the body stores traumatic experiences ✨ The connection between C-section recovery and the nervous system ✨ Why anxiety can return around birth anniversaries ✨ Flashbacks after traumatic birth ✨ EFT tapping and emotional regulation ✨ Why your body remembers what your mind forgets ✨ Emotional healing after C-section ✨ Processing birth trauma years later Many mums don’t realise their birth was traumatic until their baby’s first birthday arrives. Survival mode eventually slows down, and the body finally has space to show you what still needs healing. If your child’s birthday brings up emotions, tears, anxiety, flashbacks or difficult memories, it doesn’t mean you’re failing. It may simply be your body asking for your attention. This is The C-Section Healing Space, where we talk about the emotional, physical, energetic and spiritual side of C-section recovery. ✨I’ve created a free scar connection guide below and if you want to continue with a gentle daily practice, you’ll also find my Reconnection Oil linked there: https://www.divinajohnson.com/scarguide If this video helped you, please like, subscribe and share it with another C-section mum who needs to hear this. DISCLAIMER: This video is for educational purposes only and reflects my personal experience, training and professional observations. It is not medical advice and should not replace advice from your doctor, midwife or healthcare provider. Always seek professional medical advice regarding your own health and recovery. #BirthTrauma #CSectionRecovery #PostpartumHealing #BirthTraumaRecovery #NervousSystemHealing If something in this episode landed in your body, you’re welcome to share a reflection here.

  3. Sep 22

    Why You Still Cry Years After C-Section

    Do you still cry when you think about your C-section, even years later? You’re not broken, weak or “stuck in the past.” I’ve worked with women who are 5, 10, 20, and even 30 years post C-section who still become emotional when talking about their birth experience. In this video, we explore why difficult, challenging, and traumatic birth experiences can continue to affect you long after the birth itself and why time alone doesn’t always heal emotional wounds. We discuss: ✨ Why you still cry when thinking about your C-section ✨ Birth trauma and the nervous system ✨ Why emotions can remain stored in the body ✨ The connection between your scar, tummy, womb and birth experience ✨ Somatic healing after C-section ✨ Reconnecting with your body after birth ✨ Writing your birth story as part of healing ✨ Simple ways to begin processing your experience Many women are told to move on, be grateful or stop thinking about the birth. But healing doesn’t happen through avoidance. Healing happens when we create safe spaces to process what we’ve been through. Whether your C-section was months ago or decades ago, it is never too late to begin healing. This is The C-Section Healing Space, where we talk about the emotional, physical, energetic and spiritual side of C-section. If this video helped you, please like, subscribe and share it with another C-section mum who needs to hear this. ✨I’ve created a free scar connection guide below and if you want to continue with a gentle daily practice, you’ll also find my Reconnection Oil linked there: https://www.divinajohnson.com/scarguide DISCLAIMER: This video is for educational purposes only and reflects my personal experience, training and professional observations. It is not medical advice and should not replace advice from your doctor, midwife or healthcare provider. Please seek professional support for your individual circumstances. #BirthTrauma #CSectionRecovery #PostpartumHealing #SomaticHealing #BirthTraumaRecovery If something in this episode landed in your body, you’re welcome to share a reflection here.

  4. Sep 15

    Scared To Get Pregnant Again After C-Section?

    ✨I’ve created a free scar connection guide below and if you want to continue with a gentle daily practice, you’ll also find my Reconnection Oil linked there: https://www.divinajohnson.com/scarguide Are you scared to have another baby after a traumatic C-section? You’re not alone. After my first traumatic C-section, I was convinced I never wanted another child. The fear, shock, anxiety, difficult recovery and everything I experienced during birth made the thought of doing it again feel impossible. In this video, I share my personal story of having 3 C-sections in 5 years, what happened during my second pregnancy, why unprocessed birth trauma showed up again during my planned C-section, and what I wish I had done differently before becoming pregnant again. We talk about: ✨ Fear of having another baby after birth trauma ✨ Pregnancy after a traumatic C-section ✨ Why unprocessed emotions can show up during pregnancy, birth and postpartum ✨ VBAC (Vaginal Birth After Caesarean) options ✨ Birth preparation and hypnobirthing ✨ How to feel more confident about future pregnancies ✨ Emotional healing after C-section ✨ C-section recovery and nervous system healing If you’re wondering whether you’ll ever feel ready for another baby, I want you to know that healing is possible. You do not have to carry fear from one birth into the next. This is The C-Section Healing Space, where we talk about the emotional, physical, energetic and spiritual side of C-section recovery. ✨ Purchase Your Reconnection Ritual Oil Today Please like, comment and subscribe to help more C-section mums find this space. DISCLAIMER: This video is for educational purposes only and is based on my personal experience, training and professional observations. It is not medical advice and should not replace advice from your doctor, midwife or healthcare provider. Always seek professional medical guidance regarding your individual circumstances. #CSectionRecovery #BirthTrauma #PregnancyAfterCSection #VBAC #PostpartumHealing If something in this episode landed in your body, you’re welcome to share a reflection here.

  5. Sep 8

    Why C-Section Recovery Is Harder Than You Thought

    ✨I’ve created a free scar connection guide below and if you want to continue with a gentle daily practice, you’ll also find my Reconnection Oil linked there: https://www.divinajohnson.com/scarguide C-section recovery feels harder than you expected because nobody truly prepared you for it. Nobody talks about the emotional, energetic and spiritual impact of birth trauma, only the physical recovery. In this deeply honest episode of The C-Section Healing Space, I talk about: • Why C-section recovery feels overwhelming • Emergency and unplanned C-sections • Birth trauma and nervous system shock • The hidden emotional impact of surgery • Why postpartum recovery can take years • Hypervigilance, exhaustion and emotional overwhelm • Scar pain, heavy periods and difficult healing • Bonding struggles and intimacy after birth • Why women feel unsupported after C-section After having 3 C-sections in 5 years, including traumatic births, infections, severe recovery and difficult postpartum experiences, I know firsthand how much women silently carry after birth. This channel is a calm, soul deep healing space for women recovering emotionally, physically and energetically after C-section. ✨ Subscribe for videos on: • C-section recovery • Birth trauma healing • Nervous system healing • Somatic healing • Emotional healing after birth • Meditations and reconnection rituals ✨ Purchase Your Reconnection Ritual Oil Today #CSectionRecovery #BirthTrauma #PostpartumHealing #CSectionHealing #TraumaticBirth #NervousSystemHealing #SomaticHealing #EmotionalHealing #MotherhoodHealing #PostpartumMentalHealth ⸻ Disclaimer: This content is for educational and informational purposes only and is not medical advice. Please always seek advice from your doctor, midwife or qualified healthcare professional regarding your physical or mental health, recovery or medical concerns. Individual healing experiences vary, and this content is intended to support, not replace professional medical care. If something in this episode landed in your body, you’re welcome to share a reflection here.

  6. Sep 1

    Why You Hate Your C-Section Scar

    ✨ Purchase Your Reconnection Ritual Oil Today Hating your C-section scar does NOT make you a bad mother. Two things can be true at the same time: You can be grateful your baby is here… and still struggle with your scar, your body and what happened to you. In this deeply honest episode of The C-Section Healing Space, I share my own experience after 3 traumatic C-sections, severe keloid scarring, infections and the emotional healing journey that completely changed my relationship with my body. In this video we talk about: • Why so many women hate their C-section scar • Emotional trauma stored within the body • Keloid scars and painful scar healing • Why C-section recovery is not just physical • Scar numbness, pulling and discomfort • How birth trauma affects intimacy and confidence • Emotional and energetic healing after C-section • Gentle reconnection practices for healing I also share how my own severe keloid scar changed over time through daily reconnection rituals, nervous system healing and emotional processing. This is a calm, soul deep healing space for women recovering emotionally, physically and energetically after C-section. ✨ Purchase Your Reconnection Ritual Oil Today ✨ Subscribe for videos on: • C-section recovery • Birth trauma healing • Nervous system healing • Somatic healing • Emotional healing after birth • Meditations and reconnection rituals #CSectionRecovery #BirthTrauma #CSectionScar #PostpartumHealing #KeloidScar #SomaticHealing #EmotionalHealing #NervousSystemHealing #MotherhoodHealing #TraumaticBirth ⸻ Disclaimer: This content is for educational and informational purposes only and is not medical advice. Please always seek advice from your doctor, midwife or qualified healthcare professional regarding your physical or mental health, recovery or medical concerns. Individual healing experiences vary, and this content is intended to support, not replace professional medical care. If something in this episode landed in your body, you’re welcome to share a reflection here.

  7. Aug 25

    Why You Can’t Rest After C-Section

    ✨ Purchase Your Reconnection Ritual Oil Today Do you feel exhausted after your C-section… but still unable to truly rest? Maybe your body feels restless, your mind won’t switch off, you replay the birth when trying to sleep or you constantly feel the need to stay busy. In this episode of The C-Section Healing Space, I talk about: • Why your nervous system stays in high alert after birth • Hypervigilance after traumatic C-section • Why rest can feel unsafe after trauma • Birth flashbacks at bedtime • The emotional impact of traumatic birth • Suppressed emotions after C-section • Why women struggle to slow down after birth • Gentle ways to begin nervous system healing After having 3 C-sections in 5 years, including traumatic birth experiences and severe keloid scarring, I know firsthand how difficult it can feel to reconnect with your body after birth trauma. I also share simple grounding and reconnection practices that supported my own healing journey and helped my body begin to feel safe again. This is a calm, soul deep healing space for women recovering emotionally, physically and energetically after C-section. ✨ Subscribe for videos on: • C-section recovery • Birth trauma healing • Nervous system healing • Somatic healing • Emotional healing after birth • Meditations and reconnection rituals ✨ Purchase Your Reconnection Ritual Oil Today #CSectionRecovery #BirthTrauma #PostpartumHealing #Hypervigilance #NervousSystemHealing #TraumaticBirth #CSectionHealing #SomaticHealing #EmotionalHealing #PostpartumMentalHealth ⸻ Disclaimer: This content is for educational and informational purposes only and is not medical advice. Please always seek advice from your doctor, midwife or qualified healthcare professional regarding your physical or mental health, recovery or medical concerns. Individual healing experiences vary, and this content is intended to support, not replace professional medical care. If something in this episode landed in your body, you’re welcome to share a reflection here.

  8. Aug 18

    Why You Froze During Birth (Freeze & Fawn)

    ✨ Purchase Your Reconnection Ritual Oil Today https://www.divinajohnson.com/product-page/reconnection-body-oil Did you freeze during your labour or C-section and later wonder: “Why didn’t I say no?” “Why didn’t I advocate for myself?” “Why did I just go along with it?” In this episode of The C-Section Healing Space, I talk about freeze and fawn trauma responses during birth and how your nervous system may have been trying to protect you. After having 3 C-sections in 5 years, including a traumatic epidural experience where I truly thought I was dying, I now understand that what happened in the birth room was not a personality flaw, it was a learned survival response. In this video we talk about: • Freeze and fawn trauma responses in birth • Why many women struggle to advocate during labour • Nervous system survival patterns • Birth trauma and people pleasing • Why your body “shuts down” when feeling unsafe • Traumatic epidural experiences • Intuition during labour and birth • Gentle nervous system healing after traumatic birth I also share practical ways to begin helping your body feel safe again through grounding, tapping and reconnection practices. This is a calm, soul deep healing space for women recovering emotionally, physically and energetically after C-section. ✨ Subscribe for videos on: • C-section recovery • Birth trauma healing • Nervous system healing • Somatic healing • Emotional healing after birth • Meditations and reconnection rituals ✨ Purchase Your Reconnection Ritual Oil Today https://www.divinajohnson.com/product-page/reconnection-body-oil #BirthTrauma #CSectionRecovery #TraumaResponse #FreezeResponse #FawnResponse #PostpartumHealing #NervousSystemHealing #CSectionHealing #SomaticHealing #EmotionalHealing Disclaimer: This content is for educational and informational purposes only and is not medical advice. Please always seek advice from your doctor, midwife or qualified healthcare professional regarding your physical or mental health, recovery or medical concerns. Individual healing experiences vary, and this content is intended to support, not replace professional medical care. If something in this episode landed in your body, you’re welcome to share a reflection here.

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The C-Section Healing Space is a gentle, body-led podcast for women who have given birth by C-section and don’t quite feel like themselves, even months or years later. Hosted by Divina, Birth Trauma Recovery Coach and mother of three C-section babies, these conversations explore the emotional, nervous system and energetic side of C-section recovery. This is about understanding what your body has been holding and coming back home to yourself. Disclaimer: This podcast is educational and supportive only and does not replace medical or mental health care.