Unmasked - Becoming Who I Am

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Unmasked: Becoming Who I Am is a raw, honest podcast about identity, healing, and what happens when you stop performing your life and start telling the truth. This isn’t a highlight reel. It’s a real-time unpacking of trauma, anxiety, addiction, motherhood, relationships, ambition, anger, and growth, told by a woman who’s done surviving and is learning how to live unmasked. This podcast isn’t about fixing yourself. It’s about understanding why you became who you are, and choosing what comes next. Not for everyone. But maybe exactly for you. *NEW EPISODES EVERY TUESDAY & FRIDAY*

  1. Jun 15

    S4E5 - The Cost of Being the Strong One

    The Cost of Being the Strong One People call you strong. They tell you how resilient you are, how much you can handle, and how they don't know how you do it all. But what happens when being the strong one starts to come at a cost? In this episode, I share my thoughts on the hidden weight that many people carry, the pressure to keep it together, show up for everyone else, solve the problems, and never let anyone see them struggle. From burnout and hyper-independence to people-pleasing, resentment, and the difficulty of asking for help, this conversation explores what happens when strength becomes part of your identity. Sometimes the people who seem the strongest on the outside are carrying the most behind the scenes. If you've ever felt responsible for everything, struggled to let people help you, or wondered why asking for support feels so uncomfortable, this episode is for you. Being strong isn't the problem. Believing you have to be strong all the time is.

    S4E5 - The Cost of Being the Strong One

  2. Jun 8

    S4E4 - You Don't Have to Earn Love ft. Lainie Hartley

    At three years old, Lainie was surrendered to foster care. Years later, after experiencing abandonment, neglect, foster care, poverty, and relationships that mirrored the chaos she grew up around, she found herself searching for answers to questions she had carried her entire life: Am I worthy of love? Why do I keep repeating these patterns? Can a person truly break the cycles they were born into? In this episode, I sit down with Lainie, author of Simply Neglect, for a powerful conversation about childhood trauma, abandonment, faith, healing, motherhood, foster care, adoption, and learning that love is not something that has to be earned. Together, we explore: growing up in survival mode generational trauma abusive relationship patterns the impact of neglect EMDR and nervous system healing breaking family cycles finding joy after pain and what it means to create a life that looks completely different from the one you came from This conversation is raw, hopeful, heartbreaking, and inspiring all at once. Because your past may shape your story… but it doesn't have to write the ending.

    S4E4 - You Don't Have to Earn Love ft. Lainie Hartley

  3. Jun 1

    S4E3 - The Stories We Tell Ourselves

    Most of us don't see ourselves as we are. We see ourselves through stories. Stories we've been told. Stories we've experienced. Stories we've repeated so many times they've started to feel like facts. "I'm not disciplined." "I'm not confident." "I'm always the one who quits." "I'm too much." "I'm not enough." But what if those stories aren't true? In this episode, I talk about the narratives we create about ourselves, where they come from, and how they quietly shape the way we show up in our relationships, our health, our goals, and our lives. We'll explore confidence, self-worth, identity, and the difference between who you are and who you've convinced yourself you are. Because sometimes the biggest thing standing between you and the life you want isn't your circumstances. It's the story you've been carrying about yourself.

    S4E3 - The Stories We Tell Ourselves

  4. May 25

    S4E2 - Learning to Take Up Space ft. Michelle Ste. Croix

    What happens when you grow up feeling different from everyone around you? In this episode, I sit down with Michelle St. Croix for an honest conversation about identity, Treacher Collins syndrome, social anxiety, depression, self discovery, confidence, and what it means to learn how to take up space in a world that constantly makes people feel like they should shrink themselves. Michelle opens up about growing up visibly different, the surgeries she’s endured, the impact of other people’s cruelty, and the complicated relationship between confidence, self worth, and being perceived by others. Together, we talk about: jaw and trach surgeries social anxiety and depression sexuality and self discovery navigating a world that notices your differences first building confidence over time running, dog sports, and finding identity through passion and learning that taking up space isn’t something you earn, it’s something you deserve This episode is vulnerable, emotional, funny at times, and deeply human. Confidence doesn’t usually appear overnight. It’s built slowly, through survival, self acceptance, and finally allowing yourself to be fully seen.

    S4E2 - Learning to Take Up Space ft. Michelle Ste. Croix

  5. May 18

    S4E1 - You Don't Need Motivation to Start

    Most people think they need motivation before they can change their life. But honestly, That’s usually the last thing to show up. In this first episode of Season 4, I talk about why getting started feels so uncomfortable, why the first few weeks of any routine are mentally exhausting, and why so many people quit before they ever give themselves a real chance to grow. This episode dives into: fear of failure fear of judgment confidence vs repetition routine and identity shifts scale obsession all-or-nothing thinking mental toughness and why action almost always comes before motivation Confidence isn’t where people start. It’s what gets built after they keep showing up. If you’ve been waiting to feel “ready” before changing something in your life… this episode is for you.

    S4E1 - You Don't Need Motivation to Start

  6. May 15

    S3E12-Learning to Trust my Body, Season FINALE

    Panic attacks are not the same thing as anxiety. I didn’t fully understand that until this year. In this final episode of Season 3, I talk about what it’s like when your body feels unpredictable, and your brain no longer knows whether to trust a sensation, or fear it. Because panic doesn’t feel mental to me.It feels physical. Dizziness.Sweating.Throat sensations.Feeling like I’m going to pass out.Feeling like I’m going to die. And when those symptoms overlap with migraines, allergy fears, blood pressure changes, and past medical experiences, your nervous system stops responding calmly. It starts scanning for danger. This episode ties together everything we’ve explored this season:ADHD.Food.Control.Health anxiety.Panic.Motherhood.Body image.Trauma.Hypervigilance. Not as separate stories, but as connected patterns. This season was never really about diagnosis or symptoms. It was about learning how to feel safe inside my own body for the first time. And maybe that’s what healing actually is:not becoming fearless, but learning how to listen to yourself without immediately assuming the worst.

  7. May 15

    S3E11 - Listening Without Panicking

    What happens when your body sends a signal… and you can’t tell if it’s danger or fear? In this episode, I talk about what it’s been like navigating panic attacks, food fear, ARFID, and the exhausting reality of not fully trusting my own body. When physical symptoms and panic start overlapping, everything feels uncertain. And once fear gets attached to food, driving, or your own physical sensations, life starts getting smaller without you even realizing it. This episode isn’t just about panic. It’s about patterns. The childhood fears. The control. The hypervigilance.The nervous system that learned to treat every sensation like an emergency. And for the first time, instead of asking:“What’s wrong with me?” I started asking:“What is my body trying to tell me?” This episode is also the reason this podcast exists. Because Unmasked wasn’t born from healing. It was born from trying to understand myself in the middle of something hard.

  8. May 12

    S3E10 - I Don't Feel Safe In My Own Body

    What happens when your body starts feeling unsafe… even when every test says you’re okay? This episode is different because I’m not talking about something I’ve already healed from. I’m talking about something I’m still actively living through. The panic. The throat sensations. The dizziness.The fear that something is seriously wrong, even when the doctors are telling me I’m fine. When you stop trusting your body, everything changes. Food becomes complicated. Sensations become threats. Your nervous system starts treating every feeling like an emergency. This isn’t an episode with answers. It’s an honest conversation about what it feels like to live inside uncertainty, and how hard it can be to separate fear from physical reality when your body no longer feels like a safe place to exist. The hardest part? Understanding what’s happening, doesn’t automatically make it easier.

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Unmasked: Becoming Who I Am is a raw, honest podcast about identity, healing, and what happens when you stop performing your life and start telling the truth. This isn’t a highlight reel. It’s a real-time unpacking of trauma, anxiety, addiction, motherhood, relationships, ambition, anger, and growth, told by a woman who’s done surviving and is learning how to live unmasked. This podcast isn’t about fixing yourself. It’s about understanding why you became who you are, and choosing what comes next. Not for everyone. But maybe exactly for you. *NEW EPISODES EVERY TUESDAY & FRIDAY*

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